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 Posted: Sun Aug 26, 2007 7:26 pm
Clyde blinked and said, "Oh..It's okay..." He stared at her before remembering his manners, "Clyde Hemricks nice to you." He held out a hand and grinned ruefully, "I'm sorry to startle you with my abrupt awakening...and hitting you with my head."
[[its okay..i'm may not be on for a week starting the 28th...i'll try though..i'm going out of country on a cruise!]]
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Posted: Mon Aug 27, 2007 6:53 am
"o- okay, i w- will" Sarah promised Sheila, still feeling incredibly awkward and stupid for her mistake. She shivered a little at sheilas cold touch on her shoulder, becoming confused for a minuet until she realized that it was part of her snake-like-ness that Sarah still had to come to terms with as somewhat-normal.
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Posted: Mon Aug 27, 2007 11:27 am
Sheila pulled her hand away when she felt Sarah shiver. "Sorry," she murmured quickly. "I forgot about you not liking snakes." She took a step back, folding her hands behind herself. Stupid. You're not going to make any more friends if you keep making mistakes like that, no matter how nice you are to people. She smiled, a tiny flush of color in her face was the only visible sign of her embarrassment. "Oh! Until you can shield, I wouldn't tell people when you hear what they're thinking," she added after a moment.
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Posted: Mon Aug 27, 2007 3:09 pm
ooc||
Let's have Yuki pretend he's alone in a little box. -cough-
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Yuki Yoshiro was in his last grade. Sure. He was nineteen. But, he wasn't held back. He didn't have enough credits to go on to college as he would have liked. So. He had stayed. But everyone else thought he was held back.
Leaning over the railing of the rooftop and bending his head slightly, he sighed. This was his haven to get away from everything. He was two people. Maybe more. But he kept his true self hidden away.
He refused to be a studious mess. He'd be laughed at. Even if it got annoying with everyone around him, he didn't feel alone.
But. If anyone had found that out, he'd have to kill them.
Delicately touching the ends of his hair, he looked around. A hot girl there, a possible fan girl there, he wanted someone to love. But alas, he would not date a girl that obsessed over him.
He at least wanted a friend. A friend or someone who understood him. Pain hit his eyes.
Closing them, he thought, Go away... Go away... GO AWAY... I... I can't be sad... I... Can't...
He couldn't hide sadness if someone planted a chip in his brain telling him how to make himself look happy.
He opened his eyes, looking down at a puddle, his eyes still showed a pang of sadness. Glaring at himself he said, "Stop it. Give it a rest. No one feels sorry for you. Why not go make yourself feel better?"
Taking out a pocket knife, he pressed it to his skin and closed his eyes, and slashed at his wrist.
Sighing in relief, he encouragingly whispered, "Now isn't that better, Yuki? Yes. It is. You love the sight of blood. Come on. Lets be happy now, or at least please."
The insides of him screamed, yelling no. No more. No more pain. No more suffering. No more. No more lying. No more faking. No more anything.
Yuki held his stomach, crouched, and bent over. Tears glittering until they hit the floor.
Silently he cried inside. Silently he cried for help. For anyone to come and save his heart. His soul. His life.
Gasping to control himself, he got up, and stiffly walked in a small circle, trying to clear his mind. Biting his lip, he yelled, "WHY CAN'T ANYONE HELP ME!? WHY CAN'T THEY SAVE ME!? WHY AM I ALONE!?"
He was alone, yet, he wasn't. No one cared really about him. Thought he was cute, tough, the occasional hot, thought he had it all, a bad boy. No. He wasn't. He was just a whiny pathetic waste in the world.
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Posted: Mon Aug 27, 2007 4:48 pm
"I- its okay, just s- something i need to get u- used to, right?" Sarah said, "I- I mean, if you s- still want to be friends w- with me, even though im not s- sure what im doing y- yet..." She thought about her stutter for a second, hating her father deeply for making her always so nervous. "I- I wont, i can a- already tell its not a g- good idea"
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Posted: Mon Aug 27, 2007 4:57 pm
Terri walked onto the roof top, her hair was tightly pulled back, as was usual, her clothes were all the way she liked them with imperfections here and there that made it perfect, and the skulls that decorated them drew in the surrounding light with every stride her long pale legs made, with the usual bounce in her step just in time to here the young man scream.
