Welcome to Gaia! ::

Porcelain

Back to Guilds

Porcelain breedables shop roleplay, toys, and other miscellany. 

 

Reply Journals
Hitsuga Goto Page: [] [<] 1 2 3 ... 4 5 6 [>] [»|]

Quick Reply

Enter both words below, separated by a space:

Can't read the text? Click here

Submit

karma_k
Crew

PostPosted: Sun May 17, 2009 8:01 pm


[journal: 04]



Its done. We have come to an agreement. I will pack up my things and relocate myself in the morning.

It has all worked out favorably and without her hating me.

I should be happy.

Why is that always so hard for me?

~~ 苾畫
 
PostPosted: Sun May 17, 2009 8:02 pm



karma_k
Crew


karma_k
Crew

PostPosted: Sun May 17, 2009 8:03 pm


PostPosted: Mon May 18, 2009 2:03 pm



karma_k
Crew


karma_k
Crew

PostPosted: Thu May 21, 2009 8:10 pm


He leaned against the wall of the shower, needles of steamy water soothing away the aches and pains that came with the awkward posture he'd fallen asleep in. His last waking memory the night before had been somewhere around dawn when his and Rika's conversations, having covered various disjointed topics that came up only when two people were approaching the threshold of exhaustion, had started to grind to a halt.

He had been filling a page margin in a Garden & Home magazine with meaningless a's, y's, and capital Q's and, he assumed, nodded off in the midst of doing so. He had awoken to morning sunlight streaming in the front window, the teapot placed in the sink, an enormous cramp in his neck, and Rika having gone.

It had been tempting to just collect himself and go lay down properly, of course, but previously-agreed engagements and obligations chased the notion out of his head. He had work that needed doing, and following that, there would be plenty of time to---

A shrill noise and a murmur of voices made him snap fully awake as he froze, trying to hear over the hiss of the shower's spray. More murmuring and shuffling, which made him reach out to wrap his hand around the shower faucet, slowly easing it off to hear more clearly, a cold feeling of dread settling in his stomach.

"The wiring's all right, but they're gonna want to look at new insulation before winter, I think." a male voice stated conversationally, muffled by the walls, followed by something intelligible from a second male voice.

Who was that?

And what were they doing here...??

Hitsuga swallowed through a tightening throat and reached blindly out of the shower to grab for a towel and his change of clothes. The visitors he'd had thus far had at least waited for him to let them in...and they couldn't be customers as his storefront hardly looked like such yet. So.....so they were.....what? He had no clue, as he simultaneously tried to dry himself and struggle into his outfit at the same time.

Breeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

The shrill, loud noise nearly made him slip and fall as he shrank back against the corner of the tub. What...?? What was going ON?? gonk

The noise stopped abruptly, and there was a murmur of uneasy confusion.

And then approaching footsteps that stopped just outside.

Hitsuga held his breath as a pregnant pause hung in the air, willing whatever was in his house not to find him here.

A short, polite, rapping on the bathroom door.

"Sir...? You okay in there?"

Realizing his trainwreck of projected confusion, upset, and fright must have been great enough that they had sensed it, he felt a rush of heat in his face.

Who were they? What did they want? the projected question trying and failing to sound authoritative, and coming off instead only pleading.

"This is Dylan and Arc from the Gaian Housing Committee." the voice responded, now sounding confused. "We marked down an appointment with you to swing by today and check your phone lines?"

....had they? Hitsuga's mind raced, trying to recall. So much had happened the last few days that he supposed it was entirely possible they had made an appointment with him and he'd forgotten it. ....considering he had no idea what a phone was or where its lines were...

Flushing deeper, he offered the voice on the other side of the door his apologies. And that, yes, he was fine. They had only startled him. He would be out in just a moment...

There was no answer for this, only another pause, and then the sound of retreating footfall. More murmuring from the other room.

Was it common among Gaians to enter others' homes without permission, he wondered? Appointment or no appointment, it was a bit too intrusive for his liking. He finished dressing hurriedly, pausing to blot water as best as he could from his hair before returning the towel to the rack.

Drawing a breath, making sure everything was properly-situated, he laid his hand on the doorknob to let himself out to properly greet the strangers doing whatever it was they were doing...

Breeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

He gave a cry, legs spilling out from under him on the damp floor, leaving him clinging comically to the knob with both hands for support to keep from falling over completely. Whatever that gods-forsaken noise was, he hoped its source wasn't something they planned to leave behind when they were done...

