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 Posted: Sat Sep 20, 2008 12:53 pm
(( AW, Chemi-chan <3
Thanks!
I don't mind a few moments to post every once ina while. I was actually here a bit yesterday.. I just want the baby out very soon is all, she's TOO big! ><
I did put up her last ultrasound on pg.1 of here if you wanna see her! ))
Watching her hand as it slid form it's hidden crimson sleeve and exposed that slender milky wrist he'd gotten use to adoring each time he'd helped her up. But a withdrawl did catch him offguard. Crimson eyes then switching to fixate on her own as she began to prattle like her normal self, explaining what she didn't have to. Typical Ishtar... so sweet and nervious almost with every action made, thinking the worst will come of it.
"Ishtar, quiet you silly girl... it's fine. You know I'm not one to get angry." He prodded at her verbally before she went on to answer his question.
Listening to her giggle and go on about babies made him slightly sink back into his own body as he growled and grabbed the feline finally, yanking her up into the branch with him. The light weigh of the feline fitting his lap perfectly as his large arms held her tightly to keep her in place, he hated looking down to talk to her, at least this way her body was turned to be eye level with him, more appropriate in a very... innapropriate manner. She'd probably be a little shocked with him putting her in his lap, but if she had no mate, it couldn't be held against him in said manner.
Relaxing his back against the thickness of the trunk, he stared at her for a moment and sighed lightly, dreading answering her question.
"Well, no kids isn't a bad thing, but I agree.. old fashioned is preferable." He rolled his gaze off to watch a few leaves rustle in the light breeze. "And you won't fall here, just don't wiggle too much for both our sakes." He laughed softly, a small perversion in there, but not much of one. Somehting to make her smile.
"I know you'd want me to come see you due to my... feelings, but I honestly think it would have hurt you more if I had." He just put it outright. "I don't have kids either, don't think I'd make a good dad anyways." He laughed softly, returning his gaze to her casually. "I think on the other hand... you would make a wonderful mother and mate to someone... and he's going to be very lucky to have such a beautiful and.. clumsy kitty as you to call his own... that is, if he can manage you." He laughed more, not to offend, bu it was true. The man who wed her would have to be a knight. "You're wonderful in every way.. perfect even... any hero's ideal woman. Always in need of rescue... and don't take offence, it's a good thing."
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Posted: Sat Sep 20, 2008 1:33 pm
((It's perfectly fine ^^, don't push yourself.))
Soon the equine woman's attention was turned to a beautiful old cottage, rather like her own, though this particular cottage was much more enchanting, indeed the fairy tale cottage, a cottage only heard of in stories ''Well I'll be, your cottage is rather like mine, though to be honest I much prefer yours, much nicer.'' She complimented, placing her hands upon her hips as she looked the home up and down, definitely nicer. She continued to gaze at the cottage as they got closer and closer, new details quickly coming into view, like different shades of green moss that grew here and there upon the side of the cottage, long winding and twisting branches that coiled around various parts of the house and an array of many different and very beautiful flowers that grew around it.
''Yes a nickname I'll definitely be pondering on it for a while, but mark my words I'll think of one!'' She nodded surely, only to giggle like a love sick school girl in response to is own giggle, though she quickly covered her mouth in surprise, feeling rather embarrassed for such a girlish laugh, though she was a girl and to be honest why she had a problem with laughing like that was beyond me ''What really? You've never been given a nickname? Well then I'll make sure to think faster.'' She nodded once more, soon returning to her thoughts. When in thought she was often quite quiet, well in fact she barely spoke at all, maybe a few rambling here and there but that was it, normally she'd stay deep in thought for hours on end, and often enough when in someones company, which often resulted in her being left alone because of the person being bored of waiting, though knowing that Thoth was with her, she'd make sure to cut down her thinking time, not wanting to be rude, especially to him.
Shaking her head, her ears drooped along with her tail, god dammit she wanted to think up a nickname, but it indeed was rather hard, but she would try, once Alexandra set her mind on something it usually got completed, well that was if it wasn't impossible, yet she always went by her father's motto 'nothings impossible!', yeah right many things were impossible, but oh well it never hurt to try ''Hey Thoth, thanks for this, you seem to have broke down my 'moody mare' guard and made me smile, and also have somehow, by chance been my hero.'' Alexandra, or Alex smiled happily up to the serpent hybrid, lifting her almost olive tinted hands up to her face to brush her long golden locks from her face to better take in Thoth's expression, an expression that could only make you smile. Her happy expression soon changed as Thoth seemed to shiver ''Are you OK? I guess we should get you inside fast.'' The hint of concern filled her voice as she picked up her pace and placed the palm of her hand upon the small of his back and pushed him forward.
As they reached the cottage, Alexandra began to listen once more to Thoth's words, her long ears twitching and perking ''Once again your far to kind, I should be the one looking after you, really you've done so much.'' She nodded slowly, that same small yet sweet smile returning to her dark lips, so sweet and kind hearted he was being to her, rather different to what she was used to ''Though a shower would be lovely, seriously I can feel my bones freezing over as we speak, though I'm just joking, but really that sounds lovely, though food wise let me cook you something? Treat you instead, as said before you've already done so much.'' Alexandra continued to listen in amazement of the long list, she thought it would go on but he seemed to stop, his expression changing to a fairly worried one, his large wings drooping along with ''What? Wait no no.'' She blinked, her hands flailing up and down to try and stop him from worrying, not that it did much ''No, no you didn't say anything wrong, and no your not being overwhelming, your being so kind, thank you, so don't worry, keep your chin up.'' She smiled, lifting her small fist up to his chin and lightly brushing it by.
After that she placed her hand upon the door handle and pressed down, opening the door slowly and gazing in to the rather homely cottage, she stood there for a moment in awe, so dumb struck by it, to Alex it was a very beautiful, enchanting, wonderful and such a story book like cottage, the perfect cottage in her opinion, so not wanting to get the floor overly wet, she grabbed her hair within her hands and rung it out, watching as a heck load of rain water drained out and onto the woodland floor ''This is so beautiful.'' She said, still awe struck as she carefully made her way in then soon stopped once in enough to let Thoth in, only the thought of being rude just coming to her ''Oh my I'm sorry! I just waltzed right in ahead of you.'' She quickly bowed her head, not looking up, awaiting to be told off or shouted at, or maybe worse, it seemed her feelings had gotten the better of her.
