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 Posted: Mon Dec 24, 2007 6:39 pm
Act of Depression by UNDEROATH:
I tried to cry out from the inside, but I guess my soul did not pour itself out enough
Blood on the walls, flaming black, blood on the walls,
I saw you staring through the cracks
No one was to know what was happening in me I felt no love
I felt no reason to carry on with my life
Everything was wrong, nothing was right, at least that is what I thought
Kids finding laughter at my expense
They were killing me on the inside they couldn't give up their pride
My heart was bleeding from so much grieving
On the outside I looked fine, you couldn't tell but on the inside was eternal hell
I got caught up in the moment of depression,
And before I knew it my body was lying on the ground
With a gun in my hand my hourglass was out of sand
Thanks to all the people who drove me to death
Without you I could have never ended my breath
Through your anger and hate, I was able to choose my fate
There was a way out, but I chose the easy route
Blast of a gun, breath runs out, final thoughts put to extinction
No more love, no more pain, for you have chosen suicide as the way out...help them
Ice cold fingers, body lays on the floor,
Pool of blood you see, you scream out in terror
Her body is now a part of mutilation, her soul the victim of strangulation
I will not accept this evil anymore
I never thought of who I hurt, or I never tried to look for the good
I'm sorry for whoever I hurt, it's not easy to look back on my life,
And know I did not know Christ
For now I live in a real hell
I wish I had another chance...then I would live my life with love.
The Best of Me by UNDEROATH
In my mind you never left
Falling wasn't true
I had faith you flew past the sky, straight through the night, and the sun reflected in your eyes
Carrying the very same thing in your heart that saved me
But maybe you've stopped listening
FALLING ON MY SELFISH WAYS
It takes faith to see, so close your eyes and search deeper than just memories
I never stopped believing in you,
In you and me
Your leaving never changed things
I've been here for too long to just walk away...
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Posted: Tue Jan 01, 2008 8:24 pm
((Currently this is my favorite song and lyrics))
Song: Axes & Honor
Artist: Twisted Tower Dire
Album: Crest of The Martyrs
We are the mighty,
Yes we are the brave
With a selfless conviction never to stray
From the frost of October,
Through a midsummer's day
We bear "The Crest of the Martyrs"
Our passion won't fade
Come join our crusade
With axes and honor,
Our way of life's saved
Come do not be afraid
With axes and honor,
Our victories gained
We'll strike from the mountains,
Trough the valley's below
Across land and water our legions will go
We're taking their women,
None to dig a grave
We'll reprogram their children,
To fight in our name
Come join our crusade
With axes and honor,
Our way of life's saved
Come do not be afraid
With axes and honor,
Our victories gained
We held onto a dream of a better life one day to be
Standards held high,
Hearts filled with pride
For what we've done to be free
Return to a time when fortunes fell to the edge of a sword
Honor was none to those hearts who were pure
We've brethren in England, Germany and Spain
Forged in the truest fires
Many fall to their blades
We know many Greek warriors
Much too many to name
And the fight is undying in the home of the brave
Come join our crusade
With axes and honor,
Our way of life's saved
Come do not be afraid
With axes and honor,
Our victories gained
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Posted: Sun Jan 06, 2008 10:56 am
Whispers invoke the artists of this tragically seemless ill fated tapestry. Blistered fingers are tending their loom. She collects the strands to braid in to lives. Loggin the weft of an ageless woven infinity. Countless raw fibers are clawing the frame. A woman's work is never done. But the final stitch has got to come and so three witches contend to slice the very last thread.
That you curse, curse constantly. Tie the knot.
Nothing's immortal, and comfort is not guaranteed. A yearling that bears our sincere passions, is chosen, frozen and quivering, like the thread in the wake of a blade.
And so we compromise, so we sacrifice.
Compromise nothing, but that which secures a comfortable life. Risk as an indication of a healing sacrifice. Destroy the altar whose boundaries tides will never exceed. Ignite the pyres, underneath a sedated mythology.
Five decades his lifetime, and his life's work faded scratches in stone. She tends to numerals, counting fingers, counting her toes. Keeping track of the time racing years wasting. Dance to the sound of his weight bearing back breaking. Infinite ages the length of this quilts making. And we dance, and we dance in the stronghold... that you curse, curse constantly.
Do you feel this thin strand resting in a pinch? Held strong by the needle's sheen. Thats the thread that you curse. That you curse constantly.
