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 Posted: Fri Oct 14, 2005 7:41 am
DeaTh_WiLL_CoNQuER Dark Eagle Babe DeaTh_WiLL_CoNQuER Martin..you should burn, you didn't deserve a great girl like her..she was great, everyone loves her. But no, you didn't see that you had a great girl. You used her..your such an idiot. You should rot in hell and feel deeper pain that what she have to go thru. With this too, would he ever read this, he'll read it the wrong way.. And if he reads my message, he should know to ask me what is meant by this.. *hugglies you* Like I told you yesterday, I really think that you deserve better than what happen to you...*hugs*..I like you and you shouldn't leave us. I won't leave, babe, I won't.. Obviously I'm very liked.. Or whatever.. I don't know.. You guys just mean a lot to me and I couldn't bare leave you..
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Posted: Fri Oct 14, 2005 12:57 pm
Roselite *runs over and hold DarkEagle tight* Martin is an idiot who couldn't see the beauty right in front of his eyes. *kisses forehead* We all are here for you, especially me. *smiles brightly* So don't go doing something that would make you leave us, because I would never forgive you. *cuddle, cuddle* I forgot to add something! ^^; Michael is also here for you if you want to talk. We both care for you and if you need us, feel free to PM or even email me.
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Posted: Fri Oct 14, 2005 2:32 pm
Dark Eagle Babe Squally Lionheart Dark Eagle Babe I'm sorry to say this, but that's what happened with Martin.. It'll always be like this, but Martin never really loved me.. Not enough.. I'll never find someone who'll love me for me and not for my body.. They'll always abuse me Don't hurt yourself over this. There are people out there who love you for who you are, and not for your body. I'm fliping gay, yet I luff yas hun. You may think this now, and that the pain is never-ending, but you'll heal. I won't lie to you and say that your heart will totaly heal. After every heartbreak, there is a scar...But scars remind us that the past is real. This will forever be a part of you, and you'll never totaly forget it, but you will find someone else and know not to make the same mistake again if you try. Never give up, hun. Just give it time before making a choice, please. Squally, babes.. You're totally awesome.. Heh.. You remind me of the time that Martin and I both just drooled over your picture.. I'll heal.. I just don't have faith in ever finding someone so special ever again.. Sankyuu, luff. Good times, eh? I wish I could be on as much as I was then... I doubt I'll ever get what there is to drool over about me, but I suppose that just means I have a poor self-image. sweatdrop Anyway, I know I'm a firm believer and lover of love, but you can live without it if you want to. I was basicly asexual for a long time untill Chaz opened me up to love again. I'm not saying you should give up on love! Never! Closing yourself off from it doesn't do much good when you actually desire it at heart. But try not to worry of feeling too exuberantly [sp] required to find someone so quickly. They just might find you. wink Please let this never happen, but if I were to lose Chaz (and I see this as totaly impossible now...) I would feel the same way and lose all faith in ever finding a love again...But I've seen love happen before with others who thought it impossible to occur to them again. Give it a chance. *hug-o-doom* heart Take care, hun, 'kay?
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Posted: Fri Oct 14, 2005 6:39 pm
Dark Eagle Babe DeaTh_WiLL_CoNQuER Dark Eagle Babe DeaTh_WiLL_CoNQuER Martin..you should burn, you didn't deserve a great girl like her..she was great, everyone loves her. But no, you didn't see that you had a great girl. You used her..your such an idiot. You should rot in hell and feel deeper pain that what she have to go thru. With this too, would he ever read this, he'll read it the wrong way.. And if he reads my message, he should know to ask me what is meant by this.. *hugglies you* Like I told you yesterday, I really think that you deserve better than what happen to you...*hugs*..I like you and you shouldn't leave us. I won't leave, babe, I won't.. Obviously I'm very liked.. Or whatever.. I don't know.. You guys just mean a lot to me and I couldn't bare leave you.. Yay..hopefully things will get better.
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Posted: Sat Oct 15, 2005 2:53 am
Roselite Roselite *runs over and hold DarkEagle tight* Martin is an idiot who couldn't see the beauty right in front of his eyes. *kisses forehead* We all are here for you, especially me. *smiles brightly* So don't go doing something that would make you leave us, because I would never forgive you. *cuddle, cuddle* I forgot to add something! ^^; Michael is also here for you if you want to talk. We both care for you and if you need us, feel free to PM or even email me. Thanks Rose and Michael!! I know how you two can help me and how you've always tried... Thank you so much!
