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 Posted: Sat Jul 23, 2011 7:08 pm
logxdlady pirulaso logxdlady pirulaso logxdlady pirulaso Ha, that's hard to take in. I guess I'd be paranoid of anyone who'd say they are my wife. I am not trying to mock you, I've always just been really logical so this is hard for me to understand. It was as if it were truth all along, and I just accepted it. So in a way, part of your image of you changes with it. Do you have any other questions for me? What are your plans for the future? I imagine you'll have to keep this stuff under control when you get a job. We can't all be eccentric tenured professors like that guy in Beautiful Mind. I plan to become a librarian. I don't know how I'm going to keep this under control. That's what scares me. I endure these hallucinations daily and anxiety attacks almost daily, and even several times in one day. Luckily I would be doing what I enjoy, so that will help. How long has this been going on? Did you cut yourself cause that lady told you to do it? I mean you have to have personal control to some extent. As a general rule in life, hallucination or not, you do what is best for your well being. Someone tells you to cut yourself, real or not, that person's shouldn't be followed
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Posted: Sat Jul 23, 2011 7:19 pm
pirulaso logxdlady pirulaso logxdlady pirulaso So in a way, part of your image of you changes with it. Do you have any other questions for me? What are your plans for the future? I imagine you'll have to keep this stuff under control when you get a job. We can't all be eccentric tenured professors like that guy in Beautiful Mind. I plan to become a librarian. I don't know how I'm going to keep this under control. That's what scares me. I endure these hallucinations daily and anxiety attacks almost daily, and even several times in one day. Luckily I would be doing what I enjoy, so that will help. How long has this been going on? Did you cut yourself cause that lady told you to do it? I mean you have to have personal control to some extent. As a general rule in life, hallucination or not, you do what is best for your well being. Someone tells you to cut yourself, real or not, that person's shouldn't be followed Sarah-Landra didn't tell me to cut myself. Henry did. But yes. He would promise to not harm me worse or to not harm my family if I do it. He's really keen to threaten. Often tells me that he's going to kill my brother, but my brother is a very powerful Witch and so nothing can spiritually harm him. Still, I have my worries for him and for other people...you know? Not as much concern for him as I am very aware that he can hold his own against things like that. But other people? Yes. I do not wish to bring harm or ill-will to anybody.
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Posted: Sat Jul 23, 2011 7:20 pm
logxdlady pirulaso logxdlady pirulaso logxdlady pirulaso So in a way, part of your image of you changes with it. Do you have any other questions for me? What are your plans for the future? I imagine you'll have to keep this stuff under control when you get a job. We can't all be eccentric tenured professors like that guy in Beautiful Mind. I plan to become a librarian. I don't know how I'm going to keep this under control. That's what scares me. I endure these hallucinations daily and anxiety attacks almost daily, and even several times in one day. Luckily I would be doing what I enjoy, so that will help. How long has this been going on? Did you cut yourself cause that lady told you to do it? I mean you have to have personal control to some extent. As a general rule in life, hallucination or not, you do what is best for your well being. Someone tells you to cut yourself, real or not, that person's shouldn't be followed Sarah-Landra didn't tell me to cut myself. Henry did. But yes. He would promise to not harm me worse or to not harm my family if I do it. He's really keen to threaten. Often tells me that he's going to kill my brother, but my brother is a very powerful Witch and so nothing can spiritually harm him. Still, I have my worries for him and for other people...you know? Not as much concern for him as I am very aware that he can hold his own against things like that. But other people? Yes. I do not wish to bring harm or ill-will to anybody. WAIT............ Real or imaginary brother?