An eternal patch on a quilt that hangs from a wall in a throw frought with our decay. An eternal patch frought with our decay, remembered forever til it goes away. From 6 states away, 5 years of guilt postmarked 4 days before my escape. My dad's favorite novel on top of the pile in this self conscious shake the memory of his smile. Igniting these volumes, igniting these volumes I'm warmed by the flames.
Alter the deafening earthen tones, in the nervous light, I dance in the nervous light and I'm warmed by the flames. Dance to the sound of his weight bearing back ******** breaking. Slowly breaking.
Dictate the deafening earthen tones
Alter the pitch of his weight bearing back breaking
We can dictate the pitch of our weight bearing back breaking
Alter the tone of your weight bearing back breaking
We can mend all the seams that were torn during our backs slowly breaking.
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Posted: Sun Jan 06, 2008 11:08 am
Storm and sea
Punish us piece by piece
But world economy must grow
If we drown, we drown in luxury
Why should we save lives we'll never meet?
Why should we not destroy?
...ourselves
We're dancing to the end on volcanoes
Screaming pantomimes in our ears
At night, we set our beds ablaze
Orphaning the future - orphaning ourselves
The change we cause
Will slowly destroy your tiny world
And you have nothing to stay
You're helpless
Consumed
Why should we save lives we'll never meet?
Why should we not destroy ourselves?
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Posted: Sun Jan 06, 2008 11:19 am
The Great Dinosaurs With Fifties Section
Beast in the garden I’ll think of you –
covered in ribbons I’ll think of you but I’ll take
a part of it oh just a little bit everyone wants
their control. Fisherman passing the buck to the farm
hand jumping concerns over backbones and benchmarks and
telephones and speedbumps are on their way out.
Please don’t make me buy new shoes this year please
don’t make me buy new sneakers this year.
You were right, the voice of the cars on the road
next to mine to remind me of things that I burned in my
skin how a boy makes decisions and bases them all on lies
Baby got a balloon gonna take it to the top of the stairs
said baby’s got a balloon gonna take it to the top of
the stairs who comes to parties said all dressed up like
that you a hero with real gold inside your hands
Show her what she wants
Show her what she wants
Show her what she wants
She wants it all
She wants it all
Cops are the killers and hospitals never close eyes are
like pissing in puddles the smallest of backs I won’t
turn my head your boat has left and now your mates are
dead you get in the car drive as far as the city goes.
40 hawks to guide my way per mile
And if she’s drunk on Alcohol and smiles
Age is on you and it’s no one but you.
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Posted: Sun Jan 06, 2008 11:21 am
Deep down in my cellar hole I craft bulbs that grow, grow, GROW!
No one sees and no one knows. In this I act alone!
Wilting down those wooden stairs I poke and prod at botany!
Exhalations in the yellow light, my fingers creak and I sing out!
Deep down in my cellar hole I go…
No one sees a thing so no one knows…
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Posted: Fri Jan 11, 2008 2:50 pm
Aenema by TOOL
Some say the end is near.
Some say we'll see armageddon soon.
I certainly hope we will.
I sure could use a vacation from this
Bullshit three ring circus sideshow of
Freaks
Here in this hopeless ******** hole we call LA
The only way to fix it is to flush it all away.
Any ******** time. Any ******** day.
Learn to swim, I'll see you down in Arizona bay.
Fret for your figure and
Fret for your latte and
Fret for your lawsuit and
Fret for your hairpiece and
Fret for your prozac and
Fret for your pilot and
Fret for your contract and
Fret for your car.
It's a
Bullshit three ring circus sideshow of
Freaks
Here in this hopeless ******** hole we call LA
The only way to fix it is to flush it all away.
Any ******** time. Any ******** day.
Learn to swim, I'll see you down in Arizona bay.
Some say a comet will fall from the sky.
Followed by meteor showers and tidal waves.
Followed by faultlines that cannot sit still.
Followed by millions of dumbfounded dipshits.
Some say the end is near.
Some say we'll see armageddon soon.
I certainly hope we will cuz
I sure could use a vacation from this
Stupid s**t, Silly s**t, stupid s**t...
One great big festering neon distraction,
I've a suggestion to keep you all occupied.
Learn to swim.
Mom's gonna fix it all soon.
Mom's comin' round to put it back the way it ought to be.
