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TOO ANGRY. TOO ******** ANGRY. OVER TRIVIAL s**t. AUGH. I WANT TO BE PHYSICALLY VIOLENT AND HURT SOMEONE.
I don't ******** care who, but I feel like ruining someones life.

This isn't good.

I'm thinking of taking a bottle of Nyquil to school with me later so I can down it and pass out before I do any damage. I can't not go, thats not an option. But if I pass out, I'll be able to leave. =DD!! I win! And I wont get charged with assault!

It seems like everyone is having a bad day, so I think I will just add mine to the table:

I was yelled at by my history teacher today because she thought I was accusing her of wasting time, when in reality I was just noting that the class had wasted little actual time, but we had mainly been a bit off task. This is a normally pleasant woman, but she was so pissed. I thought she was going to hit me.

And then a bit later, I had to run to get my notebook before I was late, and that was a bad move because then my heart started acting up and I got nauseaus and eventually got sick. I felt much better afterwards but I'm seriously wondering how I'm going to get through life like this and when I should go back to the cardiologist.

Well just to lighten the mood I had a pretty fantastic day. We decided to take the car over since taking the bus over would have meant only visiting 3 of the shops that we needed to and taking about five hours on the bus. The buses ended up running anyway though.

So we were shopping for a leather trench coat for Matt that he has always wanted and he can wear it at the wedding. First store didn't have any past knee length. Second store didn't exist at the address we had. Third store was a BDSM store full of whips and chains and straps but nothing wider then my arm. Finally we decided to give one last shop a try despite the fact that it was totally out of the way. Luckily enough he found the perfect one! I haven't seen it since we are treating it a bit like my wedding dress. But he totally loves it and that's all that matters to me.

The other purpose was to check on my shoes. They are beautiful as I knew they would be but I'm a little disappointed as well. They made the toes much pointier then I had showed them which makes me same because I hate the way pointed toes look. Also the original price he wrote down was $375 and then I paid a $200 deposit. Now I think that's expensive for shoes but they are custom made and everything so I was happy. Turns out that $375 was the remaining balance and the shoes really cost $575 plus taxes!! That's outrageous! But there isn't anything I can do about it now. I lose my shoes and my $200 if I back out plus I have to find another pair of shoes and pay for them anyway. I'm just really angry about that.

And then of course the chat I just had with my mom doesn't make me feel any better. She doesn't think we should be spending all this money on the wedding when there is food and rent to be paid. I reminded her that I am still paying for half the bills which I feel is fair. Her take on it is that since I moved in and my fiance hasn't been able to find employment I should be paying all the bills and screw the wedding. Who needs shoes when they are walking down the aisle? Certainly not me. Or a coat when we are having an outside ceremony at night in the middle of winter. Or even all the contracts we are already involved in that we are obligated to pay. She just doesn't seem to get it.

Well I thought I was having a good day. Maybe I'm not.

xd I promise. For two thousand bucks we better get some damned good pictures.

Damn, you should be demanding giant pictures, huge full color 3-d holographic images, and lots of digital cds.

There should be an entire thread for it so she can't get out of showing us. surprised

Yeah, really, she's been planning that forever. I can remember we were playing that game that I suck at on MSN and she was talking about spending 200$ on something.