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Posted: Sat Jul 23, 2011 7:22 pm
pirulaso logxdlady pirulaso logxdlady pirulaso What are your plans for the future? I imagine you'll have to keep this stuff under control when you get a job. We can't all be eccentric tenured professors like that guy in Beautiful Mind. I plan to become a librarian. I don't know how I'm going to keep this under control. That's what scares me. I endure these hallucinations daily and anxiety attacks almost daily, and even several times in one day. Luckily I would be doing what I enjoy, so that will help. How long has this been going on? Did you cut yourself cause that lady told you to do it? I mean you have to have personal control to some extent. As a general rule in life, hallucination or not, you do what is best for your well being. Someone tells you to cut yourself, real or not, that person's shouldn't be followed Sarah-Landra didn't tell me to cut myself. Henry did. But yes. He would promise to not harm me worse or to not harm my family if I do it. He's really keen to threaten. Often tells me that he's going to kill my brother, but my brother is a very powerful Witch and so nothing can spiritually harm him. Still, I have my worries for him and for other people...you know? Not as much concern for him as I am very aware that he can hold his own against things like that. But other people? Yes. I do not wish to bring harm or ill-will to anybody. WAIT............ Real or imaginary brother? Real.
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Posted: Sat Jul 23, 2011 7:24 pm
logxdlady pirulaso logxdlady pirulaso logxdlady pirulaso What are your plans for the future? I imagine you'll have to keep this stuff under control when you get a job. We can't all be eccentric tenured professors like that guy in Beautiful Mind. I plan to become a librarian. I don't know how I'm going to keep this under control. That's what scares me. I endure these hallucinations daily and anxiety attacks almost daily, and even several times in one day. Luckily I would be doing what I enjoy, so that will help. How long has this been going on? Did you cut yourself cause that lady told you to do it? I mean you have to have personal control to some extent. As a general rule in life, hallucination or not, you do what is best for your well being. Someone tells you to cut yourself, real or not, that person's shouldn't be followed Sarah-Landra didn't tell me to cut myself. Henry did. But yes. He would promise to not harm me worse or to not harm my family if I do it. He's really keen to threaten. Often tells me that he's going to kill my brother, but my brother is a very powerful Witch and so nothing can spiritually harm him. Still, I have my worries for him and for other people...you know? Not as much concern for him as I am very aware that he can hold his own against things like that. But other people? Yes. I do not wish to bring harm or ill-will to anybody. WAIT............ Real or imaginary brother? Real. Does he acknowledge that you think he's a witch.
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Posted: Sat Jul 23, 2011 7:25 pm
pirulaso logxdlady pirulaso logxdlady pirulaso How long has this been going on? Did you cut yourself cause that lady told you to do it? I mean you have to have personal control to some extent. As a general rule in life, hallucination or not, you do what is best for your well being. Someone tells you to cut yourself, real or not, that person's shouldn't be followed Sarah-Landra didn't tell me to cut myself. Henry did. But yes. He would promise to not harm me worse or to not harm my family if I do it. He's really keen to threaten. Often tells me that he's going to kill my brother, but my brother is a very powerful Witch and so nothing can spiritually harm him. Still, I have my worries for him and for other people...you know? Not as much concern for him as I am very aware that he can hold his own against things like that. But other people? Yes. I do not wish to bring harm or ill-will to anybody. WAIT............ Real or imaginary brother? Real. Does he acknowledge that you think he's a witch. It's a Wiccan thing. Religious. Not delusional.
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Posted: Sat Jul 23, 2011 7:32 pm
logxdlady pirulaso logxdlady pirulaso logxdlady pirulaso How long has this been going on? Did you cut yourself cause that lady told you to do it? I mean you have to have personal control to some extent. As a general rule in life, hallucination or not, you do what is best for your well being. Someone tells you to cut yourself, real or not, that person's shouldn't be followed Sarah-Landra didn't tell me to cut myself. Henry did. But yes. He would promise to not harm me worse or to not harm my family if I do it. He's really keen to threaten. Often tells me that he's going to kill my brother, but my brother is a very powerful Witch and so nothing can spiritually harm him. Still, I have my worries for him and for other people...you know? Not as much concern for him as I am very aware that he can hold his own against things like that. But other people? Yes. I do not wish to bring harm or ill-will to anybody. WAIT............ Real or imaginary brother? Real. Does he acknowledge that you think he's a witch. It's a Wiccan thing. Religious. Not delusional. Oh, ha, that's funny. I know a few pagans.
