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Posted: Thu Apr 16, 2009 6:07 am
*steps up to the mic and lights a cigarette* Hey. Lemme give all you people beltin your hearts out a little rest, hmm?
My shadow's shedding skin and I've been picking Scabs again. I'm down Digging through My old muscles Looking for a clue.
I've been crawling on my belly Clearing out what could've been. I've been wallowing in my own confused And insecure delusions For a piece to cross me over Or a word to guide me in. I wanna feel the changes coming down. I wanna know what I've been hiding in
My shadow. Change is coming through my shadow. My shadow's shedding skin I've been picking My scabs again.
I've been crawling on my belly Clearing out what could've been. I've been wallowing in my own chaotic And insecure delusions.
I wanna feel the change consume me, Feel the outside turning in. I wanna feel the metamorphosis and Cleansing I've endured within
My shadow Change is coming. Now is my time. Listen to my muscle memory. Contemplate what I've been clinging to. Forty-six and two ahead of me.
I choose to live and to Grow, take and give and to Move, learn and love and to Cry, kill and die and to Be paranoid and to Lie, hate and fear and to Do what it takes to move through.
I choose to live and to Lie, kill and give and to Die, learn and love and to Do what it takes to step through.
See my shadow changing, Stretching up and over me. Soften this old armor. Hoping I can clear the way By stepping through my shadow, Coming out the other side. Step into the shadow. Forty six and two are just ahead of me.
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Posted: Fri Apr 17, 2009 4:23 am
This is a very nostalgic song which happened to me a few years ago ... this song is The Day You Said Goodnight ~ Take me as you are Push me off the road The sadness, I need this time to be with you I'm freezing in the sun I'm burning in the rain The silence I'm screaming, Calling out your name Bridge: And i do reside in your light Put out the fire with me and fly Yeah you'll lose the side of your circles That's what i'll do if we say goodbye Chorus: To be is all i gotta be And all that i see And all that i need this time To me the life you gave me The day you said goodnight. The calmness in your face That i see through the night The warmthess your light is pressing unto us You didn't ask me why I never would have known Oblivion is falling down Bridge: And i do reside in your light Put out the fire with me and find Yeah you'll lose the side of your circles That's what i'll do if we say goodbye Chorus: To be is all i gotta be And all that i see And all that i need this time To me the life you gave me The day you said goodnight. If you could only know me like your prayers at night Then everything between you and me will be alright. Chorus: To be is all i gotta be And all that i see And all that i need this time To me the life you gave me The day you said goodnight. She's already taken, She's already taken She's already taken me She's already taken, She's already taken me The day you said goodnight
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Posted: Fri Apr 17, 2009 9:06 pm
For my Filipino/FilAm/Chinoy countrymen out there ! Here is Three Stars and A Sun ! ~ I live and die and die will I for my Motherland this is the land of my birth, No purse is worth the price of this earth Can we rise, can we all, hell no!, Or should we all just take the fall? Bless the man if his heart and his land are one ...3 stars & a sun! 3 stars & a sun! I'm ready to defend the 3 stars & a sun! Ommision to a mission, transport for the brain, Packed w/ stacks of tracks built for a train, I eat lead, but I never let it be said, "He said, she said," it makes me see red ''cause I don't take bullshit & I'm 'a pack it and push it, And hit you w/ the full clip Switch to mode lock-'n'-load in the land of Juan ...the 3 stars & a sun! 3 stars & a sun! I'm ready to defend the 3 stars & a sun! Bahay kubo kahit munti, may pula, Bughaw, dilaw, atsaka puti There is a need to sow the seed, Toil the soil and plod until your hands bleed ''cause this land is sacred, Many a battle have been fought with hatred Don't tell me that you understand, It's been 4 hundred years of tears For the brown man, Still and all the fight has just begun ...3 stars & a sun! 3 stars & a sun! I'm ready to defend the 3 stars & a sun!
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Posted: Mon Apr 20, 2009 2:22 am
I sang this song long ago with that horrible encounter in Pampanga - This song is called Stars ~ -= picks up her accoustic guitar and strums ... =- a picture of you reminds me how the years have gone so lonely and why do you have to leave me without saying that you love me i'm saying i love you again are you listening? open your eyes once again look at me crying if only you can hear me shout your name if only you could feel my love again the stars in the sky will never be the same if only you were here a picture of you remeinds me how the days have gone so empty and why do you have to leave me without saying that you love me i'm saying i love you again are you listening? open your eyes once again look at me crying if only you can hear me shout your name if only you could feel my love again the stars in the sky will never be the same if only you were here i'm sayin i love you again are you listening? open your eyes once again look at me crying if only you can hear me shout your name if only you could feel my love again the stars in the sky will never be the same again if only i have wings so i can fly i wanna be with you for all the time my love for you will never die if only you can hear me shout your name if only you could feel my love again the stars in the sky will never be the same again if only you were here if only you were here....
