|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
 Posted: Mon Oct 18, 2010 6:22 pm
probably to teach you how to drive carefully. :]
the only thing that's really bugging me now is that my boyfriend lives forever away, and i can't see him for another month... =/
|
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Mon Oct 18, 2010 7:28 pm
Rizu-Sensei probably to teach you how to drive carefully. :] the only thing that's really bugging me now is that my boyfriend lives forever away, and i can't see him for another month... =/ that sucks, I could never do the long distance thing. I think the relationship may go south if I had to do that.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Wed Nov 03, 2010 9:56 am
I'm so pissed off at my body. I hate it.
All these other women complain "oh, I'm so fat, I need to lose weight" and then either say "you're lucky!" or tell me I need to gain weight.
SO WHY DO THEY GET TO BE CHUBBY AND ABLE TO GAIN WEIGHT AND I'M STUCK BEING MADE OF BONES, FREEZING MY a** OFF DURING THE WINTER!?!?
Yesterday my mom told me that she watched a show and thinks I'm anorexic. I eat more than my boyfriend. Last time I ******** saw her, I did pretty much nothing but eat the whole time. But no, because every once in a while I forget to eat because my body forgets to remind me that I'm supposed to be hungry, I'm obviously anorexic. Yes, that completely explains ALL my problems doesn't it.
Never mind the fact that I'm excited that yesterday when I weighed myself I was 100 lbs. Though I'll probably lose most of it sooner or later since I haven't gone to the bathroom in about a week. I'll probably drop back down to 95 lbs after I finally go, whenever that will be..
Why can't I gain weight like the other girls can. Why doesn't it just stick. I know I have a high metabolism, but I have to eat to the point of being so full I puke for every meal to even make it to 103lbs. And then as soon as I get sick, I lose it all instantly. It's not fair.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2010 6:16 am
Silly event...the ghosts and pumpkin fuffs on zOMG are pissing me off...
Hmm, that's no good Kage...I do know what you're talking about at least. I have exactly the same problem.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2010 10:36 am
Lol, I've just been chilly lately and my mom saying s**t like that just bothers me.
Hopefully going to go shopping this weekend for some winter clothes..
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2010 8:13 pm
kage no neko I'm so pissed off at my body. I hate it. All these other women complain "oh, I'm so fat, I need to lose weight" and then either say "you're lucky!" or tell me I need to gain weight. SO WHY DO THEY GET TO BE CHUBBY AND ABLE TO GAIN WEIGHT AND I'M STUCK BEING MADE OF BONES, FREEZING MY a** OFF DURING THE WINTER!?!? Yesterday my mom told me that she watched a show and thinks I'm anorexic. I eat more than my boyfriend. Last time I ******** saw her, I did pretty much nothing but eat the whole time. But no, because every once in a while I forget to eat because my body forgets to remind me that I'm supposed to be hungry, I'm obviously anorexic. Yes, that completely explains ALL my problems doesn't it. Never mind the fact that I'm excited that yesterday when I weighed myself I was 100 lbs. Though I'll probably lose most of it sooner or later since I haven't gone to the bathroom in about a week. I'll probably drop back down to 95 lbs after I finally go, whenever that will be.. Why can't I gain weight like the other girls can. Why doesn't it just stick. I know I have a high metabolism, but I have to eat to the point of being so full I puke for every meal to even make it to 103lbs. And then as soon as I get sick, I lose it all instantly. It's not fair. I'm sorry I wish I could give you some of my fat. I have too much, I keep gaining weight no matter what. Are you on any meds? What kind of food do you eat? Sometimes that could affect things. My hubby forgets to eat a lot, and he's skinny. He's like 130 no matter what he eats. If you want to try uping your calorie intake for a bit your body will adjust to that about of calories and crave it.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2010 8:14 pm
FOR DAYS NOW THE ANNOUCEMENTS HAVE NOT BEEN WORKING FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!! GROWL!!!!!!
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Wed Nov 10, 2010 6:55 am
I hate it when I have a bout of hypomania when I'm sleeping, it wakes me up way too early and I can't fall back asleep for hours. stressed I don't even feel up, I'm just hypomanic enough to not sleep and that's it.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Mon Nov 15, 2010 12:14 am
Also, I hate having bursitis. >_< I want to spin and knit and whatnot far more than I should due to the constant pain in my shoulder. Oh, I can work through it, but too much of that and I pay for it the next day. >_< Ibuprofen works wonders, but due to longterm medication interactions I can only take it every once in a while. How irritating.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Mon Nov 15, 2010 5:41 pm
Today wasn't too bad. Aside from getting irrationally angry because the place I was trying to apply online decided to route their application through a website that asks for my private information. And all I can think is they're going to take my information and spam me with it, they're going to harass me. And my throat started to close up due to it.. somehow.
I think I have anxiety issues.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2010 10:58 pm
sorry vixy. I get OCD nights where I just want to organise stuff instead of sleep.
and yes, Neko, I believe you do have anxiety issues. When I'm frustrasting I have been know to give myself nausea, vomiting and diarreaha to be careful. I hope you're being treated.
BTW I hate arthritis in my knees. It hurts sooooo bad when it's cold.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Wed Nov 17, 2010 4:32 am
My plates are really hurting my gums at the moment...and I have no idea why...I must have cleaned them a million time over the last couple of days and it's doesn't seem to help...
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Wed Nov 17, 2010 6:49 am
My mom really wants me to be seeing someone (and stuff just keeps adding up that I discover is wrong with me), but I don't have insurance and can't afford to see any kind of doctor for anything..
Discovered yesterday that apparently it's not normal to (randomly) dream while being fully awake. My mind kinda splits between the two, and I don't really understand how it works. I can see this world and the dream world at the same time. Makes no sense to me.. It doesn't happen all the time, and is usually triggered off me thinking about something, or somehow a dream from the night before being stuck and popping back up to continue.
Things are so much simpler when I think everyone has the same problem, then I learn it's my own issue and I'm a little off because of it.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Tue Nov 30, 2010 3:42 pm
It's hard when you find out what is normal for you isn't considered such by others. I thought it was normal to have wildly erratic moodswings, be hugely temperamental, and such things as that until I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. It's still strange to think that's only normal for me.
My rant today is superficial, but irritating nonetheless. My bf bought me Dead Space for the PS3, but I can't play it until I get a smaller controller as my hands are a touch too small for the PS3 controller. Which I can afford tomorrow, but not today. >_< Grr.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Tue Dec 28, 2010 3:42 pm
To start off, yay, typing this from my new nookcolor. Thanks mom and dad!!
And for my complaint..... ROAR! Stupid flight back home was cancelled. New flight scheduled for Thursday, so that's not too bad.. shorter trip overall now. Get to leave my mom's later and get home sooner. Also no more freaking 3 hour layover. But still, GR!
So hopefully I'll be back on Friday. Sorry for being away for so long.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Reply
