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Posted: Thu Dec 03, 2009 9:31 pm
Solo Log For Promotion to General Solo RP #6
Secrets, Stashes, and Bad Habits Mood Music: ~~~ Word Count: 837
It was one night what seemed like forever ago that Scheelite (a lieutenant at the time) had gone out patrolling with Nealite to pass the time and have a little fun. Their night had ended with a wonderful ransacking of an apartment that....well it quickly degraded into a less than stellar battle.
That wasn't the important thing here.
What had sat in the back of his mind since that night had been Nealite's questioning of him taking things from the bodies of their victims. Why it had never crossed his mind he never really knew. After all, after stealing their starseed exactly what did it matter if he liberated them of a few other things as well? It wasn't like they'd be using it anyway. But despite Nealite convincing him it was fine, and the things he had found while digging through that apartment, he hadn't really acted on stealing from the dead since then.
Until after the events of Tartaros.
Like with a lot of things in his life, what happened to him in Tartaros changed a lot of things. Mostly his thoughts and feelings on the world. He had been pretty indifferent to the thoughts of stealing before. It wasn't a big deal, but it wasn't something he actively participated in beyond the collection of starseeds themselves. But now? Now it almost seemed like a necessary act to survive in this city.
The body fell to the ground in a heap, Scheelite admiring the starseed in his gloved hand a moment before carefully pocketing it. Main theft done, it was time to see what else he could pilfer before looking for his next target. This one, a man maybe a few years younger than Demetri himself, had little on him. His wallet was mostly empty save for a few bucks (that Scheelite pocketed) and a picture of some girl. Likely a girlfriend. The wallet was replaced and his other pockets dug through. The only other thing of interest was a packet of cigarettes and a lighter. Scheelite took one cig and the lighter before nodding a farewell to the body and bounding his way out of the alley and up to a rooftop.
He took a seat to relax for a bit, legs dangling over the edge of the rooftop. The stolen cigarette was placed in his lips and quickly lit up, the boy giving a content sigh as he tossed the lighter back down into the alley below. Smoking was only an occasional habit of his, and not one that anyone knew about. Not even Zac. Thankfully he hadn't quite hit the level of addiction their beloved former General-King had, but it did feel nice to light up once in a while when a night of starseed gathering had gone well. It was a way of patting himself on the back, and he felt as long as he didn't let it get too out of control, or let anyone onto the fact he did it, it was fine.
Next, the money was rifled through. Four bucks. It wasn't exactly the biggest haul, but in Demy's mind every little bit helped. There was secret number two, the blonde had a stash back at the dorm of money he had earned in various ways, this of course being the most common. While he still allowed himself some play money (a boy had to eat tacos and replenish his glowstick supply after all!) he tried to stash as much away as possible. Demy wanted a safety net for himself, something to save him from any number of crazy scenarios that could happen in this city. Before, he hadn't really cared. But after Tartaros, after he could have died without a further peep in life...well, he would do what he can now while still enjoying his life. Mostly he viewed the money stash as a backup fund in case school just didn't work out. It was something else he hadn't told Zac, not yet at least, but school just...wasn't him. His grades were slipping after the coma incident, not that he had ever been that great in school before either. Though really, what did it matter anymore? He was an officer of the Negaverse! Who cared if he made it through stupid Hillworth and it's stupid rules and dorms and stiffling teachers? In the grand new order of the world, would something like that even matter?
But dropping out of Hillworth meant losing Zac as his roommate, and that was something he wasn't ready to give up. Not yet, and maybe not ever. Who knew at this point.
The cigarette was nearly done, and so was his break. Scheelite took a final drag before flicking the butt aside and dropping back down into the alley. On to the next victim, and whatever rewards it might bring.
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Posted: Thu Dec 03, 2009 9:35 pm
Solo Log For Promotion to General Solo RP #7
Where Has the Time Gone? Mood Music: Matchbox 20 - How Far We've Come Word Count: 766
He couldn't believe it had been over a year already.
Really, where had the time gone? He knew he was busy, of course he was! He was a well loved dude! But between school, learning guitar, keeping up with Guitar Hero scores at the arcade, boyfriend time with Zee, Negaverse patrols, battles with Senshi, and any number of other things that had happened, he supposed it was easy to lose track of an entire year.
A year. He had been an officer in the Negaverse for a little over one already, and he was a captain! Working his a** off towards General! Really, he thought he was doing pretty good. After all when he was first 'corrupted' he was only a hyperactive fifteen year old filled with more energy than even Charonite could figure out uses for. Still people questioned why Charonite ever brought him into this, but he had thought he made noticeable improvements! Sure, he was still a giant goof ball. He probably would always be one. But nobody could say he didn't get his work done. He DID....just in his own style. That was okay! It took all kinds to rule the world, Demy was just filling out his corner of the evil populace niche with the 'special' officer known as Scheelite. Now he had his own team, he could make his own assignments for him, and just...wow, this sure felt great. He loved being a Captain, and he felt the higher up he went the more he'd love this.
