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 Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2005 5:11 pm
Jinnari, I don't think that you're an oddball. Sounds like I'm kinda in the same situation that you're in. My boyfriend makes me happy too, but after my mom passed away I kinda became dependant on him for my happiness. It will have been 4 years this November and I'm still relearning how to make my self happy. Food worked for awhile, hence the state I'm in now, but I'd rather be a little chubby than dead. 3nodding Pm me if you'd like to talk. smile
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2005 5:16 am
onlyateardropaway i'm not sure if this is to normal but i'm afraid to be happy....i could take the happiness and embrace it and then lose it just as quick and not get it back....i'm terrified of loosing it so i just don't experience it.....i'm also very afraid of people....i only have on friend in real life and shes made me a submissive little b***h....shes moving in a month and i don't know what i'm going to do....i'll have no friends and no one to tell me what to do and what i'm doing wrong....i'll only have joe and we only talk over the phone....touch is also a big issue for me...i'm always afraid someones going to hurt me....i think its impossible for me to be happy.... I think that you have a lot of issues that you have yet to deal with or get help dealing with. Life is unfair...one moment we're happy and content and the next we're angry or bitter or depressed, etc. You can't live this 'safe' lifestyle you've currently made for yourself without some reprocussions...you fear losing that happy feeling so you refuse to have it in the first place...that's not a life, that's just really sad crying . You can't go through life having people tell you what to do because then you'll never do things for yourself...basically you won't have free will and be your own person...but it seems that you're that way already. Take your friends' departure as a sign that NOW is the time to take charge of your own decisions/opinions/life...work on strengthening your self esteem, as well as your self confidence...you have to be willing to take chances and live youre life to the fullest. You have to get it out of your head that if you sucumb to happiness that you'll automatically be let down in some way. We can't be happy all of the time, but when you are, EMBRACE it and enjoy it! biggrin
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2005 7:08 am
Tessiebean onlyateardropaway i'm not sure if this is to normal but i'm afraid to be happy....i could take the happiness and embrace it and then lose it just as quick and not get it back....i'm terrified of loosing it so i just don't experience it.....i'm also very afraid of people....i only have on friend in real life and shes made me a submissive little b***h....shes moving in a month and i don't know what i'm going to do....i'll have no friends and no one to tell me what to do and what i'm doing wrong....i'll only have joe and we only talk over the phone....touch is also a big issue for me...i'm always afraid someones going to hurt me....i think its impossible for me to be happy.... I think that you have a lot of issues that you have yet to deal with or get help dealing with. Life is unfair...one moment we're happy and content and the next we're angry or bitter or depressed, etc. You can't live this 'safe' lifestyle you've currently made for yourself without some reprocussions...you fear losing that happy feeling so you refuse to have it in the first place...that's not a life, that's just really sad crying . You can't go through life having people tell you what to do because then you'll never do things for yourself...basically you won't have free will and be your own person...but it seems that you're that way already. Take your friends' departure as a sign that NOW is the time to take charge of your own decisions/opinions/life...work on strengthening your self esteem, as well as your self confidence...you have to be willing to take chances and live youre life to the fullest. You have to get it out of your head that if you sucumb to happiness that you'll automatically be let down in some way. We can't be happy all of the time, but when you are, EMBRACE it and enjoy it! biggrin Teardrop.....i know how you feel hun. I used to be in the same place you are. Everytime i would expierience happiness, or what i perceived as happiness, it would go away, get taken from me. And usually it was my fault that it had been corrupted. You feel worthless and not worthy of anything. I'm still dealing with these feelings after making the decision to change about 2 years ago. If you haven't made it yet. DO IT. Make the choice, you have to vow to yourself and those you love *even if it is just a few people* that you are going to rise above it. Its all about rising. You are in the bottom of the valley TearDrop, its time to start scaling the walls. I look back now on my past and I can say that i have risen above it. But by no means does that mean that i have overcome them. I highly doubt i'll ever get to the point where i no longer feel these things. When I'm talking to Greg and how well he treats me, i still don't think i'm worthy and deserving of being this happy. But he says I am. And I trust him. You have to rise above the pain and bad memories. This is a bad past but it will make you stronger. Just toss your head high and never look back. You can rise above these feelings. ANd for me, my climb started here. If they helped me, they can help you. *hugs you* You're climb has already started. Just keep climbing and don't go back down.
