Should I just let you go?
It would hurt so hard
But in the end, it may be the right choice.
I love you more than anything.
I would die to be able to just be with you.
You mean more to me than I can really express.
But…
Since we came together, you’ve become more confident.
At least one guy has asked you out.
I’m over a thousand miles away, and we don’t have jobs.
You’re going to need your money for college.
It’s so hard for us…
We both want to be able to touch, and to hold.
We need to be able to have something to feel.
Maybe…
If I just let you go, you could meet someone at the college.
He’d have similar interests; you could see him every day.
He could hold your hand.
He could hold you close.
He could take you to any dance.
He could take you on dates.
He could give you your first kiss.
He could be your everything, and more.
He could be there.
I love you.
I do.
But... would this not be better?
We wouldn’t have to worry ourselves every day if we just ended it for good.
What we had…
What we still have right now…
It feels amazing, even on this break.
Just to know that you love me helps me pull through any day.
Any challenge.
But darling,
While you would miss me
And while I would miss you
Are you sure that this would not be a good decision?
If only distance didn’t divide us.
If only you lived next door.
If only… I could be your everything and more.
If only I could be there.
Or you could be here.
It wouldn’t matter.
If only we could be together.
Forever.
You and me.
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