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 Posted: Fri Jul 17, 2009 10:27 am
Oh, Mike, I’m so sorry. :(
It’s very nervewracking to be involved in an accident, especially if you’re the driver. After Kat’s second accident, we were both so crippled with fear, we wouldn’t even go NEAR a car for months and months. It’s scary and it’s frustrating, because you realize no matter how cautious and attentive you are when driving, everyone around you is a ******** and puts you at risk by NOT being cautious and attentive.
I think the only real positive thing is that now that you’ve been the driver during an accident, in a few month’s time you may find you almost feel safer because it’s something you were able to overcome. You handled the situation as best as you could, and you were able to keep yourself safe.
Just… don’t avoid driving. If you haven’t already, get back in the car as soon as possible, or you’ll scare yourself out of driving again.
I hope that b***h gets ******** the hell up by, I don’t know, an allergic reaction to the next meal she has. I HATE HATE HATE it when drivers in front of us keep stopping for no reason - if they feel like they’re going too fast (number one reason here for some reason), they should ease up on the gas, not hit the ******** brakes. What the eff. >w<
Yeah, s’why Kat usually just lurks and doesn’t post much. She hates her job and is always stressed out. It’s nice sometimes to just read and click around.
We miss you, Mike. <3 I hope you can find relaxation in something and just sit back for a few days as much as you can.
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Posted: Fri Jul 17, 2009 3:00 pm
sad *Hugs Mike again*
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x_x I feel guilty now. The ex-guy got rid of the treadmill for me and sold it to this older guy, and I totally forgot taht my cats loved the thing.
So now Elliot's sort of snfifing around there like 'Um... where is it?' sad
They always liked to sit on it. Aww....
I should make it up to them by making that corner the 'Cat corner'
.... I can put the cat house up by the window, take the curtain off... pu tthe toys over there... meh... maybe. xD
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Godfrey Potter-Lockhart Crew
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Posted: Fri Jul 17, 2009 3:46 pm
*hugs Mike* I know whatcha mean about the sound . . . I've only hit a car in a parking lot but that sound of cars hitting is like the worst. :( At least you're not really hurt though, yeah?
Do your cats like plastic bags, Cass? My cats love playing with a plastic wal-mart bag. >.> Like curl up and sleep on them. I was just wonderin'.
I'm making lasagna . . .
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Posted: Fri Jul 17, 2009 4:03 pm
Mmm... lasagna. GIMME SUM OF DAT.
Oh, and naw. I can't give the cats plastic bags... my little cat, nearly every time, runs around inside the bag and curls up in it and rolls around and gets all twisted, and then promptly tries to suffocate herself in them. Naw, I have to hide plastic bags and stuff.
There's still the floor, the furniture and stuff. I just felt guilty because they were... LOOKING at me.
Aw... and elliot came up earlier and cuddled with me and slept in my arms. (Something he doesn't do very often at all) And he even let me roll him onto his back and cuddle him like a stuffed animal while he slept. x3
GIMME SOM LASAGNA.
How do you make? O_o
I LIKE LOTS OF DIFFERENT CHEESES. <3
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Posted: Fri Jul 17, 2009 4:32 pm
Rly ******** good lasagna.
Awwww! D: Poor kitty! Okay so the plastic bags being a cheap toy is a no go. XD
Uhmm, well my mom just used some of this leftover spaghetti sauce we had from earlier in the week and did some magical recipe manipulation and we put in some veggies and . . . I'll type it up later. XD
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Posted: Fri Jul 17, 2009 5:17 pm
MUST HAVE TONS OF CHEEZE ON TOP! D<
Mmm.... we used.... cheddar and mozarella, asiago, romano, parmesean (Fresh)
A layer of cheddar and mozarella, a layer of asiago, then romano, with a prinkle of parmesean on top. (Thin layers of cheese, but definite, different layers)
I LOVE LOVE the cheese crust that forms along the edges, when it's all bubbly and it gets brown. I just love pulling it off and eating it... mmm..
Yeah, when we made lasagna, it was.... epic. Lasagna noodles, cottage cheese, meat/onions/peppers/mushrooms/sauce, cheddar/mozarella cheese, noodle, cottage cheese, meat combination, noodle layer, then cheddar/mozarella and the rest of the cheeses.
It. Is. So. Good.
It's soooo much better when the homemade spaghetti sauce is used too. Fresh tomatoes, peppers, onions, stuff, all cooked and put into a jar and kept for MONTHS. IT TASTES SO GOOD. <3
NYARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRr.