That first starseed he had taken felt like it occurred eons ago. Back then he thought he was simply removing the 'evil' from a person and helping them. He hadn't known they would never wake up again. Hadn't known the entire impact of what delivering starseeds to the Negaverse did to those the starseeds had previous belonged to. Now? Well now he knew...and for a long time he had struggled greatly with it. But he was at peace with his work, at peace with Scheelite, and while killing people wasn't the best occupation for a sixteen year old he had to admit it brought a certain rush. He had definitely developed an interest in 'darker' things, especially as of late. Serial killers, arsonists, earthquakes, man-made disasters, all of this stuff was fascinating, and he really had no idea why he hadn't looked into it sooner.
Oh well, he did now!
Then there was Zee, man how things had changed for them since last year. Around this time last year they were just roommates who got along and sometimes pulled pranks on the school. More often than not Demy was seen trying to free Zac from his locker or any number of other things the poor tiny kid had been shoved into. Now...NOW they were boyfriends, even if Zac was still hesitant to show any affection in public. They went on dates, they got stuff for each other, and they just generally enjoyed having someone that was theirs. Sure, they had their ups and downs and even one breakup. But for now they were together, and happy, and things would hopefully continue on that path.
School sucked, it always did. Sucked more now than it used to before, but ever since waking up from his coma Demetri Wright hadn't really been the same person. He tried, but there were things about him that were just plain off and one thing that had suffered were his grades. Zac was working hard to set him back on the right path, so he at least wouldn't fail this year. For now the blonde was juggling catching up on his grades and struggling not to fall behind in his Negaverse work. It was hectic, but he still wouldn't give up being a Captain for anything (except being promoted to General).
The number of other horrible things that had happened since Tartaros were things he no longer talked about. Or tried not to, at least. They had happened, they had sucked and beyond remembering those lost in his life as forgetting them would just be cruel he had moved on. Fear of sleeping was still something he was working on, but at least he wasn't a giant puddle of emo any more!
A year. A year of accomplishments, failures, love and loss. A year of advances, mostly, and this particular Negaverser hoped the next year would bring even more.
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Posted: Thu Dec 03, 2009 9:46 pm
Solo Log For Promotion to General Solo RP #8
Crystals and the Future Mood Music: ~~~ Word Count: 463
The appearance of the crystals had brought an interesting twist to the war against the Senshi. It was a new direction, a new thing to hunt for while on patrol, and honestly a nice distraction. He loved his work, he really did, but he couldn't deny the added excitement of a new shiny thing to search for. There was also the promise of power and that was something the blonde was quite interested in.
At least so far the crystals had gone into the hands of those on his side. In fact, the first had gone into the worthy hands of Zinkenite and Demy couldn't help but feel pride in that. His partner! The holder of the first crystal that had come to surface in Destiny City. ...Okay, yes at first he had been jealous. Really jealous. But as soon as the crystal had disappeared from the room and the weariness of the battle set in the jealousy had disappeared. Part of him wondered if the crystal and the power it put out had anything to do with it, but that was just crazy talk! Surely it was just because he was frustrated at the battle, and nothing else. Either way, Zinkenite totally deserved that crystal, and he sure was proud of the little guy.
He wasn't so sure about the second crystal that had come under their control. It was of no offense to the one who had snagged it, but she was not someone that Scheelite knew at all. However, he wanted to believe the very best, and at least this crystal was with them and not the Senshi.
They brought something else to light however. Whenever one of those crystals appeared anyone around immediately did whatever they could to get their hands on it. Maybe, just maybe, this could somehow be used to the Negaverse's benefit? He wasn't quite sure on the details just yet, but he knew something useful could come of this tidbit of information. Just what was it? Maybe he should ask the Queen...or Zink.
...Nah.
No, this time it was better to be patient (which wasn't some he excelled in) and sit back to really think the details out on this. If he couldn't come up with the full plan at least come up with enough to not look like an idiot when bringing it up to the other officers. He had the potential here to really pull of something big and if he did...well the sky was the limit. Respect from his fellow officers, respect (and fear!) from the Senshi, and hell maybe even a promotion.
General Scheelite. He could really get used to the sound of that.
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Posted: Thu Dec 03, 2009 9:48 pm
Solo Log For Promotion to General Solo RP #9
Why Bets Are Bad Ideas Mood Music: ~~~ Word Count: 483
There were times that being so outgoing and...well, crazy might not have been the best qualities to have. Unfortunately for Demetri Wright, being crazy was just an everyday thing for him. Asking him not to do crazy things was like asking him not to live. And asking him to think before leaping was like talking to a brick wall. It just wasn't going to happen.
Still, there were times that thinking would have been a good idea. Times that would have saved Demy the misery of being stuck in bed doing homework with a cold. At least Zee got him to stay inside a few days and actually catch up on all the crap he owed. Demy was still not pleased. Homework was boring, which was likely the attitude that had gotten him into this mess to begin wtih. But he had no choice, it was either do his homework or fail and get held back. Being held back meant at least one year in Hillworth without Zee once the other boy graduated, and this was not something Demy wanted to happen. Couldn't happen, really. There was little to no chance the boy would survive in school without his roommate anyway.
So, with a serious case of the sniffles Demetri Wright lay curled on his bed and studying a set of flashcards Zee had made up for him. This particular set of cards contained various facts about battles throughout history. It was a lot better than the evil math cards he had tried to study earlier. Demy could barely focus on math on a good day, let alone on a day he was sick. Still, trying to focus at all was a struggle. But, if he didn't well...Zee was going to give him the evil eye and a further lecture about what he did to earn said cold was stupid.
