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 Posted: Sun Jan 24, 2010 10:43 am
I might end up blowing up in certain people's faces not caring what could happen, I think a lot of people in this specific place are unbelievably selfish and tend to act like a child, which makes me feel like I am in school, I left school to get away from that s**t. These people prance around, with their high egos, ignorance in which makes them believe they know what they are talking about when in reality, they do not. Nor understand for that matter. The fact when someone tries to tell you otherwise on subjects you've studied your ******** heart out for ******** years is a huge disappointment. Not in myself, but in the human race. Which makes me think, why the hell am I so ******** motivated to help people? Why the hell do I do these things to help around the world to make it a better place when more than half of the people treat me like garbage? Why the hell do I care so damn much about other people suffering, why the hell should I care. I can't help but to care no matter how much pain and suffering and ignorance I see every ******** day in the human race. And it makes me sick I do everything in my power to help people. But when I turn around and ask for simple help, even help to help those in need, ignorant ******** refuse to do it because their heads are too far up their asses and they live off education that isn't even real. I see it all the time here. And it makes me want to end the world myself and start it over with the right moral thoughts. I am so sick of seeing grimy people everywhere, I am so sick of seeing people begging for help, I am sick of seeing people get help when they don't deserve it.
What the hell do others have to complain about if they have a home. If they have food. While 7,000 children die everyday. While animals are being abused and slaughter just for the greedy human's mouth. Why is when I speak out other people shut me down with stupid information? Doesn't anyone actually read? Or do they just repeat what has been said, in which is usually just complete lies. Why do people live off lies and why do people only repeat lies.
I don't want to help a society that doesn't deserve it, I don't want to make a world better if there are people like this in here. There is just too many people in this world that think wrongly and falsely. When I try to tell them correct information they pull some other ******** lie out of their a**.
People don't care. And I can clearly see that everyday.
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Posted: Sun Jan 24, 2010 11:54 am
Peoplers has now booked her holiday to edinburgh and is now incredibly poor... however, should i drag my bf to the zoo or the castle, he wants to go to the zoo but i wanna go to the castle again, and i think it's way more romantic! if i go to the zoo i'll just ramble about the monkeys the whole time....
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Giggledrops the Destroyer
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Posted: Sun Jan 24, 2010 11:56 am
I will kill Tom Cruise one day.
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Posted: Sun Jan 24, 2010 12:09 pm
My dad didn't answer a text, which is a serious offense with my mom. So my mom started bitching at him. If I get involved she takes it out on my dad so I normally try to keep quiet.
So I turned up the volume on the TV to like 60 and they were still going. After like ten minutes I screamed "SHUT THE HELL UP ALREADY OR I'M GONNA BE THE ONE WHO NEEDS THERAPY!" Then they get ******** going. I yelled at them to shut up again and my dad told me to "Just stop it." "Why the hell should I stop if you two never do!?"
Then my mom acted like the whole thing was my dad's fault. Oh no he didn't answer a ******** text. You saw him cleaning! You're in the same ******** room sitting two feet away from me and I could see him!
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Posted: Sun Jan 24, 2010 12:39 pm
I'm starting to get into one of my isolationist moods again. Sometimes, if I'm too friendly for too long, I just get fed up with everyone and don't want to talk to anyone for a few days - including Gaia friends, other internet friends, parents, RL friends... really everyone but my boyfriend; he's just about the only one I can stand when I want to withdraw from society for a bit. It annoys me that this tends to piss my so-called "friends" off. I understand that they want to talk to me, but they've known me long enough that they shouldn't be offended when I decide I need some space. It's not like I do this terribly often, and it's just selfish of them to continue to want to constantly bother me with their problems when I am feeling fed up with it and need a little time to myself.
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Posted: Sun Jan 24, 2010 12:41 pm
Dystopian Lover I'm starting to get into one of my isolationist moods again. Sometimes, if I'm too friendly for too long, I just get fed up with everyone and don't want to talk to anyone for a few days - including Gaia friends, other internet friends, parents, RL friends... really everyone but my boyfriend; he's just about the only one I can stand when I want to withdraw from society for a bit. It annoys me that this tends to piss my so-called "friends" off. I understand that they want to talk to me, but they've known me long enough that they shouldn't be offended when I decide I need some space. It's not like I do this terribly often, and it's just selfish of them to continue to want to constantly bother me with their problems when I am feeling fed up with it and need a little time to myself. my friends used to do that too it annoyed the hell out of me... and then i got new friends, i haven't really been in one of those moods since i met them so i'm not really sure how they will react!
