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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 7:45 pm
I just watched the end of FMA. I totally didn't cry, so shut the hell up.
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 7:46 pm
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 7:48 pm
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 7:50 pm
Kats Kokeshi Doll That's...uh...creepy? eek Fixed. (Assuming that was @me)
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 7:51 pm
Saxophone Hero Kats Kokeshi Doll That's...uh...creepy? eek Fixed. (Assuming that was @me) No no no, it's not creepy. D: It's just not joygasm worthy? ;o;
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 7:59 pm
Creas I just watched the end of FMA. I totally didn't cry, so shut the hell up. This just reminded me why I hate school. I have to go tomorrow and have a different set of emotions for six hours of the day. No ******** wonder people don't like school, I mean who the hell can be themselves at school. Sometimes I just don't know if I can stand it for much longer. Every day I find my self wishing I was in the hospital or something so I wouldn't have to go, but then I realize that's just a stall and I'll have to do it eventually. I have to go be a totally different person, because I'm too weak to do anything about other people, who would screw with me if I was actually my self. I ******** hate people. A lot. They're so damn stupid. I don't get why every one can't just get the hell along. Every one's lives would be easier. Hell I'm stupid too, I don't even usually realize how much people affect me until moments like this. I wanna go break something someone.
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 8:11 pm
Creas Creas I just watched the end of FMA. I totally didn't cry, so shut the hell up. This just reminded me why I hate school. I have to go tomorrow and have a different set of emotions for six hours of the day. No ******** wonder people don't like school, I mean who the hell can be themselves at school. Sometimes I just don't know if I can stand it for much longer. Every day I find my self wishing I was in the hospital or something so I wouldn't have to go, but then I realize that's just a stall and I'll have to do it eventually. I have to go be a totally different person, because I'm too weak to do anything about other people, who would screw with me if I was actually my self. I ******** hate people. A lot. They're so damn stupid. I don't get why every one can't just get the hell along. Every one's lives would be easier. Hell I'm stupid too, I don't even usually realize how much people affect me until moments like this. I wanna go break something someone.Ugh, you're right. If I don't use "like" between every 3 words or act like I have the IQ of a second grader people would call me a nerd. xd
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 8:15 pm
Kats Kokeshi Doll Creas Creas I just watched the end of FMA. I totally didn't cry, so shut the hell up. This just reminded me why I hate school. I have to go tomorrow and have a different set of emotions for six hours of the day. No ******** wonder people don't like school, I mean who the hell can be themselves at school. Sometimes I just don't know if I can stand it for much longer. Every day I find my self wishing I was in the hospital or something so I wouldn't have to go, but then I realize that's just a stall and I'll have to do it eventually. I have to go be a totally different person, because I'm too weak to do anything about other people, who would screw with me if I was actually my self. I ******** hate people. A lot. They're so damn stupid. I don't get why every one can't just get the hell along. Every one's lives would be easier. Hell I'm stupid too, I don't even usually realize how much people affect me until moments like this. I wanna go break something someone.Ugh, you're right. If I don't use "like" between every 3 words or act like I have the IQ of a second grader people would call me a nerd. xd I can;t even do that. The only two things I can do when not completely surroneed by my friends is act tired and be intilegent not even paying attention to how i type thisn that's how bad i fell. so damn depressed.,m
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 10:16 pm
I absolutely hate racist people. This isn't a secret but I've been meaning to get this off my chest. THIS dude, is saying that ALL Filipino Teeny Boppers ( People who act older than they are ) are EW? :/
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 10:27 pm
asianretart I absolutely hate racist people. This isn't a secret but I've been meaning to get this off my chest. THIS dude, is saying that ALL Filipino Teeny Boppers ( People who act older than they are ) :/ Reading through that--I think they're just saying TB Filipinos are "ew"? Which is stupid because it's still racist. But I'm not sure wtf their frickin' point is. . ____ .
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 10:41 pm
Jer0nim0 asianretart I absolutely hate racist people. This isn't a secret but I've been meaning to get this off my chest. THIS dude, is saying that ALL Filipino Teeny Boppers ( People who act older than they are ) :/ Reading through that--I think they're just saying TB Filipinos are "ew"? Which is stupid because it's still racist. But I'm not sure wtf their frickin' point is. . ____ . It's offending, because I'm partially one myself. The Filipino TBs here in Australia often go out on outings and stuff, they have couples and families where one couple are the parents. :/ I only go on outings and all. This is also offending for the Filipino community on Tumblr. D: I has hurted myself.