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Posted: Sat Sep 20, 2008 2:58 pm
((Tee hee, no problems<3 ->v<-
'Tis teh truth ->v<-
Tee hee, I'm sure that she'll come out soon, and very healthy at that -^v^-
Aww... her ultrasound is so cute ->v<-))
A bit taken aback by the sudden change in her surroundings, a pink tinge appeared upon her cheeks as she realized where Kasuka had placed her. She supposed that it was out of kindness to keep her from falling, so she decided against asking him why she was now sitting in his lap. Hearing his next comment though, she giggled as she turned her face to look at him in his very pretty eyes that was very close to her dress's color and said "Kasuka, you're so funny, I understand that me wiggling though would cause me to fall, but however could it affect you?" She was giggling in a somewhat child's way for she didn't quite get what he had meant by 'both of our sakes', since the only perverted commentor in the house was currently mated to Dior and wouldn't dare look at anyone else, her knowledge of such interesting comments was very low indeed. Listening to his thoughts about why he didn't come to visit her, kids, and mates, as well as her own circumstance, she just had to reply on it. "Well... just letting you know that I'm always open to listen, I mean... we're friends right? I think that friends'll always be there for each other, and I guess that I'd call you my best friend so I wanna always help you, no matter what the problem is... You were always really kind to me, I want to be like that... kind to everyone... and don't say that you wouldn't make a good dad, 'cause I think that you'd make a great one, any child would be happy to have you as their father... you're kind, caring, protective... all of the traits that you're showing me right now..." She looked at his arms that were holding her in place, making sure that she wouldn't fall, as she lightly patted them and said "See... you're arms are protecting me from my evil nemisis... clumsiness... I won't fall if you don't let go... and you were always kind and caring, thinking about my feelings, and even right now, when I was scared to fall, you're now making sure that I wouldn't... Children need that... they need to feel protected as well as loved, I'm very sure that you could do that, I mean..." giggling a bit to herself, she then continued "when we met before you were very good at it, just for kids... no kissing and stuff~" Laughing a bit at the last comment that she made, she thought of Cerise and Alexus and how wierd it'd be to have Jacey and Dior... Ishtar's eyes bulged at the thought and dismissed it right away... Those two often took trips to some other secluded part of the mansion and she really didn't want to think about what they'd be doing when their children were sound asleep in their rooms. Hearing the second part to his comments though, she almost burst out in laughter, he was probably trying to be serious with her but seeing as she had been really cooped up in the mansion for a long time, her reaction to everything was a lot more dramatic than it'd usually be, it'd probably be gone in a few hours or so of Kasuka's company but it was still there as she replied to his kind words "I'd love to mother a child, really I would, and I'd have no problems thinking I'd be pretty good at it since I really do enjoy the company of children, laughter and joy, such wonders they are... As for a mate though... unless he already had a harem of women, I don't think that he'd want to claim me as his~ I mean... if I'm not mistaken, as far as I've seen, doesn't having a mate mean you are each other's mate and that there's no one else involved? That's what my family says all the time anyways, and it's come to be my own thinking as well... As for being perfect... I don't think I'm perfect, but well... don't take me in the wrong way, I don't want to sound like some bimbo that thinks that she's all that, but anyways, sure I may have a few good traits but that clumsiness, certainly would not add to perfection on my scale, it's so horrid that I don't think anyone could know anyone that'd find it an attractive trait~ I mean, I can probably rescue myself if I need since I'm a big girl now, and heros? They only belong in fairytales... I mean I sure don't know anyone who'd be willing to do all of those things, but then again, my social status is pretty small since I only know a few others... You have a big family or people that you live with, do you know anyone who'd ever wanna do those things? If you do let me know~ You understand me pretty well, so I'm pretty sure you could guess what type of guys I like, and with all those other traits that you mentioned... I don't know if you could even think of someone let alone know someone who could be that way and want me at the same time, I mean all those types of men, are either taken or they're in those fairytale books that get read to all the babies back at the mansion... Anyways, if you know one, or happen across one, let em' know I'm totally available, I really need to settle down with my life already, I'm getting pretty old after all..." Though she had been hoping that he may know someone or that there may be someone that fit that description that he could recommend, deep down she wished that he'd find someone just like him since she remembered that the last time they last met, he had mentioned being interested in another woman, and sure they didn't have kids yet, but the other woman would have most definately have claimed him as her's by now.
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Posted: Thu Sep 25, 2008 5:49 pm
(( -eats with luff the Chi and Moro-
heart
Kittie: How is that loving?! eek
I dunno >>; ))
Still following in awe of the unique woman, there was absolutely nothing she could do to make him feel more comfortable with.. well, anything. Even himself. For once in a very long time, she made him comfortable even in his very own skin and scale. Her smile, the way she thought so carelessly, and yet cared so much with each word and action. She was everything he longed to be, to be free mentally as well as pysically in the world, to express herself so openly without that daunting fear.
She would continue to speak as they made it up the slope to the house's steps, and eventually inside where her sudden burst of appologies caught him from her lips. The whole while she was a piper and he was a mouse, those mesmorizing lips leading him so drunkenly into any setting. He would follow too... she could have sent him clear off in the wrong direction, but luckily she didn't.
"Oh gosh Alex, don't even think a second thought about it!" He passed off her apology like a stray hair. "Now, I guess I can bend to your will since you are my guest... normally I'd not let a guest cook, but I suppose while I shower after you, you may cook." He smiled casually, those deep pools of light green hues fixed on her, just painting the lightness over the dark flesh in the dim candle lit home. Fire flickering only to compliment her all the more, capturing her even more to be goddess like then he could imagine. Where the flames painted his pale flesh orange, inhancing the crimson and turning the blue in the few odd tributes of his body a faint purple.
"Now, relax a moment while I go and draw your shower... would you like lavender candles or a light Rosemilk ot calm your mind as well as your muscles?" It was strange enough he was kind, but an herbalistic man as well. "I have quite a collection, I love to manufacture candles while I have some time... my newest being a mint and tea leaf which is wonderful in the summer." He gently boasted witha laugh as his body passed her own, curling with ease around the overly cushioned attrie of the room. Despite the cold stone flooring, it was beyond clean with almost skin tinging soft large pillow like chairs that resembled marshmellows as big as a child could dream of. No sense in normal furniture when he didn't have a real butt to sit on! Good thing they looked ocmfy but were sterdy, surely she'd feel strained sitting on them...
