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Posted: Thu Jun 05, 2008 10:00 pm
Sewelo would never grow a full mane, Thilivhali realized. At least, he didn’t think he would. Leopards didn’t have manes… for some reason, he felt as though that should have been sad. But he didn’t. Manes weren’t as great as some thought they were. Manes were thick, heavy, and took a good deal of care. Sewelo was lucky, in some ways, although Thili doubted he would understand that for a long time. With his usual fond smile, he nodded at the juvenile’s words before following him, stepping ahead of him just slightly. “You should practice the silent-walk on the way back to your den,” he advised. “That way, it’ll become a second nature to you when you really need it. Of course, if you’re tired, you don’t have to.” He himself made sure to demonstrate the walk: step down with one side of the paw first, sweep away debris, then step down all the way.
This walk continued until they came within view of the den by the seaside. “Hello, Senatla? We’re back. And Sewelo did an amazing job today. I’m very proud of him,” he said happily, genuinely pleased with the juvenile’s performance.
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Posted: Thu Jun 05, 2008 10:30 pm
As far as he knew, there was no difference between him and any other lion, except for the lack of a tail tuft. It brought to mind what he would want to ask his mother once he got home though. Gearing up for running, he stopped and looked to Thili, his response completely muffled by the rat in his mouth. Looking forward over the furry victory, he reached a paw out and shoved aside the leaves before putting his paw down and repeated the process the whole way home, slow work but he was determined.
Pulling herself up, the lioness appeared from the darkness of her den, a smile and eager look on her face. Violate eyes were pulled first to her young cub, spotting the rat in his jaws. "I see the young hunter was victorious, very nice catch, Sewelo!" Praising her young son, mother's protective instint had her checking him for bites and such as he came to her for a nuzzle. "Why don't you show that to your siblings?" Her suggestion was taken by the cub and he went further into the den.
Looking back to Thili, she smiled once more and spoke, "It looks like the hunt went well, I am very glad to hear he did an amazing job. Thank you for taking him out like that. By the looks of his fur, either there was no blood, or you did a very good job giving him a bath, I hope that wasn't too much trouble either." The young mother was partly at fault, she turned bathing into a game and played as much as she bathed encouraging the squirming a bit.
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Posted: Thu Jun 05, 2008 11:06 pm
Thilivhali nudged Sewelo towards the den, since he wanted to talk to Senatla privately for a moment. “Well, I did promise to give him a bath… he got a little scratched, but he’ll recover just fine. He learned quite a few important lessons today. He did ask me something very… awkward though and I wasn’t sure how to answer…” he paused for a moment, wondering if there was a delicate way of putting it. So far, he hadn’t even mentioned the whole… hybrid thing to Senatla and wasn’t even sure if the lioness knew that he knew. It seemed weird to bring it up. Still, there was no way around it.
“I was teaching him how to silence his steps and he asked if he could use the trees. I… well, we both know that he will be able to climb trees later in life. His father gave him that. I told him that he was a very special kind of lion, but most of us can’t climb trees. I’m simply not sure how to handle the hybrid issue and I wanted to know how… how you want it to be handled in the future. He also asked why he’s special and if he got it from you. He’ll be asking about his father soon.” An awkward question for any hybrid, Thili was sure.
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Posted: Thu Jun 05, 2008 11:35 pm
Looking over her shoulder a moment as her excited son crept to the back of the den to retell his story; she soon turned her attention back to the male. Her smile, warm and happy, faded as she heard what her son had asked. Dropping her ears, she gave a sign and lowered her head a moment, looking at her paws.
This was bound to happen, but she wished with all her might that it wouldn't. If only she hadn't known so little or had been able to truly snag a mate. It might not have been as bad if Thili didn't intend to leave; at least her cubs would have a constant father figure. Pulling out the memories of her past, she delved into them and explained to the lion, "I was hoping he might never know, from the start I hoped ignorance would be the solution. His father, Kyp, was a rogue leopard I crossed paths with; back then I didn't know much about where cubs came from, so when we parted ways, I thought nothing of it until later when I discovered I was pregnant. I held hope I could find a permit father for the cubs, then maybe they wouldn't know the difference and ask about their birth father." There was no anger, just a heavy weight of what she saw as failure pulling down even her tone. She should have been able to do better, but the lioness was so young, and just didn't know what she should have known.