Afterall, Demy should have known better than to take a bet from anyone on the Hillworth campus. It was a school full of bad boys who often had fun pranking each other (hell, even Demy and Zee had participated in such activities!). But still, twenty bucks was pretty tempting and would make a nice chunk of change to add to his secret emergency fund. So he had done the dare.
He had run around outside on campus, in the snow, in his rainbow boxers.
It had been fun! He had earned money....well, and a detention but he wasn't exactly a stranger to those either. The snow hadn't been so bad, he actually rather liked it! But the boxer stunt on top of the earlier epic snowbattle between Negaverse and Senshi had wreaked havoc on his system.
So he was twenty bucks richer, and stuck in bed with a cold. Oh well, things could be worse afterall.
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Posted: Thu Dec 03, 2009 10:25 pm
Solo Log For Promotion to General Solo RP #10
The Pain of Moving On Mood Music: ~~~ Word Count: 674
He just couldn't do this any more. He tried and tried but he was already long past the point of failing. It didn't matter how hard he worked, wanted to work, it wasn't going to be enough to save him. Not this time.
Demetri Wright was going to flunk out of all his classes, and be held back.
He was fine with learning at his own pace. He was fine with failing classes. He was not fine with the idea of having to spend a year in Hillworth without Zac. Actually, he wasn't really fine with the idea of Hillworth at all. Zac had made the important point that some of this stuff really -could- be applied to Negaverse work, and that was fine! But being trapped here was bullshit, and that's exactly how he felt. Trapped. What was the point of being here all day? He was wasting time learning things that 'might' be useful, when he could be out there doing things that were useful. Or focusing his studies on things that -would- be useful. Or any other wide variety of things he could be doing EXCEPT being stuck in a shithole school that he resented more and moer as the days went by.
The only thing that hurt about this was leaving Zac. It hurt to his very soul. He had a young lover's dream! He -lived- with Zac and could spend each and every day at least being near the one he loved. But he just wasn't doing good in this environment, and as much as it pained him to say it...he had to move on.
He just hoped Zee would understand.
The blonde had picked a day his partner was out all day to do it, because facing him as he walked out the door was way too hard to handle. He had gone through his stuff, packing up what he wanted and simply tossing what wasn't necessary to take. For the first time in forever his side of the room was pretty...clean. It felt odd, looking around at the area that was once 'his' and seeing it so clean, ******** Hillworth.
A note was left on Zee's bed, written in Demy's characteristic crazy writing with stars to dot all the i's. Quote: Zee~ I am sorry it had to be like this. If I could have it any other way dude, I'd still be in this room studying away and making crazy plans with you. But things just aren't working, and even with all the work and help you've given me (and I thank you for that, so much dude), I'm not going to make it. I'm going to flunk man, and I just..can't do that. I can't let them judge me like this, I'm better than this. Please don't worry, I'm not going to give up my studying. I've kept in mind what you said and I know this stuff will be useful someday, but I'm better off studying somewhere free of judgement and grades and just...all of this. I can't do this here, not anymore. I will miss you man, I hope this doesn't do anything horrible to our relationship? I will visit you whenever I can! And you can visit me! I'm going to see if Heather will take me in, and I'm always just a phone call or a text away. This won't be the end, we can work this out. I love you <3 ~Demy PS: The fish are with me <3 The only other evidence he had been there was the trashcan full of used glowsticks he had cleaned out from under his bed.
Note left, room cleaned, and stuff packed the blonde turned to look over the room one last time. Green eyes filled with tears as he gathered up the last of his things and slowly walked out, closing the door behind him for the final time.
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Posted: Thu Dec 03, 2009 10:28 pm
Solo Log For Promotion to General Solo RP #11
A Bit Of Color in a Dark World Mood Music: Burl Ives - Have a Holly Jolly Christmas Word Count: 698
Scheelite had had a mixed Christmas.
There was the good! While they still had to adjust to living with each other, living with Heather had been mostly fun. There was the whole getting used to her not making a lot of greasy food, and she had to adjust to his fish...but it was working out, slowly, and it'd be okay. He had gone to Cordelia's house to make cookies and have Christmas with her, which had also been a lot of fun!
But then there was Zee, and the whole...uncertainity of what was going on there. It had been wonderful seeing his boyfriend again, and exchanging gifts! But...
He didn't even want to think about it. Just one more blissful night of pretending everything was okay so he could do the task he had set out to do. Then...then maybe he'd sit down and figure things out.
The Negaverse was a dark world with few glimmers of light in it's ranks. Most were forever focused on advancing the darkness on the world, on putting their Queen in her rightful place by whtaever means necessary. Death, destruction, torture, whatever it took to reach their goal was okay. But for some, this one goal wasn't enough. Other things drove them, and for one little ray of light known as Scheelite the party always went on. Work was work, and he was fine with that. He'd always be the best officer he could be, but in his mind sometimes that required a little bit more.
He had somehow managed to gather officers in the snow for a party. Although some had wondered why in the hell they had ever accepted the invitation, most (if not all!) had left with the realization that sometimes they just needed to unwind. While he might not have been very good at more serious matters Scheelite did have one hell of a knack for bringing people together just to have fun.
