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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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 Posted: Sun Oct 22, 2023 12:33 pm
 ⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜Abel couldn't help but apologize. He knew he shouldn't be here either. Abel had been worried about Miguel though he wasn't sure if it was a good idea. He didn't want to question it anymore. Abel listened as Miguel spoke, though it wasn't exactly what he wanted to hear. He watched as Miguel smiled. Abel nodded in response as he sat back in his seat.
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Posted: Sun Oct 22, 2023 1:07 pm
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Oct 22, 2023 2:42 pm
⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜It wasn't exactly easy to talk to Miguel face to face. He had rushed here thinking the worst and yet did it matter. Abel had plenty of things to take care of at home and yet he was hardly eager to return. He had been happy to see Miguel though he was holding back. Abel didn't want to assume that Miguel held anything for him seeing as his thoughts were held up on Kirean. He wasn't the best at expressing his feelings. Abel wasn't surprised by Miguel's question. It was reasonable though he wasn't thrilled by it. He sighed mostly to himself. "I missed you…" Abel said softly, almost inaudible.
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Posted: Sun Oct 22, 2023 3:25 pm
He had absolutely no club what was going through Abel's head right now. He always knew him to be reserved and a little standoffish. But he also had his moments where he could be quite warm and gentle. Looking at him, he wasn't sure which side of himself he was attempting to present. But whichever side it was, Abel seemed to be holding back. Proceeding cautiously, Jakob asked him about it. He wasn't really expecting an honest answer at this point, just a little nod of the head or an okay would be enough. He watched the man sigh and seem to compose himself. When he spoke, his voice was barely there. But he heard it all the same. Jakob felt his face start to burn crimson, he hadn't expected Abel to say that. "I missed you, too." he said, looking away. Of course he missed him, how could he not. Abel had been more than just a friend to him the last few months before they parted. And it was selfish of him to thinking of someone else after all that he had done. Even now, he come specifically to check up on him. He couldn't repay him for any of it.
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Oct 22, 2023 5:51 pm
⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜Abel had many emotions and only few saw the diverse side. He didn't express his feelings especially knowing they weren't always reciprocated. Abel also wasn't the dating type. He however had enjoyed his time with Miguel and had allowed himself to grow close to him before he left. Abel had regretted it but never acted on it. He couldn't make promises nor was he sure what he wanted. Abel spoke though not loudly. He watched as Miguel's cheeks turned crimson. Abel listened as Miguel spoke, returning his words but soon looked away. He was curious as he sat there not sure if the words held the same meaning. Abel didn't want to question it though just remained silent.
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Posted: Sun Oct 22, 2023 6:23 pm
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Oct 23, 2023 4:00 pm
⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜While Abel enjoyed the sex, it wasn't just about the sex. He had liked talking with Miguel and spending time with him. Abel knew Miguel only sought out his attention when he and Kirean fell on hard times. However he had grown to like his company. He allowed the silence to spread between them once again. Abel watched as Miguel soon glanced toward him and spoke, questioning him. He understood the question but allowed himself to play dumb. "In regards to what?" Abel asked not sure what the question meant or what Miguel wanted to know or hear.
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Posted: Mon Oct 23, 2023 4:24 pm
As much as he would like to hear that Abel felt something outside of their occasional affair, he didn't have his hopes high. He'd told more than once that he didn't date and he didn't care for others, so why should he be any different. Still, he kept hoping that it wasn't just his imagination. That he wasn't fooling himself when Abel's hand sought out his own or the way his hand would linger as it brushed back his hair. Abel could have let him figure own s**t out and die on the street plenty of times but he didn't. That had to be more than him just choosing to do the right thing, right? Looking towards the man, he attempted to get an answer from him but was only questioned in return. Swallowing his feelings, Jakob shook his head. "Nevermind." he said with a forced smile. "It was a dumb question. I'm sorry for asking." Turning his gaze back to his food, Jakob picked up what was left of his burger to finish eating. However, his throat felt so tight he wasn't even sure he could swallow. In order to not give himself away, Jakob took a bite anyway, the burger might as well have been sand.
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Oct 23, 2023 4:54 pm
⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜As Abel questioned Miguel, it seemed it wasn't the answer he was looking for. He watched as Miguel shook his head and disregarded his question. Abel listened as Miguel continued to push aside the question and soon picked up his forgotten burger. He didn't want to argue with Miguel so he didn't push it. Abel watched as Miguel continued to force his burger in his mouth to avoid the question. He noticed their waitress arriving with his milkshake. The waitress set it before them along with their check. Abel pulled his milkshake closer, taking a sip of it as he glanced around the restaurant letting the awareness settle.
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Posted: Mon Oct 23, 2023 5:52 pm
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Oct 23, 2023 6:18 pm
⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜Abel too was not in the mood for games. He wasn't stupid. Abel knew why Miguel was asking all those questions about Kirean. He still cared about him even if he wouldn't admit it himself. Abel didn't blame Miguel after all he had treated him horribly and wasn't likely to be reassuring. As he sipped on his milkshake, he watched as Miguel grabbed the check to look it over. He listened as Miguel soon questioned him. "I can, if you're done." Abel responded, figuring Miguel likely had enough of him. He didn't have a hotel room but he could possibly find some accommodation for the rest of his stay.
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Posted: Mon Oct 23, 2023 6:35 pm
He didn't want these feelings for Kieran, he thought he had gotten over him. But, seeing him today brought back so much. He knew that he was bad for him, he had physically harmed him and probably would have done worse if he hadn't gotten him to leave. Yet his heart ached for him, the same way it ached when Abel had shown up outside his apartment. It still ached even now as they sat across from one another. Jakob didn't mean to hurt Abel, but it seemed that he was doing that anyway. After looking over the check, he questioned the man. It seemed as though they had both eaten their fill, however, Abel's response made him think overwise. "If you're still eating, by all means" he replied, motioning towards the plate. The burger was out, but Jakob could try to eat a few more fries. He wasn't trying to rush the man nor did he want him to leave him tonight.
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Oct 23, 2023 6:59 pm
⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜Abel was no longer interested in his hamburger. He was content with his milkshake which was in a large Styrofoam cup. Abel could see Miguel was finished though was just being polite. He shook his head as Miguel spoke and gestured. "No, thank you though. " Abel responded as he continued to sip on his milkshake.
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Posted: Mon Oct 23, 2023 7:17 pm
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Oct 23, 2023 7:49 pm
⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜Abel didn't want to leave Miguel tonight either. He wasn't thrilled by how the night's events had turned out. Abel wasn't upset with Miguel but he wasn't happy. He preferred not to start an argument with Miguel. Abel watched as Miguel took out his card and caught the waitress's attention. He continued to sip on his milkshake while the waitress came over to take Miguel's card and gather the plates. Abel listened as they conversed before she left to take care of the bill. He remained silent while he waited. Abel tried not to drink his milkshake too quickly or his head would hurt from the cold.
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