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2005 8:49 am
TenshiDarkAngel Tessiebean onlyateardropaway i'm not sure if this is to normal but i'm afraid to be happy....i could take the happiness and embrace it and then lose it just as quick and not get it back....i'm terrified of loosing it so i just don't experience it.....i'm also very afraid of people....i only have on friend in real life and shes made me a submissive little b***h....shes moving in a month and i don't know what i'm going to do....i'll have no friends and no one to tell me what to do and what i'm doing wrong....i'll only have joe and we only talk over the phone....touch is also a big issue for me...i'm always afraid someones going to hurt me....i think its impossible for me to be happy.... I think that you have a lot of issues that you have yet to deal with or get help dealing with. Life is unfair...one moment we're happy and content and the next we're angry or bitter or depressed, etc. You can't live this 'safe' lifestyle you've currently made for yourself without some reprocussions...you fear losing that happy feeling so you refuse to have it in the first place...that's not a life, that's just really sad crying . You can't go through life having people tell you what to do because then you'll never do things for yourself...basically you won't have free will and be your own person...but it seems that you're that way already. Take your friends' departure as a sign that NOW is the time to take charge of your own decisions/opinions/life...work on strengthening your self esteem, as well as your self confidence...you have to be willing to take chances and live youre life to the fullest. You have to get it out of your head that if you sucumb to happiness that you'll automatically be let down in some way. We can't be happy all of the time, but when you are, EMBRACE it and enjoy it! biggrin Teardrop.....i know how you feel hun. I used to be in the same place you are. Everytime i would expierience happiness, or what i perceived as happiness, it would go away, get taken from me. And usually it was my fault that it had been corrupted. You feel worthless and not worthy of anything. I'm still dealing with these feelings after making the decision to change about 2 years ago. If you haven't made it yet. DO IT. Make the choice, you have to vow to yourself and those you love *even if it is just a few people* that you are going to rise above it. Its all about rising. You are in the bottom of the valley TearDrop, its time to start scaling the walls. I look back now on my past and I can say that i have risen above it. But by no means does that mean that i have overcome them. I highly doubt i'll ever get to the point where i no longer feel these things. When I'm talking to Greg and how well he treats me, i still don't think i'm worthy and deserving of being this happy. But he says I am. And I trust him. You have to rise above the pain and bad memories. This is a bad past but it will make you stronger. Just toss your head high and never look back. You can rise above these feelings. ANd for me, my climb started here. If they helped me, they can help you. *hugs you* You're climb has already started. Just keep climbing and don't go back down. you guys make it sound like its so easy but would it hurt if i asked for help? sad
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2005 9:06 am
onlyateardropaway TenshiDarkAngel Tessiebean onlyateardropaway i'm not sure if this is to normal but i'm afraid to be happy....i could take the happiness and embrace it and then lose it just as quick and not get it back....i'm terrified of loosing it so i just don't experience it.....i'm also very afraid of people....i only have on friend in real life and shes made me a submissive little b***h....shes moving in a month and i don't know what i'm going to do....i'll have no friends and no one to tell me what to do and what i'm doing wrong....i'll only have joe and we only talk over the phone....touch is also a big issue for me...i'm always afraid someones going to hurt me....i think its impossible for me to be happy.... I think that you have a lot of issues that you have yet to deal with or get help dealing with. Life is unfair...one moment we're happy and content and the next we're angry or bitter or depressed, etc. You can't live this 'safe' lifestyle you've currently made for yourself without some reprocussions...you fear losing that happy feeling so you refuse to have it in the first place...that's not a life, that's just really sad crying . You can't go through life having people tell you what to do because then you'll never do things for yourself...basically you won't have free will and be your own person...but it seems that you're that way already. Take your friends' departure as a sign that NOW is the time to take charge of your own decisions/opinions/life...work on strengthening your self esteem, as well as your self confidence...you have to be willing to take chances and live youre life to the fullest. You have to get it out of your head that if you sucumb to happiness that you'll automatically be let down in some way. We can't be happy all of the time, but when you are, EMBRACE it and enjoy it! biggrin Teardrop.....i know how you feel hun. I used to be in