"Just make yourself comfortable, by all means." He echoed back again as he moved to a smaller hallway and into a back room.
Sounds of the rushing waters almost matching the rain tickling the top of the home rolled in esence out from the room for a long drawn out moment before a thin film of warm fog spilled out aganst the flooring ou into the hallway. Steam rising with a thin scent of sea salts, comforting and inviting to anyone. Peeking his head out form the doo,r he smiled and watched her, waiting for anything she'd further wish for this shower. "Any certian soaps and shampoo you would like too? I do have a few good matching scents of wild berry and jasmine." He offered. He was a stocker of all these froo-froo things and yet such a dark looking guy... man was he something else.
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The obviously childish dodge form the feline in his lap only made him laugh harder. She was almost too much, but he knew some part of her was serious, so he passed it off like nothing was said. Hands holding gently to her waist, crimson hues focused intently on her own, this was an odd moment as she spouted on about the ideal guy and if he knew him to turn him towards her.
"Honestly, I am no match maker. I don't know really anyone other then you and Ouka." He admitted and glanced down, almost choking to the idea of Ouka and what almost became of them. Would he have been better off never meeting her and just staying with Ish? The point was that he wasn't with the wolf after all that had happened and Ish was still as alone as he was. Maybe a sign...
"I know one thing Ishtar... You would make any hero lucky. You deserve someone who's good enough to be there every day with you." He paused and choked out the next line almost painfully. "I may be a hero of sorts, but a monster as well. I've always believed there was something between us, but I am not a good enough hero to have you. I couldn't even stay with you.. instead I was lured away with false hope of a heroine of my own... I still need to be saved, and thought I was going to be... sadly I was wrong." He dropped his head a bit and lifted a hand to remove the scarf from his lips slowly, exposing those almost paper white lips.
"I left you alone and expected to be rescued from myself instead of keeping my eye on you.. the one who deserved to be rescued and kept far from harm. I have no one now, and quite frankly.. I deserve it."
A deep sigh left his lips as he locked his eyes once more to her own, shifting to wrap his hand more cautioned around her waist, keeping her firmly in place.
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Posted: Fri Sep 26, 2008 1:08 am
((Eeep~ I ish being eated XD ))
Looking up to Kasuka from where she was sitting upon his lap, she tried to adjust her seating a bit but found that she was held in place, pouting a bit but still having words to say, Ishtar, opened her mouth and said in a somewhat gentle tone "Kasuka~ now really... if you're feeling upset over choosing this Ouka over me, you shouldn't... it was your choice, and a good choice. Every choice we make has a positive and negative impact... you just need to look at it in a more positive light... You're a wonderful person and... you'd make a great father, as well as a fantastic... mate, to some beautiful princess out there who I'd consider very lucky. Don't say you're a monster. You're the complete opposite." Ishtar traced his lips lightly with the tip of her index finger as she continued, slightly giggling "You do remember those kisses right? No monster could ever deliver those~" Ishtar was in a bit of a giggling fit with herself but soon overcame it as she then said "... But really... if that's something that you're upset about... don't be... you only taught me not to rush into things so suddenly, though I was hurt, it was only for a brief time. I'm better now, and no matter what, you'll always be my best friend... As for a mate for me... let's see 'em... I haven't seen any possiblities lately... then again... I haven't been out of the house lately... but anyways... even if there were potential guys out there... they'd have to pass my new Ishtar test!" Giggling, she then continued explaining her ingenious plot to her test. "They've definately got to be good looking~" nodding her head enthusiastically, she then said "You must agree with me on that right?" It was a joke, and she intended for it to bring some humor into the former previous mood that was still lingering about. "and hmmm... they've got to be kind and caring... of course, since I really do wish to have children... ooh... and getting them soon would be good since I'm obviously not getting any younger~! AND~ last of all... uummm... they have to be patient with me... I'm really slow when it comes to anything romantic and umm... well... to be completely honest... the only things that I ever did like that was with you." Sweatdropping, she felt really embarrased saying something like that, but that was the last part of her test... Blinking away her embarrassment however, she then said "So yeah... that's my whole test... I think that it's pretty good~ If you find anyone up to the challenge when meeting new friends and such, drop me by a message, I'd love to see if they'd pass... I think it's pretty hard... or maybe not... hmm... I dunno... oh wells, anyways, you don't need to go looking for them but if you stumble across anyone you think could ever even want to take my little testy, please let me know" She smiled up to him a great big smile, showing him how happy she'd be if he'd found someone. After all, she was getting older, and really did want kids.
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Posted: Fri Sep 26, 2008 9:57 am
(( Do we taste good :3?))
The female's brow's raised in confusion, why wasn't he shouting at her or telling her off? That was the usual way she was treated if she did something so idiotically, mainly by her mother, uh the punishment she got from her mother wasn't good, not at all, so this was as you could guess a very big surprise for her. Slowly raising herself up she tilted her head, only her left brow raised, looking him up and down with her orchid eyes, just checking his expression. Her long equine ears perking right up and pointing towards him ''Um OK, well thanks Thoth, for not shouting and all, but really I overstepped my boundaries there.'' She chuckled nervously, rubbing the side of her arm in embarrassment. Her warm smile returned to her lips as she listened to his next words, yes! He'd let her cook for him, the only problem was she had to not try and mess it up, that would be fairly embarrassing, and quite frankly she had a enough of embarrassment for one day ''Thanks, what food do you like and I'll try and whip it up?'' She asked, a slight tilt of her head and the twitch and swerve of her ears as she awaited his answer. As she waited she couldn't help but notice how the shadows of the fire danced upon his skin, very enchanting it was, how the fire could change the color, enhancing his ruby read scales to a rich and bright venetian red, and the odd blue upon him an odd purple colour, while it changes odd parts of his skin a faint persimmon, just like an oil painting Alexandra's mother use to make, mainly of her father, such a proud and sometimes stubborn man, yet the oil paintings were always so perfect of him, such weird colors she'd use to portray him, yet they worked very well, just how the fire made Thoth look so, well amazing as Alexandra gazed in awe, not that he wasn't amazing before, he just looked a different amazing.
