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Posted: Thu Jul 27, 2006 5:10 pm
Pyroth shook his head, feeling guilty himself for not visiting Antony before now either. "Nah, It's okay, I've not been in much anyway." It was true really, he'd spent more time in the jungle than enjoying what he had.
He didn't even notice the staring, returning his gaze to the table in front of him, unhappy that he'd come over here only to have worried another islander even further, especially a fellow canine. He felt ill but wasn't sure if that was linked to guilt, worry, fear or something else.
He dipped a finger into the waterbowl in front of him, Antony's tone coaxing him to admit what was really bothering him. It felt like the hardest thing he'd had to say, almost losing his mettle mid-way.
"I think..I think. They injected me this morning. There's more....changes to come." he had to grit his teeth on a whimper. Normally never one to show weakness in front of others, he lowered his ears even further.
"Yeah. I came here because no matter how hard I try I can't stop freaking out."
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Posted: Thu Jul 27, 2006 5:18 pm
"Injected you!?" Avery nearly yelped in surprise, his eyes wide. "This morning? How - how long does it take for you to... you know..." he gestured with his hand, "change?"
He almost wanted to get up and run right then; he wasn't sure this was something he wanted to see. But he stayed put, no matter how scared he was - running off wouldn't change things. Besides, this way he could see what he was probably going to become, too. Maybe... maybe there was still a chance, despite Pyroth's currently awkward joints?
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Posted: Thu Jul 27, 2006 5:27 pm
"Well ********," she said bluntly, stepping over to give him a comforting scratch behind the nearest ear. This was... not going to be pretty. Not that any transformation was pretty, but still.
"It differs," she said, answering Avery's question quickly, motioning for him to calm down. "Can you go get some asprin from Delia?" Hopefully running off that extra tension would make him calm down a bit.
She sighed, and sat in a nearby chair, scooting it close to Pyroth's. "Hey, I'll stay with you if you want?"
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Posted: Thu Jul 27, 2006 5:37 pm
Pyroth nodded to Avery. "I don't know. That's the worst part, sometimes it's been almost right away, other times it takes longer." he didn't mention that you could normally tell when it was about to go off simply by the tension that built up in all your muscles, as though all the heat and stored energy in your body was ready to just go in one fell swoop. If he mentioned that, he'd have to mention that he could already feel that horrible sensation in his fingers.
He was more greatful than he could possibly word in his current state that people didn't just vanish at the news. He felt horrible asking anyone to witness something he didn't even know the consequences of but despite his pride, dignity and all those things he had once held dear, he couldn't bear to be alone right now.
A nod and a grateful, though somewhat anxious smile was all he could offer. "Only if you don't mind, I don't want to be the source of anyone's nightmares." his gaze shifted to Avery. "I would never force you to stay either, it's much too close to home. "
He looked down at the bowl again, untouched since he poured it.
"It won't be too long anyway." now he knew he hadn't been imagining it, the twitchiness and slow tingling were spreading gradually across his limbs and chest, making it hard to breathe comfortably.
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Posted: Thu Jul 27, 2006 5:55 pm
This was it, his chance to get away. He didn't have to stay. But what kind of person would he be? Besides, it's not like he wasn't already having nightmares about it. Avery had only changed twice, but each time it had been right after waking up - from horrible, horrible dreams. But he knew from seeing others change that it could happen at any moment.
"A-asprin," Avery repeated, nodding. "Right, I'll be right back," he said, standing up quickly. He darted out of the cafeteria, running as fast as he could to get asprin for his fellow canine. Absently he wondered if he should take his time getting back - maybe it would be over by then? But no, it's better to get the asprin back as soon as he could.
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Posted: Thu Jul 27, 2006 6:02 pm
"I'll stay," she confirmed, knowing full well what it was like to feel utterly alone and to want some sort of tangible comfort. These changes made her personally feel vulnerable, and she imagined it was the same for many of the other islanders.
Antony stayed surprisingly silent during the exchange between the two men, and absently, she put her hand atop his more paw-like appendage, tensing at the heat she felt there. "Just ...Ah don't try and eat me please?" She said with a nervous chuckle, "I've had enough of being on the menu for now. And thanks, Avery."
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Posted: Thu Jul 27, 2006 6:12 pm
Pyroth gave his tail a grateful wag at her words, not feeling quite so terrified as he had been feeling. Despite his distraction he feigned surprise at her request. "Who me? Nah, I wouldn't." that was true for now, when he was less than hungry and very distressed. He hoped it held true after the change as well. Either way, he was almost always frail after any changes that came and wouldn't be able to do anything anyway.