the same place you are. Everytime i would expierience happiness, or what i perceived as happiness, it would go away, get taken from me. And usually it was my fault that it had been corrupted. You feel worthless and not worthy of anything. I'm still dealing with these feelings after making the decision to change about 2 years ago. If you haven't made it yet. DO IT. Make the choice, you have to vow to yourself and those you love *even if it is just a few people* that you are going to rise above it. Its all about rising. You are in the bottom of the valley TearDrop, its time to start scaling the walls. I look back now on my past and I can say that i have risen above it. But by no means does that mean that i have overcome them. I highly doubt i'll ever get to the point where i no longer feel these things. When I'm talking to Greg and how well he treats me, i still don't think i'm worthy and deserving of being this happy. But he says I am. And I trust him. You have to rise above the pain and bad memories. This is a bad past but it will make you stronger. Just toss your head high and never look back. You can rise above these feelings. ANd for me, my climb started here. If they helped me, they can help you. *hugs you* You're climb has already started. Just keep climbing and don't go back down. you guys make it sound like its so easy but would it hurt if i asked for help? sad It's not easy...it's a matter of taking charge of your life and deciding that you've had enough of being depressed/scared to feel happiness and love. I still have days where I feel worthless or paranoid about things, but I do my best not to let those feelings get the better of me. I don't know about Tenshi, but I go to thearpy and I have a old fashioned journal *basically it's not online wink * where I write down my feelings of frustrating/depression/aggitation/sadness...then I write a blurb about how I can change things and list positive aspects of my life & myself...sometimes you have to be confronted by the positive when all you do is focus on the negative. I've tried weaning myself off of my anti-depressants because I want to try and see if I am capable of being optimistic on my own, but methinks I need to go back on it, I'm not quite at the "Everything's alright" level yet. I suggest you find a councellor/therapist to talk to...there are some wonderful people out there who are geniuinely concerned about you and want you to have a better quality of life...don't shy away from reaching out and getting help...it's not a sign of weakness, but of strength, because many people try to kid themselves that they are just 'fine'...but we all know what 'fine' stands for... F - ******** Up
I - Insecure
N- Neurotic
E- EmotionalTaking the steps on improving your self esteem/confidence is important if you want to enjoy the things around you, yourself, and life in general. If you can't find a therapist/councellor to talk with, feel free to PM me. I may not be online exactly when you need me, but I will respond to your PM as soon as I can heart
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2005 12:33 pm
Tessiebean onlyateardropaway TenshiDarkAngel Tessiebean onlyateardropaway i'm not sure if this is to normal but i'm afraid to be happy....i could take the happiness and embrace it and then lose it just as quick and not get it back....i'm terrified of loosing it so i just don't experience it.....i'm also very afraid of people....i only have on friend in real life and shes made me a submissive little b***h....shes moving in a month and i don't know what i'm going to do....i'll have no friends and no one to tell me what to do and what i'm doing wrong....i'll only have joe and we only talk over the phone....touch is also a big issue for me...i'm always afraid someones going to hurt me....i think its impossible for me to be happy.... I think that you have a lot of issues that you have yet to deal with or get help dealing with. Life is unfair...one moment we're happy and content and the next we're angry or bitter or depressed, etc. You can't live this 'safe' lifestyle you've currently made for yourself without some reprocussions...you fear losing that happy feeling so you refuse to have it in the first place...that's not a life, that's just really sad crying . You can't go through life having people tell you what to do because then you'll never do things for yourself...basically you won't have free will and be your own person...but it seems that you're that way already. Take your friends' departure as a sign that NOW is the time to take charge of your own decisions/opinions/life...work on strengthening your self esteem, as well as your self confidence...you have to be willing to take chances and live youre life to the fullest. You have to get it out of your head that if you sucumb to happiness that you'll automatically be let down in some way. We can't be happy all of the time, but when you are, EMBRACE it and enjoy it! biggrin Teardrop.....i know how you feel hun. I used to be in the same place you are. Everytime i would expierience happiness, or what i perceived as happiness, it would go away, get taken from me. And usually it was my fault that it had been corrupted. You feel worthless and not worthy of anything. I'm still dealing with these feelings