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Posted: Sun Jan 24, 2010 12:44 pm
peoplers Dystopian Lover I'm starting to get into one of my isolationist moods again. Sometimes, if I'm too friendly for too long, I just get fed up with everyone and don't want to talk to anyone for a few days - including Gaia friends, other internet friends, parents, RL friends... really everyone but my boyfriend; he's just about the only one I can stand when I want to withdraw from society for a bit. It annoys me that this tends to piss my so-called "friends" off. I understand that they want to talk to me, but they've known me long enough that they shouldn't be offended when I decide I need some space. It's not like I do this terribly often, and it's just selfish of them to continue to want to constantly bother me with their problems when I am feeling fed up with it and need a little time to myself. my friends used to do that too it annoyed the hell out of me... and then i got new friends, i haven't really been in one of those moods since i met them so i'm not really sure how they will react! If they're really your friends they should be totally fine with it... 'should' being the key word. xP
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Posted: Sun Jan 24, 2010 12:45 pm
Dystopian Lover peoplers Dystopian Lover I'm starting to get into one of my isolationist moods again. Sometimes, if I'm too friendly for too long, I just get fed up with everyone and don't want to talk to anyone for a few days - including Gaia friends, other internet friends, parents, RL friends... really everyone but my boyfriend; he's just about the only one I can stand when I want to withdraw from society for a bit. It annoys me that this tends to piss my so-called "friends" off. I understand that they want to talk to me, but they've known me long enough that they shouldn't be offended when I decide I need some space. It's not like I do this terribly often, and it's just selfish of them to continue to want to constantly bother me with their problems when I am feeling fed up with it and need a little time to myself. my friends used to do that too it annoyed the hell out of me... and then i got new friends, i haven't really been in one of those moods since i met them so i'm not really sure how they will react! If they're really your friends they should be totally fine with it... 'should' being the key word. xP hopefully! but i've only known them for like 6 months, so who knows! i just hopeeverything is ok for you and they stop bothering you soon!
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Posted: Sun Jan 24, 2010 12:47 pm
peoplers Dystopian Lover peoplers Dystopian Lover I'm starting to get into one of my isolationist moods again. Sometimes, if I'm too friendly for too long, I just get fed up with everyone and don't want to talk to anyone for a few days - including Gaia friends, other internet friends, parents, RL friends... really everyone but my boyfriend; he's just about the only one I can stand when I want to withdraw from society for a bit. It annoys me that this tends to piss my so-called "friends" off. I understand that they want to talk to me, but they've known me long enough that they shouldn't be offended when I decide I need some space. It's not like I do this terribly often, and it's just selfish of them to continue to want to constantly bother me with their problems when I am feeling fed up with it and need a little time to myself. my friends used to do that too it annoyed the hell out of me... and then i got new friends, i haven't really been in one of those moods since i met them so i'm not really sure how they will react! If they're really your friends they should be totally fine with it... 'should' being the key word. xP hopefully! but i've only known them for like 6 months, so who knows! i just hopeeverything is ok for you and they stop bothering you soon! Thank you! ^.^
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Posted: Sun Jan 24, 2010 4:18 pm
URG!!!!!!
I haven't seen Dr. Wiss in a year, I'm supposed to see her every three months. Seeing her is a big deal. She's the one who told me I have Scleroderma. She's the one who found the right medicine, the right dose, and can tell me what to do to get full mobility of my hand back. Now that my Scleroderma is spreading she may need to do a biopsy and may need to add additional medication.
My mom just told my dad to cancel the appointment. Why? So she didn't miss her doctor appointment. Are you kidding me?! You cancel appointments because you're scared to death! I should be able to see my doctor because I'm actually willing to accept what she has to say to me.
If she honestly gets my dad to cancel that appointment, she is getting HELL. I don't care if she takes it out on my dad, if she puts her health before mine I swear I'm calling DSS.