Christmas begged for another glimmer of light into their lives. Begged for it. So in between the time spent with family and friends Scheelite had gathered together a vast array of his favorite thing on the planet and as complete a list of addresses as he could manage. Finally, on the appointed day, he had set out to make his delivery rounds.
Negaversers everywhere returned to their rooms to find a very Scheelite present tucked away in a corner. One package of glowsticks and a handwritten note. Each was embellished a bit where it could be (ones addressed to former Team Enterprise were elaborated on, and the like) but at the base it was always the same. The Note Hey there! Everyone deserves a gift on Christmas, and those of us in the Negaverse are no exception! It might not be a lot, but I do hope it helps remind you that there IS hope out there. We are an amazing group, and with the power of us all we can accomplish anything. One glowstick in the night might not have much of an impact... But the combined power of all the glowsticks of the world? That has an impact, and that's what we will do. Our power, together, will change the world. Here's to another great year in the name of the Negaverse! Merry Christmas, and Happy New Year! Captain Scheelite The glowstick analogy may have been...awkward, but in some way it made sense. Scheelite wasn't gifted with many words but the visual still got across. Individually they all made their own impacts, but combined...well, the Senshi stood no chance.
Packages had also made their way to the Negaverse headquarters, with one laid on the throne for Beryl and three more left for the General King and Queens that had recently returned.
Beryl's own note included an extra message of: Quote: Thanks for the super amazing glowstick communicator! Seemed the note with their crystals hadn't exactly quite hit home yet.
Work done, Demetri Wright had returned to his bed in Heather's house and settled in for a good night's sleep. Tonight, he had done good, and tomorrow...well he'd just take the days as they came.
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Posted: Fri Dec 04, 2009 11:13 am
Solo Log For Promotion to General Solo RP #12
Run Baby Run Mood Music: Linkin Park - Runaway Word Count: 459
It was the day after he had gone on his glowstick run to the officers of the Negaverse. A few days since Christmas. Since...that. He didn't feel any better. In fact he felt about ten times worse. For a while he had managed to lie to himself, build that fragile world in his mind where everything was okay, everything would always be okay. Unfortunately this time he just couldn't keep up appearances.
s**t had gone down. Things were broken, lost for who knows how long. It was quite possible they'd never be right again, and while in his mind he desperately needed to hear that everything was FINE and just like it was before. It...just wasn't.
The one thing Demetri Wright couldn't handle was his vision of the world being shattered before his very eyes. From a young age he had learned to retreat into his imagination-created world to save his REAL self from utterly breaking at everything. His parents messy divorce and general lack of care of him had started it, and ever since it had been his defense mechanism. When it was taken away from him it left one confused kid who had no earthly idea how to handle what was really going on.
He was Demetri Wright. He was awesome! Everyone loved him!
So why was it that the ones he -loved- ended up hurting him the most whether they intended to or not?...
The blonde had to run, run from his thoughts and feelings and the crushing weight of it all. He had to do SOMETHING until he regained control and could build his perfect world again. Set everything right. Then he'd be back, and everything really -would- be okay. He told himself this about fifty times as he bustled around his room making preparations.
To Cordelia Carden he placed one phonecall. A simple message of a trip out of town and he'd call when he got back. Basically, don't worry about me...I'll be fine.
To Zee he placed a text message of "See you around" and nothing further. He couldn't lie to Zee about being out of town, because there was always that chance they'd run into each other, and the lies would just make it worse, right? It wasn't much, but it DID let Zee know without lying.
To Heather he left a note. He needed time to sort through some things. Don't worry about him! He'd be back! Oh...and by the way: Please feed the fish.
Otherwise his sudden disappearance was unannounced. His wallet was gone, but his cellphone was left behind with Heather's note. His backpack also seemed to be missing, but not much packed away in it. Demetri Wright was gone, and who knew just -what- he was up to?
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Posted: Thu Apr 01, 2010 5:14 pm
Solo LogFor Promotion to General Solo RP #13Rebuilding What Has Been Lost Mood Music: The Megas - Promise of Redemption Word Count: 1,118The sun was setting over the ocean once more, two figures alone on the beach with no other living thing in site. One stood tall, strong, proud. The other sat huddled in the sand, knees hugged tight to his chest as he tried to stop his nervous shaking.
Demetri Wright had definitely seen better days. The once hyperactive kid that the world couldn't seem to get down was but a mere shadow of his former self. Dark circles hung, eyes that were once bright and alert now faded and scared. Overall he had the look of a hunted animal now cornered by the dogs, just waiting for the final blow. He even flinched as the other figure stepped closer.
Scheelite looked well rested and quite happy, though a bit of concern was lacing his features as he stepped closer to the now cowering form of his other self. The brightly marked Negaverse agent had a box in his hands, and he gently sat it in the sand before sitting down beside Demy. The shivering blonde shot a nervous glance at him before looking around more. There were more boxes...and he honestly had no idea where they had come from. Like a dream they had just appeared, faded in at some point when he wasn't paying attention. Perhaps they had always been there and he just hadn't noticed. Whichever case it was, Demy slowly inched away from it, fearful of it's contents.
