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Posted: Sun Dec 07, 2008 8:24 pm
...well...I'm single once again. o.o
She...Scared....Me...
The whole...BDSM thing she was into...Scared the s**t outta me...So I ran...As far away as I could...
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Posted: Sun Dec 07, 2008 9:29 pm
*huggles* just curious, but on a scale from 1-10, how scared where you, because, if you learned to brave that fear, their might have been something to gain, right? whee Not saying that you should stand up to whatever it is that scared, you, yeah....just speaking my mind. whee
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Posted: Mon Dec 08, 2008 3:46 pm
Thunderboltx *huggles* just curious, but on a scale from 1-10, how scared where you, because, if you learned to brave that fear, their might have been something to gain, right? whee Not saying that you should stand up to whatever it is that scared, you, yeah....just speaking my mind. whee Um...About a 5... It just...Bothered me a bit. o.o She asked me to clean a kitchen on all fours using only my mouth as hands. o.o Imagine what she'd ask me in REAL LIFE. eek
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Posted: Mon Dec 08, 2008 6:17 pm
Eeh, I guess I would fine that as a ........a form of extreme playfulness. whee blaugh 3nodding true, I wont discourage the possibilities. whee and it was your decision. :big So, now free and available on the market again. lol wink whee
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Posted: Mon Dec 08, 2008 6:39 pm
*nod* True...XD
Oh well...I didn't trust her much from the beginning...she just...Had a strange...Aura to her...It felt like she wouldn't stay loyal to me. o.o
And usually when I have a strong feeling about a person. I'm almost always right. sweatdrop
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Posted: Tue Dec 09, 2008 10:21 am
3nodding You have that sort of feeling. eek I have something more of a will power.....minor will power. xd if any at all. rofl i give all my loyalty, the only problem with that is, if my partner feel insecure about me, or if they are drawing less attention to me, I start to get iffy and step back and analyze the situation.....and of course, what happens from there, happens. xd so tell me, what's next on the agenda. *fixes glasses* rofl
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Posted: Tue Dec 09, 2008 6:48 pm
YEah well a rule I learned doing carpentry that generaly aplies to life is, if it doesn't feel right, don't do it. Andwhile I'm a little fond of BDSM, I can understand not wanting any part of it. More over, if she felt unloyal, well that's just all bad. And if she was too aggressive that's just bad also. But either way, someone even better will come along eventually. Things can only get better.
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Posted: Fri Dec 12, 2008 5:43 pm
...Help...?
Er...After a short arguement we got back together...But it feels so wrong to be with her! I don't know why!
...I know I should handle it on my own at this point as it was my decision to go back...But...Eh...x.x
Why DO I feel wrong being with her?
Other than the BDSM thing and all that...I'd be fine with her.
But why do I still feel wrong?
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Posted: Fri Dec 12, 2008 7:56 pm
All I have to say is, that you are not being true to your emotions Tasha, I mean if you feel something is wrong, stick to that gut, you are feeling it for a reason, otherwise their wouldn't be a problem with you and your gf. whee sweatdrop Right? confused
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Posted: Sat Dec 13, 2008 8:51 pm
It's simple, the reason why you don't want to get back together. It's because of the argument. You let her tell you why you should be together. And even though you didn't want to be with her, you did it any way. It was a forced move. You didn't want to but you did. My advice, drop her like a hot potato and if she tries to get on you, just give her the cold shoulder. Or if you want to be a real woman about it, tell her to start steppin' cause you're done with a**.
Or don't and try and make things work. I don't know, it's all on you hon. But I wouldn't do it if it didn't feel good.
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Posted: Tue Dec 16, 2008 3:11 am
Well. I finally broke up with her for the last and final time. x.x
Well...I still don't know of a way to prove that I'm bi or straight without breaking someone's heart. That sucks. burning_eyes
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Posted: Tue Dec 16, 2008 3:07 pm
whee
*huggles* don't worry about it, you just didn't feel a strong, comfortable connection to her, and that's totally understandable. Just give yourself more time, and eventually it will come to you, and if not, you start looking for it. XD or vice versa. blaugh 3nodding
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Posted: Sun Dec 21, 2008 3:27 pm
You don't need yo prove if you're bi or straight. Just live your life and do what you feel is right. If you do that, then at least you'll be able to live with yourself. And when you find love, you'll know it.
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Posted: Wed Dec 24, 2008 12:33 pm
As always Tist. *wipes a tear away from my eyes* words to live by. blaugh mrgreen
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