"It's the knowing and waiting that's the hardest part." he said, eyeing his paws, the sensation of Antony's touch exaggerated greatly. He could feel whatever the hell it was building in intensity, a faint buzzing in his ears taking root. He tensed up more, pushing the bowl away with his free paw, looking queasy. "Yep. It's starting. ********>
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Posted: Thu Jul 27, 2006 6:22 pm
Bottle of aspirin clutched in his hands, Avery quickly made his way back to the cafeteria. He paused at the doors, taking a few long, deep breaths, trying to calm himself down. After a few minutes, he pushed the door open, walking back into the cafeteria. He made his way back over to the table.
"Hey, I got it, here..." he trailed off when he noticed something was off, seeing Pyroth was tensed up. He stopped in his tracks a few steps away from the table, afraid to get any closer.
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Posted: Thu Jul 27, 2006 6:25 pm
Without really thinking, Antony stood and pushed the table roughly away from him in case he fell. Tables had not so blunt edges, and falling on things like that ******** hurt.
She swallowed, the squirrel inside her not really trusting the idea of staying here with a predator, especially one that seemed to be more animal than not. Carefully, she shifted in front of him, close enough so that she could catch him if anything went wrong, but far enough away to at least give him some space. "I'm not going anywhere," she stated firmly, watching him intently.
Somehow, this was turning out much better than her latest trip to Billy's had.
Her attention steered from Pyroth to Avery for a brief moment before returning it to the coyote. This wasn't really the time for chatting.
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Posted: Thu Jul 27, 2006 6:29 pm
Whatever it was that had been getting itself gathered together, making his fur almost bristle with the tension finally seemed to reach breaking point. It could go no further. With a sudden wave of nausea, he brought his paws up to his face, pressing them to the sides of his head, trying to drive away the buzzing, and the pressure.
And then it began.
The room spun like a drug trip, its colours and scents seeming to twirl together and become one. It was as though he was slipping into a dream, dozing off while still awake, it was surreal, and a slow motion sequence of events. He was about to speak, his sluggish thoughts pondering the table, now gone. Only the red rain gently falling took his attention.
Red rain?
”My hair?” He yelped, his eyes going wide. He scrambled to his feet, his chair falling to one side, only to feel like a train hit him as he did so. He doubled over, the pain everywhere, tracing it’s tendrils of agony up and down his spine, crunching his bones under its irresistible force. Where he’d been convinced there was nothing more that could change these alterations proved him otherwise, his ribs contorting into a whole new shape, leaving him unable to breathe for a few horrible seconds. It was as though heavy hands pressed onto his head and ran along his back, changing as they moved, painful and harsh. A series of painful clicks seemed to stiffen his spine, turning his vision red with their intensity. His other transformations he’d been scared he might die and hoped that death would release him from the pain. Now it felt inevitable, his body pushed to breaking point by these alterations, every muscle, tendon and bone screaming its protests into his brain.
He staggered backwards, his balance faltering, his tail sweeping out to steady him and elongating in the process. It would be a grisly scene to watch, what had once been vaguely human features losing all hint of their primate origins. It was the paws that hurt the most, their shifting and stiffening bones like toothache for the limbs. He couldn’t handle any more pain and his vision shunted in and out of blackness, blackout imminent.
Opening his eyes as the last wave of changes hit him everything slowed to a standstill, gone were the others, the room. All that stretched before him was the almost-wasteland he’d once called home. He was delirious, unreachable. And there stood the coyote from his dream, watching him. Where once he hadn’t understood, he now saw, hearing the words his grandmother had told him, a little silly ditty but one that stuck in a child’s mind.
“Trickster, Shape-Changer, keep me from danger. Cunning magician, teach me your ways Of magical fire, powers much higher. Lead me to new life. Brighten my days.”
Fire. That had been his tattoo. Irony.
Then.
He was falling, falling to the floor, no longer able to stand on legs newly changed, the ground coming up to hit him like a scolding mother.
The coyote was wisdom, wisdom and folly both. They always went hand in hand. Paw in hand?
Paw in paw?
It made no sense any longer.
Science was wisdom, this island was folly. Folly for wisdoms sake, madness in science, suffering in joy.
If you don’t laugh you’ll cry
And then it was clear. He was once again on the floor in the cafeteria, the coyote was gone. Or so it seemed. Hauling himself to his paws he tried to stand upright but could not. Too top heavy. His breath hitched in his throat and he whimpered, the reality sinking in, the aching newness of the change making him shaky on his paws.
“No..no. NO.” was all he could say, his voice a snarl. “Moreau. That. b*****d.” He needed to see, needed to know how bad it was. “What do I look like?” his voice faltered. He was too scared to look himself.
