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I'm so pissed.
stressed I can't sleep because of a stupid dream I had the other night. In the dream there was a person who single-handedly ruined my reputation and cost me every one of my friends. All because she was too conceited and self-centered to realize that I didn't like her like that.
She thought I was in love with her and considered it stalking, so she spread that rumor and I lost all of my friends (they were her friends too) and my reputation went into the shitter. Worst part: nobody would even give me the opportunity to explain that she was insane.
scream Why does my past eat away at me like this?
I think I just don't want to be hated for what I'm not.
stare