In the time it took him to right himself again and open the door, the noise had ceased, leaving him to edge cautiously around the corner to reveal two human men in gray uniforms bearing an emblem in Gaian language on the breast pockets.

"Hey, buddy." one of the men greeted him amiably. "Sorry we kind of barged in on you in the shower."

No, that was all right, he assured them politely, smiling cordially. He just hadn't expected them, that was all...was there anything they needed his assistance with?

A look passed between the two of them....one Hitsuga was becoming familiar with. People who weren't accustomed to being spoken to in his preferred method.

"Nope, we're just about done, actually. We got a new phone jack installed for you since the old one was pretty fargone."

Phone jack...? His eyes wandered to the wall where a small white panel was now affixed with a tiny rectangular hole in it. Previously a yellowed cracked plastic shell of a similar fixture had been there. One that no matter how much he had scrubbed, he could not make white again.

Bree!Bree!Bree! He turned wide eyes on, at last, the source of the noise. One of the men held a drill in his hand and was, apparently, immune to its screeching as he regarded it in idle fascination before reaching down to unplug it and remove its bit to return it to his toolbox.

Well, at least there was that much less to worry about...

By the time he'd turned his attention back to the wall, a device was being plugged into the outlet and settled over it. It was beige in color, with a long spring-coiled cord trailing from it.

"Just a cheap unit to start you out." the other human explained, picking up a clipboard to check something and then taking a pen from behind his ear to carefully write a series of ten numbers on a small white field on the phone's front. "You've used one of these before, right?"

Erm....well.... sweatdrop

The human smirked as his partner collected the toolbox and headed outside, shuffling through the papers on the clipboard for a pamphlet which he offered to the perfumer. "This'll explain how it works." he assured him, the issue of people arriving in this world without ever having seen a telephone before, apparently, not an unfamiliar one. "And as long as you don't need anything else, I think we're about done here."

Hitsuga hesitated, and then, timidly broached the question of....how is he to know if it's working or not?

At this, the human leaned over to double-check the number he'd written while fishing a small device out of a pocket in his pants, which he punched the digits into and waited.

There was the briefest pause....

...and then Hitsuga's heart leapt into his throat with an accompanying strangled cry as the thing on the wall emitted a horrible shrill and jangling noise that made him recoil from it.

"Looks like its working to me!" the human chuckled, punching another button on the device he held to silence the ringing on the wall. "Have a good day, all right?" he added with a smile as he wandered to the front door to let himself out.

Hitsuga, when he'd recovered enough of himself to do so, offered a very rattled goodbye to the man's back, eyes remaining warily on the phone that now occupied his wall, as if it was a snake that might strike at any moment....

...he had a feeling the two of them weren't going to get along very well at all.
PostPosted: Thu May 21, 2009 8:24 pm



karma_k
Crew


karma_k
Crew

PostPosted: Thu May 21, 2009 8:26 pm


PostPosted: Thu May 21, 2009 8:28 pm


They're falling from the SKY now...??
User Image


"Ow..." Kikushou winced as she tried to push herself up, one arm not really liking the idea of supporting her at this moment, and the other shaking too badly to really help. Still, she managed to get herself upright, kneeling on the ground as she looked around. This must be what the Silver World was like, she mused to herself, her gaze turning and taking in everything. Somehow, she thought it would have less weeds. Mother?? No, mother wasn't here. Nor was anyone it seemed, and she shrank back slightly, nervous for the first time. Had she died? The last thing she remembered was the tower... and those thoughts again.

NO. She hadn't jumped. She knew that much, although it HAD been tempting for just a moment. But she'd fallen regardless, and must have died.

Wait... if she was dead, how was she still hurting? That didn't seem right, from everything she knew. Her hand came up idly to the opposite shoulder and she let out a squeak as the pain came back. Peering underneath the fabric of her top, she saw the angry bruise there and realised that this is where she must have landed. Now, where exactly was she? This didn't seem like the Silver World... then again, she'd never been there herself, so who was she to judge?

Still, it seemed very odd that she would fall from a window and land in a flower bed. Especially since she had been pretty certain she'd wind up a splat on the ground. She obviously wasn't dead, so that meant she had to be somewhere else. That was when she started to 'call' out, wondering if she was still alone, or if there was anyone else there.

Hitsuga had been using the table in the front of the udon-ya as a support for the piece of paper he was scribbling a note on, addressed to Lady Rika with a query as to when she may be next available for a short talk, and....what he supposed was the number to the hellish tele-phone thing that was now taking up residence in his front room.