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 10:43 pm
asianretart Jer0nim0 asianretart I absolutely hate racist people. This isn't a secret but I've been meaning to get this off my chest. THIS dude, is saying that ALL Filipino Teeny Boppers ( People who act older than they are ) :/ Reading through that--I think they're just saying TB Filipinos are "ew"? Which is stupid because it's still racist. But I'm not sure wtf their frickin' point is. . ____ . It's offending, because I'm partially one myself. The Filipino TBs here in Australia often go out on outings and stuff, they have couples and families where one couple are the parents. :/ I only go on outings and all. This is also offending for the Filipino community on Tumblr. D: I has hurted myself. I'm 100% Filipino too. o3o I just stopped caring what dumbasses said a long time ago. XD Hope it'll start bothering you less too. o3o /huggles.
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 10:52 pm
Jer0nim0 asianretart Jer0nim0 asianretart I absolutely hate racist people. This isn't a secret but I've been meaning to get this off my chest. THIS dude, is saying that ALL Filipino Teeny Boppers ( People who act older than they are ) :/ Reading through that--I think they're just saying TB Filipinos are "ew"? Which is stupid because it's still racist. But I'm not sure wtf their frickin' point is. . ____ . It's offending, because I'm partially one myself. The Filipino TBs here in Australia often go out on outings and stuff, they have couples and families where one couple are the parents. :/ I only go on outings and all. This is also offending for the Filipino community on Tumblr. D: I has hurted myself. I'm 100% Filipino too. o3o I just stopped caring what dumbasses said a long time ago. XD Hope it'll start bothering you less too. o3o /huggles. -huggles- The ruckus is going down, I hope it flames. In the words of the song burn.... BURNBABYBURNNN!
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 11:33 pm
Creas Kats Kokeshi Doll Creas Creas I just watched the end of FMA. I totally didn't cry, so shut the hell up. This just reminded me why I hate school. I have to go tomorrow and have a different set of emotions for six hours of the day. No ******** wonder people don't like school, I mean who the hell can be themselves at school. Sometimes I just don't know if I can stand it for much longer. Every day I find my self wishing I was in the hospital or something so I wouldn't have to go, but then I realize that's just a stall and I'll have to do it eventually. I have to go be a totally different person, because I'm too weak to do anything about other people, who would screw with me if I was actually my self. I ******** hate people. A lot. They're so damn stupid. I don't get why every one can't just get the hell along. Every one's lives would be easier. Hell I'm stupid too, I don't even usually realize how much people affect me until moments like this. I wanna go break something someone.Ugh, you're right. If I don't use "like" between every 3 words or act like I have the IQ of a second grader people would call me a nerd. xd I can;t even do that. The only two things I can do when not completely surroneed by my friends is act tired and be intilegent not even paying attention to how i type thisn that's how bad i fell. so damn depressed.,m Ok, I know its school and all, but be yourself. yeah, I was always judged, but keep in mind that these people are just as fake as you are. yes, they're gonna make fun of you. That's how they show their "superiority". But, also keep in mind what the world would be like with out geeks or nerds. No technology, to begin with. No medicine, no books, no math, no buildings, no cars. Life would suck. And sooner or later everyone has to grow up. You don't want to spend your entire life pretending to be someone who you are not. So be the real you, and let those people see that you don't care about them. They are all shallow, and you could be the one who really knows them self. Trust me, they are not worth it.
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Posted: Tue Jan 12, 2010 3:22 am
Tabihito I feel like my life is turning into a soap opera. It's not a good thing. About a month ago, my parents pulled me aside to have a "talk" with me. I thought maybe they were going to ask about my asexuality for the thousandth time, if I was depressed, or try to convert me from atheism again. Oh, no. It was worse.
You see, for about nineteen years, they lied to me. My "dad" isn't really my dad. I've never met my biological father. My mom didn't grow up in New York; she'd never been until after I was born. But she had family there, so I never questioned anything. No, she lived almost her entire life in Northern Ireland.
Twenty years ago, my mom and my real father had a one-night drunken stand. When she found out she was pregnant, she fled NI because she thought it was too violent to raise a child. She moved to Virginia, met my "dad" and they got married shortly before I was born. It obviously worked out, since they're still married.
So for my entire life my mom's been covering her accent and lying to me. It's still weird coming to terms with.
Then a few days ago, I had lunch with this guy. A guy I've known since the seventh grade, and have liked as more than friends for nearly as long. I count him among my best friends, though, even after some of the weirdness that happened. Back in my freshman year, I asked him to homecoming. He turned me down, life went on and nothing between us changed. FOUR YEARS LATER, he apologized, and said he still regretted not going with me.
And then last night I had a dream that another of my guy friends came up behind me while I was practicing the piano and... hugged me. I know that to most people, a hug doesn't mean a whole lot, but you have to realize that that's about as physically close as I'm ever willing to get someone. Then he gave me a ride to my grandfather's funeral (he died before I was born o.O) and we talked, and...
Well, it's just been a very, very weird, very stressful winter break. I can't wait to get back to school. ........ I doubt that there's anything I can do to help, but if there is....
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