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 Posted: Tue Jan 12, 2010 8:03 pm
 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Personally Tod thought his fire plan was pure genius...mostly because it was.
A frequent animal, that frequently attacked it appareared...good to know.
"You know I'd ask you something but I'm sure the only answer I'd get would be "Well you don't know anything about life blah blah blah. And you wouldn't last to days in my shoes and blah blah I have all this pent up anger and I act cooler and happy to be on the other side of the wall even thought I'm actually really upeset the empire kicked me out blah blah blah."
Ooooh an accusation? Not really, just thoughts that Tod forgot he was supposed to keep inside his head and not say allowed.
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Posted: Tue Jan 12, 2010 8:18 pm
 Well that was quiet stupid of him, any information that she may have given him about the other side had dried up as of that moment. She looked at the hole in the wall and rolled her eyes. If he only knew how wrong he was. Sure she was angry, but not for being kicked out. If anything being kicked out enabled her to help people stay out of the harsh glare of the Empire.
"Well then, since you know everything about me anyways, I think I'll head home." and that is just what she did stepping around the dead Lurker corpse as she began to walk away.
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Troubled Monster Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Jan 12, 2010 8:33 pm
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Wait no! c**t b***h a** ho mother ******** whole phrase, was something he wasn't permitted to say allowed...oh well!
There was something about what she had just said that didn't make sense however.
"Why would you ever want to go home?" He asked a clear trace of disgust in his tone.
There was no reason to go home...not when you could eat and see other people away from the white washed walls and the stiffness of his being in society.
There was no reason to go home because in reality there was no home, not really. There was no place he felt safe in and there was no place he found comfort in, anywhere.
Home, that was just plain gross.
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Posted: Tue Jan 12, 2010 8:45 pm
Crysella stopped and turned, a look of disbelief on her face. "Why wouldn't I want to go home. My family is at home, the people I love. It's safe and warm there... Why wouldn't I want to be home?" She moved closer to the crack in the wall and bent down to look through it, it was a bit larger now, due to the Lurker hitting it and she could see a hand dangling in her line of view.
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Posted: Tue Jan 12, 2010 8:55 pm
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- What that got her attention all of a sudden?
"What do you mean why wouldn't you? Sure school is awful, but home is worse." Tod shrugged, not that Crysella could really see. "If you think about it though, there's no such thing as home, not really...so that's why I don't like going "home", because these's no such thing and living in a fabrication makes me angry."
Tod's lips twitched.
"And it's not the whitewash, or the people, or even the scruteny and the constant judging that makes me believe there's no such thing as home...it's just the meaning of the word itself. There's no room in reality for something so abstract."
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Posted: Thu Jan 14, 2010 8:24 pm
Crysella rolled her eyes. "There is no such thing as reality, only perceptions, it is the way a person views the world that makes it real, therefore, home has a real meaning to me, which makes it my reality." she quirked back through the crack.
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Posted: Thu Jan 14, 2010 8:38 pm
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "That's not true." He snapped quickly. "In order to have a perception of something it has to exist and if something exists it has to be reality. You can dream something, and believe in it, phisically see it, but that's not reality. You may not know the whole reality, hell you may not even know any of reality, but reality exists because if it didn't there would be no perception therefore nothing exists therefore you and I wouldn't exist and there wouldn't be anything in this world whatsoever because something no matter what is always reality."
That was a mouthful, and Tod only realized it after he said it.
He did a lot of thinking...for some reason or another.
"And you can't be at home, because if you where at home, you wouldn't be so obsessed with looking through this crack."
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Posted: Thu Jan 14, 2010 9:11 pm
She sighed and shook her head, standing up. "There is no reality Tod. As I said before, there is only perception. With no one there to perceive it, it would not exist. The same concept can be applied to the theory of a tree falling in an empty wood with nothing to hear it. It doesn't make a sound, it makes a sound wave. It is not a sound until someone hears it, or perceives it to be so."
So there, Crysella had spent quiet some time pondering such things during her hunting. "And I never said here was home. Home was further away, certainly not here by this crack in the wall, next to one who is just as obsessed as I."