What had been the neatly-formed scrawl of his signature, however, had become a jagged spike that jolted off of the paper entirely into nothingness as he STARED over his shoulder in the direction that the child-like scream, both inside his mind and outside it, had been cut off abruptly by a nearby rustle of vegetation.

The perfumer remains where he is, momentarily petrified by the start he'd been given. Who....or WHAT had that been?!

The tentative projection that follows, also child-like, makes him collect enough of himself to, at least, rule out the possibilities of things it COULD have been. And he can safely scratch 'the end of times' off of his list.

Remaining warily in place for the moment, he returns the tentative call with one of his own. Is....is everything all right...?

Her head whipped around, one eye closing slightly as her shoulder ached again. Slow movements, Kiku, remember. Slow. It's better that way. Getting to her feet shakily, she spread out her arms for balance, then seemed to get the hang of it rather quickly. This was good, at least she wasn't injured any more than the bruise... and WHAT was all over her clothes?!

Fine! She sent out an answering call, the reply rushed and perhaps just a bit too quick in coming. It was rather like a child trying to convince a parent that no, we really did NOT just dump your favourite canister of tea into the fountain to see if we could make one big batch. She set about trying furtively to pick the splinters and plant bits off of her clothes. Oh they were ruined, she knew it, and here there was someone she didn't know, they were going to think she was some dirty little child that didn't have sense enough to not fall into flowerbeds.

What would mother think?

Kikushou brought both hands up to her lips then, eyes wide as she stared off towards the direction the other call had come from. Other Porcelain were here? Oh no, maybe she'd gotten saved from the fall and wound up in another district? Another land? And their first impression of her was going to be a MESS.

Slowly, Hitsuga ventures away from the table toward the source of the disturbance, looking less like a man coming to the aid of a child and more like a housemaid edging toward a pantry where there may, or may not, be a mouse waiting to jump out at her.

It had taken him a moment to realize he was looking at a young girl emerging from what....HAD been a flowerbed, so disheveled was her appearance. And, at first glance, save what he gathers of the aches and pains emanating from her, she does not appear badly hurt.

But where had she COME from...?

Hitsuga's eye steals momentarily to Setsushi's home, seeing if she'd perhaps, tumbled out of a front window for whatever reason she might have had, but the nearest one was not only closed, but out of reach of the flowerbed. The roof, maybe...?

Setting his jaw, projections of concern and confusion both emanating from him, Hitsuga offers her a hand to step out of the flowers. Madame looks like she took quite a fall, is there anything he can do to assist? Was she, perhaps, looking for Lady Rika or Master Setsushi?

Oh no! Kiku looked to Hitsuga, trembling faintly. It wasn't from fear or nervousness, but it became obvious that she was thinking of her appearance and what HE must think. It was gone a moment later, however, and despite her disheveled appearance, she set her hands neatly in front of her, bowing deeply. While it was very kind of him to inquire about her health, she was, most assuredly, fine. Perhaps a bit sore, but none the worse for wear, but thank you for asking! You must be a very kind soul...

Shen she rose again, however, her brows furrowed as she tilted her head and watched him. But she hadn't been looking for anyone when she was pushed out a window... was someone looking for her?

He returns the bow of greeting politely.

He is glad, then, to see that she is fine. But....someone had pushed Madame? Out of one of these windows...?? he inquires, seeming more than taken aback. He cannot not fathom either resident of the udon-ya doing such a thing....

....but....but no, as far as he knew, no one is looking for her. That is to say....Hitsuga is not entirely sure who Madame may be, so he's not CERTAIN if someone is looking for her...

Kikushou looked up then, shaking her head faintly. No, it wasn't these windows, these weren't nearly high enough. It had been a window of the Astronomer's Tower, and it was MUCH higher than that. She thought she was dead at first, but that seems to have been incorrect... unless he was dead too? The Silver World was supposed to be much different, however, at least from what she'd been taught.

Then his comment sunk in and she startled, suddenly apologetic. She was Kikushou, daughter of Yuushou and Kikuka, of Horn's Mirror, Toukoku. And who did she have the pleasure of addressing?

The perfumer blinks, momentarily taken aback by such eloquence from someone so young. She is, perhaps, a third his age and her introduction is better-formed and more polite than that of many of the adults he'd done business with in the past.

He shakes this off to give her a smile. And he is Hitsuga, formerly of Gray Shells, Rinkoku. He is honored to meet Lady Kikushou.

And....no. He is certain, at least, that this is not the Silver World. This is....somewhere else entirely, he's afraid. Though he offers Kikushou assurances that she is, most certainly, not dead.

