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 Posted: Sun Oct 11, 2009 11:48 pm
Forty-nine thousand, five hundred eighty-four.
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Posted: Sun Oct 11, 2009 11:49 pm
Forty-nine thousand, five hundred eighty-three.
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Posted: Sun Oct 11, 2009 11:50 pm
Forty-nine thousand, five hundred eighty-two.
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Posted: Sun Oct 11, 2009 11:52 pm
Forty-nine thousand, five hundred eighty-one.
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Posted: Sun Oct 11, 2009 11:53 pm
Forty-nine thousand, five hundred eighty.
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Posted: Mon Oct 12, 2009 12:04 am
Forty-nine thousand, five hundred seventy-nine.
Having given it a little thought, my life if pretty ******** up right now. The main part of this ******** up ness is my head.
I'm going to give myself to November to sort this out. If I at least don't go back to normal levels of nerusis...
I haven't really thought much about those stupid white homes for crazy emo bitches but maybe there's something to them. I have spent the past couple days having a nervous breakdown, and while I have not drunk much I'm fairly sure it outweighs what I've eaten.
I am seriously considering getting myself committed. It isn't just this. It took Tom getting engaged to make me realise my life plans since I was thirteen was to write a book and slit my wrists at twenty-five. Around sixteen I stopped telling people that and make vauge moves towards education. I just realised tonight I never actually stopped intending to do that, which is why I couldn't modivate myself to do things that would waste resources and not matter in three years.
I'm ******** two. I need a life goal that involves life.
I'm mostly typing this so that I can remember this thought in the morning.
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Posted: Mon Oct 12, 2009 9:02 am
Forty-nine thousand, five hundred seventy-eight.
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Posted: Mon Oct 12, 2009 9:03 am
Forty-nine thousand, five hundred seventy-seven.
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Posted: Mon Oct 12, 2009 9:04 am
Forty-nine thousand, five hundred seventy-six.
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Posted: Mon Oct 12, 2009 9:05 am
Forty-nine thousand, five hundred seventy-five.
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Posted: Mon Oct 12, 2009 9:10 am
Forty-nine thousand, five hundred seventy-four.
Love feels like a pepto-bismol ad.
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Posted: Mon Oct 12, 2009 9:11 am
Forty-nine thousand, five hundred seventy-three.
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Posted: Mon Oct 12, 2009 9:15 am
Forty-nine thousand, five hundred seventy-two.
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Posted: Mon Oct 12, 2009 10:01 am
Forty-nine thousand, five hundred seventy-one.
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Posted: Mon Oct 12, 2009 10:05 am
Forty-nine thousand, five hundred seventy.
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