She quickly drew her eyes away from him, a light warm lingering upon her cheeks, maybe it was the warmth from the fire? Or was it gazing at him, most likely the latter, but she'd pretend it was the fire, for now at least ''Oh my thank you once again Thoth, I've never had anything like that before in my shower, but I do love the smell of lavender, so would lavender be OK? But don't go out your way to put it in my shower, I don't want to be a pest, really I don't, candles you say? Sound quite nice my mother was a lover of scented candles, mainly vanilla, smelling them so often made me feel sick, I always had such a weak stomach when I was a kid, but now I've learnt to grin and bare it, well mostly.'' She sighed happily, smiling back up towards him, watching as he manuvered himself so smoothly around herself and the room, and what a room it was, so comfy and homey it looked, the large marshmallow looking pillows, so inviting and comfy looking, and of course the warm fire, a great addition to the house.
Make herself comfy, hm that sounded pretty darn good for Alexandra just now, but not wanting to get the so so inviting pillows to drenched, she began to pull off her silver and blue armour, the sound of clips and clanking metal could only be heard at this moment in time, with the quiet murmuring of the flames in the background ''Oh that feels better.'' She sighed in relief, happy to have the heavy armour off her shoulders and waist, only leaving the light damp cloth like shirt and gloves she wore. She delicately placed the armour pieces upon the floor near the door, trying to keep Thoth's home as dry as remotely possible ''Right then on to trying to be comfortable.'' She mumbled to herself, looking about then picking one of the seats, and walking over, not before she took hold of her hair and twisted it around, placing it upon the front of her right shoulder, in hopes to let the water from her hair manly wet her more, rather than the seat. Slowly and with much difficulty she sat herself down upon her horse's halves's rump, her long tail flicking and swishing, settling it's self down beside her ''Well this is more comfortable than I'd thought, not much pain from my hind-legs, which is a relief.'' Ah talking to yourself, the first sign of craziness, now all she'd have to do was answer herself back, that was of course the second sign.
An odd sensation of warm sent a her spine tingling, turning her head she looked towards the direcntion the warmth and the sound of rushing water was coming from '' Jasmine and wild berry?'' Wow, sounds nice. A brow perked as she pondered on which scent went nicer with lavender ''Oh my Thoth your simply spoiling me.'' She chuckled, quickly returning herself to all fours and turning to face the snake like man '' Really you are spoiling me, but...wild berry sounds pretty nice.'' She smiled, itching the side of her head as she looked at him innocently, a cheeky grin appearing upon her mocha features. So many different scent's he had offered her, she could only imagine there were many more on his list, quite the different hobby he had to some of the other peopel she knew, but oh well he was unique in every way, a feature Alexandra wouldn't change for the world.
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Posted: Tue Sep 30, 2008 8:29 am
(( yush! you taste like sunshine dust!
=3
Kittie: eek ))
He ignored all her little quirks on 'over stepping boundaries' while he went about his business without missing a beat. Plae hands working a small pile in a wicker basket on the marble counter top, he searched quietly while listening to her voice lingering closer from the living room towards the bathroom, her gentle clatter of those beautiful golden hooves against the stone ground only made him tingle more. Such wonderful and lively sounds he wasn't use to... normally it was so silent in this house that he could very well hear the mice laughing at him half the time as he burried his face in the many books from his small selection that his father had left him in place from long ago.
Large pools of light green coming up to meet with those of the gentle and vivid hues of Alex's as he slipped the lavender and wild berry scented items against the large marble and rounded stone mixed fountian like shower setting of white and silver. Steam overwhelming the bathroom, he gave a small chuckle and let the mixture of berries and lavender mix and become all the ore potent with all the warmth and humidity before slipping from the bathroom to the spot of refuge she took in the living room, giving her the option to slip into the bathroom as soon as she was ready to without his presence.
"Well i hope my candles and soaps ease you of any ill burdens Alex, and as for food..."He lightly pulled his eyes to roll in a deep thought. "I'm honestly not picky... whatever you choose I'm sure will surfice my dear" He smiled warmly.
She looked almost completely at home, and fit in with his housing so well, it made his heart sing in a strange way. To have his guest so comfortable was one thing, but to see a smile and obvious expression of overwhelming happiness he'd guess was amazing. The first woman he'd met and already he felt like he was doing something right... where as he would sooner think himself as a failure in such a predicament. Yet, she accepted him, looks and odd hobbies... she truely was like a gift from god himself.
"Well, I aim to make you comfortable... so please, retire to your shower and do take your time... I'm going to prepair a bed in the back in case the storm doesn't pass up and you would like to stay for the night." An odd offering, maybe a bit bold, but he'd prefer her safe and warm then cold and lost. However, he just hope she would take it the way he meant it... and not like he was coming off as expecting anything. Not like he could do much anyways, his father hadn't taught him yet about how to morph his lower body into legs yet... If he did, Thoth's life would be a hell of a lot better off....
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He couldn't help but let another laugh part his near white lips as she kept going on, flattery not really being the reason for such a reaction, but she just was too cute sometimes. Tests and such? She truely was an odd woman, but one worth holding onto. Hands fixing to curl into eachother as he pulled her tighter against his body, resting his head down against her shoulder lightly, hoping his spiked long white soft locks didn't poke her in the face, but he just needed to feel more of her warmth.
"Had I known what I know now... I wouldn't have chosen Ouka... I would have just let that other guy have her... he seemed to need a woman to protect his frail heart anyways. I need my own princess to save and protect, not another warrior who can very well hold her own without me. Granted it's more ideal in case someone came after us... but I think in the end... the way I always pictured myself dying is by protecting my so called princess." He closed his eyes and sighed softly into her neck, turning his head a bit into her.
"I didn't want to hurt you Ish... but I thought you'd deserve better then me and I knew in my heart that I didn't deserv to have you because of how innocent you are.. how fragile your heart is and how tarnished I am. You may think a beast cannot kiss you the way I did... but lips are lips and the heart behind them is ever wavering. I'd hate to die and pass on and break your heart... do you understand?" He opened those cool crimson hues ot look up at her, a bit more serious now despite her attempts to keep a light mood.
"Had I known what I do now, I'd be there with you as a lover, I'd give you a son or daughter.. I'd give you my soul and body so long as in the end you wouldn't be hurt by me... But it would haunt me if I tried and wasn't able to give you a bit of me before something happened. I think if we had a child it would either make it easier to deal with me dying or harder... I'm not sure.. but I just wouldn't want your heart to bleed in vein for me." He was really ranting now, he actually felt like her.. prattling on like this.. wondering in the end, how would she take it?
