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((back! and lol the cancer was just.. well otaki is a joker. he joked about it. hehe can we make so he doesnt have cancer? its too hard.))

Otaki had a lot to think about. His three notes, plus the ones Rose found and how it all adds up. And how he's a part of it. He thought about Elli, Remix, Rose, and the other girl whose name he still didn't know. He thought about their personalities and how they act. Taking out his notebook from his bag, he lay on his bed and started writing down everything. After writing everything down, he looked and saw the answer- Rose. She was quiet, shy and was the exact opposite of her. As much as he hated the outcome, the paper was right.

((not hating Rose, i meant how Rose is the complete opposite of him))

"God, I tend to hate myself so much sometimes." Otaki said to himself. He wanted his guitar. He needed his guitar. He scurried around to house to see if he could find one, and he was successful. He found it wedged in the library, hidden behind some shelves. He sat down and tried it. It was a bit out of tune, but he quickly tuned it. Remembering his favourite song, he started to play it. (("Hopeless Love" by Daphne Loves Derby. ))


"200 miles away from home
200 miles beneath this lake is where my heart belongs
But you don't care at all
You wouldn't even smile if I were screaming as the water filled my lungs oh my lungs
You demand to be chased for your love
My desperate heart is far too weak to run for you this long
But you don't care at all
There's nothing I can do to draw you close to me
Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again
I've been trying to ignore the best parts of you
But I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow,somehow
Please be home tonight
I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right
I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel
Every time you're here.
What would it take for me to be with you
I swear I'd rip my heart out if you said you'd be impressed, please be impressed
I'd go so far to please you but I bet you wouldn't care at all
oh at all
Hopeless love please leave me
This broken heart is far to weak to run for you this long
Why don't you care at all?
I'm dying for a place in your heart.
Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again
I've been trying to ignore the best parts of you
But I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow, somehow
Please be home tonight
I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right
I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel
Every time you're here.
Hopeless love, why did you carve your home in me?
This broken heart is too weak to hold your weight
And now I regret the day we met
And help me forget your name."
Tears rolled down Otaki's face as he finished.

She smiled. "I'll catch you later okay? Think I might go take a nap." She yawned and turned to the house. Coming up to her room she saw the stairs and her door. "One or the other... Simplicty is complicated." She sighed and climbed the stairs.

Rose pushed the door open her eyes closed. The wind drifted through her hair and she opened them. She didn't see or hear Otaki. She sighed and sang.

"You sit there in your heartache
Waiting on some beautiful boy to
To save you from your old ways
You play forgiveness
Watch it now
Here he comes

He doesnt look a thing like Jesus
But he talks like a gentleman
Like you imagined
When you were young

Can we climb this mountain
I dont know
Higher now than ever before
I know we can make it if we take it slow
Let's take it easy
Easy now
Watch it go

We're burning down the highway skyline
On the back of a hurricane
That started turning
When you were young
When you were young

And sometimes you close your eyes
And see the place where you used to live
When you were young

They say the devil's water
It ain't so sweet
You dont have to drink right now
But you can dip your feet
Every once in a little while

You sit there in your heartache
Waiting on some beautiful boy to
To save you from your old ways
You play forgiveness
Watch it now
Here he comes

He doesnt look a thing like Jesus
But he talks like a gentleman
Like you imagined
When you were young
talks like a gentleman
like you imagined
When you were young

I said he doesnt look a thing like Jesus
He doesnt look a thing like Jesus
But more than you'll ever know"

Rose turned around and blushed once the song was over. "Uhm..." She noticed he was crying. "What's wrong?" Her voice was filled with concern for the boy she hated not to long ago.

[omg i love that song. "love"]

She rolled her eyes. "What ever. I'm gunna go take a nap." Rose walked down and instead of going to her room she headed for the library. She hid the lyrics book and grabbed another fantasy. After a few chapters she fell asleep in the big chair hidden behind a few book shelfs.

A cd seemed to have hit her head "ouch!" she shouted out loud, she looked up and saw no one, she looked around the house to try and find a ladder, she found one nearby and climbed up, but it was too short, she tried her best to get up and almost fell, Kisharu followed her and barked.