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 Posted: Sun Aug 14, 2005 2:13 pm
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Posted: Sun Aug 14, 2005 2:15 pm
Momma gave Samsara a lecture on why he couldn''t hurt people whenever he wanted to yesterday. I went in this morning and he was covered in scratches from head to toe, his face and arms and legs still bleeding his torso''s blood flow slowed by the shift that somehow has torn throughout the night. What the hell happened to this kid? Did he do this to himself? Momma was already at work and was apparently unreachable for the day which left me alone to tend him and wrap his wounds, he struggled and when the first of the peroxide hit his flesh he hissed like it was acid. I hated having to do this to the poor kid but it had to be done. When I finished he looked like a little mummy a fresh linen shift adorning his body as well, his hair brushed but when I went to braid it back he whimpered so pitifully I relented and just left it alone.
So here I sit watching him sleep in the center of a freshly changed bed, my legs tucked beneath me and my body cradled by the chair in the corner of the room. I turn my attention to the book, still a mystery; I have so little time between helping Momma watch this little one and trying to have my own life. I begin to write.
This book given as a gift and it seems that it contains more then paper, my mind continually turning back to the books that I was given as a child containing mystical knowledge, spells and witchcraft. Magic.... Is that the realm from which you come? Sekmet? was it?
Yes child my name is Sekmet.
The words appear both in my head and on the page and I nearly drop the book in surprise.
I continue to converse with the voice in my bookhead, and wonder if this is what Samsara had meant to happen when he had given me the book, had he intentionally given me something that would make me hear a voice? What was this?
I am a Goddess, and you would do well to respect me.
I am silent?
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Posted: Sun Aug 14, 2005 2:17 pm
They seem so funny, the humans I live with, scambling around trying to make sense of their meaningless lives and feelings. She has brought yet another home, female this time. I think she is trying to fill some place thats empty, with children, with people she can see as pets and things she has to take care of, and then when she breaksdown and cries who will be there to tell her that what she did was stupid that no human or animal can take the place of the self respect you denied yourself for so many years...
I need to stretch my wings, to fly. I feel so cramped and small.
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Posted: Mon Aug 15, 2005 4:59 pm
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Posted: Sun Aug 21, 2005 12:30 am
I’ve been partying a lot more lately, finding myself restless and not able to sleep at night. I take school through correspondence anyway so I have no real reason not to wear myself out at night, make it so when the sun finally breaks the horizon I am exhausted. Seven o’clock and I stumble into bed, sleep ‘til five at night and start my little cycle over again. Fun really, you should try it.
Had an argument with Dare too about my partying, he found me one morning sitting in the park again waiting for sunrise. He seemed to find my outfit pleasing until he saw hickeys on my neck, smudged lipstick across my face. And then came the lecture on trust and all of that. Just before I was forced to drag out of him that he is going deaf, can barely hear a ******** word I say, was in fact planning on hiding this from me and dares to lecture me about trust and honesty.
I swear Sekmet is rubbing off on me, I keep having this moments of utter bitterness and vengefulness. Moments where I just want to smack someone. oh well another time perhaps… Time for another party right now..
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Posted: Sun Aug 21, 2005 12:35 am
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Posted: Mon Oct 10, 2005 2:56 pm
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Posted: Sun Jan 29, 2006 6:04 pm
First off I'd like to start with.
CHRISTMAS NEVER HAPPENED.
Oh, and we moved.
Yeah, Mom moved us in with her Fiancee, So now me and Dare live in the same house. Well its less that she moved us in with Umbra then Her and Umbra bought a house together and dragged us all along for the ride, and I think they are trying to adopt a few more kids too which kinda scares me considering how many of us there already are.
So far there is:
ME!
Samsara
My little Fairy girl (who never seems to age)
The Three Tahanne
Decsuna (The dog who was a slipper)
D'ram (who is currently a necklace)
Dare
Tybalt
Kilvian (a wisp thing)
Soren (another wisp)
and Brekke (who gets along with my pretty lil ice girl)
Oh and some bird thing that mom bought that likes to attack doors when people have sex.
Thats a lot of people and we have a huge house to go along with it, which was cool cause I got to decorate my room yet again. We also have a huge kitchen and living room, which is good because someone is usually fighting and won't sit next to someone else.
Currently I am fighting with Dare, okay less fighting more not communicating, I'm going out more and partying, I just like the experience, I mean its not like I don't have a job, I get up every morning go into work come home at night eat dinner, go out have fun party get trashed, rinse, repeat, ad nauseum.
I haven't mentioned my job in here yet have I? Well obviously not because well I haven't... wow I feel stupid.
Anyways I work Tech support at a local ISP, I sit in my little cubical and refrain from telling people that they are morons, it pays really well too.
But the really crappy thing is that I want to get laid like you would not believe and I haven't gotten a chance to talk to Dare at all between the job and the partying and it kinda sucks cause I'm not really into the whole cheating thing. Meh, maybe I'll get a chance to talk to him on the weekend he said he wanted to talk to me about something.
Anyway its late and I just got in I should shower and sleep before work.
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Posted: Fri Feb 17, 2006 6:28 am
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Posted: Sat May 06, 2006 9:56 am
words of Warning It has been well over a month since your last post.
This is not acceptable.
You have 2 days to make a post up to my standards, or Trinket Raine will be taken away from you.
This Warning and its Requirements are Not Negotionable
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Posted: Sun May 07, 2006 12:40 pm
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Posted: Sun Jun 04, 2006 7:04 pm
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Posted: Thu Jun 08, 2006 8:08 pm
I asked him to marry me, I can't believe I ... oh my god.
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Posted: Sun Jun 18, 2006 7:57 pm
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Posted: Sat Jul 08, 2006 9:48 am
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