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belle smiled and looked at annie"go on to bed ill see you in the morning annie ran off and belle laid got dressed into a silk robe and laid down next to him"goodnight" and she fell asleep

((now i know how d-d felt 'nite))

all night Jeohin was tossing and turning in his sleep. it was freezing in the room. they had 4 quilts on them but he kicked them off in the middle of the night but he was sweating. it was at most 40 in the room and he was sweating. he was having nightmares. he jerked up with a yell and in a cold sweat. he lost his balance and rolled off the bed and onto the ground hitting his head on the corner of the nightstand that was next to the bed. it cut through the skin and bone was showing as blood dripped down his face. he ignored it coz the pain on his head was nothing compared to the pain in his heart. he landed on his knees crying. he was violently hitting the ground and swearing as blood sweat and tears dripped onto the ground. "its all my fault...she'd still be here if it wasnt for me. what the hell was i doing. GOD IM AN IDIOT!...why...why does she have to be gone." he shouted as he kept swearing and hitting the floor. he stopped hitting the floor and turned his anger and his fists towards himself and starting hitting himself. first he started hitting his chest craking 2 or 3 ribs then started punching his face. first hit landed in his right eye causing some blood to sqirt forward then he hit his cheek breaking his jaw then his entire body couldnt move. he stiffened his arms catching himself. he sat there on his knees and balled fists crying. he wrapped his wings around himself for about 3 hours crying. after then he gathered enough strength to stop crying and stand up. he slowly trudged to the bathroom and dressed his wounds. wrapped an ace bandage around his chest and ribs. put some ointment ant a black patch over his eye then noticing he broke both his hands. he wrapped them tightly in medical tape and put tight black gloves over them that said "ozzy" across the nuckles. he got dressed into his normal skin tight black armor black jeans and long black trench coat that went to his ankles with some black boots. he had a little bit of a limp but he ignored the pain and just kept moving. the only things that were really working were his legs and his wings. but each step he took put pressure on his ribs and it was like a knife stabbing him in the side each step. he opened the door to be greeted mby a blinding burst of sunlight from the morning sun that was just peeking over the still black horizon. he walked to the edge of the cliff and dove straight off towards the ground. and just before he hit the ground he spread his wings and launched off into the air and flew to a special garden...his and Nikki's private place that only they knew about. he landed smoothly and walked over to the waterfall and sat next to it and closed his eye and listend to the water falling. he was so peaceful as he thought of all the good times he'd had with Nikki. a tear gently and silently rolled down his cheek as he tilted his head back and towards the sun the tear dripped from his chin to the warm sun heated ground. he just sat there listening and thinking

[[OMG YOU GUYS!! I'm SOOOO sorry >< Please feel free to beat me with clubs. >< Arg Jeohin finally convinced me to post. So here I go diving head first.]]


Lilly sat silently under a tree. She had lost the baby due to a miscarriage and sat there silently wiping her tears away. She wrote in a journal hoping to ease the pain.

Lilly jumped, unaware that anyone else was out. When she saw Jeohin she gasped. "What's wrong with me? What happened to you?? You need to be in a hospital!" She tried to get up but the pain was too intense and she sat back down.

Lilly brought a hand up to his face and ran her thumb under his good eye. "What happened to you." She whispered.

Lilly looked at her hand and blushed. "Oh, uh, I'm sorry." She removed her hand and set it back down by her side.