"Don't worry, we're going to fix it..." The only explanation given before Scheelite reached a hand in and started pulling items out of the box.
Pictures. Pictures of his past. Of his family. Demy felt tears welling up in his eyes before he started violently shaking his head. No, no no NO, he couldn't do this! "NO!" The outburst earned him a glance from Scheelite, still looking quite calm. "P-please...I'm not r-ready..." "We have to do this, we have to do it now. You can't keep living like this, it's pathetic." Demetri just teared up more, and Scheelite gave a sigh, his tone softening. "I know it's painful...but you will feel so much better. Don't you remember how much it helped when you were little? Don't you remember when your world made -sense-? Wouldn't you like that feeling again?" His charge just sat huddled in the sand, eyes focused out on the water.
I'm swimming in this bright blue ocean, I'm drowning in the darkest emotion...
"You have a new family, you know. A better one. The Negaverse is not just an army, or a force...it could be your family too." "They call me USELESS! They call me weak..." "That was BEFORE. It was harsh, yes, but didn't we move on to prove ourselves? Look what we've done Demy! Captain! They hushed after that, they realized you're valuable! You have something to offer. Make them your family, swear your -everything- to them. We'll go far Demy, and no one will be able to make fun of us again. We'll be amazing."
"The...Negaverse, is my family." It was forced the first time. But he continued to say it to himself as he stared out at the water. The Negaverse was his family. It..was already somewhat true. Toby was his step-brother, and Heather a big sister of some sort. Sure it wasn't by blood, but it didn't HAVE to be.... It..wouldn't have to be for any of them.
The Negaverse was his family. As Demy continued to say it to himself, Scheelite strategically removed the pictures of his human family and replaced it with pictures of the Negaverse. Family. That's what they were from now on. Torb, Para, Zink, Faya, Hel, Wolfy, Lina, Beryl, the list went on. They were his family, to love and watch over and hopefully not lose. At the center was Beryl, the mother-figure of his new perfect world. Sure, it wasn't the mom of the past...but she had only recently started paying attention to him anyway. When Nealite was around she was more of a mother to him than anyone else, it only made sense that the Queen play this new role for him. Of course, he'd always refer to her as Queen or your highness, but in his mind? Mom.
The box marked 'family' taken care of, Scheelite gently set it aside. One brick in a shattered world had been put back in place. It was a start.
"I miss Zee." It had been sudden, earning yet another glance from Scheelite as the other blonde pulled his gaze from the ocean to give him a teary gaze. "I miss him, a lot. Will it be okay?" "Give it time, it'll work out." "But what if it DOESN'T?" "You can't think like that, we have to move forward. He'll come around...and if he doesn't..well..."
The huddled blonde burst into a fresh wave of sobs, enough to finally pull Scheelite out of his calm look. "He HATES me...I hate me. What has this done to me?! I w-wasn't like this before. I didn't think DEATH was acceptable! I was just a kid, I liked playing games and partying and just...enjoying being a kid!"
I realize something as I stand here waiting That I'm the one who I'm really hating...
"He wouldn't like you like -this- either, you know that right?" That was enough to get the other to quite his hysterics and just stare blankly at him. "Zee would not like you sitting here freaking out and questioning your stance on the Negaverse. You pulled him in, remember? If you start to question it, then what of Zee who joined because of you? What of everyone who has died for our cause, both civilian and officer? You are in the right place Demy, you just need to get past this difficult time and move on. Stronger. If you go back with your head held high, I am certain Zee would, at least, give you another chance. Strive for that, yeah?" The other offered a simple nod as the words sank in.
Another chance. That's what he needed. Craved.
Redemption, he could do this.
On the beach Demy stared out at the ocean while Scheelite continued to rummage through boxes to find more pieces for their new world.
And back in the real world, Demetri Wright lay curled up in a corner of a long forgotten building, the corruption and power of the Negaverse coursing through his veins as he slept. His body had finally collapsed and DEMANDED rest, while a bit of his subconscious continued to try and fix the massive mental damage.
Three days alone and wandering around the city avoiding everyone. He wanted to go back...he just wasn't ready. Not yet, at least.
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Posted: Thu Apr 01, 2010 5:25 pm
Solo Log
Every Soldier Has a Place Mood Music: ~~~ Word Count: 650
Demetri Wright had often wondered just where his place in this whole cosmic war was.
Sure, he was a Negaverser. Had been since he first really knew of this war and there was no way he'd ever change -from- that. He fought alongside them, killed in his Queen's name, fought for the Earth and it's protection. But where did he really belong?
He wasn't a super strong fighter. At best he was unpredictable, and while he had been around the block so to speak when it came to fighting Senshi he still wasn't that great at it. Not like Tanzanite, not like Obsidian, not like so many others who were really good at fighting and seemed to thrive off the idea of it.
Demy wasn't a good information gatherer. He dabbled in it to help out his partner and the Negaverse database, but there weren't many times he could really recall enough information to be very useful. His mind just worked at several miles a minute and recalling things like uniform details was hard for him. This was something Zink was a LOT better at, though Demy would still strive to assist his partner where he could.
Everyone seemed to have their place. Some were just natural leaders for example, some like Zan seemed to just take a natural liking to Youma. Everyone fit into the equation...but where was he?