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Posted: Mon Apr 20, 2009 3:09 am
*grabs iPod, puts headphones on and turns on Made of Glass by ATB*
A change is coming I can sense it now The weight is lifting and I’m sinking down Birds are flying in the trees below The tears are coming, I just let it go
If I could, I’d hold this moment If I could, I’d make it last Sometimes life just seems to shatter Like we’re made of glass
Breath on the water, dust in the sand Make this moment last Breath on the water, dust in the sand We’re all made of glass
I feel the wonder in my flesh and bones I feel the hunger, will you take me home Birds are flying in the trees below The tears are coming, I just let it go
Sometimes life just seems to shatter Like we’re made of glass If I could, I’d hold this moment If I could, I’d make it last
Breath on the water, dust in the sand Make this moment last Breath on the water, dust in the sand We’re all made of glass
Made of glass
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Posted: Mon Apr 20, 2009 9:23 am
*grabs mike and gulps, and on comes The way I loved you* He is sensible and so incredible And all my single friends are jealous He says everything I need to hear and it’s like I couldn’t ask for anything better He opens up my door and I get into his car And he says you look beautiful tonight And I feel perfectly fine But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain And it’s 2 AM and I’m cursing your name You’re so in love that you act insane And that’s the way I loved you Breakin’ down and coming undone It’s a roller-coaster kinda rush And I never knew I could feel that much And that’s the way I loved you He respects my space and never makes me wait And he calls exactly when he says he will He’s close to my mother Talks business with my father He’s charming and endearing and I’m comfortable But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain And it’s 2 AM and I’m cursing your name You’re so in love that you act insane And that’s the way I loved you Breakin’ down and coming undone It’s a roller-coaster kinda rush And I never knew I could feel that much And that’s the way I loved you He can’t see the smile I’m faking And my heart’s not breaking Cause I’m not feeling anything at all And you were wild and crazy Just so frustrating intoxicating complicated Got away by some mistake and now .. I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain It’s 2 AM and I’m cursing your name I’m so in love that I acted insane And that’s the way I loved you Breakin’ down and coming undone It’s a roller-coaster kinda rush And I never knew I could feel that much And that’s the way I loved you uhhh Whooa whooo oh oh Oh and that’s the way I loved you oh, oh oh uhh .. oh oh oh whoow Never knew I could feel that much And that’s the way I loved you
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Posted: Mon Apr 20, 2009 12:34 pm
*shuffles around in iPod and flips on Feuer Frei! by Rammstein*
Getadelt wird wer Schmerzen kennt vom Feuer das die Haut verbrennt Ich werf ein Licht in mein Gesicht Ein heisser Schrei Feuer frei!
Bang bang
Geadelt ist wer Schmerzen kennt vom Feuer das in Lust verbrennt ein Funkenstoss in ihren Schoss ein heisser Schrei Feuer frei!
Bang bang Feuer frei!
Gefahrlich ist wer Schmerzen kennt vom Feuer das den Geist verbrennt bang bang gefahrlich das gebrannte Kind mit Feuer das vom Leben trennt ein heisser Schrei bang bang Feuer frei!
Dein Gluck ist nicht mein Gluck ist mein Ungluck
Bang bang Feuer frei!
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Posted: Mon Apr 20, 2009 12:52 pm
*shuffles around on iPod again and turns on Tomorrow by SR-71*
Is it any wonder why I'm scared, If I was a little younger would I Care, Feeling like the walls are growing stronger, I don't know if this cage can hold me any longer
You never dreamed you'd have to live your life so guarded, Cause they'll find a way to make you feel discarded
I'm not afraid of tomorrow, I'm only scared of myself, Feels like my insides are on fire, and i'm looking through the eyes of someone else
I never thought they'd want me to go even faster, Never thought i took my foot off the gas, Everybody loves to be in on the pressure, But i know they're all waiting for the crash
You never dreamed you'd have to live your life so guarded, Cause they'll find a way to make you feel discarded, Things have changed you've become a complication, Can make it through another days Humiliation
I'm not afraid of tomorrow, I only scared of myself, Feels like my insides are on fire and i'm looking through the eyes of someoneelse
Someone else...