Lasagna and Pizza are really the only tomato sauce-y things I'll eat whenever. 8D
I don't much like spaghettie/ravioli, I think.
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Posted: Sat Jul 18, 2009 2:56 pm
So I occasionally log onto Yahoo Messenger to talk with my mother. I did so today because she stopped by this morning to give us eggs and ham she didn't feel like eating. She'd been talking to her ex (who dumped her, hence her having to move here in the first place since he took all their stuff and ran) and knew it'd piss me off. I thought I'd share our odd conversation.
Mom: i found a toilet seat for 14 dollars!
Me: Oh, awesome. Did you return the other one?
Mom: not yet
Mom: was on the phone with brian
Mom: dont hit me lol
Me: No, I only hit my woman.
Me: And only when she doesn't make me dinner, or she begs for it.
Mom: ew lol
Mom: yer so weird
xd I think our relationship really improved after she got her own apartment.
SO WHAT ARE MAH BIFFLES DOING TODAY?
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Posted: Sat Jul 18, 2009 6:56 pm
xD WTF? XD
rofl
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It seems like it has, wow. XD
Today I did nothing. /end. XD
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Godfrey Potter-Lockhart Crew
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Posted: Sat Jul 18, 2009 10:15 pm
I wanna cry about so many things right now and I have no one to talk to but you guys, so I'm sorry if this annoys you, but yeah.
So today Dare came over because it was our four-month anniversary thingy. I'm just going to type this into bullet points:
he ran over my dad's dog by accident
that dog is the only thing that has been helping my dad out since his breakdown last year
my entire family hates Darrell now
my sister Kat, whom I trusted and really really loved, called me up to talk to my boyfriend as we were going into town to eat
she told me she was going to ruin my boyfriend's life
she plans on doing this by by telling everyone about his crossdressing and him being a furry
I had only told her about those things because i needed someone to talk to about it, and i had trusted her
i yelled at her because that's the ******** LOWEST thing anyone can do,
now she's ignored me on Facebook and we're no longer on speaking terms, i think
i love my sister but she hates me
i love my boyfriend but my entire family hates him now
things are falling apart and i don't know how to fix them
sad
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Posted: Sat Jul 18, 2009 11:51 pm
Woah.
First, WTF. ******** bad time for EVERYONE lately.
2. Wtf, alright, he accidentally ran over the dog, but that's not the end of the goddamned world. There's no ******** justification for what your sister says/plans to do.
3. It was a goddamned accident. Maybe they're just really pissed off today, but seriously, YOU ARE NOT IN THE WRONG JANINE. YOU AND DARREL ARE IN NO WRONG AT ALL.
Your sister is the one that's messed up in all of this, and she seriously needs to sit back and think about WTF she is doing.
Also- life is life, fate is fate. Maybe this just means your Dad needs some other type of help. MAybe another dog will help sometime. But right now you guys can help him.
And with this- it was an accident. IF they so easily hate Darrell now, wtf? It sounds like they were just waiting for an excuse to jump on/denounce him.
Janine, sometimes you have to do for yourself, what's best for yourself, even if people around you say it isn't or want you to follow along with them.
Do not let yourself hate or push away Darrell for this. Sure, maybe the relationship won't be forever, but you two really like each other.
And... wow. I have no clue what I'm talking about, but I hope it helped in some way.
Your sister is being COMPLETELY unreasonable. COMPLETELY.
Also, ITS A ******** DOG. Sure, if my cats were killed, I'd bawl and bawl and bawl as all hell, cry my eyes out for days.
Completely different from when my Mom died, when I locked the feelings/emotions of that away in my head because I can't deal with them.
WTF?
Anyways, give it a few days, keep coming to talk to us (Though I know your internets continually sucks)
Don't let them shut you off from us either, if they try to take away the internet or something. I can't tell you what might happen, but worst case scenarios, don't let yourself feel cut off from people you can talk to, alright?
It might be better tomorrow. Things're s**t the night, and the day after. But after that maybe reason will come back into play.
ALSO- IT IS NOT YOURS TO FIX/SMOOTH OVER. They are ADULTS. They should be the ones to step back, think things over, and act rationally.
And again to your sister- wtf? WTF is her problem? Why is she THAT upset? Did she like the dog?
There is no justification for that.