Learn to ******** L Ron Hubbard ******** all his ******** all these gun-toting
Hip gangster wannabes.
Learn to ******** retro ******** your ******** all you junkies ******** your short memory.
Learn to ******** smiley glad-hands
With hidden ******** these dysfunctional,
Insecure actresses.
Learn to swim.
Cuz I'm praying for rain
And I'm praying for tidal waves
I wanna see the ground give way.
I wanna watch it all go down.
Mom please flush it all away.
I wanna see it go right in and down.
I wanna watch it go right in.
Watch you flush it all away.
Time to bring it down again.
Don't just call me pessimist.
Try and read between the lines.
I can't imagine why you wouldn't
Welcome any change, my friend.
I wanna see it all come down.
put it down.
suck it down.
flush it down.
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Posted: Fri Jan 11, 2008 10:39 pm
Artist: The Human Abstract
Song: Crossing the Rubicon
Of all the times Ive been disrespected, youd think itd be no surprise
Learning lessons, all the precious treasures take all that youve got
Ill take your ready hand with a ready blade
Dead set to make you lie in the bed youve made
Paid in full, Ill take it from your pride
I dont know what you thought, but youve gone past the line
And youve got me wrong
The time has come, your song has long been sung
Brought down, you wont have long to go
Im not cutting a loss again
An hourglass of sand, and Ill be on time, inform the rest
Run as fast as you can, hells coming for you
Try to strike and then slip away
But I wont let you leave without feeling an equal pain
Youll see, because Ill make you see
Left in my council youll know what it means to respect me
Once Ive caught you alone, Ill teach you all you need to know
Pray, once Ive caught you alone,
That I teach you all you need to know.
Each of us has boundaries, everyone has got a breaking point
I wish I held desire solely to right this wrong
Take careful tones urging the dawn to come
Make every word worth what it takes in turn
But I cant go on with my faith interrupted
How can I look the other way?
Youve shown me there is no other way out
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Posted: Sun Feb 17, 2008 4:23 pm
Cold - CrossfadeSo Far Away - StaindMY HERO - Foo Fighters
Too alarming now to talk about
Take your pictures down and shake it out
Truth or consequence, say it aloud
Use that evidence, race it around
There goes my hero
Watch him as he goes
There goes my hero
He's ordinary
Don't the best of them bleed it out
While the rest of them peter out
Truth or consequence, say it aloud
Use that evidence, race it around
There goes my hero
Watch him as he goes
There goes my hero
He's ordinary
Kudos my hero leaving all the best
You know my hero, the one that's on
There goes my hero
Watch him as he goes
There goes my hero
He's ordinary
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Posted: Sun Feb 17, 2008 10:10 pm
Gregory and the hawk - boats and birds
If you be my star
I'll be your sky
you can hide underneath me and come out at night
when I turn jet black and you show off your light
I live to let you shine
I live to let you shine
but you can skyrocket away from me
and never come back if you find another galaxy
far from here with more room to fly
just leave me your stardust to remember you by
if you be my boat
I'll be your sea
a depth of pure blue just to probe curiosity
ebbing and flowing and pushed by a breeze
I live to make you free
I live to make you free
but you can set sail to the west if you want to
and past the horizon till I can't even see you
far from here where the beaches are wide
just leave me your wake to remember you by
if you be my star
I'll be your sky
you can hide underneath me and come out at night
when I turn jet black and you show off your light
I live to let you shine
I live to let you shine
but you can skyrocket away from me
and never come back if you find another galaxy
far from here with more room to fly
just leave me your stardust to remember you by
stardust to remember you by
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Posted: Sun Feb 17, 2008 11:54 pm
Silverstein- My Heroine
The drugs begin to peak
A smile of joy arrives in me
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breath starts to shorten
And heartbeats pound softer
You won't try to save me
You just want to hurt me
And leave me desperate
You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine
You won't leave me alone
Chisel my heart out of stone
I give in everytime
You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine
I bet you laugh
At the thought of me thinking for myself (myself)
I bet you believe (bet you believe)
That I'm better off with you than someone else
Your face arrives again
All hope I had becomes surreal
But under your cover's
More torture than pleasure
And just past your lips
There's more anger than laughter
Not now or forever will I ever change you
I know that to go on I'll break you, my habit
You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine
I will save myself
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Posted: Mon Feb 18, 2008 12:21 pm
Stabbing Art To Death- Showbread
Shall we use needles or knives to realign your spine?