Since there was no avoiding the questions, she came up with the quickest answer she could, "I still don't want them to feel different from other lions, I guess I just want them to think they are regular lions with the added abilities of a leopard. I'll tell them about their father though, so you don't have to handle those questions." It wasn't far to make him deal with this part of her family, she was the one that caused the mess, and the problems that followed should be hers to deal with.
Manging a smile, she did look up to add, "I do want to thank you for all you have done for me and my family, my cubs get to see what a true lion can do, your a great influence and role-model for them. Especially Sewelo, he really looks up to you." Later, when the lion wasn't there, she'd also tell her cubs he was how a real father acts, so they know.
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Posted: Thu Jun 05, 2008 11:57 pm
As soon as he realized that Senatla was going to explain the entire story, Thilivhali opened his mouth to tell her that she didn’t have to go into detail if she didn’t want to. But, then he realized that she already knew that. If she was telling him this, then she wanted him to know, so he kept his mouth shut and merely listened to the lioness’s tale. Sometimes all someone else really needed was a sympathetic ear. It really was… well, it was a typical tale, he supposed. Not many lions really realized that hybrids were possible and figured that it’d be safe to dabble with a leopard or cheetah. He couldn’t really judge her; she had done an amazing job, raising six cubs all on her own. “They’ll have to learn eventually… Sewelo and the other boys will eventually wonder why their manes aren’t as thick as the other lions,” he said softly. “I don’t think they need to know right now though. They’re happy not knowing.” Besides, Thilivhali had been doing his best to treat them just the same that he would treat a lion cub.
Well, almost the same. He had said that Sewelo and his siblings were ‘special kinds of lions’, something that he wouldn’t tell a lion cub… but, that was ok, he felt.
Ha. He always thought the hard part would be to tell Sewelo that he was leaving. It never crossed Thilivhali’s mind that the true test would come when he looked into Senatla’s eyes, at the genuine affection in them. Feeling clumsy and foolish, he tried to look away, but couldn’t. Everything felt… lighter. Slightly fluffy, like nothing bad could ever happen again. “It’s… it’s been no trouble…” he stammered out, but he felt that this was insufficient. “I enjoyed it. In… ah… in fact… when I come back, I was wondering…” now he looked away, drawing a paw in the dirt aimlessly, almost shyly. “Maybe when I get back, it could be a little more permanent?”
No, it was too much to ask. It really was. He couldn’t just ask Senatla this and then leave her and expect everything to be fine when he got back. That was pure foolishness. Shaking his head slightly, he sighed. “Never mind. It’s… it’s foolish. I’m just feeling tired…”
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Posted: Fri Jun 06, 2008 12:19 am
For her, it was more then not knowing about hybrids, she didn't know that the act she had been introduced to could create cubs to being with. She wasn't forced, just learned hands on about a lot of things then and after. Even as he pointed out future problems, his soft tone was a soothing or more so then the ocean's. He was right of course, "I'll wait until they are adolescents and can better make their own decisions." Then, hopefully, they would have the maturity to take what happened and transpired as what it was and be just as happy being who they were.
Not just his companionship, and taking on the role of fatherhood as well as providing for her and her family, but it was also his advice that meant a lot to her. Strange how one charming and kind rogue could walk so easily into her life like he did, like he had always been there and belonged. By now, she felt he did, but was adult enough to understand he would leave so she held herself back.
Not breaking contact with his deep gray eyes, she listened to his stammering, pulling more effort to make sure she didn't miss anything. Her smile never fell, and for a few moments, her eyes lit with hope and her heart fluttered. He really wanted to be a more permanent part of her family! It was the best she could never dare to hope for.
His then asking her to forget it dimmed it down a little, but the lioness had the hope now and dared to push a little, "You might be tired when you come back as well, there will be a place here for you to rest." It was possible she might find another father figure for her cubs, but someone that had both mother and cub's heart would be rare to find, so she wasn't banking on it. Instead, without right out saying it in the exact words, she used a slightly less forward but same message approach.
Shifting her paws, like she wanted to move but held her self still, she reminded herself once more that he would one day leave, but return again. It also might be too much to push for a closer connection, a nuzzle maybe, so instead she kept herself there, looking at the moonlight bathed lion and thanking the ocean for bringing him to their shores.
As cubs are apt to do, Sewelo was bounding out right after, interrupting anything else that might be cub conscious. "They didn't believe me, about the rat that I got myself, or that we were special, especially my little sister, she says lions can all climb trees." Since the truth had been be accepted by the young cub, having it denied was irritating.
