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 Posted: Thu Aug 17, 2017 7:32 pm
【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】
Samuel laid close to the male but didn't touch him. As much as he wanted to, he wasn't sure that Micha would want to be touched. If he was to go by the last couple of hours, then he would have thought it to be okay. But he wasn't jumping to conclusions. Not this time around. The two laid in the dark for a couple of minutes. Samuel heard Micha wish him goodnight. Closing his eyes, he had the intention of trying to sleep. But the males movement made him open them once again. Though he could not see him, he definitely felt him. Samuel was surprised as Micha came closer to him and wrapped an arm around his waist. He didn't push him off or try to squirm away. Instead, he wrapped an arm around the males shoulder and held on to him. Closing his eyes again, he lay there quietly. Feel safe, warm, and loved in the males arms.
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Posted: Fri Aug 18, 2017 4:26 am
It was hard to sleep comfortable with being near Samuel or touching him. He opted for both as he lay there. Micha was glad that Samuel didn’t push him away not that he expected it. He knew Samuel probably wouldn’t especially since he usually held onto him while he slept. Micha relaxed as Samuel’s arm came around him. He breathed softly as he started to close his eyes and drift off to sleep. It wasn’t long before he was completely asleep in Samuel’s embrace. Micha hadn’t really been sleeping well this past year as he was so used to sleeping with Samuel, that not even a body pillow really worked. He much preferred the heat of another person to the soft squishiness of a pillow.
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Fri Aug 18, 2017 9:17 am
【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】
The first few months after their break-up he too had trouble sleeping. A few hours a night at best. He found he missed the males warmth, the scent of him on his pillow. He'd taken his own advice and tried cuddling with a pillow, it didn't work. He then started trying to sleep in other rooms, ones Micha had never been in. It was a little better, but he found having to go across the house everyday to get to his clothes to be annoying. It was too much of a pain to try to switch rooms. He had too much stuff and didn't feel like moving it. So he stayed where he was. Samuel held on to the male, feeling more relaxed than he had in months. Within minutes he started to drift to sleep.
The next day, Samuel was up sometime after ten in the morning. He found his position changed from his side to staring up at the ceiling. To his right, there was a heavy weight on his chest and arm. Glancing down, a smile spread across his lips. "So it wasn't a dream." he thought. As crazy as it sounded a part of him had feared after all this time he'd officially lost his mind. But it was real. Micha was here. In his house, his bed, even his clothes. It was all real. Lifting a hand, Samuel gently brushed the males hair back from his face and pressed a kiss to his forehead. Hugging the male to his body, Samuel rolled him away so he could get up without disturbing him. After covering the male with the blanket, Samuel quietly left the bedroom and went downstairs to make coffee.
Passing the living room, the television was off but he did hear a bit of noise from the kitchen. Samuel walked a little further and saw that his older siblings were already up and it. The trip greeted one another, asking how the other slept before falling into silence. Seeing as coffee was already made, Samuel slipped past Oliver to grab a mug from the cabinet. He filled the mug with the warm brew and took it over to the stool he sat on the night before. Since he was still waking up, he watched his two older brothers talk and banter. How they were this energetic he didn't know. In their year apart, Samuel still was not much of a morning person. If it hadn't been for the fact that they'd gone to bed a bit earlier than he usually would, he would probably still upstairs sleeping.
"So Sam," started Benjamin, making Samuel look up from his coffee. "What's the story with you and that guy you brought over?" Samuel wasn't surprised that Oliver had filled him in. It was expected really. He wondered though how he should put it. In the year since their break-up, even after coming out, Samuel never told his family about Micha. He didn't want to relive those memories or tell them how he screwed up the best relationship he'd ever had. It was just too painful. Looking over at his brothers, they were still waiting. "Uh well, short version. About two years ago we started dating. We were together for about ten and a half months, some stuff happened, and we broke up." he replied.