The blonde sighed, sprawled on his bed as he thought out things. Great things came with change, didn't they? So what did he, a captain that sometimes was overlooked, have to offer the Negaverse to change it for the better? His plan was one thing, and Tanzanite and Zinkenite both seemed thrilled by that! But plans like that were not something he could come up with often, his hyperactive ways just wouldn't let him sit down and come up with the details to make things like that work on a regular basis.
Demy daydreamed, letting his thoughts wander in and out and possibly even dozing off at some point during it. Something hit him though, and he sat straight up as the realization finally struck him. There WAS something he could improve upon. Demy remembered joining the Negaverse, he remembered being horribly lost, confused, and alone. He had no friends, no real clue what he was doing, and no idea how to seek out help.
No Negaverser should feel like that, and while things had improved since the days of his corruption there was still more that could be done. Something that required that little unique touch from the Negaverser's resident party captain.
Step one in his plans to change things for the better? He was going to throw a party! Those who had attended his little get together out in the snow seemed to have a fun time, what was to stop them from doing that on a regular basis? Besides, there had been a influx of newbies lately and they deserved the chance to meet everyone out of uniform and maybe make friends. It was important to know your fellow officers, important to be able to trust them. They were a family after all.
Demetri Wright was good at setting people at ease. Annoying as he could be people were still drawn to him, still knew him. It was to be expected, and people found that whether or not they wanted it they'd be drawn into his little world. Hell, sometimes they'd even find out they liked him in their own ways. Just ask Tanzanite. This was his place in the Negaverse, he could offer his friendliness and outgoing ways to set others at ease and make it easier for them to network, to bond, and to build morale.
With a grin the blonde scrambled off to work on the first get together in what he hoped would be many to strengthen the bonds that the Negaverse shared.
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Posted: Thu Apr 01, 2010 5:27 pm
Solo Log BMC Solo
Always Too Late Mood Music: The howling of wind and the shattering of glass. Word Count: 1,167
Scheelite had entered the room with the highest of hopes. There was an energy blip on the other side of the door, one that he recognized as Negaverser. Family. He was going to be bringing one of their missing family members home.
It was only once he had entered the room that he saw his fatal mistake. There had been not one energy blips, but two, and the second was not a friendly one. The winds picked up and Scheelite could only sit stunned for a moment. There, there was Primase! He was so close, he just had to run forward and get her. They could teleport out, he could save her like he had promised himself he'd save them all two weeks ago when they first went missing.
There were cuts appearing on Primase right before his eyes, and this confused him. Where were they coming from? Wind didn't cut...not that he knew of. But if this wind could cut then he had to act quick to get her out of harm's way. The Captain tried to move forward, ignoring the Senshi in the corner . She didn't matter, only Primase mattered.
Suddenly Scheelite let out a cry and backed up to the doorway. His glove had been sliced damn near off his hand, the line of blood slowly starting to appear as it seeped through the gash down his arm and hand. Acid eyes glanced around, wide and confused as he struggled to figure out just what the hell was going on. And then...then it hit him. It wasn't the wind cutting...it was glass. When he had walked in from the maze room there had been glass all over the floor of the other room.
Now that glass flew in a windstorm of death, with Primase humming away in the eye of the storm.
"No..." It was a desperate plea, the last attempt to earn sympathy from their tormenters and to free Primase. He had to. Had to. But the plea fell on deaf ears. The Senshi before him had been trained to hate all Negas, murder them on sight to save the countless civilians they would in turn murder. As he tried once more to move forward, she clapped her hands shut.
And then....then there was blood.
The Captain stood stock still, eyes trained on the spot where Lieutenant Primase had once been. Only tattered remains were left, each piece falling to the ground one by one until finally her whole body was there, piled up in a growing pool of blood. Still, Scheelite stood there, eyes unblinking as the tornado of glass kept going and the blood dripped off his uniform. Her captive finished off, the guard turned her attention to the Captain who had been just moments too late.
Too late. He had searched for two weeks, going long stints without sleeping and eating only a bare minimum to keep going. Scheelite had pushed himself beyond his limits, then found the strength to push beyond even those. The blonde had made his general proud with his ability to try and plan, try and move through the city in a grid like fashion to overturn each and every rock to find those they had lost. But all of this, all of it had been in vain, because he was simply a few minutes too late.
The Senshi that had guarded Primase saw her chance, thinking this Captain would be an easy kill. What fools the Negaverse were to send this one here. He had been the very center of Terebellum's masterful illusion, the entire reason the rescue team had been slowed and the reason for the very glass now humming it's own death song through the air around them both. Captain Scheelite might have been thoroughly dedicated to his misled cause, but he was not a warrior. Not meant to fight, not meant to kill or see death before him. The way he stood in stunned silence and simply stared at her proved this fact to be very clear. He'd be easy to kill, and then she could rejoin the rest of the forces and finish off the Negaverse threat for real.
What she hadn't counted on, was just how that dedication could be turned into something more. Scheelite was a boy of obsessions, one who took everything he did to the extreme max, obsessed over it and even grew addicted to it in places. Two weeks ago, Scheelite had promised he would find the missing captives and bring them home. Primase was dead before him, but like hell he was going to let that break his promise. Primase was going home...but first her murderer was going to die.
