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Her heart stopped beating for a second as he returned her kiss, her grip tightening on his head as she leaned up to make the kiss last longer. Nyx's pink eyes looked up into his golden ones with a look of longing and with a glimer of love in her eyes. "I...I want to be yours too, Dracal, I think...I just...I need to take it slow." she said quietly. "I'm still not sure of my feelings...though you're certianly helping me figure them out. But I trust you with my heart Dracal and I know you'll never do anything to hurt me..." she said softly. "and I can only attempt to do same."

Nyx smiled softly. "As long as we take it slow I'm...I'm going to give this a try...because I love you Dracal." she said softly, kissing him on the nose. Then her blood turned cold for a second. Oh god...Mama. She would have to tell her mother about it. She knew that in truth her mother probably wouldn't mind. Her mother only wanted happiness for them but it was still difficult to tell her, although Dracal wasn't her adopted brother anymore. Not now. He was someone new. Nyx could only hope that both Persy and Kieran would understand this and accept them...or Dracal anyway. "Urm...I don't know Dracal...when do you think would be good to tell her?" she asked tenively. It still worried her a bit, knowing that so much had happened because of Dracals feelings.

Nyx sighed. "I know it will be. I'm sure Mama with be happy for us and understand. I'm thinking that maybe I should tell Papa? I don't think he'll take kindly to it at the start but I'm sure if we explain that we're taking it slow and that we're happy he'll understand." she said softly. "I don't know when Mama will be home but I'm thinking it will be soon enough. She's been gone since last night so she should be back." she explained. "That's usually how things happen, I guess. Mama's been doing much better now though! She's recovering quite fast since Papa and her are talking again!" she explained, her mind wandering slightly.

Nyx blushed but smiled. "It will probably be difficult but I know he loves me and he wants me to be happy. I don't think it would matter what guy it was, he would dislike any guy after my heart...I think." she said, thinking.

Nyx smiled softly. "Well of course you're still family to her. That's why we had so many problems in the first place I think. Everyone agrees that you're a part of our family. I can tell Papa but I don't think telling him straight away would be a good idea. We shall wait a bit to tell him maybe? After all we are going to take it slow. We don't need to tell him straight away. I know Mama knows you were worrying about her. That's probably why she didn't mind that you didn't keep your problem." she said quietly.

She blushed slightly. "It may take a while but I think he will be happy about it eventually. I know you would never hurt me Dracal. You're nothing but kind and sweet to me." she then paused for a second. "Yes Dracal...you already have my heart. No one else does. Only you."

Nyx smiled. "You know you always belonged here. It just took you a while to remember that. You always belonged here...with us." she said, smiling softly. "It's so nice to have you back. I missed you so much. I'm actually fine though. I ate before I started dancing. I always do so I can train for hours and hours at a time without having to stop for food. What about you Dracal?" she asked, smiling.

Nyx nodded. "It doesn't change the fact that you're still a part of the family." she said, nodding. "You were always in my heart. But just in a different way from before."

Nyx smiled broadly. "I know...why don't I cook something then if you're hungry? Mama taught me how to cook and I must admit that I'm quite good at it." she said happily. She loved showing Dracal her new skills that she had learned while he was away. "I know you didn't want to cause problems Dracal but it doesn't matter anymore. You're back now and thats what matters." Nyx muttered softly, rubbing her face against his happily.

Nyx smiled softly. "I guess we always were huh? It was something that I never questioned or thought about before but now I can see that I was always supposed to be with you." she muttered quietly. "I may be moving out soon myself Dracal...to tell the truth. I'm the only kitten still living with Mama and Papa and since all of this has happened I can't help but feel that it would be nice for them to live alone again. I'm going to doing an auditon for the University at somepoint, to see if I can get in there." she said, smiling softly.

Nyx pouted at him, pushing him softly. "I'm a very good cook! Just because you can't cook!" she remarked, sticking out her tounge out at him. "I can start cooking now. Mam should be back soon enough so I should be able to make enough for all of us. Though I wasn't expecting you Dracal." she said, teasing him. "Not sure if there will be enough for everyone now." she added with a wink before getting up off the chair, her tail flicking from side to side.

Nyx smiled. "Well if I get accepted I'll get to live with lots of new cats and have lots of fun with them and I'll really learn a lot from it too. Plus I want to prove it to myself that I can do it, that I can do all new types of dancing and live on my own or without Mama or Papa or you." she said quietly, walking over to start cooking dinner. "I'm glad you found someone to help you too Dracal."

Nyx shook her head. "Thank you for the offer Dracal but I want to do it myself. If I don't then I wont ever be able to do it." she said smiling. "Plus I've gotten used to cooking my own stuff. Since I want to live on my own I feel I should be able to take care of myself here first, if you know what I mean." Nyx said with a grin. "I didn't really help Mama in the kitchen until she started feeling sad. Now I'm quite good at it." She spoke of her mothers problems as though they were mearly nothings. After all she was happy now, she had Kieran back and all was well. There was nothing more to be spoken about. She grinned. "You were a bit of a Mamas boy, but that wasn't always a bad thing. I'm still a daddies girl." she added cheerfully, starting on her cooking.

Nyx smiled, a little sadly. "If I go to the University I may not be able to see you for a while Dracal. There's a lot of training there and I have to focus on learning how to be my best. I want to dance with you again Dracal but...I still need to get stronger. I still havn't proven myself to the world." she said with a soft smile. "That means being away from you again though." Nyx wasn't happy about leaving him again, after just finding him, but she wasn't going to stop her dream for Dracal, she just couldn't bring herself to doing it.