Benjamin nodded as he listened to his youngest brother. He was surprised to learn that his brother had been dating for so long without his knowledge. "If you guys broke up....it's been what a year now? What are you doing hanging out with him?" Samuel could understand why his brother would want to ask that. He was still asking himself that. Most people likely wouldn't bring an ex-lover home so easily. "Well again, short version, yes it has been about a year. Thank you, by for pointing that out. But right now we're just talking......well mostly....but we aren't officially though. I mean, I wanna."Both Benjamin and Oliver shared a look with one another. They had never really heard their brother talk about someone like this before. "You still love him, don't you?" Oliver accused. Benjamin was smirking as he watched him. They all knew but waited for Samuel to confirm. A flush of color washed over his cheeks. Samuel couldn't help to grin back at his brothers. "Yes." he admitted. His brothers made a bit of noise and something was said about a bet. Samuel didn't care though. It felt pretty good to say it out loud and not be ashamed. Lifting his mug, he returned his attention to his coffee while listening to his brothers banter.
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Posted: Fri Aug 18, 2017 2:07 pm
Sometime in the night, Samuel had moved causing him to move closer. He ended up with his arm around Samuel's waist and his head on his chest while Samuel lay on his back. MIcha had slept through the night and well into the morning. He barely noticed as Samuel touched him, or even kissing his head. Micha did however feel as Samuel rolled beneath him causing him to roll over so he could get up. He didn’t know how early it was, but it was enough that Samuel was already getting up. Micha shifted a little beneath the blankets. He felt the covers being pulled over him. As Samuel left, he lay there for a while, before finally moving.
Shifting in the bed, he rolled over and stretched. Micha sat up in the bed yawning wondering what time it was. He could only guess it was early. Micha pushed back the covers as he got out of the bed. He went into the bathroom to quickly go about his morning business. Micha finished as he washed his hands, not even bothering to check his hair. He knew it was likely to be standing up in a few different places.
Leaving the bathroom, he went down the hallway toward the stairs. Micha could smell coffee coming from the kitchen. He walked down the stairs and could hear people talking. Micha passed the living room and entered the kitchen. He could already see that Samuel’s brother’s were awake as well. Micha continued into the kitchen, as he made his way toward Samuel who was sitting on the stool next to the island.
He smiled at him as he kissed his cheek, ”Good morning.” Micha spoke pulling away as he went in search of a coffee cup. He found it in the cabinet and pulled himself a cup. Micha found the sugar and added some milk from the fridge to his coffee as well. He pulled out a spoon from the drawer and stirred his coffee before taking a sip. Micha glanced around the kitchen, at Samuel and his brother’s. ”Did you want breakfast?” He asked figuring, the were all probably hungry. Micha had seen some eggs and sausage in the fridge the night before. He could mix it up for all of them, if they wanted.
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Fri Aug 18, 2017 2:48 pm
【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】
The three brothers were loud and obnoxious as usual. Samuel wondered how much longer Micha would sleep. It was early enough that he didn't mind if he slept longer. But late enough, he couldn't guarantee they could remember their manners. Samuel sipped his coffee while the other two discussed the shows they had watched last night and telling him over and over how he needed to check them out. As the minutes passed, out of the corner of his eyes he saw Micha enter the kitchen. He was a bit surprised to see him up but not as much as his brothers. The two actually paused for a full minute to watch the male cross the room and come around to press a kiss to his cheek. "Morning." he replied.
Looking back at his brothers they were looking a bit smug. Samuel gave them a look that more or less told them not to say anything. In turn, they just continued to chatter. Oliver stepped aside so Micha could easily reach the coffee. Both older men looked a bit surprised how well this strange man knew their kitchen. Samuel could understand. After all this was only their first time meeting Micha despite how long he had dated him. Samuel was mostly glad his brothers were being nice and not taking the opportunity to fill Micha with their embarrassing childhood stories of Samuel. After awhile, Samuel started to tune out his siblings and enjoy his coffee. The trio stared at the male as he offered breakfast. Samuel hadn't eaten anything yet but he couldn't say for his brothers. "We appreciate the offer, but Oliver and I were talking about making it. Besides you're a guest." replied Benjamin. Oliver nodded in agreement. Samuel decided not to be apart of this. He wasn't paying that much attention to them so it might have come up in conversation.