And we love you, Janine. *Hugs* Try not to take so much onto yourself! Try to do what's right when you have to make decisions. Make your own decisions freely and try not to let things control your actions.
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Posted: Sun Jul 19, 2009 6:55 am
Thank you, Cassy . . . *hugs* I don't blame Darrell about the dog at all. I told him that about a million and four times. My dad actually isn't angry at Darrell at all, but my sister told us s**t like he wasn't welcome around our family anymore, which pisses me off because who is SHE to say who are family welcomes and doesn't welcome?
Kat's upset mostly because of what this dog's death is going to do to my dad. I think dad can be a stronger man than one who was that emotionally attached to a dog, as long as he knows WE are here for him. Oh God, when I told him about the dog's death, he did one of those yells of utter grief that made me sob right on the spot.
I thought Darrell was going to be pissed about me telling Kat about his crossdressing, but he was really chill about it. However he may have still been in shock mode.
I'm not so worried about the family thing now--dad woke me up at midnight last night to tell me that he doesn't blame Darrell at all and talked to me for a long while--but the thing about Kat worries me the most. I have no idea if she's going through with it or not. I called up her boyfriend and basically begged him to get her to calm down but I have no idea how that went.
Let's just hope things turn out for the best . . . *crosses fingers*
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Posted: Sun Jul 19, 2009 7:30 am
I'm just gunna go and say I agree with everything Cassy said and I'm glad it's getting a little better. Good luck with everything, Janine. I'm sure it will turn out okay.
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Johnny777Nny Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Jul 19, 2009 9:31 am
Aw man, give your Dad a hug for me, will you? x_x I started bawling too the moment I read that.
And I thought it might be something like that. I mean, your Dad's your Dad. Kat might still be feeling the effects of when he last broke down and be frightened of that happening again, and then got defensive. But, yeah. Keep doing what you're doing, Janine, give your Dad comfort because he's going to need it. You and your family help him so he can better stand on his own two legs.
And as for Darrell..... well at least you can tell him you only told your sister, and not us internets peoples. Er, at first.
That's really good that your Dad reassured you though, and that you both got to talk together. Sounds like your sister could use a talk with him as well, or with your mom, probably. Maybe with you too, if things could stay calm.
Sorry for sounding so much like a wannabe therapist. x_x I dunno where I pick any of this up. Probably from movies. xD
*Hugs Mike*
Actually... *Cuddles and never lets go of Janine AND Mike*
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Posted: Sun Jul 19, 2009 3:41 pm
D: How are you doign so far today, Janine?
Oh my, you guys. Today I went and met a whole bunch of random strangers.
My cousin's friend belongs to this church group, and they were having a get together/party for the old pastor, so long story short we both went over there. They were part of a non-denominational church the guy used to be pastor of, and it was his birthday.
So... just sort of hung around there for a few hours, ate, had cake. O_o Friendly bunch, yeah. I was a bit awkward through the whole thing, but who wouldn't be? O_o
AND OMFG-
ONION FLAVOURED JELLY BEANS.
I was in K-mart, had to get some more minutes, and I was by the candy aisle so I looked for harry potter stuff. Fudge flies and bubble gum weren't interesting. BUT THEN I SAW DA BERTIE BOTTS!
The mashed potato ones are really good too. I like the onion ones as well, but man does it make one's breath stink.
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Posted: Sun Jul 19, 2009 6:01 pm
Darrell didn't really mind that I told Kat. He said that he believes that I should be able to tell my siblings things and trust them. Then again he's an only child and has a rather idealistic vision of a family.
Things are a little better today. My parents are little more mellow about it, but mom is using this to her advantage to manipulate me into doing stuff for her like chores, threatening to not let me see Darrell. Also he's not allowed over for a while and he's not allowed to drive with me in the truck with him.
Darrell and I talked on the phone and I got a little emo about my sister not talking to me. So he'd thought that he'd try to fix things by talking to my sister. A VERY stupid idea. I had actually specifically told him NOT to contact my sister. Anyways, Kat called up mom to tell her to tell me to tell Darrell not to talk to her. Then Kat IM'd me to say that she was sorry but then to insult my boyfriend. Kat wants me to leave him. I say screw her.
Anyways, things are a little better. Improving slowly but surely.
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STRANGERS ARE A GOOD THING. Unless they give you candy. And how can you be awkward when there's CAKE?
Ewww, onion flavored jelly beans. XD I only like juicy pear.
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