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Posted: Fri Jun 06, 2008 12:43 am
She wasn’t laughing. Thilivhali honestly expected to hear her laughing at him, after those clumsy words of… of almost-but-not-quite-affection. The fact that she didn’t think it was foolish was heartening, to say the least. He perked up slightly, especially hearing that there’d always be a place for him here. That meant she would think about it, right? Right? That was far better than an outright no. A crazy impulse seized Thilivhali; more than anything else, he wanted to lean forward and give her a quick nuzzle. Nothing unseemly, because you never could tell when cubs might pop up, but… something to tell her how he felt. But, before he could make his move, a cub did indeed pop up.
Thilivhali wanted to cry, because the timing was so… so perfectly horrible and yet cubs were so damned cute, especially these ones. Grinning widely, he moved a little closer to Sewelo, listening to his worries. “Well, I’ll tell you what, Sewelo. Tomorrow morning, we can go see just how well I can climb. That’ll prove it, right?” Hmm… young lions could probably climb. Not that Thili was old or anything; he was simply too heavy to climb very far. “And as for the rat, well, you might not be able to convince your siblings, but you’ll know the truth. That should always be enough for you. You are special, Sewelo, all of you. The downside of being special is that I expect you to act that way too. Don’t get drawn into petty fights. You and your siblings are better than that. Go on, go to bed,” he said affectionately, giving Sewelo a little nudge back into the den.
No, he was NOT just trying to make Sewelo go away so he could get his nuzzles in! Of course not! It honestly was better for the juvenile to get as much sleep as possible! He’d had a big night and tomorrow was a day for science and climbing!
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Posted: Fri Jun 06, 2008 1:06 am
Sewelo, had no idea his timing was what it was, the argument just got fruitless so he went back to his support base. It was nice coming out and seeing both lions happy, everyone should be after all, even the argumentative ones in the back. Delightfully unaware, he had finished his problems so he listened carefully to the solutions. A day of climbing had his front paws dancing with anticipation, it would be so much fun to try and go climbing with Thili! Only being told he was expected to act special as well did he calm down. So, no more little arguments with his siblings? That didn't sound fun, but it was expected of him.
Yawning at the suggestion of bed, he started to pull up the protest that he wasn't tired.
Her cubs always amazed her, such as Sewelo's timing, a beautiful moment diverted off course. Then again, another moment was around the corner, watching how well Thilivhali handled the problem, she just smiled and let him take care of it. The first time she moved was when she saw the protest coming, mothering experience catching the warning signs. Leaning down, she nuzzled her cub, brushing against the lion on her way, purely by accident of course. "Now, go on and rest, tell everyone that I'll be in shortly." Licking the little cub, she pulled herself back up right and watched him finally give in, being told by two different lions that he respected, and scampered back into the den, a minor argument starting back up as he told them no more petty fights, sleep claimed the brood before they could agree on what petty was.
Hearing it all from her spot, she just shook her head and chuckled a little, motherhood was no shortages of chances to laugh. "You really make an amazing father, and are an amazing lion." Complimenting him on how he handled the mini-crisis with her son was unpracticed mastery. She could see he had a good sense on what to do and what to say. Having been a encouraged and emboldened by the knowledge that he wished to be a permanent father and part of her family, she took the chance to compliment him, though a moment later her eyes were draw from his by her tail, for a moment she thought it was something else, really.
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Posted: Fri Jun 06, 2008 12:15 pm
He had put this off for far too long. If he stayed any longer, then he would never leave… that in and of itself was far from an unpleasant thought. After all, staying with a lovely lioness and her cubs, helping and watching them all grow up… that was a very agreeable mental vision, actually. But, the idea that he wouldn’t accomplish what he had set out to do… he couldn’t do that. Thilivhali always kept his word as best he could, especially when he made promises to himself. He smiled fondly as Senatla gently ushered Sewelo back into the den, completely ignoring the juvenile’s weak defenses that he ‘wasn’t sleepy’ yet. Did that ever work?
“And you are a remarkable lioness. It’s incredible that you’ve managed to look after all your cubs on your own. You’ve done a wonderful job,” Thilivhali said, still smiling happily. Sure, he had to leave---and soon---but he really did believe that this needed to be said. And there was something else that needed to be done too, now that Sewelo was safely sequestered back in the den. Hesitating only a moment, Thilivhali leaned forward to give Senatla an affectionate nuzzle, purring softly. “I promise you, I will come back to you and the cubs.”