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Posted: Thu Jul 27, 2006 6:44 pm
Avery could only stand and watch, horrified and stunned. He couldn't bring himself to move closer to help, standing there, useless. He bottle slipped from his hand, clattering to the floor and rolling a short ways away. He had never met Pyroth, never known him when he was human - but knowing that he once was, and seeing what he was becoming... it made him almost feel sick.
Slowly, he sank down to his knees as Pyroth's transformation came to and end. He could feel his heart beating rapidly in his chest, the fear he felt - for the man changing in front of him, and for himself - almost making it hard for him to breathe. This was going to happen to him, too. He was going to look like this. He watched helplessly as Pyroth tried to stand back up on two legs, only to fail.
Avery looked startled when the canine spoke - his vocal chords were the same, at least. He could still talk. Unless he had another change coming? It certainly wasn't out of the question...
"You look--" his voice cut off, unable to say it. He didn't want to be the one to tell him, and he looked at Antony, glad that he wasn't here alone with the other man.
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Posted: Thu Jul 27, 2006 6:49 pm
She drew a hand up to cover her mouth, which was gaping after a very sharp gasp had left it. When his hair fell it was like watching a chemo patient in fast forward, only without many key factors.
As she watched the changes, her stomach did flip-flops and positively swayed. Her ears tried without much result to pin back, to try and block out the grotesque noises of the bones crunching and reforming, and simply the sight of him losing anything that had formerly resembled human. She felt horrible, and was terrified for herself. A giant squirrel wasn't exactly the most pleasant mental image, and at least there wasn't too much of a size difference with Pyroth.
She'd be like... The King Kong of Squirrels. She and Chert could gnaw down trees together. How quaint.
His voice snapped her from her subconscious day dreaming. She just hadn't been able to watch anymore. Swallowing, she shifted to her knees and crawled over to him, carefully setting her palm on his forehead before softly dragging it towards the back of his neck in a pet.
"Honestly? Like a big coyote... But hey, now you can just lift you leg and piss on Moreau literally if you ever had the chance." Antony chuckled in a strained way and braced herself for a rage she wasn't sure was going to even appear, glancing over at Avery to silently plead with him not to freak out. Pyroth didn't need any more s**t that night. "Think you could take some aspirin yourself? Or do you need... assistance?" She couldn't bring herself to say 'help' for some reason.
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Posted: Thu Jul 27, 2006 7:00 pm
Pyroth was numb, totally unable to feel the magnitude of what had just happened or the aches and pains that still remained. He was in a body that fit him again but one that fit in a completely different way than it should have done. He was no longer awkward but with that, he was no longer human. He could only nod dumbly at Antony, looking as though he'd been sedated, nevertheless picking up on the reassurance of being petted. He nodded, teeth gritted.
"That's what I thought." Control. He had to maintain control, at least a bit.
Asprin? He drifted back to reality again, as he did so beginning to feel all the tenderness in his joints, ignoring the tenderness in his head.
"If you get me a bowl of water I should be able to take them." Beforehand he hadn't objected to drinking from a bowl, one he could put on a table and treat like a haha-novelty. But drinking from a bowl on the floor? It was humiliating to the extreme but in this case was unavoidable.
His tone was the almost monotone of those in shock as he nodded to Avery "Thank you for getting them for me and thank you both for staying." He didn't know how it would have gone if he was alone.
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Posted: Thu Jul 27, 2006 7:18 pm
Avery was have a lot harder time staying calm, trying not to panic. He reached out with a trembling hand, picking up the bottle of aspirin. He scooted closer to the pair, and tentively reached a hand out to touch Pyroth's fur as if trying to convince himself what he had just seen was real. He jerked his hand back as if stung, and he fought back a sudden wave of nausea.
How could they both be so calm? He couldn't understand it. This transformation could represent what was going to happen to them all. He opened the bottle since he knew Pyroth couldn't do it himself anymore, and stood up, retrieving the bowl of water that had been on the table and placing it down on the floor in front of the other man.
Like a dog.
Oh, god.
"How... how many do you want?" Avery asked, looking at the bottle in his hands since he couldn't bring himself to keep looking at Pyroth.
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Posted: Thu Jul 27, 2006 7:25 pm
The squirrel woman waved off the thanks as unnecessary, "I wouldn't have left you alone."
Being friends, or rather, having spent a lot of time with Billy, Antony had seen a great deal of things that could very well be considered worse than helping someone after a transformation. Being inked on during sex, for one.
"Two," she answered for him, knowing that he may want to take a hell of a lot more than the healthy dose. "I have some green back in my duplex..." It was an offer for Pyroth, mostly, but if Avery wanted to join she guessed she could share. Maybe.
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