after making the decision to change about 2 years ago. If you haven't made it yet. DO IT. Make the choice, you have to vow to yourself and those you love *even if it is just a few people* that you are going to rise above it. Its all about rising. You are in the bottom of the valley TearDrop, its time to start scaling the walls. I look back now on my past and I can say that i have risen above it. But by no means does that mean that i have overcome them. I highly doubt i'll ever get to the point where i no longer feel these things. When I'm talking to Greg and how well he treats me, i still don't think i'm worthy and deserving of being this happy. But he says I am. And I trust him. You have to rise above the pain and bad memories. This is a bad past but it will make you stronger. Just toss your head high and never look back. You can rise above these feelings. ANd for me, my climb started here. If they helped me, they can help you. *hugs you* You're climb has already started. Just keep climbing and don't go back down. you guys make it sound like its so easy but would it hurt if i asked for help? sad It's not easy...it's a matter of taking charge of your life and deciding that you've had enough of being depressed/scared to feel happiness and love. I still have days where I feel worthless or paranoid about things, but I do my best not to let those feelings get the better of me. I don't know about Tenshi, but I go to thearpy and I have a old fashioned journal *basically it's not online wink * where I write down my feelings of frustrating/depression/aggitation/sadness...then I write a blurb about how I can change things and list positive aspects of my life & myself...sometimes you have to be confronted by the positive when all you do is focus on the negative. I've tried weaning myself off of my anti-depressants because I want to try and see if I am capable of being optimistic on my own, but methinks I need to go back on it, I'm not quite at the "Everything's alright" level yet. I suggest you find a councellor/therapist to talk to...there are some wonderful people out there who are geniuinely concerned about you and want you to have a better quality of life...don't shy away from reaching out and getting help...it's not a sign of weakness, but of strength, because many people try to kid themselves that they are just 'fine'...but we all know what 'fine' stands for... F - ******** Up
I - Insecure
N- Neurotic
E- EmotionalTaking the steps on improving your self esteem/confidence is important if you want to enjoy the things around you, yourself, and life in general. If you can't find a therapist/councellor to talk with, feel free to PM me. I may not be online exactly when you need me, but I will respond to your PM as soon as I can heart thats the problem...where i am right now is improvement....i go to group meetings every tuesday and thursday....i see a councelor at least once a month and i have since october since i got out of the hosiptal....i haven't hurt myself since the middle of december and i'm ready to ask for help along with receiving it....i was such a wreak that even pretend touch made me uneasy and greg has gotten me used to online hugs....i am improving....i don't feel like killing myself but now i have to look at my low self esteem and confidence....i have to be a little emotionally stable....i am taking a pill that helps me with my depression and aniexty....i am trying more than ever but it never seems to be good enough....i'm worn out but i'm not allowed to give up....i'm just now starting to experience emotions again....its all so new to me....like entering a new place without a map....your bound to get lost... sad
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2005 4:17 pm
onlyateardropaway Tessiebean It's not easy...it's a matter of taking charge of your life and deciding that you've had enough of being depressed/scared to feel happiness and love. I still have days where I feel worthless or paranoid about things, but I do my best not to let those feelings get the better of me. I don't know about Tenshi, but I go to thearpy and I have a old fashioned journal *basically it's not online wink * where I write down my feelings of frustrating/depression/aggitation/sadness...then I write a blurb about how I can change things and list positive aspects of my life & myself...sometimes you have to be confronted by the positive when all you do is focus on the negative. I've tried weaning myself off of my anti-depressants because I want to try and see if I am capable of being optimistic on my own, but methinks I need to go back on it, I'm not quite at the "Everything's alright" level yet. I suggest you find a councellor/therapist to talk to...there are some wonderful people out there who are geniuinely concerned about you and want you to have a better quality of life...don't shy away from reaching out and getting help...it's not a sign of weakness, but of strength, because many people try to kid themselves that they are just 'fine'...but we all know what 'fine' stands for... F - ******** Up
I - Insecure
N- Neurotic