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Posted: Fri Aug 18, 2017 6:13 pm
Knowing where stuff was in Samuel’s kitchen wasn’t easy. He practically had to open every drawer and open every cabinet just to know where things were. Micha had only been over once before than, and it was long before they were actually dating. He took note of how Oliver and Benjamin looked when he kissed Samuel. Micha didn’t care, it wasn’t as if he had to hide anything. He could be as open as he wanted to be now. Micha watched the two brother’s exchange looks before hearing Benjamin respond. He looked at him curious then at Samuel. Micha didn’t mind the offer as he sipped his coffee. ”Sure, as long as you don’t burn the food.” He spoke teasing, but he glanced at Samuel. Micha moved around the island to sit beside Samuel. He didn’t mind the idea of the two making breakfast, he just figured he was hungry so he didn’t mind offering to make it for everyone.
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Fri Aug 18, 2017 6:41 pm
【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】
In all honesty, Samuel didn't care how his brothers reacted. A little public displays of affection weren't going to kill them. Especially after all the times he had to bare witness to the both of them practically making-out with their wives and ex-girlfriends. It was nothing short of a miracle that he never walked in on anything indecent while growing up. That in itself though could have been just another rich-kid perk. Big house, more bedrooms than needed. Who needed to hide when they couldn't find you in the first place. Samuel internally shuddered at the thought. Instead, he turned his attention to his brothers and boyfriend. Samuel shrugged when the male looked his way. He was just as oblivious to this offer as Micha was. Both Benjamin and Oliver raised an eyebrow as they were teased. Samuel though couldn't help smirking as he was the only one in the room to actually get the joke. "I don't think you'll have to worry about that." replied Benjamin. The older man set down his mug and moved over to the fridge to start collecting the items for breakfast. "Before I get started, is scrambled eggs alright with everyone?" Samuel nodded in response. He was still watching as Micha came to sit beside. While his brothers were busy collecting pans and arguing over using coconut oil versus olive oil, he took the opportunity to speak a bit with Micha. "So how'd you sleep?" he asked, smiling over at the male.
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Posted: Fri Aug 18, 2017 7:25 pm
MIcha couldn’t help his teasing, though he was serious. He was not in the mood to save the house from burning down if Benjamin or Oliver decided to burn something. Micha also didn’t like the taste of burnt eggs or anything else. He smiled as Samuel seemed to get his joke as he sat down beside him. Micha sipped on his coffee as he sat there. He nodded slightly as Benjamin spoke, ”Yes, well we’ll see.” Micha spoke smiling at Benjamin though he was serious. He nodded at the next question about scrambled eyes, he didn’t mind them. Micha set his cup down as he glanced toward Samuel hearing him speak. He smiled at him, ”Good, surprising actually better than I have in the last few months.” Micha spoke honestly but feeling guilty about his words.
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Fri Aug 18, 2017 7:49 pm
【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】
While the two brothers talked among themselves, Samuel had all but lost interest in his siblings. He laughed a bit as Micha seemed doubtful of his brothers' ability. A part of him didn't blame him. While Benjamin was the best cook out of the three of them, Samuel knew he still hired someone to do the cooking for him from time to time. He did not think his brother would succeed in burning down the house. Not today at least. But he could not promise the food wouldn't be burnt. If worse came to worse, he didn't mind taking Micha out for breakfast. For he only had eyes for Micha and wanted to spend more time together today. That is if he was available. Samuel felt a slight twinge at the males words. It was all too relatable. "I know what you mean. After the break-up I kinda forgot what it was like sleeping alone again......I wasn't really able to get used to it again." he admitted. In a weird way, he was kind of glad that Micha wasn't able to sleep way. He wondered if half the nights he was laying awake in bed was Micha thinking about him, just as much as Samuel had thought about Micha. That was a question for later, when they were alone again. "Do you have any plans for today?" he asked.
