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Posted: Thu Jan 02, 2014 2:16 pm
Riley stiffened imperceptibly, for the briefest moment. Mentoring under Red? I wasn't aware she was offering mentorships for students considering.. Perhaps discussion of Red's current state wasn't the kind of lighthearted topic meant for a New Years dance. So she brushed it aside, and shook her head. Have you been learning well from her? I take it then, you are going to follow on that dream of yours to become a bogeyman. No, I dare say, to become the best bogeyman. Her eyes crinkled with pride. I expect nothing less from you.
She spent a moment in silence, as she considered the consequences of Mot becoming a boogeyman. I wonder. Truly, just curiosity. But, you will be the hand of the law, one day. What will you do if you must come up against someone you once cared for? Someone you once respected? If Hel were brought in for some discrepancy, for example. Or, She did not pause a beat, despite the way her inflection changed. If you were ordered to say, bring me down. That is the correct terminology, I believe?
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Posted: Thu Jan 02, 2014 2:27 pm
He tilted his head somewhat. Was Riley troubled by Red? Mot had to agree that Red was definitely unbalanced, mentally and physically. She displayed signs of Insanity. A stage of it that terrified him. Just in their interview, he feared for his core. He managed a smile at her pride in him, chuckling lightly. "Yes, well... I always try my best. No matter what I am doing. However, I've not heard or learned much from Red at all. I really wonder what she has in store for Remi and myself."Riley's warning made Mot's face fall. He had many doubts about his career path in the past, and even now he stil wondered why he bothered. "Jeepers... I've been asked this before. By Hel.. and by Red. I told them both I would do all I had to.. to uphold the law." Mot frowned, looking somewhat dejected. "Am I destined to fight my friends forever? I feel like.. All I'll ever do is nag them to make better decisions. As it stands, my track record for success is horrifically low.."Mot shook his head and straightened up, trying to put on a brave face. He didn't want to burden his Captain with too much of his inner woe. He had so much of it, as if it never ended. "But, being a Boogeyman isn't the be all and end all dream of mine. That's the thing... I can be anything.. right? Even fulfilling a simple role as a Grim Reaper would be fine. Especially if it meant I wouldn't have to lead a life of fighting my friends.."
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Posted: Thu Jan 02, 2014 2:54 pm
Mot's answer pleased her more than she could have ever hoped to express to him. Her facial structure looked as if she would have been grinning, if she could have. Oh yes, Mot. Yes. You can truly be anything you want to be, even as a boogey, or a reaper. You control every move in your game, and every step down a path of your choosing. It pleases me to hear you say that. She took control of their movements with a subtle shift in lead. I look forward to seeing what choices you make, as time goes by. I will endeavor not to lose touch with you, either.
Her expression faltered. Ah, but that is presumptuous. Of course I will not coerce you into keeping contact with me. Even if your life leads you away, I will instead try my best to keep an ear turned in your direction.
Her hand lifted off his shoulder, and brushed back his hair quietly. I have no idea what the future holds, for any of us. It's a strange new feeling, for me.
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Posted: Thu Jan 02, 2014 3:12 pm
Gosh. His friends always held such amazing hopes and expectations for him. He prayed with all his heart he'd live up to them. Still, it also meant he really didnt have to be a Boogeyman to be proud of his accomplishments. Right? As long as he was true to his heart. And in his heart, did he want a life in which he would always be at odds with his friends? A life where he had to strain his mental well being just to uphold his idea of justice and morals? He was really beginning to think that maybe a childhood dream was best left as a dream. He smiled fondly at her touch, his eyes closing for a moment before opening again, as if he was resting. "I'd love for you to keep in contact. I don't want to lose touch with anyone... yet I already have with many of them." His smile still stood, though it's light began to fade. "I hid away, and I lost contact with many friends. I don't even know what they're up to anymore, or what happiness or strifes they have encountered.""I don't want that to happen to us, Captain. Not again." He furrowed his brows, "Do.. are you fond of letters?"