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Posted: Sun Jan 24, 2010 4:21 pm
Hatake Mika @Jer0; thanks heh. Yeah, I started thinking and so I opened a new window to add mine and as I went along I typed mine. I had to delete a bunch of them though so that I didn't seem like an attention whore >>;;
Doesn't seem that way to me at all. And yeah, I do that all the time, 'swhy I could spot it. XD Dystopian Lover peoplers Dystopian Lover I'm starting to get into one of my isolationist moods again. Sometimes, if I'm too friendly for too long, I just get fed up with everyone and don't want to talk to anyone for a few days - including Gaia friends, other internet friends, parents, RL friends... really everyone but my boyfriend; he's just about the only one I can stand when I want to withdraw from society for a bit. It annoys me that this tends to piss my so-called "friends" off. I understand that they want to talk to me, but they've known me long enough that they shouldn't be offended when I decide I need some space. It's not like I do this terribly often, and it's just selfish of them to continue to want to constantly bother me with their problems when I am feeling fed up with it and need a little time to myself. my friends used to do that too it annoyed the hell out of me... and then i got new friends, i haven't really been in one of those moods since i met them so i'm not really sure how they will react! If they're really your friends they should be totally fine with it... 'should' being the key word. xP I agree with this. Shiori--that's ******** up. D:
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Posted: Sun Jan 24, 2010 8:42 pm
I had a more interesting chat with a complete stranger that I knew for 15 minutes then anything I've had in awhile. >.<
Might have been because I was bored.
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Posted: Mon Jan 25, 2010 2:44 am
Peoplers has quite a lot to say today
Peoplers apologises to all the zCBers for listing to her complain about her bf, she simply never has the need to speak about him at any other time other than when he's annoying me because i feel bad going on about how awesome my relationship can be when there are people here who either don't have one and want one or are having issues, however today, for once i'm gonna ignore this and tell the full story from start to finish.
Peoplers had a crush on Keith (current bf) for about 3 years before working up the guts to tell him she liked him. Previous to telling him this she set him up with a good friend because they both said they liked each other and that turned out hellish.
So Peoplers tells Keith that she fancies him and he's all i don't like you like that, but continues to be super nice to Peoplers (he walked me to class after rejecting me). Suffice to say it spreads round the school like wild fire and they all assume we're going out and Peoplers gets SUPER depressed because she wants the rumours to be true (for once!) but they're a big pack of lies, that and he continues to be SUPER nice while she is trying to get over him, this does not help. So things get kinda bad and bad stuff happens which i am not discussing.
So about a week and a half later (we used to speak a LOT on MSN) he says he wants to go on a walk at lunch (since we did that a lot at school) and i thought he had something to tell me but no, he says he just wanted a walk. A few days later he tells me he DOES like me, and he'd tried to tell me on the walk (he tells me all this over msn) but he was too embarrassed, little to say Peoplers is over the moon about it and for once speechless.
So they start seeing each other and about a week later start going out the day before Valentine's.
And everything is good, first kiss happens accidentally when Peoplers tries to give Keith a kiss on the cheek before his english prelim and he moves his head ¬.¬
So that was the beginning, and ever since he's been lovelyost of the time)! He used to offer to buy me things all the time but i told him no (since we'd just started going out i didn't want it to look like i was some sort of skank just using him for moneys). We are rather awfully i very loved up couple and can just sit for hours cuddling and be perfectly happy, my only issue with this is he tends to fall asleep after a while and starts snoring... and it drives me batty! we used to spend HEAPS of time together (since we were at school together) but now it's not so much, and i think that's a good thing cause i was getting really clingy and desperate and really couldn't cope with not seeing him for any length of time (hence all the bitching), it also means i can spend some quality time with my new friends from university!
He also insists on celebrating every anniversary we have (we get one every 6 months now...) even if he can't remember exactly when it is! We're going away to Edinburgh for the weekend for our 2 year anniversary and Valentine's day!
So yeh, my bf isn't really as bad as i made him out to be and i just thought i'd set the record straight! sorry it took so long! sweatdrop
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Posted: Mon Jan 25, 2010 4:25 am
peoplers So yeh, my bf isn't really as bad as i made him out to be sweatdrop You have to have somewhere to complain, and this is it. I TOTALLY understand... every time I talk about my BF to most of my friends, and usually on here, it's to b***h, which is partially because I also feel bad about bragging on my relationship.
...And because my best friend goes into b***h mode when I discuss the awesomeness of my relationship and says all kinds of blatantly jealous things like 'my BF wouldn't be that nice if his life depended on it,' 'I wish I had your BF,' etc. and it pisses me off a bit. We've known each other for fourteen years, can't she just be happy that I'm happy? Sheesh. xD
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Posted: Mon Jan 25, 2010 6:05 am
Twitches flaring up majorly. Why now, on top of everything else? gonk I give up. I'm just going to go cry. While moving my fingers around in bizarre ways. aswa Zxbn
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