Well he's kinda Emo. He intrigued her with his thin frame, pale skin, and dark hair. His baggy dark clothes screamed Goth. There was something picturesque about him sitting there in his lamenting. It wasn't her style really but to each his own. Poor thing. I hope he's okay. Now, now Terri curiosity killed the cat. But still it couldn't hurt.
She walked up to him with a smile that was spread across her face as usual. She leaned over and look at his face. "Are you okay?" Curiosity had gotten the best of her. "You seem upset." Terri now saw the signs of tears on his cheeks and hands. Something was wrong but what she did not know or understand.
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Posted: Mon Aug 27, 2007 6:05 pm
Sheila looked surprised by Sarah's answer, but grinned widely. She still had a friend. A real live, human friend. "Don't worry," she said cheerfully. "Shielding isn't that hard. It's just remembering to keep the shields up that's a little tricky sometimes." At least, that was what the members of her family who were stronger than her at telepathy had told her. She didn't want to admit to her friend that she wasn't powerful enough to even bother with shields. Unless she was actively 'listening' she wouldn't pick up on anyone's thoughts but her own.
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Posted: Mon Aug 27, 2007 6:06 pm
Yuki stared back at her, dull, lifeless eyes.
Staring at her he stammered, "I-I don't know what you're talking about." Yuki stood up taller and glared down at the floor.
Shuffling his feet away from her, he said, "I-I have- Oh nevermind. You wouldn't understand."
He stared coldly at her. He was back to himself. It blocked all that was his true self. He would be a bad a** boy around people.
Staring at her he said, "Er... I'm sorry, but, I can't... I can't talk freely about that to complete strangers. I would if we... Got to know each other better."
He scooted closer to her, she was pretty hot.
Yuki smiled. Ah. Another side of him. Yuki put his hand next to his stomach and his other hand lazily hung on his side.
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Posted: Mon Aug 27, 2007 6:36 pm
Rikka shuffled onto the rooftop, and walked over to the edge. There was a soft breeze, and it ran through her hair. She held onto the railing protecting students from the edge of the building. Ryuu had taken her over that railing, taken her flying. Now, he was somewhere she couldn't find him, maybe he was just avoiding her, or something.
Rikka sat and hugged her knees, resting her head against it. Her heart ached, and she wanted someone badly. Someone to stand beside her and tell her everything was alright. She loved Ryuu deeply, but he just wasn't there. He wasn't anywhere to be found, and she knew that they would only grow apart, if something didn't change.
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Posted: Mon Aug 27, 2007 6:48 pm
Terri shrugged. "Well sometimes its just easier to unload personal baggage on a complete stranger." He was a few inches taller than her and did not seem as emo as earlier. Yet still curiosity beckoned her to find out more.
Terri thought about it for a second trying to figure out if she should follow her curious impulse, "Terri." She paused for a moment, "My name is Terri. The way I see it, if I introduce myself then I'm not a complete stranger now am I." If I were a cat I would be dead by now.
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Posted: Mon Aug 27, 2007 7:19 pm
Yuki smirked and said, "Of course you know my name, if you haven't, you're my kind of girl. See... I'm always stalked, and girls always wall over me, so, it's nice to see you not collecting my tears to snub to other girls that you have something of mine... I am Yoshiro Yuki."
Yuki placed out a thin but strong looking hand (for a second), his nails were covered with black, and his eyes were red, yet not peircing her soul. He quickly recovered his hand. What if she touched it? What would happen?
Yuki usually scared people with his looks, no, he scared them a lot. Yuki's hair whispered in the sudden wind.
Glancing at the sky, he said, "Uh, it's a nice... Day out?" Yuki glanced back at the floor, moving away a bit from her.
