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 Posted: Mon May 01, 2006 3:33 pm
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Posted: Wed May 03, 2006 12:54 pm
"What a surprise!" Nyx chirped happily as she came to notice the newly grown Cloud. It seemed that Myu wasn't the only one that grew last night. But...what if they had the same creepy dream as well? Maybe this was tied to something? There was a part of her that wanted to ask this, but another part of her that wanted to keep this between the two of them. If others knew, then Myu wouldn't be able to search for her answers, and that would be no fun for Nyx.
"...Indeed..." Myu replied quietly to herself in response to Nyx's comment. It was a surprise to find Cloud here at her room. What did he want per say? What were...his intentions?
Noticing his small arm placed behind his back, Myu could feel every muscle in her body tense up. What was he hiding...? Whatever it was made the teenager uneasy. She couldn't possibly comprehend what he had behind his back, and why he would suddenly show up at her room.
It made her...paranoid...
Anxious...
"But yes! My dear Myu did grow~!" Nyx continued, her usual chatting and friendly nature coming out in full force. Now she didn't have to worry about Myu yelling at her about this since they weren't on a mission of some sort. "It has been a very surprising morning...obviously, but what brings you two here?"
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Posted: Sat May 06, 2006 7:28 pm
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Posted: Sun May 07, 2006 11:54 am
Cocking her head slightly, Myu's blank green eyes bore into those of the stuffed Foo foo that was extended out before her. She didn't understand the purpose for this visit. Sure, it appeared to be occurring because Cloud wanted to give her a Foo foo, but she didn't know why he suddenly felt the urge to give her this. Honestly, what was he trying to accomplish with this?
Though, Nyx took this as something else entirely. She took it as a peace offering...one that wanted the two of them to be friends, but Nyx highly doubted that Myu would take it on her own freewill or even get the hidden meaning. Myu was just to paranoid most of the time. She was probably thinking that the Foo foo had some sort of explosive device in it.
"How nice of you, Cloud!" Nyx beamed as she urged Myu to thank the child. "I'm sure Myu really loves it!" Though there was a sense of doubt that lingered in the guardian's voice as she finished her statement. Sure, Myu seemed quite intrigued by Foo foos, but the question was would she like this gift offered to her.
Hesitating a bit, Myu continued to stare at the lime green stuffed animal all the while she heard the inner yelling of her guardian. She preached to the teen that she should take the plushie as not to be rude, which of course made the teen frown slightly. She couldn't care less about the way she came off to others, but as she thought this, she felt her hand drift away from her body as her hands clasped themselves around the soft fur that the plushie possessed.
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Posted: Sun May 07, 2006 12:34 pm
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Posted: Sun May 07, 2006 1:36 pm
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Posted: Sat May 13, 2006 9:10 am
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Posted: Sat May 20, 2006 4:46 pm
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Posted: Sun Aug 20, 2006 10:15 am
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Posted: Sun Aug 20, 2006 10:17 am
Homecomings
After the summer festival, Myu goes back to the barracks only to find Stellata.
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Posted: Thu Dec 13, 2007 3:53 pm
A Reflection
It was been one year since I've went into this stupor, a stupor that cut me off from all other beings in this world. My only company...my guardian, Nyx. My last choice of a companion, but one who can't seem to get away.
Just leave, Nyx. Leave like you left once before. Just leave me alone...
...But you won't. You continue to linger. Continue to try and make me feel, but I lost all feeling so long ago. You know I am merely an empty shell. A lifeless being...who is confused...
While some go off on a journey to find themselves, I left to get away. Away from everyone. I just can't seem to grasp being around people. They're fickle beings that live on purpose and desire, and while I’m like them for the purpose, I can't seem to get close to anyone. I can't trust. I can't feel...There's no one that understands me.
And yet...there's a part of me that wants them to understand. A part of me that awakens from just being around the other Zahdl. It yearns to get out, but I can't allow it to escape. I shut myself out for others and refuse to open myself up. I can't allow myself to feel since feeling only leads to weakness, and I refuse to be weak. I must be strong. I must complete my purpose, and this odd...feeling...must cease to exist. It will only get in the way...in the way of completely my goal. My goal of...saving Avryn. Because I am a Zahdl, a chosen warrior to defend this world. I must...stop at nothing to live for my purpose.
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