Ha. No matter how old they got while he was gone, Thili would always think of the six little bundles of fur and energy as ‘cubs’. “But I still have to leave. And soon. I… don’t think I’ll be here tomorrow morning… if I don’t leave soon, I’ll never leave at all. Actually, that doesn’t sound too bad… staying here forever would be wonderful, but I can’t break a promise.” It occurred to Thili then that he had never really explained what he was looking for, but… it seemed all very silly to him. He could handle explaining it to some stranger, but explaining it to Senatla… it would make him sound mad and then she’d never let him near the cubs ever again.
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Posted: Fri Jun 06, 2008 12:43 pm
Her son's protest might have worked, if she hadn't wanted this time to be alone with Thili. It was not so much the chance for affection, for that was not exactly something a cub shouldn't see, but the sense she had that more serious and distressing topic might come up. A Rogueland raised lioness as she was, the idea of lions staying was more unfamiliar then leaving. Everyone she had ever known besides her sister had left, so she was prepared for it and accept it as a fact of life. While attached to the lion, the reality of it was something she could accept with a strong front. Her cubs on the other hand, they were the ones that would more likely need time to understand, especially Sewelo.
His words meant a lot, and she smiled warmly, if a blush could be seen under her red fur, it would show, though her shining eyes didn't hide anything. Purring strongly in return, she delighted in the nuzzle. It was a nice feeling, to have affection shown and she'd never tire of it.
Like the crashing waves, he spoke the reality that only made her smile fall a little and her expression warm even more. She believed his promise, and agreed with the timing, "I understand, they might not, but don't worry, I'll take care of things here while you find what your looking for." Looking back to her den once more, she added, "If you leave before the tree climbing experiment, I'll go with them instead. It was wonderful having you here, and I'll eagerly await your return, no matter how long your gone." Completely meaning it, she backed up her statement by edging a little closer and giving another nuzzle.
With understanding, she was encouraging the journey because she wanted him to be happy as well.
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Posted: Fri Jun 06, 2008 1:10 pm
Ah, Thili had forgotten about the tree-climbing experiment! So much for ‘one who does not forget’… It was a good thing that Senatla was there to remind him. He did not want to break two promises to Sewelo. Cubs could be annoyingly observant about such things. With a quiet chuckle, he changed his sentence. “I’ll leave tomorrow afternoon then. I’m not going to break a promise to Sewelo and his siblings. Once I’m done falling out of trees, then I’ll have to leave.” Actually, he was sort of glad that Senatla didn’t ask too many questions about what he was looking for. She really was very perceptive and probably understood that this was… well, it was a personal thing.
“It was wonderful being here. I really… umm… enjoyed my time here.” The words sounded hollow. No, not hollow; they were the very opposite of hollow. They were too tiny to contain the full bursting flavor of meaning. What Thilivhali wanted to say was that being here was perfect, but in that special sort of imperfect perfect, where the little imperfections simply didn’t matter because everything else was so perfect. And the nuzzles were… if Thilivhali had died right then and there, he would have died the happiest lion in the entire world. Somewhere, there were mysterious fireworks going off, and no one knew why.
“So… I’ll come by tomorrow morning for the experiment and to say ‘goodbye’ to Sewelo and the others properly. Good night, Senatla, and sleep well.”
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Posted: Fri Jun 06, 2008 1:31 pm
Happy to hear he would stay around to climb the trees with her cubs so they could see that indeed, lions made poor tree climbers. She would have had an easier time being a lioness and lighter, but poor males just have a lot of muscle. With a deep chuckle, she advised, "Try climbing the trees near the sand," While it would be nice for him to stay, she wouldn't want it because he fell and broke something. Besides, raining lions was not nearly as amusing when they were hurt after landing.
Restless as she had been, the young lioness was content but not exactly happy being stuck in one place, an appearance by the wonderful lion she had been lucky to meet really made the transition easier. After encouraging thinking of staying and being ecstatic over it, it wasn't mentioned aloud. As with the strange fireworks somewhere, a whole population of moths with the ability to warm up had been relocated, certainly she felt light enough to float by their power.
The lioness wanted to try the same protest that her son had attempted, that she wasn't tired, just to spend more time out there with him. Freezing time was not among her powers, so she settled with one more nuzzle, taking longer and imprinting his scent, now marked with the smell of the sea since he had been there, and the feel of his tick mane against her cheek. "We'll be up and waiting, good night, Thili. Rest well." Pulling herself away, she stood up and prepared to go back into her den.
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