the tissue degenerates so rapidly
perhaps it proves it is the time to cover your face
and smile at me to see if I am out of sight,
denying ventricle flow revel in your plight tonight,
you're such a wonderful person to know
and my name will rest in utter disdain
my resentment receives its wings for flight
you deceitfully stroll on just the same into your holy light
With music destroyed, we'll only create noise
sweet dissonance is all that you'll have left
we'll dance across its grave
the art of singing empty praise with knives of hope and peace stab art to death
I've watched it on its drugs
and I've seen the doctors shrug cerebellums withered up,
the heart is black
No scalpel, pill or stitch, no religious sales pitch
will ever bring the art that's dying back
and so we are the heirs, of this glowing lack of care our hearts in one discord
we all cry out for blood and spit we clap, the amps are feeding back
my heart is filled with the one to whom I shout
And glowing you speak in the friendliest tongue in sentiments of gold
and oh the sweetest songs are sung and the sweetest lies are told
so spread this virus and seek yourself you pursue it quite relentlessly when Sunday comes
you'll raise hands to sing what a glorious sight to see
Yet I see true art, I see her, and I see you
and Father you inspire me to sing to you
you inspire me to sing to you
Burn all the flags and the money, sacrifice and laugh
The light in your eyes reflects and I see myself
and all I want to be for you I'll give everything,
just to linger on your lips and feel your fingertips, you are an angel
Art is not the world, art is in our heart
And so I am the prince of sounds that make ears ring
my princess kiss me with your sweet lips and lo,
my heart will sing if art is in yourself,
or in a class at school if art is ego and selfishness,
and at the mercy of primitive tools we sing sweet good-byes in screams and screeches
and bury these knives in your heart
no paintings or poems to let you live on
we've seen the last of art as servants and lovers
we wash your feet and cry out into the dark the noise, the beauty,
the love you bring me stabs these knives right into art art is not the world,
art is in our hearts
Stab art to death...
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Posted: Mon Feb 18, 2008 6:21 pm
My favorite lyrics at the moment are 24 Hours lyrics by Joy Division
"So this is permanence
Love's shattered pride
What once was innocence
Turn on its side
A cloud hangs over me
Marks every move
Deep in the memory
What once was love
Oh how I realized
I wanted time
Put into perspective
Tried so hard to find
Just for one moment
Thought I'd found my way
Destiny unfolded
Watched it slip away
Excessive flash points
Beyond all reach
Solitary demands for
All I'd like to keep
Let's take a ride out
See what we can find
Valueless collections of
Hopes and past desires
I've never realized
The lengths I had to go
All the darkest corners of
A sense I didn't know
Just for one moment
Thought I heard somebody call
Looked beyond the day at hand
There's nothing there at all
Now that I've realized
How its all gone wrong
Got to find some therapy
This treatment takes too long
Deep in the heart of
Where sympathy held sway
Got to find my destiny
Before it gets too late"
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Posted: Sun Feb 24, 2008 5:48 pm
((New favorite song))
Song: 11 Dreams
Artist: Mercenary
Album: 11 Dreams
Talk to me
Tell me your vision
The answer
Lies deep in you
Obey
These voices keeping you sane
Trust me, I promise
I won't lie again
Never ever again
NO!
We are you dreaming
NO!
The dreams you're feeling
So far away
We have to remember this day
It's there in your eyes
Like diamonds ablaze
Sleepless we walk
Through the valley of dreams
We live life long enough
Like lifeless machines
Listen!
Now
We're learning children, "be brave"
Their future may never be safe
You and me and I
Through this web of lies
NO!
We are you dreaming
NO!
The dreams you're feeling
So far away
We have to remember this day
It's there in your eyes
Like diamonds ablaze
Sleepless we walk
Through the valley of dreams
We live life long enough
Like silent machines
You and me and I
Through this paradise
You and me and I
Through this paradise
NO!
We are you dreaming
NO!
The dreams you're fearing
Sleepless and cold
The moonlight guides me
Shadows unfold
The path of arrival
So far away
Remember September the day
With tears in your eyes
They will never be the same
A kingdom without a king
A prophecy of the free
Save us all from within
Start believing the dream
Sleepless I walk
The moonlight burns you
Voiceless I talk
The silence awakes you
Lifeless I stare
My eyes make you listen
Dreamless I dare
Make this your vision
So far away!
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