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 Posted: Fri Aug 17, 2007 7:40 am
So, my doctor took me off Seroquel, which is a nice lil drug that will put yer a** in a coma for about 12 hours (really, it's a nice sleep drug). Last night was my first night without it. I went to bed at midnight, but fell asleep at 4AM!!! Yay. I'm sleep deprived and have things I need to do today. gonk
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Posted: Fri Aug 17, 2007 7:47 am
Vertigo_Kiwi So, my doctor took me off Seroquel, which is a nice lil drug that will put yer a** in a coma for about 12 hours (really, it's a nice sleep drug). Last night was my first night without it. I went to bed at midnight, but fell asleep at 4AM!!! Yay. I'm sleep deprived and have things I need to do today. gonk I got put on tegratol (for seizures) and its makes me drowsy. However, if someone irritates me as I am nodding off, Im up for the rest of the night. Really sucks, so I have an idea of how you feel.
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Posted: Fri Aug 17, 2007 10:12 am
jaden kendam Vertigo_Kiwi So, my doctor took me off Seroquel, which is a nice lil drug that will put yer a** in a coma for about 12 hours (really, it's a nice sleep drug). Last night was my first night without it. I went to bed at midnight, but fell asleep at 4AM!!! Yay. I'm sleep deprived and have things I need to do today. gonk I got put on tegratol (for seizures) and its makes me drowsy. However, if someone irritates me as I am nodding off, Im up for the rest of the night. Really sucks, so I have an idea of how you feel. Yeah, my problem is once I'm up I can't go back to sleep until the next night. But I'm upset about lots of things right now anyay. I'm basically at the end of the line when it comes to meds for my bipolar. This past year I've been on more drugs than any person should. And it's really starting to eff up my memory. I'm so ticked about it, but I can't just go off meds because I'm the type that'd be hospitalized without them. But, I think I'm gonna have to stop bitching and start accepting things for how they are. Once I get more sleep, that is.
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Posted: Fri Aug 17, 2007 12:19 pm
Happy: I'm finally heading off to college this fall! In the present, I also have many good books to read.
Crappy: College is expensive, even when I'm lucky enough to have parents who can pay for most of it. Also, I wasn't able to get a "real" job this summer since transportation was such an issue. XP So, I'm probably going to have to find a job on campus, which shouldn't be too bad since I hear they're always hiring at the food places. Still, I've been stressing about that and figuring out how all the little things work around the dorms and so on. I'm terrified that I'll sleep through my morning classes or forget that my schedule changes every day or that I'll get the days mixed up and go to the wrong classes or... yeah.
Neutral: My mom's homeopathic doctor put me on vitamins and probiotics. Not sure if they've done any good yet.
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Posted: Sat Aug 18, 2007 12:20 am
jaden kendam BlueRoseTorn I'd like to curl up, fall asleep, and never wake up again. I'm tired of the bullshit at my job. I'm tired of my boyfriend's bullshit. I'm tired of everyone telling me I'm doing everything wrong. A few kind words and a little encouragement go such a long way. More than anything, I'm tired of being unsure about everything. I guess this makes me an official twenty-something. confused If you were doing everything wrong, then you wouldnt have a job. I might not for much longer. Even though I work myself so hard every night that I can barely move at the end of my shift, I'm evidently a "slacker," and they're threatening to not give me a good word on my upcoming transfer if I don't "work at least twice as fast as [I'm] working now," which means that there would be a big chance Target would just get rid of me. And as for the fiance, yesterday we signed a lease together. After tonight's conversation, I can't shake the feeling that this is the worst decision I've ever made.
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Posted: Sun Aug 19, 2007 4:41 pm
I'm in super grrr mood right now:
1. Saw my teacher-friend at the store today, and he was acting really mean and snobby to me.
2. I feel sick and haven't ate anything in 2 days.
3. The concert I was supposed to go to today has been postponed! (Buckcherry, Hinder, and Papa Roach).
4. I've been puking up nasty yellow liquid.
The good thing for today is that on Christmas Break my mommy and I are going to get tattoos together.
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Posted: Sat Aug 25, 2007 5:43 pm
Secular humanists annoy me. Especially the militant ones like squarecircle. "Christ can't have been crucified the way the Bible says; Christians are idiots for believing that it was possible. See, I have an Orthodox Jew who says otherwise!"