E- EmotionalTaking the steps on improving your self esteem/confidence is important if you want to enjoy the things around you, yourself, and life in general. If you can't find a therapist/councellor to talk with, feel free to PM me. I may not be online exactly when you need me, but I will respond to your PM as soon as I can heart thats the problem...where i am right now is improvement....i go to group meetings every tuesday and thursday....i see a councelor at least once a month and i have since october since i got out of the hosiptal....i haven't hurt myself since the middle of december and i'm ready to ask for help along with receiving it....i was such a wreak that even pretend touch made me uneasy and greg has gotten me used to online hugs....i am improving....i don't feel like killing myself but now i have to look at my low self esteem and confidence....i have to be a little emotionally stable....i am taking a pill that helps me with my depression and aniexty....i am trying more than ever but it never seems to be good enough....i'm worn out but i'm not allowed to give up....i'm just now starting to experience emotions again....its all so new to me....like entering a new place without a map....your bound to get lost... sad It's scary to let yourself be vunerable and be emotional, especially when you've pushed away ALL of your emotions aside. It's not easy, but it is possible to experience all of the emotions you have ignored for so long. I'm really glad to hear that you are getting help, but you must be patient...it takes time to heal old wounds...try not to put unrealistic goals as to how you should be feeling...you need to give yourself time and be patient with yourself. I'm glad you're not feeling as weirded out about virtual hugs like you used to be...soon you'll be comfortable with having a real life hug...but all in good time wink
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2005 4:25 pm
Tessiebean onlyateardropaway Tessiebean It's not easy...it's a matter of taking charge of your life and deciding that you've had enough of being depressed/scared to feel happiness and love. I still have days where I feel worthless or paranoid about things, but I do my best not to let those feelings get the better of me. I don't know about Tenshi, but I go to thearpy and I have a old fashioned journal *basically it's not online wink * where I write down my feelings of frustrating/depression/aggitation/sadness...then I write a blurb about how I can change things and list positive aspects of my life & myself...sometimes you have to be confronted by the positive when all you do is focus on the negative. I've tried weaning myself off of my anti-depressants because I want to try and see if I am capable of being optimistic on my own, but methinks I need to go back on it, I'm not quite at the "Everything's alright" level yet. I suggest you find a councellor/therapist to talk to...there are some wonderful people out there who are geniuinely concerned about you and want you to have a better quality of life...don't shy away from reaching out and getting help...it's not a sign of weakness, but of strength, because many people try to kid themselves that they are just 'fine'...but we all know what 'fine' stands for... F - ******** Up
I - Insecure
N- Neurotic
E- EmotionalTaking the steps on improving your self esteem/confidence is important if you want to enjoy the things around you, yourself, and life in general. If you can't find a therapist/councellor to talk with, feel free to PM me. I may not be online exactly when you need me, but I will respond to your PM as soon as I can heart thats the problem...where i am right now is improvement....i go to group meetings every tuesday and thursday....i see a councelor at least once a month and i have since october since i got out of the hosiptal....i haven't hurt myself since the middle of december and i'm ready to ask for help along with receiving it....i was such a wreak that even pretend touch made me uneasy and greg has gotten me used to online hugs....i am improving....i don't feel like killing myself but now i have to look at my low self esteem and confidence....i have to be a little emotionally stable....i am taking a pill that helps me with my depression and aniexty....i am trying more than ever but it never seems to be good enough....i'm worn out but i'm not allowed to give up....i'm just now starting to experience emotions again....its all so new to me....like entering a new place without a map....your bound to get lost... sad It's scary to let yourself be vunerable and be emotional, especially when you've pushed away ALL of your emotions aside. It's not easy, but it is possible to experience all of the emotions you have ignored for so long. I'm really glad to hear that you are getting help, but you must be patient...it takes time to heal old wounds...try not to put unrealistic goals as to how you should be feeling...you need to give yourself time and be patient with yourself. I'm glad you're not feeling as weirded out about virtual hugs like you used to be...soon you'll be comfortable with having a real life hug...but all in good time wink thanks for the enlightenment....getting a real life hug is something i can only dream about tessiebean. noone is willing to give me one. i felt the need to let you know i was having imporvement and getting help....it does seem thats what you want for me....now the question is what is a realistic goal for me?
