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 Posted: Sun Jul 06, 2008 4:42 am
I thought the most peaceful way to go is to freeze to death. You first get really cold, but when hypothermia kicks in, you start feeling warm again, you cuddle up in a ball, lay down, feel warm and fuzzy, start feeling sleepy, fall asleep and just never wake up. At least that's what I've heard.
At times, I'm afraid of dying, I've been in many near-to-death situations, so it makes you think how you're eventually going to go.
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Posted: Sun Jul 06, 2008 6:18 am
Dark_Mana I thought the most peaceful way to go is to freeze to death. You first get really cold, but when hypothermia kicks in, you start feeling warm again, you cuddle up in a ball, lay down, feel warm and fuzzy, start feeling sleepy, fall asleep and just never wake up. At least that's what I've heard.
At times, I'm afraid of dying, I've been in many near-to-death situations, so it makes you think how you're eventually going to go. I have thought about it too, and it does seem like a good way to go. very comfortable and serene
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Posted: Sun Jul 06, 2008 8:37 am
lotusvoid MegaTherion777 lotusvoid MegaTherion777 lotusvoid I am afraid of responsibility. I was emancipated at 14 and I still at 21 cannot think of any obligation without panicking. I have a strange deep seated sexual fear of clowns. I am terrified of my own lifespan. I am afraid I will die before I get to experiencing everything I can, without living with a capital L. which is unavoidable. I am also afraid that I will never be really great at anything, and therefor have no worth to even myself, that I am nothing more than a mediocre human being, and that thats all there is for me. Ever. you remind me of one of my friends. lol, interesting person, that one must be I suppose I sound a bit off balance, but I don't think i am interesting is one way of describing her... she's a very good, trusted friend but sometimes i dont understand her at all xd off-balance is not the word i would use to describe you. fear of obligation, clowns, mediocrity, and death are all extremely common. they are things you must come to terms with on your own time, in your own way. although as for mediocrity, you don't really have anything to fear from that. every person you talk to has their life affected in some way by that contact with you. you often affect people who are close to you in ways you can never realize. there is no such thing as a mediocre human being - you affect everyone around you whether you accept (or like) that fact or not. furthermore, the consequences of the actions you take spin out into the future endlessly, determining what future events will be. you matter more than you know, because by removing a single person (you, me, hollow, anyone) it will alter the outcome, much like removing a single variable from a calculus equation will alter the answer completely. I did not mean simply having these fears, as you are right, they are commonplace, but the extent to which they affect my thinking and life. It is hard to find fulfillment in the path you life takes. any serious fear is going to do that. my friend, at times, is basically too petrified to do anything other than sit on the couch worrying about "what ifs." we all have moments like this, we just need to find ways to work past them.
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Posted: Sun Jul 06, 2008 9:02 pm
I suppose I did not explain this thread well enough.
What I meant was, what's the fear that keeps you up at night? What makes you scared to be alone?
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Posted: Sun Jul 06, 2008 9:47 pm
My Hollow MegaTherion777 My Hollow MegaTherion777 no no, you misunderstand. hollow said she knows what frightens all of us, thus she must be stalking us. all of us. i did not mean to imply that her stalking us was scary. i actually think being stalked by hollow would be rather fun biggrin For for me, sad for you. no no no, fun for you, fun for me. getting stalked by a metalhead chick with a leather jacket and wallet chain? hawt mrgreen On second thought, yeah maybe me stalking you would be fun for both of us.
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Posted: Sun Jul 06, 2008 9:50 pm
My Hollow I suppose I did not explain this thread well enough. What I meant was, what's the fear that keeps you up at night? What makes you scared to be alone? I don't have any fears like that, if something is keeping me up it tends to be more random thoughts that aren't really of any importance, or about something that happened. I've never felt scared to be alone, and on average I tend to prefer it.
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Posted: Sun Jul 06, 2008 9:57 pm
Gravechylde My Hollow I suppose I did not explain this thread well enough. What I meant was, what's the fear that keeps you up at night? What makes you scared to be alone? I don't have any fears like that, if something is keeping me up it tends to be more random thoughts that aren't really of any importance, or about something that happened. I've never felt scared to be alone, and on average I tend to prefer it. "fear of the dark, wooo-ah, fear of the daaaa-aaaark! i have a constant fear that something's always near!" rofl xd rofl but yeah, i'm pretty much the same as grave.