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Posted: Thu Jan 02, 2014 3:16 pm
He could only smile as he guided Yin over towards the tree, eager to write down his own wish, even if he hadn't quite managed to think of what exactly he wanted to wish for. It seemed like, at this moment in time, everything he could possibly want was already his, and no matter where the twists and turns in his unlife's path might take him, he was not quite so nervous as he had been only a couple of months before. Yin was making a very obvious attempt to hide what he was writing, and Alex did not try to force a peek at the words on his paper, merely glancing over at him once while snatching up his own paper and pencil, to see that the other boil had his hands cupped around whatever it was he was writing. The zomboil himself shrugged it off mentally, though there was definitely amusement plain in his eyes and in his smile as he bent over his paper, stopping with his pencil on top of it while he thought over what to put. Eventually, something came to him, and he began to write. Dear Wishing Tree: I wish... for all those who I've come to know, love, and cherish in various ways, to find as much happiness in their lives as they can possibly hold. From: Alexander It was corny as hell, but that was pretty much par for the course when Alexander was involved. He didn't feel he needed anything for himself, and though it had been tempting to wish for the cafeteria to serve brain casserole every day for a week as their special, this just seemed a little more fitting. "All done?" He asked, turning towards Yin. A dumb question, really, as the weremantis was standing their with no paper in front of him or pencil in hand, his wish already adhered to the tree. "Well in that case, how about a dance?" He had to have expected this from his bonded by now. "And then we can go, if you want. I don't think I'm really needed for anything else, tonight."
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Posted: Thu Jan 02, 2014 3:34 pm
Then I will never let it happen. Riley promised. She seemed very confident about something she couldn't truly be sure of. And surprisingly, yes. I am very fond of written correspondence. I have a penpal who has fallen silent, recently. I miss it a bit. If our paths lead us physically apart, I would be delighted to receive letters from you on a regular basis. If nothing else, we will keep each other entertained.
Something odd passed through her eyes, as a thought - a memory? - crossed her mind. She didn't know why she'd been reminded of it then, and not at any other time during the conversation. She thought she'd been doing so well, too.
But she realized, belatedly, that she wasn't angry anymore. And perhaps it was time to talk about it, after all.
May I ask you something, Mot? I know I asked you never to speak of the Red Kingdom again, but I was fresh with rage when I spoke to you that day. The fires have died, by now, and I'm .. curious about our experience.
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Posted: Thu Jan 02, 2014 3:48 pm
The reaper smiled. "I love letters. I look forward to writing you many of them." As much as he loved his phone, letter felt more intimate, and gave him time to ponder carefully what he wished to say. Writing was an art form to him. She mentioned the Red Kingdom, and his heart jumped. The reason they'd fallen away from one another happened to be that heated moment of rage. Mot's lips tightened, afraid to put her off in some way. However, she was the one who'd brought it up. "Curious?" He asked cautiously. "I mean... it wasn't us, after all. Simply entities that resembled our form."
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Posted: Thu Jan 02, 2014 4:30 pm
It wasn't us. Entities that resembled our form.
Riley let those words sink in, and the flippant way in which Mot said them. Simultaneously, she heard Amrita's voice. She heard the same sentiment, and its implications, the day the ghoul had told her she was not Riley.
An interesting way to look at it. Riley murmured carefully. What variables indicate whether a person is who they seem, despite a change - or whether someone is, as you say, an entity all to itself? I'm curious, for multiple reasons. But first, tell me how you distinguish in such a way that you are so certain of this fact.
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Posted: Thu Jan 02, 2014 4:46 pm
"B...because... I wasn't the one in charge." Mot said, trying to sort his opinion on the philosophical matter. "The other Mot spoke to me in a dream. He is why I know of it at all. Therefore, that other Mot wasn't me."