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Posted: Sat Jul 23, 2011 9:31 pm
pirulaso logxdlady pirulaso logxdlady pirulaso WAIT............ Real or imaginary brother? Real. Does he acknowledge that you think he's a witch. It's a Wiccan thing. Religious. Not delusional. Oh, ha, that's funny. I know a few pagans. Coolio. I hardly know any besides those within my family.
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Posted: Sat Jul 23, 2011 9:32 pm
logxdlady pirulaso logxdlady pirulaso logxdlady pirulaso WAIT............ Real or imaginary brother? Real. Does he acknowledge that you think he's a witch. It's a Wiccan thing. Religious. Not delusional. Oh, ha, that's funny. I know a few pagans. Coolio. I hardly know any besides those within my family. Well wait till you go to college... There's a surprising abundance of them.
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Posted: Sat Jul 23, 2011 9:39 pm
pirulaso logxdlady pirulaso logxdlady pirulaso Does he acknowledge that you think he's a witch. It's a Wiccan thing. Religious. Not delusional. Oh, ha, that's funny. I know a few pagans. Coolio. I hardly know any besides those within my family. Well wait till you go to college... There's a surprising abundance of them. That's great! Hah, I also hope I go to a college with a good LGBTQA -- something that my school is lacking. xd
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Posted: Sat Jul 23, 2011 9:41 pm
logxdlady pirulaso logxdlady pirulaso logxdlady pirulaso Does he acknowledge that you think he's a witch. It's a Wiccan thing. Religious. Not delusional. Oh, ha, that's funny. I know a few pagans. Coolio. I hardly know any besides those within my family. Well wait till you go to college... There's a surprising abundance of them. That's great! Hah, I also hope I go to a college with a good LGBTQA -- something that my school is lacking. xd A good what?
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Posted: Sat Jul 23, 2011 9:52 pm
pirulaso logxdlady pirulaso logxdlady pirulaso Oh, ha, that's funny. I know a few pagans. Coolio. I hardly know any besides those within my family. Well wait till you go to college... There's a surprising abundance of them. That's great! Hah, I also hope I go to a college with a good LGBTQA -- something that my school is lacking. xd A good what? Club for Lesbians Gays Bisexuals Transgenders/sexuals Questionings and Allies(straight people who support those types).
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Posted: Sun Jul 24, 2011 5:06 pm
logxdlady pirulaso logxdlady pirulaso logxdlady pirulaso Oh, ha, that's funny. I know a few pagans. Coolio. I hardly know any besides those within my family. Well wait till you go to college... There's a surprising abundance of them. That's great! Hah, I also hope I go to a college with a good LGBTQA -- something that my school is lacking. xd A good what? Club for Lesbians Gays Bisexuals Transgenders/sexuals Questionings and Allies(straight people who support those types). What does that have to do with Wiccan? Not that there's not a lot of gays/bi's/trans in college either
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Posted: Sun Jul 24, 2011 6:30 pm
pirulaso logxdlady pirulaso logxdlady pirulaso Well wait till you go to college... There's a surprising abundance of them. That's great! Hah, I also hope I go to a college with a good LGBTQA -- something that my school is lacking. xd A good what? Club for Lesbians Gays Bisexuals Transgenders/sexuals Questionings and Allies(straight people who support those types). What does that have to do with Wiccan? Not that there's not a lot of gays/bi's/trans in college either It has nothing to do with Wiccans/pagans xp And yep smile
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Posted: Sun Jul 24, 2011 8:19 pm
Came back. biggrin
Ok, your hallucinating people... and you sometimes try to fight Henry, a hallucination, off… you have a stuffed fox that speaks to you… and a woman promising that you shall become an angel… Henry killing a hallucination husband… and Henry generally threatening you about just anything to make you do bad… and you don’t feel that you don’t need such help?
As interesting as this hallucination life stuff is… it’s bad, and you do need the help. You can’t function properly in society if you are having constant hallucinations.
... Now I feel the need to ask questions about these hallucination stuff.
Is the talking fox scary?... because that fox would scare me... I'd also probably end up burning em or giving em to my dog... though then I'd have to throw it away or something if I gave em to my dog.
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