I think that's everyone.... If I've missed you and you're reading this then I'm sorry. Just because I may not have gotten you doesn't mean I love you any less.
Some of you, maybe even most of you, probably won't know about the drama that's been going on, and for that I'm really glad. I don't want any of you getting embroiled in that, if nothing else then because I myself really could have handled it better and that's not the way I want you guys to remember me.
Yes, this is a goodbye I'm afraid. The saddest part I feel is that by the time some of you read this I'll already be gone. If that's the case for you, then I'm sorry you had to return to find us fractured. It's never easy when friends fight and I hope you guys can forgive me for this choice I've made.
I won't go into any details because the details aren't what's important right now. What's important is the love. I love all of you guys. I've enjoyed every minute of our time. We've laughed and cried together and I wouldn't trade any of it. Not for all the world.
I really didn't realize just how hard this was going to be.... It feels like there's just not enough time to say everything I wanted.... To apologize for everything I'm leaving undone.
I know we were in the middle of something but at least it hadn't gotten too heavy yet. Babs, I trust you to puppet Match however you see fit in whatever way you see fit til you're ready to let him go. I don't think I'd really left him too hung up though, except for the whole birthday thing. Gosh I'm really sorry about that.... Yoshi, the same goes for you and X. If you want to play him and continue the arc then that's fine by me. I'm really sorry we won't get to play out Tim's and X's rivalry now.
I was going to tell you guys the mystery of Match's secret fan and also Match's biggest, darkest secret.... But I decided I want to keep you guys guessing. Keep this mystery alive in your head and in your heart. I want to make sure that you guys never forget me just as I'll never forget you. I left clues though, if you're willing to look. There were secret messages from the being inside of Match's head, if you want to look back at the posts. They were in white text, just for you guys to read and wonder about. There was a lot during Match's fight with Grundy and I think one when he first discovered Sylvia might be alive, sitting at the table with his head in his hands.
If any of us aren't friended then I'll be glad to accept any and all requests. Feel free to pm me any time for whatever reason, even just to say hey and catch up. And since you know I'm not gonna stop rping, if anyone should want to come along even just to read then just let me know via pm. I know I'd probably end up inviting everyone, so I'd like to do so openly and honestly right here so it doesn't seem like I'm trying to subvert anyone. Totally not my intent here, I just love you guys and love rping with you, and I hope this recent turn of events hasn't soured your opinions of me.
Ok, if I stuck around to say everything I could ever wanna say I'd be here forever so I'd better wrap this up. I just hope you guys keep having fun. That's what I want for all of you, is to keep having fun. That's what it's really about - having fun.
Be good, you guys, and hopefully I'll see some of you around.
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