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2005 5:55 pm
onlyateardropaway Tessiebean onlyateardropaway Tessiebean It's not easy...it's a matter of taking charge of your life and deciding that you've had enough of being depressed/scared to feel happiness and love. I still have days where I feel worthless or paranoid about things, but I do my best not to let those feelings get the better of me. I don't know about Tenshi, but I go to thearpy and I have a old fashioned journal *basically it's not online wink * where I write down my feelings of frustrating/depression/aggitation/sadness...then I write a blurb about how I can change things and list positive aspects of my life & myself...sometimes you have to be confronted by the positive when all you do is focus on the negative. I've tried weaning myself off of my anti-depressants because I want to try and see if I am capable of being optimistic on my own, but methinks I need to go back on it, I'm not quite at the "Everything's alright" level yet. I suggest you find a councellor/therapist to talk to...there are some wonderful people out there who are geniuinely concerned about you and want you to have a better quality of life...don't shy away from reaching out and getting help...it's not a sign of weakness, but of strength, because many people try to kid themselves that they are just 'fine'...but we all know what 'fine' stands for... F - ******** Up
I - Insecure
N- Neurotic
E- EmotionalTaking the steps on improving your self esteem/confidence is important if you want to enjoy the things around you, yourself, and life in general. If you can't find a therapist/councellor to talk with, feel free to PM me. I may not be online exactly when you need me, but I will respond to your PM as soon as I can heart thats the problem...where i am right now is improvement....i go to group meetings every tuesday and thursday....i see a councelor at least once a month and i have since october since i got out of the hosiptal....i haven't hurt myself since the middle of december and i'm ready to ask for help along with receiving it....i was such a wreak that even pretend touch made me uneasy and greg has gotten me used to online hugs....i am improving....i don't feel like killing myself but now i have to look at my low self esteem and confidence....i have to be a little emotionally stable....i am taking a pill that helps me with my depression and aniexty....i am trying more than ever but it never seems to be good enough....i'm worn out but i'm not allowed to give up....i'm just now starting to experience emotions again....its all so new to me....like entering a new place without a map....your bound to get lost... sad It's scary to let yourself be vunerable and be emotional, especially when you've pushed away ALL of your emotions aside. It's not easy, but it is possible to experience all of the emotions you have ignored for so long. I'm really glad to hear that you are getting help, but you must be patient...it takes time to heal old wounds...try not to put unrealistic goals as to how you should be feeling...you need to give yourself time and be patient with yourself. I'm glad you're not feeling as weirded out about virtual hugs like you used to be...soon you'll be comfortable with having a real life hug...but all in good time wink thanks for the enlightenment....getting a real life hug is something i can only dream about tessiebean. noone is willing to give me one. i felt the need to let you know i was having imporvement and getting help....it does seem thats what you want for me....now the question is what is a realistic goal for me? Well there are a LOT of people at this guild that would love to give you a big warm hug...you are cared for, whether you choose to believe it or not. I never like to see someone feeling sad/depressed because I know what it's like and it's far from pleasant. When it comes down to it, it doesn't matter what I want for you, you are the one who has to want this for yourself. I know what it's like to try and protect yourself from the world...everyone wants safety, to know what it's like to be loved, to not live in fear/frusration, but this isn't a perfect world we live in, and we have to try and make the best of it and do our best to not let negativity drag us down. It takes a lot of effort/determination to not let depression take us over, but I believe that you can do it if you sincerely want to heart
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2005 6:21 pm
I have to agree with Tessiebean . Onlyateardropaway , In the world we all live in there is a very line from people that care and give the warth in compasion that everyone should have , there's no negitives .
Sad enough there are those that are the opposite of that for reason(s) well maybe those kinds of people in that catergory have a good reason to be crule but its not rigth to dish out there negitive feelings on those that try to help them .
Depression is a heavy emotion that effects everyone maybe not in the same force but it still gives some what the same effect , I'm one of those people at 1st it seemed that no one had a care, though over time I came to realize even if there are those even on gaia or that close to you and you know that they have the kindness to even do this as I'm typing , I of course wish not for you to be this way I hope the best for you and I'm here for you anytime or place . Even if there was next to no true conversation between us yet.
I know it may seem hard , now but Tessiebean seems to one of the people that care for your happiness and well being and I will have to say so am I and more then likely many more in this guild .
