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 Posted: Sat Dec 08, 2007 10:38 am
Musketeer stayed where he was shaking slightly, how badly he wanted to go and press close against her make her feel the warmth they could share. He slipped a paw forward and crouched low desperate.
"Please...don't you understand how much I...I..." he swallowed his words how she would scorn his love for her. He gulped the mornings icy air into his lungs, it wasn't supposed to be this way.
"You could be loved and happy and safe and warm...please Necrala I would deny you nothing..."
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Posted: Sat Dec 08, 2007 10:48 am
--- Raising herself up instinctively as he drew himself down, the female glare down at the pathetic excuse of a wolf before her. Did he simply expect her to forgive him after what he'd done to her? Simply become his little lap pet, and somehow just become, normal, just like that? She couldn't, there was no possible way. She had her place and she kept it, this male was out stepping his boundaries.
--- Sneering at his whining promises, the femme growled. "Yes, you would and you have. Peace and quiet is all I desire, and time after time you've denied me that, wolf!" She snapped, in the back of her mind wondering why she hadn't killed him yet. She didn't wish to hear this whines! These promises that deep down pulled at the root of everything she wanted. She knew very well she could have none of it! Tempting her like a cat perched just an inch to far from a dog's jaws, taunting her loss.
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Posted: Sat Dec 08, 2007 10:54 am
As usual it slowly came to him that he wouldn't win with her no matter how many seconds of contentment he snatched she always denied them. He slowly rose and looked around he didn't want to leave her alone, he couldn't leave her letting her think he had hurt her intentionally.
He pushed forward ready to defend himself moving so that she had no escape cornering her. "Necrala...it was done with love and you needed it just as much or you would not have allowed it to happen!" He growled out softly, she had to understand he would never force her.
"You won't let yourself feel as good as you did last night...you deny it because you know it's what you want! I just wish I understood what made you so afraid to want love and happiness and life."
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Posted: Sat Dec 08, 2007 11:03 am
--- Moving back quickly as he pushed himself closer, growing ever more anxious at the close proximity, and soon she ran out of space to back up into. Her rump felt the scratchy bark of a tree trunk and she had to stop, lips raising to reveal pearly jawls.
--- "I never DID allow it to happen! You took that upon yourself!" She retorted stubbornly, every word he had said obviously lost on her. Every moment passed she grew antsier at his close proximity.
--- Finally she couldn't stand it another moment, and with a snap aimed at his maw the wolf thrust herself forwards, glaring at him. She wasn't afraid, she was afraid of NOTHING and no-one. "My reasons are no concern of yours!" Necrala growled feral-y, obviously showing that the subject had rubbed her the wrong way.
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Posted: Sat Dec 08, 2007 11:08 am
Musketeer yanked away at the last second and wrinkled his nose with a frown at the thin line of blood on his muzzle, an invisible scar someday. He took a deep breath and looked at her intently.
"You WANTED it! You can deny it now but you know it couldn't have happened if you hadn't consented...you would rather have died than let anyone do anything to you that you didn't want." He huffed.
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Posted: Sat Dec 08, 2007 11:21 am
--- "Then I must be dead already..." The femme rasped in all seriousness, watching with slight pleasure as the small trickle of scarlet sullied his perfect silver pelt.
--- Launching herself at him hap-hazardly once more she hoped to silence his words, his growls, his very breath, because in reality, he was making sense.
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Posted: Sat Dec 08, 2007 11:42 am
Musketeer dashed back easily and leapt at her, he knew her fury made her formidable but his only intent was to pin her down an make her see reason. He was almost certain with her condition weakened by sickness and his form kept muscled and well fed with hunts and patrols he could keep her pinned. Still he was careful, how could he explain scratches and bites to his pack-mates who knew nothing of his hidden emotion for the lone female?
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Posted: Sat Dec 08, 2007 11:51 am
--- Missing her prey, jaws clamped down on mere air, and unsteadily turning around she prepared for another try. But she had mistaken his low position for weakness, and with her small frame and deplorable health she was soon pinned on her stomach by the silver male.
