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 Posted: Sun Nov 04, 2007 12:19 pm
(Lol wat een compliment: 'he looks gay')
Nicolas heard Dean say his name and he tucked it safely away into his mind and he smiled at the boy. "It fits you" he smiled and sat down on the edge off the bed, Dean was laying in. "Do your wounds still hurt? Anything I can do to help?" Nicolas asked and could kick himself mentaly for appearing so needy to help out. Yeah sure, scare him off. You don't know if he is gay yet He thought to himself and a blush flattered Nicolas' cheeks.
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Posted: Sun Nov 04, 2007 12:24 pm
( ja vin ik wel... gay's zijn altijd hot... tenminste de gene die ik ken haha)
hell yeah you can do something... ''eum yeah they still hurt'' Dean sayd. ''are yo usure you bandeged them right ?'' he asked, hoping Nicolas would check the wounds, giving him a sign, he's gay or not.
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shadowly darkness Captain
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Posted: Sun Nov 04, 2007 12:38 pm
(Lol, das waar.)
Nicolas' face got struck with worry and concern. "I think so" Nicolas said and leant a bit over Dean, blushing slightly for the position that had begun to form and let his hand slowly run over Dean's skin, from bandage to bandage. Nicolas felt a shiver go down his spine with pleasure when feeling Dean's skin under his hand, but he tried to not show any sign off affection while he checked Dean's wounds. Nicolas still wasn't sure if Dean was gay, even though he could have taken the hint when Dean asked him if he had bandaged them up right.
(Oh ja, de verleden tijd van 'say' is 'said')
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Posted: Sun Nov 04, 2007 1:52 pm
this is it, its now or never Dean said to himself while feeling how slowly Nicolas was checking his bandage. He turned his face towords his, seeing a slight blush on Nicolas cheeks. Dean put his hand on Nicolas leg ''stop'' he said, touching his bandage hurts. ''there oke... but i'm not.'' he also said. ''i...i.'' Dean mouth was like frozen suddenly. its not or never Dean tryf to sit up a bit. He looked into Nicolas eyes, layd his hand on his cheek and slowly brouth his face closer. now work with me he asked Nicolas in silence, hoping that his attempt to kiss him wouldnt be blown off and he understood the signals right.
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shadowly darkness Captain
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Posted: Thu Nov 08, 2007 11:01 am
Nicolas gasped for a moment when Dean pulled his face closer to his. Dean had clearly sent out the signal he was gay, but even while Nicolas was gay too, Nicolas was in a way to shy to just kiss the boy. Still, he got drifted into the moment and when their lips barely touched, Nicolas realised what he was doing and suddenly pulled away. Blushing madly, he got up and stood a bit nervously. "I think I hear someone calling" he lied and quickly left the room again. Oh god! We almost kissed! Nicolas thought to himself and kept blushing as his heart raced in his chest.
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Posted: Thu Nov 08, 2007 11:11 am
''but i thought you annded me to... i'm sorry please dont go !'' Dean jelled to Nicolas. i really thought he was gay !!! Dean felt so stupid he could hit himself, only if his body didnt hurt him that much !
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shadowly darkness Captain
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Posted: Thu Nov 08, 2007 11:15 am
Nicolas froze and just stood awkwardly in the room with his back to Dean. He looked down and could kick himself for not pushing through and chickening out on Dean. Nicolas just had gotten a liking into guys over girls and if he had pressed through Dean would have been his first kiss and Nicolas wasn't ready for that yet.
"I never said the oposite....that I didn't want you" Nicolas said softly looking down at the floor.
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Posted: Thu Nov 08, 2007 11:21 am
''so you are gay ?'' Dean asked confused. whats wrong then ?! Dean tryd to sit up straight a bit more but it hurt him to much. He felt an ugly poke in his side and grapped towords it, making his bandage ge loose and his arm bleed again. ''O s**t... AU...!'' Dean tryd to stop the bleeding by pushing his arm to his body but that made his ribbs hurt. ''damn'' Dean shouted. He couldent stand to be depending on others, or to have pain besides in his heart cause he could just get over it.
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shadowly darkness Captain
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Posted: Thu Nov 08, 2007 11:36 am
Nicolas heard Dean's calling out off pain and he quickly turned around and went back to Dean, having a blush flatter his cheeks still. He quickly bandaged Dean up properly again. "Just calm down" Nico said calmly and as he touched a bare spot off skin off Dean where there was no bruise or cut, his touch felt warm, caringly and calming. He smiled shyly at Dean and slowly pulled his hands away.
Nicolas was one off those guys who would never explicitely say they were gay and just keep this information to themselves except show signs to the guys they liked. It also meant that Nicolas was a charmer and a hopeless romantic when push comes to shove
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Posted: Fri Nov 09, 2007 2:57 pm
''how can i ?!'' Dean jelled from pain, and anger. Pain cause of his body, every fibre just hurts at this moment. Anger cause of his misunderstanding of Nicolas signals.
''thanx... again'' Dean sayd when Nicolas was finisht bangaging him again. ''and sorry for what happend earlier... see i'm gay... and well i thought you were too.'' Dean looked at Nicolas. i would still sware he's gay! but hey maybe he just needs a bit more time...
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shadowly darkness Captain
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Posted: Sat Nov 10, 2007 2:34 am
Nicolas looked at him, blushing madly. "I never said I wasn't gay" he said shyly. "I'm just...not that forward" he added nervously as he looked down at the ground beside the bed.
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Posted: Sat Nov 10, 2007 4:11 am
''you like me ?'' Dean asked Nicolas. see my ick never fails in telling me who's gay Dean smiled at Nicolas, wondering what to do if he would say no... or yes.
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shadowly darkness Captain
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Posted: Wed Nov 14, 2007 3:26 am
There was a silence for a few moments as Nicolas didn't knew exactly what to answer. Did he like Dean? Yes, but could he tell him it straight out? No...
Nicolas blushed madly as he stared at the floor beside the bed and nodded softly, hoping that Dean wouldn't laugh at him or hurt his feelings. It was obvious that Nicolas was shy, even though his physical form wouldn't suggest that.
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Posted: Wed Nov 14, 2007 2:09 pm
''well i like you to'' Dean said, feeling Nicolas shyness he said ''so we will do it slowly, one step at the time,...i bet you never had a boyfriend before did you ?'' Dean was the kinda guy who wasnt ashame to be gay, he didnt mind telling guys he liked them and he didnt mine the world to know that eiher. And for some reason he liked Nicolas very much. Though they only know eachother it feels like they have been togheter for years.
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shadowly darkness Captain
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Posted: Sat Nov 17, 2007 2:31 am
Nicolas' blush crimsoned at Dean's determination and kept staring at the ground, but finally dared to look up at Dean, but only a little glancing though. "You are right" he said softly. "I never had a boyfriend before" he whispered. He surely must sound like a loser right now and he was waiting for Dean to laugh at him, but Dean's laughing never came appearantly. This made Nicolas relax more and he looked more at Dean.
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