Movement started off as a small shaking, shaking which quickly grew into a full body shudder as emotions flooded the boy's senses. Anger, sadness, defeat, pride, god he didn't know what to think, or feel or do. So he did what he did best...he set aside his thinking, set aside any ability he had to plan, and simply charged in.
Right through that tornado.
Scheelite raised his guitar above his head, mouth open in a battle roar as he charged forward. Swinging the guitar knocked aside some of the glass, cleared a path for him through the dangerous wind to get him to his target. Of course there was no going through a cyclone of glass without injury, and the glass tore at him just as it had Primase before him. It didn't matter when it tore at his uniform. Didn't matter when it sliced at his hands..he'd still hold onto that guitar and keep on swinging it. Didn't matter when it sliced a rather large gash down down the side of his neck and his chest. Didn't matter that the blood from that wound mimicked his 'death' in the previous room rather well. He hadn't been there for it, didn't know...didn't care.
All that mattered is when he emerged on the other side of the windstorm, it was the killer's startled face that met him. His lunge brought her down to the ground, all that mattered was Primase's murderer would get what was coming to her. For the Senshi Guard, death would come much faster than that of those she had tormented.
The last thing she saw was Scheelite's face. And the last thing she heard...was the song that she now knew well from Primase's humming.
With it's mistress' death, the winds finally died down and the glass clattered harmlessly to the ground. Still humming, Scheelite stood back up on shaky legs and crossed the way to Primase's broken form. He continued to hum, even as he faced the grim task of gathering the pieces together into a closer pile. Even as he laid his own battered body over that of Primase.
The humming was only broken long enough to whisper "let's get you home..." before he teleported both himself and what was left of Primase out of this hellhole, to the reinforcements outside.
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Posted: Mon Apr 12, 2021 4:39 pm
Solo Log
Cold Turkey Mood Music: ~~~ Word Count: 604
To the others he seemed to have a remarkable grasp on his sanity. Okay...he was different (to say the least), and he was definitely not a typical officer. But still! With all the things Scheelite had seen and done, and with how withdrawn he had been immediately after the events of the BMC, it seemed he had rebounded remarkably well. Scheelite had returned to his smiling ways, simply overflowing with energy as he busied himself with helping (or meddling!) in the affairs of the other officers. Hell, off in the 'real world' he had even gotten himself a job and was trying to learn how to drive, just like a normal teenage boy.
Around the Negaverse he kept busy, trying very hard to not bother the others with his own personal problems. They had tons more to worry about! And he was here to help them, not further burden them with the things he needed to work out.
But at home, the nervousness shone through. He often paced the floor of his room, fingers fidgeting nervously and displaying a complete inability to simply sit still. He made sure to keep this habit out of sight of Heather, who likely would have given him some long speech on getting a friggin grip on himself. It probably wouldn't have helped.
Sometimes, like tonight, he found himself wandering the streets to gather energy. Scheelite had a small stockpile going, planning on using it to help the other officers if they ever got in a bind. It was getting easier by the day to gather energy, the process becoming second nature the more he used it. One day he hoped it'd become nearly effortless, the more energy he gathered the more he helped his family.
But there were times when his victims were laying passed out on the ground that a voice urged him to take more than a bit of the money in their pockets. Money...eh, that was harmless. He only took a bit! And it was for a good cause (or so he told himself). The energy too was harmless, they'd simply sleep it off and everything would be fine. Tonight he kneeled by his victim, his hand hovering and twitching over their chest where he had paused in his search.
Go on, just take it! It'll be easy, and no one will ever have to know. "...I c-can't. I swore to myself I wasn't going to kill any more. If I take it, I'm killing them." You need that starseed and you -know- it. Deny it all you want, but you crave it, don't you?
He did, there was no denying it. The rush of a starseed as you consumed it was impossible to describe. It was a wonderful thing, like consuming a ton of energy drinks, pixie sticks, and total joy all at once. It was a horrible addiction, and at one time he had happily given in to it.
This was no longer an option. He simply couldn't kill. Even as the voice urged him on and for the briefest of moments his fingers entered the chest of the civilian passed out on the ground to brush against that wonderful little spark of light inside... It really would be so easy to just take it...
But just as quick he pulled his hand away, snapping himself from his dark thoughts and scrambling away from the passed out man. He would be fine, after a short nap.
For now, Scheelite had energy to turn in and plans to go over in an attempt to drown out the dark thoughts running rampant in his head.