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Posted: Tue Sep 30, 2008 12:23 pm
(( Oh my that good eh? >w<;, somehow when I read the Thoth and Alex posts a song from various disney movies pops in my head *bricked* xD, I'll shut up now.))
She studied his expressions as he slithered his way about the house, gliding across the smooth marble like ground, dashing from one room to the next, seemingly all for her. This made Alex smile, a warm and tender feeling filling her body, a nosalgic feeling, a feeling that she used to get when watching her mother and father on a day to day basis, of course they argued and what not, but when they didn't they were so happy and hardly were apart, always holding hands, embracing each other a placing tender kisses upon the others head, something Alex always wanted, and maybe she had found it? Though she wasn't one to rush into things, after all they had just met, but she would always find him good company, she knew that much ''Slow down there boy! Before you run yourself down, we can't have you becoming decrepit and unwell can we? Though theres always tomorrow to see how this weathers gonna treat us.'' She grumbled, shaking a fist at nothing in particular, though mainly at the pit pattering of the rain upon the roof. Alexandra being Alexandra couldn't stay annoyed for long when in her new friend, Thoth's presence, so as you'd guess that happy and cheerful smile returned to her darker tanned lips.
An inviting aroma soon filled the women's nostrills as she sniffed the air, lavender and wild berry, oh how lovely! She watched carefully as Thoth returned from the bathroom to in front of her, most likely signalling that the bathroom was ready for use, oh goody! Looking about she rubbed the side of her arm and smiled happily ''Thanks once again Thoth, this means a lot, really.'' After that Alex lightly nodded her head in thanks then slipped by him, rather odd seeing how she had the lower half of a large horse, but oh well. Once within the bathroom the smell of lavender and wild berry was much more prominent, even lovelier. Squinted eyes scanned the surroundings, the large water fall like shower, the many asortments of different scented shapoos, body creams, soaps, and many other things like that. Moving her hand out slowly, she began to feel the light spray of the warm clear liquid, once her whole hand, up to her wrist was within the shower, she pulled it back, shaking her hand off then peeking her head around the corner of the door ''The water feels lovely.'' She grinned, her ears twitching then pulling back against her head for a few seconds then returning to an odd almost up right position. After that she shut the door behind her and went on to remvoing the remainder of her garment, the gloth bracers and the shirt, slowly she pulled at the lace, remvoing the knots then pulling the bracers from each wrist, one by one then onto her shirt, luckily she didn't have to stretch around her back, she only ahd to remove the lace from the front and she was done.
Once fully unclothed she stepped into the shower, a quick shiver cascading down her spine and into her tail, causing it the whip violently then flop back down. So good it felt to have the warmth of the water massage her cold head and body, much nicer than the rain this was, way nicer. Rubbing the water froom her eyes she looked about for the shampoo, once finding it she took a firm holf and squirted a few splogdes onto her hand then delicately returned the shampoo to it's post and began to run her hands through her hair, mixing the shampoo well into her hair, masaging her head in the process. Once thuroughly through her snow rather white look hair, she went on to rinsing the shampoo out, closing her eyes tight in order to keep the soapy liquid from getting into her eyes, and then flailing about to try and remove, it which would most likely end up with her falling everywhere and breaking something.
Once freshened up the equine like women turned the shower off and got out, grabbing a towel and wrapping it around her upperhalf then grabbing another smaller tower and placing it upon her head, using her free hand to rub it about to dry her blond locks. Opening the door she peeked her head around the corner, still rubbing the towel around her head to dry her hair ''Hey..um Thoth you wouldn't happen to have..ah er spare shirt or something, or anything like that that I could maybe use it's just mine is soaked through.'' She grumbled, looking down at the drenched through garment that lay pitifully within her grasp. Returning her gaze back towards the demon serpent hybrid male she grinned once again, removing the towel from her now dry and very wavy hair ''Lovely shower that was, I give it a 101 out of 10.'' A rosey blush lingered over her features as she gazed happily towards the fellow animal like human, definately a great, no amazing feeling she got when with this man, a feeling she could do with the rest of her life.
''Do you like chicken soup? Or maybe noodles? Or maybe a salad with beef? I'm not sure I just want to get it right.'' She laughed nervously, itching the side of her face, her eyes shifting towards the ground, a rather awkwardness lingering about, this was mainly because she felt quite rude for not coming into the room and talking face to face, but she had her reasons, though she bet it was quite weird talking to only someones head, while the rest of them was hidden by a door. She listened in silence as he began to speak once more, his voice like a soft and gentle lullaby to the women's ears. Prepare a bed? He certainly was taking care of her ''Oh my, I really do feel that I'm overstepping my boundaries and working you to death, or tiredness, I really don't want to be a burden for you.'' Her ears shot down and plastered to her head as the sound of thunder rang out, a shudder going through her body, her powerful hooves slamming down hard against the ground, thunder, a nasty piece of work it could be.
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Posted: Sun Oct 19, 2008 9:42 pm
(( forgive the eli!!!!
The baby has kept be pretty occupied ><
But She's become more reasonable on her sleeping patterns as of lately so I can at least get to reply at night!!!
-jigs-
Sorry for the delay!
-huggles- ))
Keeping to his normal task at hand, he relaxed calmly and let her do as she pleased, not paying much mind to anything that came from the bathroom down the hall except when she called out to him for a shirt. Glancing down ot his bare chest, a thin brow rose in amusement to this. Yes he had shirts, but he rarely wore them, let alone looked at them. moving his body from dormant to active, he gave a rather large yawn and rolled his serpent body back down the hall towards the furthest old oak like door that seemed to hang dimly in the shadows of the seemingly lively area.
Forcing the door open, he moved to a large cherry oak dresser/chest buried beneath books way past prime. Pages worn from multiple turns and folds, obviously read many times over to the point where the front lettering of any title wore down to rubbish. Hands forcing the books to fall and scatter amongst the ground below, he forced open the top to give search through more books 'til he came across a seemingly simple black shirt. Upon lifting it and inspecting it, moth-bitten holes became apparent. A frown of discouragement, he tossed it aside onto the large four posted master bed. Cherry oak being his wood of choice, it was only obvious the bed would match the rest of the furniture in the room, old and almost antique. A collector of not only herbs and books, but antiques. However he was no master of clothes.