--- Snapping at the dirt Necrala attempted to writhe and turn herself back over, and then she'd show him. No-one treated her like this! "I'll kill you!" The femme snarled, jaws clapping and teeth clicking as she tried to catch part of him.
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Posted: Sat Dec 08, 2007 12:07 pm
Musketeer kept his weight on her to keep her pinned and gently mouthed her ears. "Stop that...I have no doubt you'll be the death of me...but not today." He sighed.
He nuzzled the back of her neck tenderly and licked at her ears. "I just wish you would understand...how much I love you..." He whispered sadly.
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Posted: Sat Dec 08, 2007 12:29 pm
--- Growling the femme shook her head, not the least bit liking the feeling of his maw rubbing on her. Whatever he wanted, she'd be sure to be the exact opposite. Fur bristled as he nuzzled her and her efforts increased, head bucking like a fish flung onto the sand, needing to get back to the water.
--- Ears, sewn back against her cadaver colored fur, flicked with disdain at their now wettened position. What sick fascination did this wolf, this dog have with her ears?! With her? "Is this 'love' of yours so strong that you need to resort to pinning me down and stalking me?" She barked coldly, with no regard to anything he'd said.
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Posted: Sat Dec 08, 2007 12:37 pm
"Now you know thats not true, If I didn't have you pinned right now you might try and hurt me, and then you would feel guilty I'm sure...I've never done anything to deserve your loathing Necrala..." His voice was calm now he had come to accept that she would be unreasonable which made him all the more reasonable.
"I didn't stalk you I watched you to protect you, I promised you I would...what if something happened to you? Last time you were too stubborn to ask for help.." He gently nuzzled her. "If something happened to you..." He frowned and nuzzled her muzzle.
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Posted: Sat Dec 08, 2007 12:51 pm
--- "You would've deserved it.." The femme rumbled, though undoubtedly the calm voice was affecting her like it would a spooked horse. Every so often she would jerk drastically, snarling and pulling out strings of curses to growl at him, but they had no affect. She was beat.
--- "I can take care of myself just fine...I don't need your help." Necrala added brutishly, shifting her bony shoulder in an attempt to hit him. "If something happened to me," she interrupted, "it would be none of your concern. I'm no property of yours."
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Posted: Sat Dec 08, 2007 1:04 pm
He chuckled softly at her words and nuzzled her. "Maybe I would have...perhaps it would have knocked some sense into me."
He sighed at her words and shook his head gently nudging and nuzzling her. "You were so sick, you would have curled up and fallen asleep and been frozen cold in the morning, and then you wouldn't have the energy to get yourself any food...and you could have died alone in there...and I wouldn't have let that happen. Is that why your so angry? Because I care for you?" He frowned as her bony shoulder dug into his chest, but it wasn't pain that caused the frown he didn't like how bony she felt, she needed some food.
"Your not mine but I still care for you..." He sighed.
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Posted: Sat Dec 08, 2007 1:13 pm
--- "It damn sure would've.." She growled, attempting another deep snap at him. This was getting quite frustrating, having a much larger male weighing you down.
--- Like a child that didn't wish to be coddled, she bucked and snapped, though was still kept in place by his paws. Damn it, damn it all... She thought sourly, glaring upwards at the silver male. Why did he care if she died? He shouldn't. If she wanted to drop dead she darn well wasn't gonna let anyone deny her that.
--- But his concern still confused her, greatly in fact. She in truth was not a daft wolf, yet the answer to this question evaded her still. She barely knew her, scarce for a few (unwelcome) meetings, and she obviously was not responsive to his acts of so-called 'love'. So why'd he care?
--- "Why?"
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Posted: Sat Dec 08, 2007 1:22 pm
He laughed at her response and let her buck and snap he felt quite comfortable with her tucked beneath his frame. He tilted his head at her question and sighed lightly, how could he answer her? He did not truly know himself why, what drove him to love her? Why did he want to keep her safe and healthy when all she seemed to want was for him to rot in a pit.
"Love isn't reasonable I suppose. It just...happens..." He frowned. "I suppose you don't feel it for me, but I feel it for you Necrala...I wish I could make you see...I thought you did last night...maybe you did...and now your too afraid to face it."
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