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The small boy shrugged and rested his back against the couch, "Well, we can watch this movie then. It doesn't really matter to me." He replied, yawning quietly before resting his head against the arm of the couch. He was slightly tired, but he didn't want to fall asleep yet. He was a vampire. Vampires are supposed to be creatures of the night, not creatures who sleep through the night! With a small huff at his inner monologue, Ruu turned his eyes back to the television.

Ruu curled up into a ball and yawned, resting his chin on his kness. The bloodlust had come back again, and Ruu had to press his lips together so his fangs wouldn't be exposed. It would be too much to ask for another drink. But he was insatiable. It had been so long since he had good blood straight from the source, and it seemed like he couldn't get enough. He silently berated himself and frowned. His master would have punished him for being so greedy.

Ruu bit his lip and squirmed on the couch, glancing at Gen's neck momentarily, "Ie, I can't do that. I'm being to greedy." He muttered quietly, pulling his hood down over his head to try and cover up his fangs. He pressed his tongue against his fangs to try and get them to go up again. He knew he shouldn't disobey his new master, but he was still unsure of where their relationship lay.

Ruu listened silently and gave a sigh of defeat before crawling to the other end of the couch and resting his hands on Gen's lap. Pushing himself up and towards Gen's neck, he paused at the demon's ear, "Thank you." He whispered, before lapping at the shell of the male's ear in affection. Ducking his head down into Gen's neck, he mapped out the best sopt to bite into while waiting to see if it was some sort of trick.

Ruu stayed quiet, opening and closing his mouth as if to speak, but no words came out. No one had really treated him with such kindness, and Ruu felt tears gather in the corner of his eyes. He tried to make them stop, and instead bit into Gen's neck gently as a few tears slipped past his blindfold, streaking his pale cheeks before he hastily tried to wipe them away with his sleeve.

Once Ruu drank his fill he pulled back, tears still running down his cheeks like a river and his face flushed a light pink, "You're not supposed to be nice to me!" The boy let out a soft sob before repeatedly pounding his fists on Gen's shoulder, though Ruu was weak and his hits weren't even hard enough to knock a housefly off balance. This wasn't how it was supposed to go. His old master told him how he was going to be broken down into an obedient pet, and he would be lost, his strings cut like a marionette when his new master left him for any amout of time. Ruu was, in fact, terrified. The little vampire didn't know the meaning of kindness, and that fragile line between insanity and obedience was slowly fracturing. He could picture it in his mind, the small line giving way before breaking in half. This caused louder sobs to tear from Ruu's throat and the blindfold to become almost soaked with his tears, the white haired boy finally giving up on punching Gen and instead scooted back to the other side of the couch, drawing his knees up to his chest and rocking back and forth slowly. Gen wouldn't want him anymore and he would be back on the streets again, being abused and cut up. Then, like before, he would be tested on. More prodding and, "Let's see if we cut him this deep." happening again and again, over and over and over.

The little vampire was almost in hysterical sobs, clinging onto Gen like he was a lifeline as the taller male spoke comforting words to him. He felt his heart clenching, constricting and squeezing. "It's too hard. I get attached to people and they leave! They always leave me and never come back no matter how much I beg them to! I... I can't take that anymore. Being abused is better than trusting someone." He sobbed, curling in on himself and nuzzling under Gen's chin. He needed the comfort. His whole world was collapsing in on him, and he barely knew which way was up. What was wrong with him? Taking in shuddering breaths, Ruu tried his best to wipe the tears coming down his face, but the stupid blindfold got in the way, "Stupid cloth! I hate it! I hate the stupid guy who put the damn curse on me! I hate my family that thought they could just leave me. I hate my old master! I hate... I hate myself!" He continuted on his rant, fisting his fingers into his sweatshirt. Maybe it would be better for everyone if he just never existed. Maybe people would be happier without him in their lives. He just ruined everything anyways. Eventually, he'll ruin Gen's life as well. The thought his had eyes snapping open and Ruu desperately tried to scramble out of Gen's embrace. He didn't want to hurt him.

Ruu wiped away his tears, sniffling quietly before shaking his head, "But they always say they won't leave, but they do it anyways." The white haired boy said doubtfully, squeezing his eyes shut as a softer sob passed through his lips.