Master Hitsuga is very kind, and his assistance is appreciated. It's good to know that she isn't dead, that would definitely be something that she would have had trouble getting used to. If there is any way she can repay his kindness....

Wait. Maybe.

Kiku reached into her pocket then, fishing around for something. It was with a happy squeal of glee that she found it and held out the cloth-wrapped item to Hitsuga. It was originally bought for another, and she does apologize for that, but if he would accept her gift, she would be so very pleased?


Lady Kikushou needn't worry herself. He is happy to assist if he can. Perhaps he should try knocking on the door of the udon-ya again and see if he has better luck getting someone to answer as this has suddenly become a bit more important of a matter than--

That line of thought derails suddenly as he is presented with the cloth-wrapped something. ....oh...!

He allows the item to pass from her hands to his, bowing his head to her graciously, and carefully roping in feelings of uncertainty about the matter. As much as he wants to assure her she owes him nothing for any help he offers, he likewise does not want her first interaction in this world to be misunderstood as one of insult or rejection.

He would, indeed, accept. And be honored to do so. He gently brushes the cloth open...


Kiku beamed then, bouncing on her toes as she watched him open it. The brooch inside was intricate, obviously purchased in the Golden World... and likely quite expensive in the process. Not something that a child would normally carry, but it seemed commonplace to her. She hoped he would like it, it would look very pretty on him.

She paused then, blinking as her stomach growled softly, and her hands came to cover it. She hadn't eaten after her lesson, she'd just run up to the tower. However, he'd mentioned an udon-ya? Could Master Hitsuga please show her where it was, and if it was currently open? Perhaps she should eat something...

The sun catches the brooch in such a way that the glare off of its metal surface makes him momentarily unable to see it. As it draws into focus, though...

....

He wonders, behind the wall of his mind, who someone her age could have possibly purchased such an expensive gift for originally, and furthermore who would have rejected such a thing...?

Dark eyes look up from the brooch, only to be met by a delighted young face looking back up at him. He reaffixes his smile, which had faded some in surprise, making a show of pinning the brooch to the front of his garments. Lady Kikushou is very kind, he tells her, and it is very, very lovely.

At her mention of being hungry, he fidgets. They are, in fact, standing right in front of the udon-ya, but he is afraid Master Setsushi and Lady Rika must be out for the time being...

But, he offers quickly, they are very near to the shopping district. If Lady Kikushou would allow him the honor of buying her something to eat, he would try to, perhaps, tell her what he knows of where they are currently?

They were? She looked up then, catching sight of the Udon-Ya sign, and frowning as she tilted her head slightly. She hadn't quite learned to master the written word, but itw as something she had been working on. Of course! The reason she hadn't known was because there was no one there and nothing was cooking! It stood to reason that if there HAD been food, she'd have known.

Master Hitsuga's offer is most kind, and Kiku is honoured to accept. She smiled up at him, finally dusting off her clothes to some semblance of presentable, and nearly squealed when she saw the brooch on him. It looks exquisite! Perfect for him, it truly does bring out his eyes. Maybe they can find something else too, at the shopping district! She pulls her sleeves low, hiding her hands in them as she brings them in front of her politely. She is ready to go whenever he is!

Hitsuga flushes, as is his custom when faced with compliments of any description.

They will see, he supposes. Gaia is nothing if not host to a very wide variety of things to offer its inhabitants.

He then gently urges her to follow as he begins in the direction that will lead them off of the quiet sidestreet and into the general hustle of Gaia's activities, his mind already churning busily for where to even BEGIN explaining this world to her...

karma_k
Crew


karma_k
Crew

PostPosted: Sat May 23, 2009 5:59 pm


PostPosted: Sat May 23, 2009 10:18 pm


Excuse me, WHAT???? gonk scream crying

karma_k
Crew


karma_k
Crew

PostPosted: Sun May 24, 2009 5:39 am


PostPosted: Sun May 24, 2009 5:49 am



karma_k
Crew


karma_k
Crew

PostPosted: Tue May 26, 2009 12:32 pm


Hitsuga's lack of presence outside of the house for the next days following might or might not have been noticeable to his neighbors across the street. The exterior of the house was quiet, the shades were drawn, and it appeared that its occupant was intent on turning the dwelling into his own personal turtle shell, perhaps having lost his last shred of faith in the outside world.

Inside, however, was quite another story...

