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 Posted: Fri May 12, 2006 11:38 am
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I'll say this, and nothing more, since I don't know what's going on and don't want to risk making it worse:
If ANY of you have stuff going on and you need to talk (or just rant) about it, you can PM me. I can give you an opinion, maybe some advice, or just some sort of response... or no response at all. I know sometimes you just might need someone to listen. So whichever, feel free.
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Posted: Sat May 13, 2006 10:55 am
It's really nice of you guys to offer that to him but he kinda quit the guild so he can't read it since it's a private guild and all. Sorry for all the hoofla... I'll try and find a way to get Zahar back to camp or something... Maybe I can convince him that it's worth it to get back into it. But I again don't want to force him to do something he doesn't want to do.
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Posted: Sat May 13, 2006 12:50 pm
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Posted: Sat May 13, 2006 1:27 pm
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Posted: Sat May 13, 2006 5:30 pm
*shrugs* don't ask me man. He doesn't seem to be in a bad mood. We aren't fighting... just said he wasn't going to be posting in the Talk to Me thread and then Merci' said some thing and bam! We had a situation that had no real baisis.
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Posted: Sat May 13, 2006 9:30 pm
;_; that's sad. So he's gone for good now?
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Posted: Sun May 14, 2006 4:54 pm
Possibly.. maybe not. I may try the pouty "but who will I rp with now?" card. lol At least he didn't kill off SK like he wanted to.
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Posted: Sun May 14, 2006 10:20 pm
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Posted: Tue May 16, 2006 12:06 pm
Sorry for going AWOL again. I'm having a really hard time right now, and I really have no idea why aside the fact I'm behind with all my RP mandatory guys and stressing over it.
I'll most likely be taking an official hiatus from Gaia soon, I REALLY don't want to, Kenshi being the main reason, but I just don't think it would be fair of me to come here and RP him alone while I'm neglecting my other RP pets.
I'm sorry, but I think I really, really need this. RPing has become more of a chore for me lately than anything, and I hate posting crappy things simply because I have a time frame that I'm supposed to post them in. You may not think they're bad, and that may sound selfish, but I know they're bad, trust me, I can tell my good writing from my bad. And I hate myself for writing s**t like that when I know I can do so much better, for the sake of myself and the beedable I'm not portraying the way I should be.
Again, I'm sorry. I suppose I can't say how sorry I am, but I haven't been around as often as I used to be, as often as I should be, and I tried taking a hiatus before, and that failed miserably. It failed because of one reason; I simply couldn't stop worrying over that fact that my pets might get taken away, even though I had stated I was going on hiatus. It's stupid, to worry so much over something like pixels, but I do, and because I do I've seriously had to start taking sleeping pills so I can get a few hours of sleep at night and not lie awake worrying about this backlog or that backlog, this RP over here that needs doing or that journal over there that needs updating. And, I'm not happy to say, all the stress from online adding to the stress I've been having offline has made me fall back to my original crutch, alcohol.
I might sound pathetic, and yes, I suppose in a way I am. But I can't deal with this like I've been trying to anymore, I simply need a break. I pretended everything was okay, but as I sat and watched other people RP and update their journals while I sat and stared at a blank Wordpad file, I realized something was still wrong. I've let it go too far already, and I'm trying to step back from everything that I can step back from to alliviate some of my stress, because believe me, I reeeaaally don't want to end up suicidal again.
I'll still be around, I am NOT leaving forever, I need a BREAK, not a new start on everything. I'll still be working through my hiatus if I can, to post journal entries, backlogs, replies to RPs and the like, it will just be very, VERY slow. I love you guys alot, and I know some of you have been there for me through everything and listened to me rant and scream and cry until my eyes hurt and my fingers were numb from typing, and I'll never, ever be able to repay you for that or tell you how much you mean to me. All I can say is thank you, so much, and I love you, and I'm sorry, but I just have to take a break for awhile.
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Posted: Tue May 16, 2006 3:11 pm
*cuddles Rhia*
I undestand complete, luv and as far as I'm concerned, you may take all the time you need. <3
But, I'll miss you. heart
You should know that Kenshi will never be taken away from you, if that'll help relieve even a bit of your stress.
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Posted: Tue May 16, 2006 6:04 pm
*ish baffled*
This has gotten blown way out of perspective.
And Kata if you can't get him to come back, I think as a hole we need to figure out whats gonna happen to Artimis.
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Posted: Tue May 16, 2006 7:13 pm
If Ice and TB will let us rehome him, there's that option. Chae has an idea for his gaurdian.
I was thinking about making him an NPC. Jace/Scarlet would adopt him and he'd have a key role in the oh-so fantabulous plot. heart Chae and I would play him, and that way we'll be sure that he'll be RPed.
*luffs the Classical boy*
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Posted: Thu May 18, 2006 6:15 pm
Yeesh. Arti's had ...3 guardians now? There's nothing wrong with him and yet he keeps getting dumped. I kinda feel bad. ><
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2006 1:19 pm
I would still like him.. but I have Sani... Aricin maybe? *grins*
I have a friend that would be good for him. her name's Waterwriter, just an option, she says she doesn't know how to RP but she writes. Go figure.
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Posted: Sat May 20, 2006 9:40 pm
*shrugs* there are more masks that haven't been RP'd for a lot longer then Art. I Think if you need to find homes try for Jonah, Satehl, or Khan, what about Etsu and Sukkubus, Kittrel the Rade cub?
*huggles Rhia* Take care sweets ok. We are here if you need it
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