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I'll be honest, I don't think that if I worked I would appreciate my school more , because I'm a pretty stubborn person and have been through alot more than u think xp , I'll admit that in my last message I said too much and whined alot, and to be honest, I doubt their is a single subject,course, job, etc. that I'll ever like except for one I could never hate but its a volunteer job. I'll also be honest about something else, if I go saying things like in the last comment please do what u did in the last comment, I'm sorry i'm just tired because of a lot of stuff, but there is one thing I will comment on that u were wrong on, I've already had jobs and have worked-past exhaustion and the feeling of always wanting to quit ur job. Though,I had one favorite, but I had to stop my favorite one after 2 years because I'm not 18 though I hope to start it again after I graduate and anothe job that I have prepared for since I was in 9th grade. I know that people suffer, have terrible and painful lives and work hard and that school is easy compared to this and that I have it lucky. I will never get that work experience u talk about because I'll make sure I don't have to work even worse than I do now. Which is why I work hard in school, to get in a good university, and to get a great degree.
U don't have to read the rest by the way i just wanted to get out some anger.

Ever since school started I've been working from 4:00p.m-(1-3a.m) with hw,and wake-up from 5:40-6:40 a.m eating one or half a piece of bread or nothing which is all I have until usually 4p.m or later because I'm busy doing my hw or making up work at lunch because I keep getting sick, which is stressful enough because my dad hates it when someone in the house gets sick and starts geting mad, then my mom gets mad at me for being up until a.m. hours. Then the students at the school say stuff to me everyday and I admit some it is easy to ignore, but then people say things that really makes a person want to punch them in the face(which is probaly what u want to do to me), though I would never do that to a person. There r only four things that I appreciate about school, good learning, free learning, how it toughens up a person, and being able to have one good and honest friend. - " Unlike the two people who I thought were my closest friends but pretty much decieved and betrayed me.-though i kinda forgive one"
Well I summarized alot but that got out my anger. blaugh
And I realize that this message will probably get u and other people mad because I'm a big whiner and don't have a clue on life.

*huggles*
hey, do you take us for mean people. xd
We understand, not everything can go swell for people, but yeah, don't worry about it okay, its okay to express anger, if you have seen some of the other threads, you would see me express some anger here and there. ninja xd 3nodding

Thanx, sorry I talked that way, that was embarrassing sweatdrop , usually I don't get mad like that, ur right it isn't that I don't have the time to eat, I have a choice whether to work or to eat more. I should be able to have more time though for maybe the next 2-3 weeks since I've finished two major projects this week blaugh I've also been thinking about another project I work on at lunch tuesdays and thursdays, I'll ask the teacher if I can work on it after school so that I can eat, and I'm planning to quit all the clubs I'm in except for one which only meets like 4 times a year, So i'll get more time at lunch. For breakfast I can probaby eat and work at the same time or shove something in my mouth on the way to school, so that won't be a problem anymore. What u said really got me thinking about arranging my time better, thankyou. blaugh

As for college I still have about a year and a half to decide, If I don't figure anything out by then I'll aim for a master's degree in business so that I'll have a good variety of jobs I can try when I graduate.

Well, I'm glad if I helped. Though there's no need to be embarrassed about getting a little heated. I personally feel that getting heated and letting loose can be rather good for you.
And I'm glad you're getting time to eat. Personally it's one of my favorite things to do.
As far as business goes. That's a solid choice. I though it might be good for me to get an educational foundation in business so that I may have fiscal stability. But, I'm still not sure that I want to dedicate SO much of my time to the pursuit of wealth. Oh well, thank goodness for time to contemplate. And that's not even your final choice yet either. You'll get it together, as I'm sure I will as well.

Thanks, I figured it would be appropriate for Halloween. Compliments to yours as well. Getting all jazzed up for winter?

That's cool. I figure I'll be doing some wintery thing soon. I'm not sure yet. I know I've done a lot of selling items to get the costume I wanted. But most of my items have lost their value so I'm keeping most of them now.

I like themes. They really pull an outfit together. And even though you say that you don't follow a theme, you look rather thematic. Like all thundery, and your name is thunderbolt and what have you.

I could see how one might thik that with thunder's crazy hair and all.