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Posted: Sat Oct 15, 2005 2:55 am
Squally Lionheart Dark Eagle Babe Squally Lionheart Dark Eagle Babe I'm sorry to say this, but that's what happened with Martin.. It'll always be like this, but Martin never really loved me.. Not enough.. I'll never find someone who'll love me for me and not for my body.. They'll always abuse me Don't hurt yourself over this. There are people out there who love you for who you are, and not for your body. I'm fliping gay, yet I luff yas hun. You may think this now, and that the pain is never-ending, but you'll heal. I won't lie to you and say that your heart will totaly heal. After every heartbreak, there is a scar...But scars remind us that the past is real. This will forever be a part of you, and you'll never totaly forget it, but you will find someone else and know not to make the same mistake again if you try. Never give up, hun. Just give it time before making a choice, please. Squally, babes.. You're totally awesome.. Heh.. You remind me of the time that Martin and I both just drooled over your picture.. I'll heal.. I just don't have faith in ever finding someone so special ever again.. Sankyuu, luff. Good times, eh? I wish I could be on as much as I was then... I doubt I'll ever get what there is to drool over about me, but I suppose that just means I have a poor self-image. sweatdrop Anyway, I know I'm a firm believer and lover of love, but you can live without it if you want to. I was basicly asexual for a long time untill Chaz opened me up to love again. I'm not saying you should give up on love! Never! Closing yourself off from it doesn't do much good when you actually desire it at heart. But try not to worry of feeling too exuberantly [sp] required to find someone so quickly. They just might find you. wink Please let this never happen, but if I were to lose Chaz (and I see this as totaly impossible now...) I would feel the same way and lose all faith in ever finding a love again...But I've seen love happen before with others who thought it impossible to occur to them again. Give it a chance. *hug-o-doom* heart Take care, hun, 'kay? I'll do my best, sweetie, I'll do my best... I've not given up hope yet, on Martin and me, I mean.. but these things I've got my hope on are too personal... *hugglations*
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Posted: Sat Oct 15, 2005 2:56 am
DeaTh_WiLL_CoNQuER Dark Eagle Babe DeaTh_WiLL_CoNQuER Dark Eagle Babe DeaTh_WiLL_CoNQuER Martin..you should burn, you didn't deserve a great girl like her..she was great, everyone loves her. But no, you didn't see that you had a great girl. You used her..your such an idiot. You should rot in hell and feel deeper pain that what she have to go thru. With this too, would he ever read this, he'll read it the wrong way.. And if he reads my message, he should know to ask me what is meant by this.. *hugglies you* Like I told you yesterday, I really think that you deserve better than what happen to you...*hugs*..I like you and you shouldn't leave us. I won't leave, babe, I won't.. Obviously I'm very liked.. Or whatever.. I don't know.. You guys just mean a lot to me and I couldn't bare leave you.. Yay..hopefully things will get better. Yeah.. They will.. I know they will...
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Posted: Sat Oct 15, 2005 8:52 am
Dark Eagle Babe I'm sorry to say this, but that's what happened with Martin.. It'll always be like this, but Martin never really loved me.. Not enough.. I'll never find someone who'll love me for me and not for my body.. They'll always abuse me You will. For sure. Everyone feels a bit like that shortly after a major breakup, it's just natural. And it is good to mourn it for a while. But don't let it guide your whole life. I know what I'm speaking about, I never really thought I'd find someone who'll love me, at all. And I still haven't found someone... At least not someone that was already taken. It sounds stupid but I seem to hang my heart only with people that are taken... Erm, sorry for speaking about me. But it's like this: What doesn't kill you just makes you stronger. And do you really feel like leaving here will make you feel better? I mean... Just read the thread, there are quite some people here that would miss you and be there for you, to lend a shoulder to lean on and cry on, bet your back... If you feel like it, feel free to PM me, though I can't promise to response in a timely manner because I guess we are on at different times. Sometimes it's good to just talk.
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Posted: Sat Oct 15, 2005 9:45 am
Lalobee Dark Eagle Babe I'm sorry to say this, but that's what happened with Martin.. It'll always be like this, but Martin never really loved me.. Not enough.. I'll never find someone who'll love me for me and not for my body.. They'll always abuse me You will. For sure. Everyone feels a bit like that shortly after a major breakup, it's just natural. And it is good to mourn it for a while. But don't let it guide your whole life. I know what I'm speaking about, I never really thought I'd find someone who'll love me, at all. And I still haven't found someone... At least not someone that was already taken. It sounds stupid but I seem to hang my heart only with people that are taken... Erm, sorry for speaking about me. But it's like this: What doesn't kill you just makes you stronger. And do you really feel like leaving here will make you feel better? I mean... Just read the thread, there are quite some people here that would miss you and be there for you, to lend a shoulder to lean on and cry on, bet your back... If you feel like it, feel free to PM me, though I can't promise to response in a timely manner because I guess we are on at different times. Sometimes it's good to just talk. I'll make use of that offer.. I just don't see any light in the darkness right now
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Posted: Sat Oct 15, 2005 2:07 pm
Dark Eagle Babe DeaTh_WiLL_CoNQuER Dark Eagle Babe DeaTh_WiLL_CoNQuER Dark Eagle Babe DeaTh_WiLL_CoNQuER Martin..you should burn, you didn't deserve a great girl like her..she was great, everyone loves her. But no, you didn't see that you had a great girl. You used her..your such an idiot. You should rot in hell and feel deeper pain that what she have to go thru. With this too, would he ever read this, he'll read it the wrong way.. And if he reads my message, he should know to ask me what is meant by this.. *hugglies you* Like I told you yesterday, I really think that you deserve better than what happen to you...*hugs*..I like you and you shouldn't leave us. I won't leave, babe, I won't.. Obviously I'm very liked.. Or whatever.. I don't know.. You guys just mean a lot to me and I couldn't bare leave you.. Yay..hopefully things will get better. Yeah.. They will.. I know they will... I ran out of words to say, but...if you ever need to talk/chat I'm here..mostly online 24 hours on meh cell..