Finally as he stumbled upon a near perfect white shirt, he heard her commenting the shower and asking about dinner. Meat being his favorite of course, but he knew she was more then likely a vegetarian more than a carnivore. Turning quickly, he left the old book ridden room and closed the door behind him with the tip of his tail. Large wings folding tightly behind him to aid him in making room down the hallway again, he stopped at the door of the bathroom and offered the shirt without so much as a side glance inside at her.
"This is the best I could find." He chuckled. "I don't wear clothes so often as others might... sorry if it's a little stained... I think I had a book atop it that was wet and there might be a few ink stains on it... nothing big though." He assured her, but felt somewhat ashamed he didn't have anything better to offer his guest.
Moving slowly from the door, he returned to the living room to gaze into the fire while he thought more carefully about the food she was offering to prepare for them, which would satisfy her pallet as well as his. He was determined to please her as much as she was pleasing him just by being there. In fact, if he only had the grace of seeing her once and never again.. he might be content for life. She was a mental settler, easing his soul and heart with her beauty and grace of physical similarities.
"You know, how about a chicken salad? I mean, it's simple and practical for us both! I mean.. I don't know what exactly you like to eat, but I do like some veggies... honestly, I love my meat." He blushed a bit at his blunt approach on the situation, hoping not to gross her out or anything... but he was a demon and a snake. Also, he was a man... men love their meat!
The clacking of her hooves in a frightened manner made him jump however, his green hues flicking back, pupils slit with alertness as he stared in await for any sort of reply from her in the bathroom.
"Alex? You alright?!" His tone struck hard with his own distress. The thunder was something he was use to, but he had no clue if that was the reason for her jump. He wanted to move back into the bathroom and see her, to make sure she was fine.. but that would resort to a hand across the face more then likely for peeking. His cheeks flared at the thought and he quickly shoved it in the back of his mind and dropped his gaze again.
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Posted: Mon Oct 20, 2008 3:56 am
((Eee~ Sorries for taking so long, -^v^-;;
Yay, she was born ->v<-
*huggles teh baby*
...Eeep~ were pictures posted already? -O.O-
*goes in search of piccies* -^v^-
Ooh~ Sunshine dust, I hope that's yummy? -^v^-;; ))
The mood around them was getting pretty serious as the past was brought more into the present, remembering the events that had passed was something that did sting a bit, however, she knew that it'd come up once again. Her feelings for Kasuka were starting to surface once more but she refused to let it out as to a result that happened last time, however, what made it more puzzling to her was how close they were and how close they were getting in this conversation they were having right now, she wondered if it'd matter if she told him how she felt, but she also feared the response that she could get.
Ishtar felt Kasuka bring himself closer to him as well as even his breath upon her neck. Each of her senses were becoming more keen as the moments passed by. Silently she listened to what he had to say thinking of what possible things she could say in response. She was a tad bit scared and didn't want herself to be hurt again, but she did wonder if he felt something close to what she was feeling for him... She wasn't sure though, perhaps it was just her missing him, or maybe being cooped up for too long in her home... perhaps there was a different reason to why these feelings were beginning to resurface. Then again... it was only him that she'd ever had these feelings for, it was only him that would warm her in his embraces, it was only him... that could ever make the pitter patter in her heart begin.
As he completed his last few words, she snuggled into him a bit like a child when sleeping in a comfy bed, and said "I... I guess that is true though... it'd be ideal for you to have a woman that could protect herself as well as your children and even fight along side with you if needed... but at the same time... it is true that people need others to protect them... That man that stole Ouka's heart needed her and perhaps that was what she needed... to be needed... I think that... perhaps if you thought of what you'd need as well, you could probably find that princess or warrior that you need... it'd be easier I think... to think of what would make you happy first..." Looking down at the ground, give her chills, but her face did hold sorrow in it which she would rather Kasuka not see.
Continuing her line of speech, she smiled a bit trying to explain to him why she believed that he wasn't a beast "I... kind of understand where you are coming from but... your lips are your own and you yourself aren't even close to being a beast... Your warm and thoughful, and kind... You never once forced me to go further than kissing.... though there really wouldn't have been much forcing since that's pretty much only for the unwilling..." The last part came out as a whisper as she then turned her head to face him, this time their faces only inches apart.
"Kasuka... you know what you do now... because of past circumstances... you could never hurt me... I don't think that'd ever be possible... I am a big girl after all... and I really do hate to cry, I don't do it as much as I used to... and for good reason... Though... that's a different story, and... as much as I'd love a son or daughter from you... I want to help you with what you want... A princess... a warrior... name it, and I'd be glad to find one for you... Though children would be a plus for me since I feel pretty old... I'd rather find someone that you could become happy with since your heart seems to need it... a lot more than I need kids... I'd be lying if I said that I didn't care about you anymore but... that's the main reason why I really don't want to take up your offer of children... We are a thing of the past... a part of my heart will always belong to you but... I'd rather you become happy and not feel obligated to me because of something that happened in the past... Children... your soul... your body... though I'd love them... the number one thing with the most importance to me right now is your happiness... I wouldn't want you to give things of such greatness to someone like me just because of what had happened. I don't want you to wish that you won't have to meet me in your next life because of something that you feel you have to do... I'd rather this happen over a million times as long as you ended up happy..." She was serious about his and she really did want him happy. Though she rambled on and on about things like this, she knew that as least some of it would be heard, thus allowing her to be satisfied with what she said. She was scared as to what he'd say about her still having feelings for him, but she knew that whatever he said would make her just as happy as she would be sad... She wanted him to smile and be full of joy... and to do this, she needed to find out once and for all what she was capable of doing for him. Her mind was already telling her that she'd have to find someone for him and he'd never really want her as a princess, much less a warrior, however, her heart still clung to a tiny thread of hope that perhaps some of her feelings would be returned. In the end there was a battle between her mind and heart with the only thing to subside the war, being his response.
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Posted: Mon Oct 20, 2008 8:06 am
((It's perfectly fine Eli ^^ take your time with the new kiddie and rest well.))