Retreat while you can Yuki. Retreat now... Before you are hurt again... Remember that girl? From when you were fifteen? Remember her? How she though you were a freak? The same will happen this time. Retreat NOW, Yuki. While you still can. You must never fall in love. I comand you to stop speaking to her!
No! I will not, you are just a voice. JUST A VOICE! Go away. Go away! GO AWAY!!
Yuki grasped his head tightly, and swung it down towards the floor, slightly tripping over himself. Bunched up in a ball, he kept whispering, "Go away... Go away... Go away... Go away... Please... Go away... Away from me... Damn you... Leave me be... I don't like you commanding me... You can't- You can't- GO AWAY!"
He was shaking. He was scared. And depressed. And he feared for his life. This thing... It could kill him... He was sure it could, it had threatened before... He should call it something... But what?
Chaos? Torture? Anger?
No.
It. He would call it It.
It was a thing. Nothing else. Something in his head. It deserved no name...
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Yuki is me. Dx In guy form. But I'm not stalked after, my bestie is though. 8D
And. Bold+Italic is speaking and thinking at the same time. :3
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Posted: Mon Aug 27, 2007 7:38 pm
Terri stepped back. She was afraid. Why was he flailing around like this? Was it something she had said? Something she had done? Dead cat, Dead cat, Dead cat. Some thing else compelled her though.
She reached out with her mind out to her glove and started to mutter intangible words under her breath just in case some thing went wrong. Terri reached out and put her hand on his shoulder, she would not release the spell unless she had to. "Are you ok?" Her smile had faded. She was scared and showing it, but something would not let her leave him.
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Posted: Mon Aug 27, 2007 8:08 pm
Yuki stopped convulsing and gasped, "It... It came back... It is a horrible thing... It... It tries to run my life... If I speak to someone for too... Long, It comes after me... Telling me I cannot ever be close to anyone..."
Yuki saw her frightened and put his head in a corner. Gloomily, he said, "You'd... Better go... I know I probably freak you out... This happens to me sometimes. No. That would be a lie. This happens to me a lot when I'm alone. I wanted someone to come to me, and you did, before- Then It came and told me to... To leave you, I cannot trust anyone... I don't know if it is true or not... But... I want to trust SOMEONE. I mean... Is it healthy to trust no one?"
Yuki was crying again and he hid his face miserably in shame. He scared people. It was right. No one could get close to him. It was trying to protect him... But was he really? Wasn't friendship meaning going through thick and thin? Why wouldn't It allow him to seek help?
So many questions...
Yuki started on fire. This happened when he became miserably depressed. It was like a protecting shield, yet it was extremly weak, and wouldn't help him with strong opponents."
Yuki closed his eyes, rocking himself back and forth.
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Now. If she can actually like, open him up, it would be a miracle. D: Butbut. Yeah. xD
I just got bored tonight, so I made something new up about him. But I don't think it'll happen much. I think if he's left alone for three days without a friend and the friend suddenly speaks to him, then It will come back. :3
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Posted: Mon Aug 27, 2007 8:28 pm
Terri was still nervous about the situation but felt a bit more confidant now that he was calmer. "That doesn't sound very healthy to me." She found a handkerchief and held it out to him. "Here, I know it isn't much but its something."
Terri wished that she could make it better. Against all common sense she had stayed there. Unlike before now she stayed. She tried to conjure up a smile and managed a small grin. No more images of dead kitties jumped through her head and if anything she still had her spell. It wasn't much, just a simple blinding flash, But it would give her time to get away if she had to.
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Posted: Tue Aug 28, 2007 5:40 am
Sarah nodded in understanding, and she would have tried out putting up whatever kind of sheild, but she couldnt hear any thoughts in the first place so she wouldnt know if it was working.
I wonder what Meagan is doing right now.... If shes okay, I remember that one of her friends seemed like a jerk... I hope he didnt try anything... Maybe if Meagan has a power that she never realized either she could come here!
Sarah jumped, realizing Sheila was still there and she had been spacing out for the past couple minuets
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