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Posted: Wed Apr 28, 2021 12:56 pm
Who cares if one more light goes out in the sky of a million stars? It flickers, flickers Who cares when someone's time runs out, if a moment is all we are? Or quicker, quicker ======== Solo Log
Ghosts of Memories Mood Music: Linkin Park - One More Light Word Count: 1,298 It was odd being back here in Destiny City. It wasn't his home, not anymore, but it was still somewhere he was expected to maintain some sort of presence. So the first order of business, clearly, was to reacquaint himself with the city and all that it held. So much had changed in the time since he and Heather had last been here, and yet for all of it's changes there were still places all too familiar. Flashes of a past he thought was gone for good. Ghosts, flickering at the edges of his memory. The general moved through the streets, maintaining a healthy distance from both civilians and other powered up folks out on their various patrols. He had no desire to steal energy this evening. And he certainly wasn't looking for a fight. There would be other times for friendly meetups and discussions. Tonight was about honoring the past. There was the arcade he had found work at, not too long before his life exploded and a hasty retreat had to be taken. Did they still have Guitar Hero? And if they did...were his scores still topping the charts? Or had someone else risen to the top in the wake of his disappearance? He remembered being so proud of his job, of his first paycheck, of finally making steps towards becoming something more akin to an adult. Heather had said she'd help him buy a car. He'd been so excited. But....well, other things ended up coming first. There was Hillworth, his old school. A place for troubled boys. Troubled. Ha. That was a word he wouldn't have used to describe himself those days. His home life had been just fine! A lie that he told himself and those around him to not have to face the truth of his biological family. His mother had died just as they were starting to reform a relationship...but what of his father? Had the man even noticed his son had seemingly slipped from this world? Given that his father had never replied to the last letter he sent him, it seemed unlikely. Cutting ties had perhaps been the healthiest thing they could have ever done. They were no true family, had never actually been. The had simply went through the motions in a broken facsimile of what a family should be like. What was Hillworth like these days? The kids there now would never have known the General King who had been the gym teacher. Never would have had the sheer joy of being patched up in his office, or seeing his supply of Flintstones vitamins he was definitely sampling from. They wouldn't have met Ursula, or have been coerced into shopping for hours with her all for the payment of some tacos. All fond memories that Scheelite had. ...Well, most of them, he could have passed on Charonite yelling at him. There was one place Scheelite needed to visit before the end of the night, but...not yet. Perhaps he was avoiding it, and perhaps the guilt of that was eating away at him. But he simply couldn't go there. Not just yet at least. So the tour continued on. There were the places he left notes and trinkents for Wiseman, hoping to continue the friendship. Another connection severed. Another friend 'lost' to the city. Scheelite had been with the rest of Linarite's team when they met the enigmatic Wiseman. Where was the rest of her old team? Were they safe, or had more been claimed by this war? Hell, where was the rest of his old team, the Nightravers? If still around...would they hate him for vanishing? He had yet to check the databases and see how everyone was. He dreaded what he might find there. Was Zinkenite okay? This city was absolutely drenched in memories of him. At one time they were inseparable, but somewhere along the line that had changed. Changed like everything else... Scheelite used to be overly protective of his partner. Smothering, perhaps. But the other had grown into a force all his own, and Scheelite had gone on to do his own thing. Perhaps it was not right to wonder about his old partner. Scheelite had left him behind, abandoned him to this city and it's endless war. Destiny City reeked of Lyra as well, his former arch nemesis turned ally in the wake of the Black Phoenix battle. It had been odd at first, to accept that someone he fought for so long was suddenly one of them. But...wasn't that the goal, anyway? If everyone was on the side of the Negaverse, then they would achieve their goal with minimal bloodshed in the end. Minimizing that sort of trauma was something high on his interests. Hopefully in the time he had been gone even more Senshi had been coaxed over. And hopefully, more would come in the future. For hours he wandered the city, reconnecting and reminiscing. But there came a time where night was starting to fade into day and he still had one place he needed to visit. First, a quick stop at a florist. Teleport in, gather up some flowers...not too many to miss, and then teleport back out. With flowers in hand he dropped down to his civilian form. The place he was going was somewhere he did not want to draw Order attention to. It was hollowed ground, a place for reflection and mourning, and he would not tolerate conflict there. Four grave markers atop a hillside. Four lives lost at the hands of the Blood Moon Court's torture. At each he paused to pick the weeds, clean the marker, and leave a few flowers. General King Marthozite, Helicase, Dioptase...all fellow Negaversers, all ones he mourned the loss off, but they were not quite the same as the fourth grave. At the grave of Primase he stayed on his knees, staring at the marker after he laid the flowers down. "It's been a long time, I'm sorry I broke my promise. We had to leave the city and it...wasn't safe for me to come back here." The guilt sat heavy in his stomach, one hand reaching out to arrange the flowers again before returning to rest at his side. "Though I wasn't here, I haven't forgotten you. I think about you every day, I hum your song every day. I'm never going to let you be forgotten. And...I'll make sure others know your song too, just in case something happens to me." How could he ever forget this place and how it came to be? That day would be forever burned in his memory no matter how many years passed. Tanzanite had led the group up to the hill to bury their fallen. Scheelite had insisted on carrying Primase to her final rest. He'd been the last to be with her when she was alive, had been the one to carry her from the Blood Moon Court's hideout. It had seemed only right that he carry her this one last time as well. What more was there to say? He was uncharacteristically quiet, but that felt right in this sort of atmosphere. He could babble on endlessly but...not here. Only one sound made sense for him to make here. As the night faded and gave way to dawn, Demy sat kneeling and humming the song Primase had passed on at death. Starting low, as if afraid to disturb the stillness too much, but then slowly raising in volume. Remember me. That had been the message Primase had so desperately tried to pass on as the tornado cut her to pieces.
And tonight, Demy's message carried across the hillside, the hummed song moving on the breeze. You will ALWAYS be remembered. ======== Who cares if one more light goes out? Well I do...
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