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I actually was in a similar situation a few years ago, when I went to my old school.

I literally had only one friend I could trust, and then everyone else hated me. I was the only artsy kid in a school full of religious mathematical jocks. People would make up rumors about me just to get me in trouble, and teachers gave me bad marks just because they could. The principal recommended that I get 'special help' on many occasions. :

You could imagine that I was not a happy kid. I was suicidal, but I told no one (although there were plenty of rumors of me wanting to kill myself). I cried just about everyday, and no one understood why I was so depressed. e_e;

I also felt like I was smarter than everyone, and more advanced. So I stopped trying. I refused to do work. People assumed I was just stupid.


Now, in highschool, I AM happier. I have friends who I love dearly, and now I can show everyone that I'm a smart person who has unique views and doesn't need a therapist. n_n

THE MORAL OF THE STORY: Screw everyone who sucks. Because they suck.


I hope that helped. D:

No need to go out of your way and do that, Vampy. Soon I'll be off to eating dinner, showering, and homework.
I mailed your friend. He's not illiterate is he?
Just making sure. >.>

Good to hear.
Is he on now?

Passed....out?

*huggles Volly* I'll ship you some German Black Forest cake, diced with whiskey and cherries? heart

*squishes until Volly turns blue, physically not mentally*

Oh, I wish there was something I could do for you! I hate anything with the name 'freshmen' in it, just because my freshmen year was completely screwed up. I was bullied by my fellow females. Basically, a group of my 'friends' decided they'd break me and my boyfriend up, and have a competition to see if they could steal him. So, he asked both of them out, one the next day, and one the next week. Then it turned ugly. They decided they'd ruin my reputation, and spread all these rumors around the school about what a slut I was and everything (somehow people believed the rumors that were about me, one of the most innocent girls in school, trying to break up all these different couples). Oh, and the one girl started giving me notes about how she didn't mean anything, and she was really trying to be my friend, when I'd hear about her daily 'Katie is such a b***h' fests she'd hold during track practice everyday. (I'm not in track, but it definitely got back to me).

I would go home most every day of that year, and just cry my eyes out, it felt like I had no friends, and the ones who were nice to me I just didn't 'click' with. You know, I just didn't fit in! It was horrid! There were two of my friends I still had, but I just couldn't trust them, they wouldn't believe anything I said because they were better friends with those other girls.

Well, I survived. I'm best friends with my ex now (of course, after tattling to his new girlfriend about something stupid he did today, I don't know how much longer that's going to last =P Hehe, boys are stupid). I made friends with a lot of people in different grades than the one I'm in. And I found four of my classmates that I really fit in together with. We all are into academics and music, so we're in a lot of the same courses together, and go to area allstate and bicounty band/chorus events together and everything.

Also, I know I have friends elsewhere. I mean, I know I still feel new here to this guild, but I feel this is someplace I can turn to. I also went to music camp over the summer, and I have some great friends I made that we've been able to relate to each other in many different ways.

So I don't know how anything I said helped, but I hope it did. I really hope everything turns out for the best! Many hugs! ^_^ And also, eat lots of chocolate, it tends to improve the mood. heart

His clones might like it here. >.>

OH MY FRICKIN GOSH.*hyperventalates*
I JUST GOT GIFTED AN ELOQUENT HAT.
*clutches*

I know how you feel Volly. I'm the same way. Any time I'm depressed or pissed off for that matter (I'm still trying to figure out why) I end up crying my eyes out because I'm thinking way too much on the subject which sometimes freaks my friends out because I'm usually a cheerful person. In the 9th grade I was a wreck and I seriously wanted to die. (There are times now when I've thought about suicide). Those were bad memories and I was messed in the head. A couple months later and a relationship that turned to s**t (It lasted like 7 months though) I realized that I could be happy and life didn't suck as much since I kept making friends.

That and I have a feeling that all if not most of my friends are superficial. I feel that they have alternative motives behind being my friends. Of course I live in a very superficial place. (The people in Plano especially on the west side think they're the best of the best. The people in West Plano all think that they live in Beverly Hills and that the Shops at Willowbend is Rodeo Drive... stare ).