Is it any wonder why the answer keeps me petrified, Is it any wonder why, I'm scared.....
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Posted: Mon Apr 20, 2009 1:08 pm
mc.ds songhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XvhDw5bQbd8&feature=channel_page
'ld like a Big Mac, Mc DLT, A Quarter-Pounder with some cheese, Filet-O-Fish, A Hamburger, A Cheeseburger, A Happy Meal.
Mc Nuggets, Tasty Golden French Fries, Regular or Larger Size, And Salads: Chef or Garden, Or a Chicken Salad Oriental.
Big Big Breakfast, Egg McMuffin, Hot Hot Cakes, and Sausage.
Maybe Biscuits, Bacon, Egg and Cheese, A Sausage, Danish, Hash Browns too.
And for Desert Hot Apple Pies, And Sundays three varieties, A Soft Server Cone, 3 kinds of shakes, And Chocolatey Chip Cookies.
And to drink a Coca-Cola, Diet Coke, and Orange Drink, A Sprite and Coffee, Decaf too, A lowfat milk, also an Orange Juice.
I love McDonalds Good Time Great Taste, and I get this all at one place...
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Posted: Mon Apr 20, 2009 1:17 pm
*searches in iPod for a classic*
*turns on Cats in the Cradle by Ugly Kid Joe and begins to sing*
A child arrived just the other day, came to the world in the usual way, But there were planes to catch and bills to pay, he learned to walk while I was away He was talking before I knew it and as he grew he said I'm going to be like you Dad, you know I'm going to be like you. Chorus : And the cat's in the cradle, and the silver spoon, Little Boy Blue, and the Man in the Moon, When you coming home son, I don't know when We'll get together then, you know we'll have a good time then. My son turned 10 just the other day, Said thanks for the ball now c'mon let's play Will you teach me to throw, I said not today, I've got a lot to do, he said that's ok And he walked away and he smiled and he said You know I'm going to be like you, Dad, you know I'm going to be like you. Chorus. He came from college just the other day, so much like a man I just had to say, I'm proud of you, won't you sit for a while He shook his head and said with a smile, What I'm feeling like, Dad, is to borrow the car keys See you later can I have them please. Chorus. I've long since retired and my son's moved away I called him up just the other day I'd like to see you, if you don't mind He said I'd love to Dad, if I could find the time You see my new job's a hassle and the kids have the flu But it's sure nice talking you Dad, it's been real nice talking to you. And as I hung up the phone it occured to me He'd grown up just like me, my boy was just like me. Chorus twice.
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Posted: Wed Apr 22, 2009 11:44 pm
this is song is dedicated to the person i love in this guild heart whee i know everybody knows who she is 4laugh ~ This song is Sanctuary ~ -= starts playing =- know, i can never be enough But i'll always be here I know, that my words are simple and shallow But i mean everything i say and do I know, i dont have a diamond ring To put on your finger But i will see to it, That we will always be together And i thank you From the bottom of my heart Because You are my light You are my home You are my sanctuary You are my peace You give me hope You are my sanctuary You are my better half You taught me things that i need to know And you made me realize That life is not just a simple song And i thank you From the bottom of my heart Because, because You are my light You are my home You are my sanctuary You are my peace You give me hope You are my sanctuary You are my guide When i am lost You are my sanctuary You are the heart That keeps me alive You are my sanctuary You are the kiss That makes me strong You are my sanctuary You are the warmth When i feel cold You are my sanctuary My sanctuary
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Posted: Thu Apr 23, 2009 12:00 am
more love songs !! 4laugh ~ This is Sundo ~ I. Kay tagal kong sinusuyod ang buong mundo Para hanapin, para hanapin ka Nilibot ang distrito ng iyong lumbay Pupulutin, pupulutin ka Rerfrain: Sinusundo kita, Sinusundo Chorus: Asahan mong mula ngayon pag-ibig ko'y sayo Asahan mong mula ngayon pag-ibig ko'y sayo II. Sa akin mo isabit ang iyong lumbay Di kukulangin ang ibibigay Isuko ang kaba tuluyan kang bumitaw Ika�y manalig Manalig ka.. Refrain: Sinusundo kita Sinusundo Chorus: Asahan mong mula ngayon pag-ibig ko'y sayo Asahan mong mula ngayon pag-ibig ko'y sayo Handa na sa liwanag mo Sinuyod ang buong mundo Maghihintay sayo'ng sundo
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Posted: Fri Apr 24, 2009 11:07 pm
*Turns on new song that has just been acquired: Indestructible by Disturbed
Another mission, The powers have called me away. Another time, To carry the colors again. My motivation, An oath I've sworn to defend. To win the honor, Of coming back home again. No explanation, Will matter after we begin. Another dark destroyer that's buried within, My true vocation. And now my unfortunate friend, You will discover, A war you're unable to win.