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Posted: Thu Jan 02, 2014 4:54 pm
Sura thrummed at Chaya's pleasure at the fact she and Jory had already met, trying to not look like she was looming over her friend, but she was totally looming over her friend, looking at Jory with growing confusion (yellow eyes everywhere) as he grew more and more tense.
About what, though? Sura had never understood the significance of kissing other than mouth-touchy-touchy on various things (was it eating without opening your mouth wide enough?), but watching Chaya lay one on the not-so-raring-to-go Jory had her rumbling with amusement, then leaning down compliantly for the ghoul at her request.
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Posted: Thu Jan 02, 2014 5:05 pm
Riley thought Mot's explanation was concise, and made perfect sense. The only problem was that it played at a direct intersection with what she'd hoped for. She wasn't as worried about the woman she'd been in Red Kingdom, despite that being the main topic of conversation. It was who she was now, that mattered.
And who she was now, was in charge.
In charge. She repeated thoughtfully. In charge of your.. what? Body? Mind? Soul? And where were you, when it all happened? You certainly weren't destroyed, since you're here again, with me now. But if you were no longer in charge of.. some part of yourself, then where did you go?
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Posted: Thu Jan 02, 2014 5:30 pm
Mot was bombarded with questions. He stared at Riley with a worried and fretful expression. How to answer her? Did he even know? "It's... all just theory.. I guess.." She wanted solid proof, for some reason. "In charge of the ego. Decisions, actions. I watched those things happen, but I did not control them." Her last bit of questioning befuddled him, his arched brows nearly flat across his brow in fret. "I.... huh?""I.. don't think I understand. It's hard to comprehend myself not existing when I am here busy existing."
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Posted: Thu Jan 02, 2014 6:00 pm
Riley had all but stopped dancing. If she moved, it was the gentle sway of someone who remembered she was supposed to be moving. But for the most part, she was deeply lost in trying to riddle out the mystery of existence. Then, let me come at the question a different way. You told me you spoke to the person that controlled you, during our stint in the Kingdoms. Did he have any idea where he came from? Her hands clutched, just slightly, against Mot's shoulders. More importantly, how did you resolve the fact that he would no longer exist, now that you have returned to your proper senses?
She sucked in a deep breath through her tentacles, and two of her claws pressed up gently against Mot's temples. Or is he still there, somewhere?
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Posted: Thu Jan 02, 2014 6:15 pm
Whether or not they danced, Mot was happy to be talking with someone. While it flustered and confused him, thoughtful conversations kept his attention much more than idle banter, as pleasant as it was. Time with Riley was something he rarely got. "He um... I can't recall what he said of his existence. I'm not sure if he was a shadow, a clone...." Mot blinked as he felt Riley gently press her claws to his temple, somehow not minding her close proximity. Maybe his relationships had accustomed him to females by now. He no longer fears them. Even though Riley was technically both. "His existence, and his memories, merged with mine. Maybe.. those entities were pieces of us, but I'm not certain of that. So.. yes. He is in here, but now he is me?" Mot chuckled, "Gosh, Captain. You make me think too much."
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Posted: Thu Jan 02, 2014 6:38 pm
He merged with you. Until Mot said those simple words, Riley had not even entertained the idea that merging was possible. Little did she know, she wouldn't be given much of a choice. Strange, I did not merge with mine. I think that was for the best, in all honesty. She was never meant to survive past that world. She bore weaknesses and insecurities that I could never harbor. But she's dead now. Her eyes crinkled slightly at the edges. For the best on several levels. You know, I would not have admitted it then, but now there are bigger issues at hand, than those of a world long past. So it does not pain me to admit that I think she was falling in love with your counterpart, in that world. If she had merged with me, who knows what would have happened. Riley brushed the back of a claw against his cheek. So. Among other things, I surely saved you from a very different fate.
But as she spoke of it, it was clear that she had no question what would have happened if she'd actually wanted Mot for her own. She was simply letting him know that he'd been saved from that particular acquisition; not allowing for the idea that it wouldn't have occurred.
So with great amusement, she teased, What a terrible fate, indeed.
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