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Posted: Sun Jul 06, 2008 10:01 pm
MegaTherion777 Gravechylde My Hollow I suppose I did not explain this thread well enough. What I meant was, what's the fear that keeps you up at night? What makes you scared to be alone? I don't have any fears like that, if something is keeping me up it tends to be more random thoughts that aren't really of any importance, or about something that happened. I've never felt scared to be alone, and on average I tend to prefer it. "fear of the dark, wooo-ah, fear of the daaaa-aaaark! i have a constant fear that something's always near!" rofl xd rofl but yeah, i'm pretty much the same as grave.
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Posted: Sun Jul 06, 2008 10:02 pm
Gravechylde MegaTherion777 Gravechylde My Hollow I suppose I did not explain this thread well enough. What I meant was, what's the fear that keeps you up at night? What makes you scared to be alone? I don't have any fears like that, if something is keeping me up it tends to be more random thoughts that aren't really of any importance, or about something that happened. I've never felt scared to be alone, and on average I tend to prefer it. "fear of the dark, wooo-ah, fear of the daaaa-aaaark! i have a constant fear that something's always near!" rofl xd rofl but yeah, i'm pretty much the same as grave. maiden is win
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Posted: Sun Jul 06, 2008 10:04 pm
MegaTherion777 Gravechylde MegaTherion777 Gravechylde My Hollow I suppose I did not explain this thread well enough. What I meant was, what's the fear that keeps you up at night? What makes you scared to be alone? I don't have any fears like that, if something is keeping me up it tends to be more random thoughts that aren't really of any importance, or about something that happened. I've never felt scared to be alone, and on average I tend to prefer it. "fear of the dark, wooo-ah, fear of the daaaa-aaaark! i have a constant fear that something's always near!" rofl xd rofl but yeah, i'm pretty much the same as grave. maiden is win indeed
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Posted: Mon Jul 07, 2008 12:29 am
Ferris wheels scare the sh*t out of me.
I can handle tall roller coasters, but just sitting up there, with nothing to hold you in, and those stupid seats that rock around every time you move. I've had friends bribe me into getting on those just so they can watch me sit like a freaked out statue because I'm so scared of rocking the seat.
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Posted: Mon Jul 07, 2008 12:32 am
domokun xp eek whee heart
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Posted: Mon Jul 07, 2008 1:56 pm
MegaTherion777 lotusvoid MegaTherion777 lotusvoid MegaTherion777 lotusvoid I am afraid of responsibility. I was emancipated at 14 and I still at 21 cannot think of any obligation without panicking. I have a strange deep seated sexual fear of clowns. I am terrified of my own lifespan. I am afraid I will die before I get to experiencing everything I can, without living with a capital L. which is unavoidable. I am also afraid that I will never be really great at anything, and therefor have no worth to even myself, that I am nothing more than a mediocre human being, and that thats all there is for me. Ever. you remind me of one of my friends. lol, interesting person, that one must be I suppose I sound a bit off balance, but I don't think i am interesting is one way of describing her... she's a very good, trusted friend but sometimes i dont understand her at all xd off-balance is not the word i would use to describe you. fear of obligation, clowns, mediocrity, and death are all extremely common. they are things you must come to terms with on your own time, in your own way. although as for mediocrity, you don't really have anything to fear from that. every person you talk to has their life affected in some way by that contact with you. you often affect people who are close to you in ways you can never realize. there is no such thing as a mediocre human being - you affect everyone around you whether you accept (or like) that fact or not. furthermore, the consequences of the actions you take spin out into the future endlessly, determining what future events will be. you matter more than you know, because by removing a single person (you, me, hollow, anyone) it will alter the outcome, much like removing a single variable from a calculus equation will alter the answer completely. I did not mean simply having these fears, as you are right, they are commonplace, but the extent to which they affect my thinking and life. It is hard to find fulfillment in the path you life takes. any serious fear is going to do that. my friend, at times, is basically too petrified to do anything other than sit on the couch worrying about "what ifs." we all have moments like this, we just need to find ways to work past them. I dont mull what ifs in stagnation. I more tend to make large impulsive reactionary moves.
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Posted: Mon Jul 07, 2008 1:59 pm
My Hollow I suppose I did not explain this thread well enough. What I meant was, what's the fear that keeps you up at night? What makes you scared to be alone? what about you? what makes you use a nightlight?
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Posted: Mon Jul 07, 2008 6:14 pm
lotusvoid My Hollow I suppose I did not explain this thread well enough. What I meant was, what's the fear that keeps you up at night? What makes you scared to be alone? what about you? what makes you use a nightlight? Teddy not taking a shower.
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