Slowly she shifted her orchid eyes down towards the white shirt she was given, old it may be, yet it still had the softness of being new. No matter about the small stains here and there, it was perfect, dry, soft and a shirt, wonderful! A soft smile played upon her features as she removed the towel from her upper body, placing it neatly upon an empty towel rack, then placing the shirt upon herself and buttoning it up, leaving the three top buttons undone in order to give her neck some space, so the shirt collar wouldn't itch it ''It's just perfect Thoth, thank you.'' She smiled once more, stepping out from the bathroom and closing the large, wooden door behind her gently, not wanting to cause a racket. After that she made her way back towards the living room, to now prepare the dinner for Thoth and herself, hopefully it'd be OK, she wasn't exactly the best cook, but at least she could make a chicken salad, that was easy enough. Though that wasn't really what bothered her, she didn't care if it was easy or not to make, she wanted to make it good, well not good, great, fantastic, amazing! Just to please him.
Her long ears plastered themselves to her head once more as the thunder and lighting cracked out once again. God how she hated weather like this, it scared her to death! Especially when she was younger, this was something she never grew out of, sad really. Grinding her teeth she shook her head and continued on towards the living room, trying her best to ignore it ''Chicken salad it is then, I'll get to work right now, while you have a shower?'' She asked, tilting her head slightly to the side as she stepped into the living room, her long golden tail swishing lazily from side to side, her equine ears still plastered against her head, it took a few minutes for them to raise back to their normal perked up position, only to shoot back down at the next strike of lighting and the booming sound of the thunder ''Eeh..'' She squeaked, quickly covering her mouth with her sunkissed hand, a light blush of embarrassment flooding across her cheeks.
Once again, after a few minutes her ears perked back up to their upright position, her hand also flopping back down to her side ''I get quite childishly scared with thunder and lightning, not something a grown woman should really be afraid of.'' She sighed, looking down towards her slight ivory hued hooves, only for a few minutes until she returned her attention back up towards the snake hybrid man that stood in front of her. She quickly shook her head, entwining her fingers together and twiddling her thumbs. Her orchid eyes shifted from each object within the room they both stood within, the large marshmallow like pillows, the wooden door that lead out towards the dense, currently very wet forest, towards the dancing flames of many vibrant colors that played within the fireplace then back towards the gentle demonic snake like man that was showing her so much kindness.
She stood there in silence for quite some time, just gazing at this wonderful man who stood in front of her. Right now she most likely seemed like a little child staring in awe at a bunch of amazing and enchanting fireworks, though that didn't quite come to mind for Alexandra at this moment in time, rather she was to busy studying and staring at his beauty and thinking about why he'd be so nice to her, she wasn't special, a thing she continued to retell and retell herself over and over in her mind, but right now she wasn't about to jinx this blessing, the blessing of meeting him, Thoth. Returning to reality, she quickly shook her head and chuckled softly, moving her tanned hand up to the back of her head and itching it ''So sorry I got lost in thought, well sort of anyway, so on to cooking! Just one thing I have no idea where the kitchen is...would it be OK if you could show me?'' She asked softly, continuing to itch the back of her head out of nervousness and embarrassment.
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Posted: Sun Oct 26, 2008 9:09 pm
(( I just posted today, but here ^^
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v204/Eli_Duzell/IMG_0234.jpg
She's my pride and joy! I need to get her with her eyes open, she's truely beautiful with those big blue and grey eyes!
-cuddles both with major luff-
heart !!))
His eyes followed her lips like a magnet, he was drawn by each word she spoke and he himself could feel the air tensing in seriousness. This wasn't a conversation to be taken lightly anymore, they passed friends and into a realm that lovers normally travel into. Crimson eyes finally fluttering away as the leaves began to rustle around them in a gust of air that sent a chill against his flesh, he took a deep breath and surprisingly let out a chuckle. This feline was silly, clumsy, and very talkative... but she was no idiot. His fingers grazing the base of her tail in an idol manner, he drew his cheek to press firmly against her own as his other arm hugged to her waist tighter.
"Search for me? All this babble is giving me a head ache." Those thin white lips curled tight into a smirk. "Why search? You're right... the guy who stole Ouka's heart was kinda a wussy, he did need her to protect him. He looked more girly then her! But I had what I needed all along. My princess was in front of me, and I went for something completely different." He looked away as she did.
"You see, thinking we're a past item isn't something that's exactly a lie, but it's like a book. You can read it once, fall in love and eventually come back and read it again, only this time I won't stop reading into you." He returned his gaze to her once more. "I shouldn't have left you, and yes; I don't want to hurt you again. You want me? You say you'd love to have me? Then show me. I'm only a man, I'm dumb at this sort of thing!" A small glimmer of hope in his eyes as he stared with almost a cheeky grin at the feline. Large wings springing slightly to life as the wind picked up again, giving light twitches to shed the malting feathers.
However the moment though, the man in him did catch up as he recalled one comment he was even amazed he didn't jump on firstly. Was she hinting that she did want him in a more physical manner then just a kiss? He may lead on and all, but there was something about this raven that was odd when it came down to the sexual deed itself.
"And to be quite honest Ishtar... the only reason I didn't push is; yes. I am a gentleman. My mother raised me to treat women as temples, holy and to be treated with respect and to be worshiped. I would never touch you in a sexual manner unless wanted and verbally agreed upon. Or if we were married, but even then I'd give you respect. The other parts are... I haven't been with a woman in that aspect. I don't want to unless she's mine and right for me. After seeing my mother--" He stopped and dropped the last part of that line. "But anyways, I wouldn't disrespect you Ishtar."
((Need to feed baby!
x_X
Will continue in one moment!!!! ))
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Posted: Sun Oct 26, 2008 11:06 pm
(( -whimpers- Sore x_X ))
Watching her like she was a beautiful ballet happening in slow motion, his opaque green hues fixed on her with such vivid appreciation. She looke almost as beautifully breath taking in just the shirt as she did when she was in her strange attire previous to her change. Hands clenched softly in his lap, he remained still and silent until she gave a soft cry to the booming clash of nature outside in thunder and lightning. Finally prying his eyes from her, he glanced to the windows, noticing the shutters open, letting the small flashes play into the room, reflecting off the soaked trees and their leaves. Quickly forcing himself up, he moved with great speed to the widows and drew in the old wooden shutters to hide the storm from her eyes and damper the sounds from her ears.