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Posted: Sat Oct 15, 2005 9:57 pm
DeaTh_WiLL_CoNQuER Dark Eagle Babe DeaTh_WiLL_CoNQuER Dark Eagle Babe DeaTh_WiLL_CoNQuER Like I told you yesterday, I really think that you deserve better than what happen to you...*hugs*..I like you and you shouldn't leave us. I won't leave, babe, I won't.. Obviously I'm very liked.. Or whatever.. I don't know.. You guys just mean a lot to me and I couldn't bare leave you.. Yay..hopefully things will get better. Yeah.. They will.. I know they will... I ran out of words to say, but...if you ever need to talk/chat I'm here..mostly online 24 hours on meh cell.. That's really sweet.. I might take use of it.. (if I don't, don't be offended, but it's because I wouldn't want to bother you with it)
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Posted: Sun Oct 16, 2005 12:08 am
Dark Eagle Babe DeaTh_WiLL_CoNQuER Dark Eagle Babe DeaTh_WiLL_CoNQuER Dark Eagle Babe DeaTh_WiLL_CoNQuER Like I told you yesterday, I really think that you deserve better than what happen to you...*hugs*..I like you and you shouldn't leave us. I won't leave, babe, I won't.. Obviously I'm very liked.. Or whatever.. I don't know.. You guys just mean a lot to me and I couldn't bare leave you.. Yay..hopefully things will get better. Yeah.. They will.. I know they will... I ran out of words to say, but...if you ever need to talk/chat I'm here..mostly online 24 hours on meh cell.. That's really sweet.. I might take use of it.. (if I don't, don't be offended, but it's because I wouldn't want to bother you with it) Please, do bother me sometime...I get worry some when it's too quiet.
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Posted: Sun Oct 16, 2005 1:30 am
DeaTh_WiLL_CoNQuER Dark Eagle Babe DeaTh_WiLL_CoNQuER Dark Eagle Babe DeaTh_WiLL_CoNQuER Yay..hopefully things will get better. Yeah.. They will.. I know they will... I ran out of words to say, but...if you ever need to talk/chat I'm here..mostly online 24 hours on meh cell.. That's really sweet.. I might take use of it.. (if I don't, don't be offended, but it's because I wouldn't want to bother you with it) Please, do bother me sometime...I get worry some when it's too quiet. No need for worries no more, dear.. I'm re-newed.. I'm good >^_^<
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Posted: Sun Oct 16, 2005 1:45 am
Dark Eagle Babe DeaTh_WiLL_CoNQuER Dark Eagle Babe DeaTh_WiLL_CoNQuER Dark Eagle Babe DeaTh_WiLL_CoNQuER Yay..hopefully things will get better. Yeah.. They will.. I know they will... I ran out of words to say, but...if you ever need to talk/chat I'm here..mostly online 24 hours on meh cell.. That's really sweet.. I might take use of it.. (if I don't, don't be offended, but it's because I wouldn't want to bother you with it) Please, do bother me sometime...I get worry some when it's too quiet. No need for worries no more, dear.. I'm re-newed.. I'm good >^_^< If you say so...but I'm still here if you need someone okies?
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Posted: Sun Oct 16, 2005 2:26 am
DeaTh_WiLL_CoNQuER Dark Eagle Babe DeaTh_WiLL_CoNQuER Dark Eagle Babe DeaTh_WiLL_CoNQuER I ran out of words to say, but...if you ever need to talk/chat I'm here..mostly online 24 hours on meh cell.. That's really sweet.. I might take use of it.. (if I don't, don't be offended, but it's because I wouldn't want to bother you with it) Please, do bother me sometime...I get worry some when it's too quiet. No need for worries no more, dear.. I'm re-newed.. I'm good >^_^< If you say so...but I'm still here if you need someone okies? Sure thing.. Same goes for you babes! heart
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