Remeber this please, I'm here for you for anything any time , this goes out for anyone else as well.
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2005 8:40 pm
Iapetus I have to agree with Tessiebean . Onlyateardropaway , In the world we all live in there is a very line from people that care and give the warth in compasion that everyone should have , there's no negitives . Sad enough there are those that are the opposite of that for reason(s) well maybe those kinds of people in that catergory have a good reason to be crule but its not rigth to dish out there negitive feelings on those that try to help them . Depression is a heavy emotion that effects everyone maybe not in the same force but it still gives some what the same effect , I'm one of those people at 1st it seemed that no one had a care, though over time I came to realize even if there are those even on gaia or that close to you and you know that they have the kindness to even do this as I'm typing , I of course wish not for you to be this way I hope the best for you and I'm here for you anytime or place . Even if there was next to no true conversation between us yet. I know it may seem hard , now but Tessiebean seems to one of the people that care for your happiness and well being and I will have to say so am I and more then likely many more in this guild . Remeber this please, I'm here for you for anything any time , this goes out for anyone else as well. Aw Iapetus, you're such a sweetie pie 4laugh Y'see Teardrop? You are loved and cared for, so there! blaugh lol *huggles* heart
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2005 8:58 pm
Tessiebean Iapetus I have to agree with Tessiebean . Onlyateardropaway , In the world we all live in there is a very line from people that care and give the warth in compasion that everyone should have , there's no negitives . Sad enough there are those that are the opposite of that for reason(s) well maybe those kinds of people in that catergory have a good reason to be crule but its not rigth to dish out there negitive feelings on those that try to help them . Depression is a heavy emotion that effects everyone maybe not in the same force but it still gives some what the same effect , I'm one of those people at 1st it seemed that no one had a care, though over time I came to realize even if there are those even on gaia or that close to you and you know that they have the kindness to even do this as I'm typing , I of course wish not for you to be this way I hope the best for you and I'm here for you anytime or place . Even if there was next to no true conversation between us yet. I know it may seem hard , now but Tessiebean seems to one of the people that care for your happiness and well being and I will have to say so am I and more then likely many more in this guild . Remeber this please, I'm here for you for anything any time , this goes out for anyone else as well. Aw Iapetus, you're such a sweetie pie 4laugh Y'see Teardrop? You are loved and cared for, so there! blaugh lol *huggles* heart I second both points! 3nodding
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Posted: Sat Feb 05, 2005 11:54 am
Jinnari Tessiebean Iapetus I have to agree with Tessiebean . Onlyateardropaway , In the world we all live in there is a very line from people that care and give the warth in compasion that everyone should have , there's no negitives . Sad enough there are those that are the opposite of that for reason(s) well maybe those kinds of people in that catergory have a good reason to be crule but its not rigth to dish out there negitive feelings on those that try to help them . Depression is a heavy emotion that effects everyone maybe not in the same force but it still gives some what the same effect , I'm one of those people at 1st it seemed that no one had a care, though over time I came to realize even if there are those even on gaia or that close to you and you know that they have the kindness to even do this as I'm typing , I of course wish not for you to be this way I hope the best for you and I'm here for you anytime or place . Even if there was next to no true conversation between us yet. I know it may seem hard , now but Tessiebean seems to one of the people that care for your happiness and well being and I will have to say so am I and more then likely many more in this guild . Remeber this please, I'm here for you for anything any time , this goes out for anyone else as well. Aw Iapetus, you're such a sweetie pie 4laugh Y'see Teardrop? You are loved and cared for, so there! blaugh lol *huggles* heart I second both points! 3nodding thanks for the caring, loving, and vitual hugs guys....*hugs them all* its nice to know that you all care. i think this is the first time in my life so many people say they care....i get to add people to my list of 1 caring person...the more the better.....i do want to over come depression tessiebean....and i am trying....thanks for the support....
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Posted: Sat Feb 05, 2005 12:48 pm
Your more then welcom for the support , and I 'm doing this because well I was always told I was good person to help others out , so may it be supporting or protecting those I consider a friend(s) I'll do what I can for them .
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Posted: Sat Feb 05, 2005 2:22 pm
feh I am temporaly giving up on loving, Just saving it for the collage girls next year wink
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