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Posted: Thu Jan 14, 2010 9:21 pm
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "But there is reality, there has to be a reality for someone to percieve something. Don't you see? So what if nobody heard that tree fall, it still did. The reality is yes that tree fell with or without you hearing it. Just because you didn't percieve it, doesn't mean it isn't so nor does it mean that it's not real. What you're saying is "well it's only reality if I think it is", but it's not. I never thought there was anything beyond these walls, well there is and thats the reality I never knew."
He huffed lightly.
"And I never said here was your home. If you had a home, not just a house, or a place where you live, but a home, you wouldn't care about what happen on the other side of this wall. But you do. The only difference between you and me is that I admit I'm discontented and you don't."
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Posted: Sun Jan 17, 2010 2:55 pm
"I never said the tree didn't fall, I said it didn't make a sound. And I am sorry that you have no home. But whomsoever's reality it is, I do and I plan to head back to it. You have a nice night."
Then she walked away, not really feeling up to arguing with a brainwashed insider.
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Posted: Mon Jan 18, 2010 6:09 pm
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "You see! You're doing this thing, where you like walk away because you hate dealing with anything that doesn't fit your perception of the world!" He didn't like someone walking away from him when it was like night, and he was risking his life over here...
"You've been talking about me not to me this whole time, and everything you've been saying has been wrong!"
Stick that in your juice box and suck it.
"You think you're so open minded, well ******** you because your full of s**t! You're the most closed minded person I've ever met! And trust me I know a s**t load of closed minded people!"
He was attacking her at her focal point of existance. If she walked away, it was just more proof that he was right and she was wrong, if she didn't, Tod was sure he could still fight to be right.
Either way it seemed to suck for Crysella, but if she walked away, everything he said, could and probably would eat at her.
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Posted: Tue Jan 19, 2010 7:18 pm
Crysella flinched as the boy began yelling and picked up her pace as she heard shouting and even shooting from the guard tower. She had to bit back an angry "shut the hell up" but then that would have given her position away even more clearly. Stupid boy!!!
He was going to get her shot! Or worse, he was going to get her caught.
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Posted: Wed Jan 20, 2010 8:31 pm
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Gun fire? Uh oh spagettio!
And instantly Tod knew it was his fault, thought he'd never admit it outloud. Curse his ego!
He knew he had to get out of here...because even with his status he could be severly punished....most gaurds didn't realize who he was right away...mostly because everybody was out of the loop...the real loop.
And with that Tof followed Crysella's example (without his knowning), and scedadled.
He went straight in the direction of his house, though he had absoultly no desire to go there. It wasn't a safe haven by any means, but he would get shot there, or tortured...phisically tortured at least.
He figured he's sneak out again tomarow. He didn't know if he'd ever see the female crimnal again, but what he did know, was that "Tod, where have you been!?" that rang through his ears once he stapped inside the gaurded mansion, didn't sound happy.
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Posted: Sat Jan 23, 2010 2:16 pm
Crysella kept running and sighed once she was out of range of the guns. "Hey, wat are you doin out so late Cris?" She whirled around and sighed as Joe came into view. "I had to retrieve my bow from the west side of the wall."' she said, keeping her pace from before. She wanted to get home, like... really really wanted to get home.
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Posted: Sat Jan 23, 2010 2:42 pm
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- It wasn't like the routine of walking to the wall in the middle of the night was programed into his body, but Tod didn't have to think much about direction, nor did he have to think about ducking every once and a while where he knew a gaurd could be lurking, or a telescreen might be watching.
He wasn't happy, not at all. In fact, unhappy was putting it lightly, not even. Saying Tod was unhappy, was a flat out lie.
He was terrified, upset, and bitter. Oh so very bitter.
No one had hit him, called him names, nothing one would usually associate with fear had been placed anywhere in his vicinity.
He had been put in line though....and that was ******** scary.
They ******** with people's heads...and that wasn't anything knew, Tod had been subject to a few mind ******** in his life...hell his whole life in general was a mind ********, but the idea that he might actually be taken care of, disposed of dispite his status....well that spooked him.
The reason he was so defiant to begin with bwas because he knew he could get away with it, now, well he wasn't so sure.
His bitterness said it all though. He resented them. He hated feeling small, hated knowing that he wasn't calling the shots. He was important and he ought to be able to do whatever the ******** he wanted after dark...well yeah..yeah!
And so Tod stared out into the crack, just wondering, just curious.
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