Turning slowly, he smiled and gave a passive wave to her comment. "There's nothing to be embarrassed about Alex. If you want to share embarrassing things, I can't fly despite these huge things." He gestured to his large wings that perked slightly behind him. However her eyes wandered like fluttering butterflies, hard to trace and track on where her mind was going now, leaving him at a loss by each passing second. Then like a miracle when inside he was praying for it, she turned those hues to lock to his and stare so lovely at him. So wonderful this feeling was, deep and warm, settling in his dark soul like home. Her sweet chuckle broke his train of thought as well as he himself snapped back into reality from that blissful moment of just engaging her eyes with his in a calming stare. Dropping his head, the crimson bangs hid the light tint of pink in his cheeks well, a small cough used to muffle his embarrassment at such a boy-ish moment.
Turning his gaze back to her, he gave a slight movement of his hand towards a stone setting kitchen much like the bathroom, marble and rounded stones casting the scene. A large stainless steel fridge, stove and sink replacing most fancy items, seeming to stand out in the rustic look, but none the less, very nice items to clash.
"There should be everything you need in the fridge. I actually just so happen to have some chicken in there already ready for cooking. I didn't expect to bring a beautiful maiden home as a rescue, but... none the less, feel free to help yourself to anything. My pantry is always well stocked with fresh herbs and ingredients." A passive smile caressed his lips as he moved towards the curved opening in the far wall from the living room that lead to the kitchen.
"Pans are under the far lower cabinets and normal dishes are all along the top. It's really easy to find anything... my cooking items are decorated on the wall, so they aren't just for show." He laughed softly. "If you have any questions, just ask. I don't have anything you can really see that is deemed inappropriate, so feel free to peek in and ask me if I'm showering. 'Til then, I leave you to your cooking! I'll return with a nice white wine that should do the salad good." With that he moved off to tend to his own shower, biting softly to the inside of his lip as he was from her sight. He was becoming more and more nervous.
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Posted: Mon Oct 27, 2008 2:45 am
((Eep~ ->v<-
Eli has the cutest baby in the world ->v<-
*snuggles* Me mish you, <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Eep~ feeding time, teeth are sore, hopefully she doesn't have them yet? -^v^-;;
Ooh, and is her birfday the 2nd? -0v0-
My bestestest friend since 2nd grade's birfday is on that day, and it's 2 days after mine ->v<-
If so it'd be so cool ->v<-
*huggles little baby Diane* Eeee~ You're so cute and cuddly ->v<-))
Stiffening for a bit at the sudden touch, she then pondered upon how the situation was turning into something a lot more life-changing than it was before... Giggling a bit at how Kasuka called Ouka's lover a wussy, she was then brought back to the serious feeling that they were at before as he mentioned that his princess was right before him... Was he implying that she was his princess?
Her eyes squinted for a tad while as she tried to understand everything that he was trying to say to her... to show him that she would love to have him... how he was taught to treat a women as if they were a goddess... and his mother... It seemed as if something horrible had happened to her which caused him some sort of disliking to any further contact with women other than kissing...
Making up her mind on every decision that she thought she'd need to make, Ishtar, gave him a light peck on the cheek and said "Kasuka... I really do like you... but... I want to know what you want... Is it just a princess to protect or is it me? ... I don't think I could be someone that you'd want to live with every day... I'm sure that there are parts of me that you'll grow to dislike, most likely my clumsiness though... I... I also don't think I'm that important to be respected... perhaps treated as an equal but definately nothing of anything higher than that... I'm... I'm sorry for anything that may have happened to your mother though... it seems as though she must have been very important to you... They say that a girl is her mother and marries her father while a boy is their father and marries their mother... You seem like you really care a lot about your mother and... I don't know if you'd want to care about me that much... and to not want to do the act of making children unless it's with... a mate... it's very smart and admirable and understandable too though, well... Would you ever truly want me as yours? ... Are you sure that a book such as me won't be too boring for you to read into... I mean... There's lots of libraries out there... and there's a lot of books in them for you to borrow or take... Why would my book intrigue you so... I find myself rather... bland? I guess you could put it... either way, I just want to know what you want... I'll try fulfill any wish that you may come across..." With that long speech over with she cuddled into Kasuka as he held her close to him, most likely to make sure she wouldn't fall but something else in her heart made her want to think otherwise. She felt a bit of happiness as she snuggled closer waiting to hear what he'd have to say. It pretty much all depended on what he wanted, and if he didn't want her, this would be the last oppurtunity she'd have to snuggle close to him like she was right now... She wanted to take that oppurtunity.
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Posted: Mon Oct 27, 2008 10:57 am
(( -nuzzles the chiemi and purrs- Thank you's!!!! heart You should looksie at this one! http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v204/Eli_Duzell/IMG_0260.jpg-luffs on it- my favorite so far! Her birthday is on the 2nd <3 3nodding And, nope.. no teeth yet! She's only 3 weeks old! Almost a month!!! This Thursday rofl She shouldn't get teeth in for a while now thank goodness >>; -clutches breasts- yowchies. ))
"If you were annoying I wouldn't have started to talk to you again." He peeked open one eye at her from under his white bangs. Tilting his head forward again to her burring further into his body in a cuddle, his lips parted for only a moment as he tried to dissect a manner in which to reply to her.
"You see... I do enjoy that you are my princess, but you'll never be boring to me. You're always in need of rescuing and bluntly... you're just an amazing and heartfelt person. A woman can be kind, but being kind with love is a major difference." He turned his gaze away to watch a few of his black feathers play off in the wind, dancing and twirling as they fell in a slanted decent to the ground far below them.
"My mother is a perfect being in my life, where as yes.. I would marry a woman who is also perfect in my eyes like her. You are perfect for me because you are imperfect and clumsy. I like all your qualities, your physical traits and mental state. You may not be able to fend for yourself in a fight as well... but I know you're not really a push over either. I actually feel like I could at least play fight in a loving manner with you without breaking you." The thought brought a smirk to his lips. Though he didn't like sexual physicalness, he didn't mind thinking about it happening eventually as he said with his mate. "I would take you as a mate, I always would have... and inside I think we both know that. But even through my stupid wandering off moment, I never completely forgot you. You always held some place deep in this nearly empty heart." He paused and stared off for a moment. "Come to think of it... not even my sister holds a place there. I believe only you and the past love for my mother are the only thing that I can justify as worthy enough to hold dear to me." Dropping his voice nearly to a whisper, he sighed and closed his eyes again, dropping his head back once again. "I can't tell you how to show me, I don't know to be honest. I never had anyone love me.."
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