I'll have you know, That I've become...
Indestructible. Determination that is incorruptible. From the other side. A terror to behold. Annihilation will be unavoidable. Every broken enemy will know, That their opponent had to be invincible. Take a last look around while you're alive, I'm an indestructible master of war.
Another reason. Another cause for me to fight. Another fuse uncovered, Now, for me to light. My dedication, To all that I've sworn to protect. I carry out my orders, Without a regret. A declaration, Embedded deep under my skin. A permanent reminder, Of how we began. No hesitation, When I am commanding the strike. You need to know, That you're in for the fight of your life.
You will be shown, How I've become...
Indestructible. Determination that is incorruptible. From the other side. A terror to behold. Annihilation will be unavoidable. Every broken enemy will know, That their opponent had to be invincible. Take a last look around while you're alive, I'm an indestructible master of war.
I'm...
Indestructible. Determination that is incorruptible. From the other side. A terror to behold. Annihilation will be unavoidable. Every broken enemy will know, That their opponent had to be invincible. Take a last look around while you're alive, I am indestructible. (Indestructible.)
Indestructible Determination that is incorruptible. From the other side. A terror to behold. Annihilation will be unavoidable. Every broken enemy will know, That their opponent had to be invincible. Take a last look around while you're alive, I'm an indestructible master of war.
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Posted: Thu Apr 30, 2009 7:55 am
This is yet another nostalgic song - this is Innocence ~ -= breathes deep and sings =- Futari de aruiteru futari de sagashiteru Demo hitomi ni utsuru no wa yura Meiteiru kimi no tattachi Kimi to bokuto no aide ni aru no wa Yumeta chiga mazairi au noizu no umi Tawaranai mono kimi no naka ni dake ikizuiteru Sekaijyuu de daremo sawaru kotonai sono dakara mono wa Kitto kimi no tameni nani yori tsuyoku kagayaku kara Futari de negatteru futari de maiyotteru Tooi mirai bokutachi wa doko ni iku no ka mienai mama Kimi to bokuto o tsunagi dometeiru Hito wa mada hosoi kamo shirenai kedo Subete mugisute sono mi o yuranete kanjite mite Sekaijyuu no ai ga michi ni kareteku fukai mizuumi de Sotto kimi no tameni afureru mama no boku no omoi o Itsuka futari zenbu wakari aeruto shinjite ii yo ne Douka kimi no kokoro suki dooru hodo misete hoshi Sekaijyuu de daremo sawaru kotonai sono dakara mono wa Kitto kimi no tameni nani yori tsuyoku kagayaku hazusa Itsuka futari zenbu wakari aeruto shinjite ii yo ne Douka kimi no kokoro suki dooru hodo misete hoshi
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Posted: Thu Apr 30, 2009 8:02 am
Across the Universe-Jim Sturgess Words are flying out like endless rain into a paper cup They slither while they pass They slip away across the universe Pools of sorrow waves of joy are drifting thorough my open mind Possessing and caressing me
Jai guru deva om Nothing's gonna change my world Nothing's gonna change my world Nothing's gonna change my world Nothing's gonna change my world
Images of broken light which dance before me like a million eyes That call me on and on across the universe Thoughts meander like a restless wind inside a letter box they tumble blindly as they make their way across the universe
Jai guru deva om Nothing's gonna change my world Nothing's gonna change my world Nothing's gonna change my world Nothing's gonna change my world
Sounds of laughter shades of life are ringing through my open ears exciting and inviting me Limitless undying love which shines around me like a million suns It calls me on and on across the universe
Jai guru deva om Nothing's gonna change my world Nothing's gonna change my world Nothing's gonna change my world Nothing's gonna change my world Jai guru deva Jai guru deva
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