The storefront had been worked on. Not just worked on, but placed in meticulous order. Shelves no longer sat on the floor in a disarray of planks, screws, and endings, but were now properly on the wall. On each, a strip of rich maroon cloth had been draped decoratively along its length. On some, hand-labeled bottles filled with faintly-colored liquids now resided. As an afterthought, a few decorative baskets of wicker had been arranged on the bottommost shelves as if anticipating something to keep in them.

The living area of the house, too, had been worked on. The table that had lingered haphazardly between the kitchen and storefront was now pushed back against the wall, its lone chair finally having a mate. The cupboards had food in them, potholders sat on the countertop beside the stove, along with a few canisters of spices, and curtains had been hung from the window that was perched over the sink.

It appeared as if someone were actually living there now, and not like they were still only thinking about it.

Hitsuga had not thought that Boyan, of all people, was one to talk about what would clear one's mind, but these last few days had been proof enough that the massive outpour of emotion had done SOMETHING of good for him, at the least. ....and it was much easier to, once more, focus himself on tasks that needed doing when he was not being distracted by the steadily-fraying ropes of his nerves.

No one had come to check on him, aside from a few parcels being delivered there had been no contact with others, and it had been perfectly quiet on all fronts. And that had been, in all honesty, fine with him. Better than fine, it had been grounding for him to reaffirm for himself that this house was his space. Somewhere safe he could retreat into, somewhere others couldn't follow him if he didn't want them to.

Even re-establishing that much control made him feel worlds better.

Today it showed especially. Having taken extra time to groom himself that morning, he no longer looked like the flighty mentalcase he'd allowed himself to steadily collapse into since his arrival in Gaia. In freshly-washed clothes, his hair having been brushed until it was glossy, and wearing a hint of the lilac fragrance he had deemed ready for shelving this morning, he looked moreso like the artist he'd built a reputation for being in Rinkoku.

'Confident' was not the word for how he felt. Indeed, he might NEVER be considered that. 'Collected', however, sufficed. And allowed him to think that he could, perhaps, tolerate living here as long as was necessary.

For now, his greatest worry was making the walk to the post office to see if a delivery of spices he was expecting had arrived yet, which was, for once, not a worry that made his stomach feel like it was turning inside out. And maybe if he allowed himself to keep taking things one day at a time instead of dwelling on "what had been" or "what might be"....

Maybe if he focused solely on "what was" and the people that were now contained within it, things would be okay.

It was a lot to ask of him, given the way he was built, but....he was willing to give it a try.
PostPosted: Tue May 26, 2009 5:03 pm


[journal: 05]



Dear Eikou,

The last few days here have not been my best. I'm afraid I didn't do what you've been telling me to all these years. I didn't let times-gone remain times-gone, and I paid for it badly when it started me off into another bad patch.

There's not really a way for me to describe why it is I keep poking at these things instead of just letting them rest. I know it must have been, at the least, frustrating for you to deal with, sister. I may not have been responsive in the months you nursed me through my illness, but I was not deaf. I heard Mother and Grandmother warning you of the only fate that awaited a broken husband. I heard them telling you that you were only hurting yourself needlessly watching me die in front of you.

But you decided to stay with me, even in the face of the family's disapproval. You showed me unquestioning support I'd only ever seen from Baikou, despite having received little from me as we were growing up. And when I asked you why, you said there should be no "why" when it came to matters of family.

And I am sorry, Eikou, that in return it seems I've dwelled on bad memories instead of living the life you helped to give back to me. If When I get home, when you can spare the time, I would like to have you visit so that we can, at last, have a proper talk about all of this. I think I feel ready to start getting beyond some of it that I've been afraid to touch. As much as I can, at least. Part of me is always going to be cracked, I think. Though better cracked than broken, yes?

I want to tell you about some of the people I've met here. Ones who grew up in this world and have never seen our home. Ones who seem to share your idea on there being no "why". I'd like you to perhaps meet Lady Melody and her father, Master Boyan. You may like them, and I'm almost certain they would like you.

I hope all is well. I hope I've not been gone long enough that they've declared me dead. If you will believe it, Sister, I feel much better now than I have in a long while.

Take care, Eikou.

~~ 苾畫
 

karma_k
Crew


karma_k
Crew

PostPosted: Thu May 28, 2009 4:11 am


Reply
Journals

Goto Page: [] [<] 1 2 3 ... 4 5 6 [>] [»|]
 
Manage Your Items
Other Stuff
Get GCash
Offers
Get Items
More Items
Where Everyone Hangs Out
Other Community Areas
Virtual Spaces
Fun Stuff
Gaia's Games
Mini-Games
Play with GCash
Play with Platinum