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Posted: Sat Aug 25, 2007 9:04 pm
Vertigo_Kiwi 4. I've been puking up nasty yellow liquid. That's your stomach lining. Do make sure you are hydrated, and try to eat something. We like you. We want to keep you around. /once puked up stomach lining all over her dorm.
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Posted: Sun Aug 26, 2007 4:03 pm
Vertigo: Maybe it's a good thing that the concert is delayed. You wouldn't want to go whilst puking, right? sweatdrop Good luck with your tummy.
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Posted: Tue Aug 28, 2007 3:35 pm
Another huge fight. This month seems to be setting a record for us. cry
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Posted: Wed Aug 29, 2007 10:49 pm
Vertigo_Kiwi I'm in super grrr mood right now: 1. Saw my teacher-friend at the store today, and he was acting really mean and snobby to me. 2. I feel sick and haven't ate anything in 2 days. 3. The concert I was supposed to go to today has been postponed! (Buckcherry, Hinder, and Papa Roach). 4. I've been puking up nasty yellow liquid. The good thing for today is that on Christmas Break my mommy and I are going to get tattoos together.
If my mother ever suggested that her and I get a tattoo together I think I would ask her what medication she was on and/or if she had a fever.
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Posted: Tue Sep 25, 2007 12:03 am
The water heater is leaking, leaking all over my carpeting in the computer room. None of the knobs feel loose, and I am terrified to turn any of them in an attempt to shut make it stop in case more water spurts out and makes more of a mess than there all ready is. sweatdrop
We were told that if we had to call the office late at night for an emergency, the answering machine would give us a number for SUPER EMERGENCY GET OVER HERE RIGHT NOW maintenance. No such message, no such number.
I swear to everything that if the towels I put on the carpet aren't enough and this turns into a majour problem, I will have someone's ******** colon in a jar for this. scream
This is the umpteenth problem we've had with the office/maintenance team/apartment in general in the little more than a WEEK that we've been here, and I am not happy. At all.
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Posted: Tue Sep 25, 2007 9:41 am
Happy: Three job interviews were scheduled for this week, and despite difficulties in finding them, the first two so far seemed to have gone well. I'm also meeting my best friend today for tennis.
Crappy: Then again, every other job interview I went to 'seemed' to go well, and only one of those did the service of letting me know that I didn't get the job. And this third interview is from someone who I turned my application into, and was told that I'd be gotten in touch with...with the 'get in touch by' date being about a month or so ago.
Also after telling my verbally abusive god-sister to stop coming by, she managed to give me a nice twenty-minute parting shot that I'm still reeling from.
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Posted: Thu Sep 27, 2007 9:10 pm
It's not like tonight is the last night he'll have off this week, or anything special like that. And it's definitely not like he'll be at work and school all day tomorrow and I won't be able to see him.
And he totally didn't ditch our date day yesterday to have a friend over in our living room for seven hours, making a mess all over my couch. After that, he didn't even think of spending the rest of the night on FFXI.
But hey, it's not like I didn't just slave away in the kitchen for three and a half hours making his favourite dinner and dessert, so that we could spend some time together tonight.
So I'm totally fine that he, as I was setting his ******** plate on the table, got a headache; which, to him, means he needs to retreat immediately to the bedroom and nap until eleven o'clock in the morning tomorrow, instead of just taking an Advil, napping for an hour, then getting up and spending time with me, like he promised he would.
He would NEVER do those things! ...Oh ******** inconsiderate a*****e.
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Posted: Thu Sep 27, 2007 11:13 pm
Happy: I'm getting the chance to continue my education and keep my feet on the path of bettering myself. My health has been substantially better with only a handful of migraines in place of the six a week I was having a little over a year ago.
Crappy: My store, Hollywood Video, was just informed less than a week ago that we are closing. That means most of us are out of jobs, that is, once we finally shut the doors after the large liquidation sale.
I see this as a sign from someone that my plan of attending school fulltime once more in the actual classroom is where I’m supposed to be. That means moving back North from Florida to Ohio in the winter. Now all I have to do is inform my housemates that I’m leaving and have the little ones balling every time they see me until I actually do move. Then hear about how I’ve left them high and dry and the girls are so sad because their Uncle left.
Now is the time for me to be self centered.
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