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 Posted: Wed May 12, 2010 4:27 pm
Yeah, not many of them matter. The only ones that do, I either talk to in here (Linda) or on Facebook.
It still bugs me, though.
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Posted: Wed May 12, 2010 5:12 pm
Ms Lois Lane Yeah, not many of them matter. The only ones that do, I either talk to in here (Linda) or on Facebook. It still bugs me, though.
Some people can be vicious. Try to make the ones that are close to you or are friend thoughts matter to you.
smile
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Posted: Wed May 12, 2010 5:18 pm
I just hate feeling like I failed at something.
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Posted: Wed May 12, 2010 5:28 pm
If Gaia doesn't know how to treat their moderators - who VOLUNTEER to put up with shitstorm after shitstorm - then that's their issue, not yours.
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Posted: Wed May 12, 2010 5:39 pm
and from all this drama, I've had mods on facebook tell me that they had similar issues with the office (a few of these are EX mods for just this reason). I mean.. what the hell is going on over there anyways? Ugh.. I just don't want people thinking all these bad things about me. I know I shouldn't care though.
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Posted: Wed May 12, 2010 7:33 pm
Gaia never changes, remember?
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Linda Lee Danvers Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed May 12, 2010 7:36 pm
and in this case, it gets even crazier. This is sort of "out there", even for them. IMO
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Posted: Wed May 12, 2010 7:37 pm
I dunno all the details, internet is spotty here at the B&B we're staying at and I can't log on my mod account, but to be perfectly honest I was surprised you ever went back at all.
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Linda Lee Danvers Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed May 12, 2010 7:48 pm
yeah.. that sure did bite me in the a** in unexpected ways. My personal opinion is that they didn't want me back. I'd gotten some "behind the scenes" info about discussions that were had about me well before I left. (now, I'm taking this info with a grain of salt considering the source). I've been told that they wanted me to leave but I hadn't done anything to get into enough trouble to demod yet. So.. fast forward 6 months or so and they suggest I leave, all the while implying I can return. 5 months pass and I guess they were happy to be rid of me. I came back and they weren't expecting or wanting that but maybe they didn't have a reason to decline me. (I've had other mods tell me that it's hard to return. They make you wait, etc etc. I have one who talks to me and she's been trying to get back for over a month). They let me in, but maybe they decided to watch me like a hawk? Any imagined slight would result in a demod. However, I was not aware of this since I wasn't told.
Spoon:
I don't think they wanted me back, so any small thing would give them license to get rid of me.
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Posted: Fri May 14, 2010 9:22 am
Now I'm getting the "are you a mod anymore" "did you get fired?", "what did you do?" PM's.
*sigh*
sometimes, I think I should just stop using the internet altogether, but that's where I get knitting patterns and where I do my occasional work hour. (hopefully, I'll get more of those soon. They have been hard to come by). I feel like I mess up so much. I'd like to tell myself "it's them and not me" but just look at how many of you guys that have/had issues with me in one form or another, so it's not just Gaia staff. Am I really all that terrible? gonk
Almost went to the hospital yesterday. I had chest pressure like crazy. I didn't end up going because I know they'll end up telling me to see a GI doctor. Already have an appointment for one but it's at the end of June. I guess I have to suffer with this until then. I swear, there is no end to problems surrounding me. I feel sorry for Brian. I don't think he knew what he was getting himself into when he hooked up with me.
Today, I'm going to TRY to pull myself out of this funk. Tomorrow, we're supposed to go to the Ren Fair, but I don't know if I can do it or not with all the chest issues I've been having. It also might rain, so... We have to take my little sister, because heaven forbid mom go too. Tried to convince her, but she'd rather not. If my other sister has asked her, she'd probably have gone. One good thing though is that the Ren Fair hired professional jousters that have worked with LucasArts, Six Flags and some other big companies. I hope I get to actually go. Week's not been so great. Something's got to go my way soon
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Posted: Fri May 14, 2010 12:57 pm
Finally things are starting to look up here. I got the new job working for the TSA as a Transportation Security Officer. That's right boys and girls, if you come through Dulles Airport you may find that I'm the one checking your stuff biggrin
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Posted: Fri May 14, 2010 1:32 pm
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Posted: Fri May 14, 2010 2:53 pm
Great Googly Moogly...Kapowians in charge of security!
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Posted: Fri May 14, 2010 4:50 pm
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Posted: Fri May 14, 2010 10:43 pm
I spoke too soon when I said I could come back.
Life has gone haywire and everything's a mess on my end. I just don't think I have the time to RP.
It's too bad, I've been waiting for a chance for things to settle down so I could be active here - it always seemed like fun.
I really am sorry.
Pepper out.
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