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Posted: Fri Aug 18, 2017 8:18 pm
Micha didn’t know if he should trust Benjamin and Oliver making their food but it didn’t seem like they had an option. He opted for not arguing as Samuel seemed to take in as well. Micha figured if the food was bad as well, then he could always get something else later. He nodded as Samuel’s words. Micha had to agree with his words. ”Yeah, I don’t think I really have either..” He spoke knowing that he had been used to sleep alone till he meet Samuel, then he found he needed someone beside him while he slept. Micha grabbed his coffee cup taking a sip. He glanced toward Samuel as he questioned him again. Micha shook his head, ”No, not really...Why?” He asked curiously, his only really plan was to look for a new loft, but for now that could wait if that meant spending more time with Samuel.
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Fri Aug 18, 2017 9:02 pm
【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】
For now, Samuel would give his brothers the benefit of the doubt. But at the first sign of burning food he was taking Micha to their favorite old diner. At least there they would be able to find something editable. In the meantime they were just going to have to hope the two siblings knew what they were doing. With his focus on Micha, he smiled a bit when he spoke. Samuel had thought of seeking out others, but what was the point? There was only one person he wanted to cuddle at night with and he was sitting right in front of him. Changing the subject, he wanted the male shake his head. Samuel gave a small shrug when he was then questioned him. "Well I did more or less drag you back here last night. So if you needed a ride back to your hotel, I don't taking you back." he replied honestly. It was only fair he take the male back. He brought him out here with no clothes or even a toothbrush. But if he wanted to stay, that was fine too. He wouldn't mind spending the day with him. Perhaps then they could catch up a bit more and talk about getting back together.
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Posted: Fri Aug 18, 2017 9:43 pm
The idea of being with another man didn’t thrill him. He found that in every man, he would only come back to thoughts of Samuel. MIcha just didn’t want another man at the time. He couldn’t forget Samuel, or how his life really just wasn’t the same without him. Hearing Samuel speak about returning him back to his hotel, he shrugged his shoulders. The idea of leaving right now after just getting back to talking normally he really didn’t want to leave. Micha finished off his coffee, ”Perhaps maybe later.” He spoke smiling at Samuel. Micha wanted to spend more time with Samuel, even if he had to work today, he could at least spend a few hours with him until then.
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Fri Aug 18, 2017 10:08 pm
【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】
Samuel didn't mind Micha hanging out a little longer. It wasn't as if he was trying to push him back out the door. If anything it was the complete opposite. When the male spoke, he smiled back at Micha. "That's fine." he said. Taking a quick glance towards his brothers, Samuel leaned forward to steal a quick kiss from his lips. Samuel sat back, still grinning. He picked up his mug to take a few sips of coffee then turned back to Micha. "So in that case, what do you want to do today?" he asked. He didn't mind talking more. He was sure there be a few more questions Micha had for him. Just as Samuel had a few more questions to ask Micha. He didn't mind spending a couple of hours together before taking him back to the hotel.
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Posted: Fri Aug 18, 2017 10:49 pm
Spending the day with Samuel was something that would be nice. He knew that eventually Samuel would have to go back to work. Micha didn’t mind it was except. The least he could do was spend a couple of hours with him before he had to leave. Micha smiled as Samuel leaned over and kissed him. He returned the kiss before Samuel pulled away. ”Hmm, we’ll see after this.” Micha spoke relaxing beside Samuel as he sat there. He didn’t want to plan things out just in case they didn't go the way as expected. One thing, he would like to do was perhaps wander into Samuel’s music room but that would wait till later. Micha knew he probably had gotten rusty since he hadn’t really played the piano or composed a new song in the last year.
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Fri Aug 18, 2017 11:16 pm
【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】
Spending the day together would be nice. They could catch, maybe take a walk around the ground, even revisit the fire pit he had taken a picture of to come have Micha find him. Thinking on that night, it must have been nothing short of a miracle that Micha was able to find him. It might be nice to joke about that night. Samuel smiled against the males lips as he kissed him. He felt the male kiss him back before pulling away. he nodded quietly when the male responded. He didn't mind his vague answer for once. He was happy just to spend time with him. Sighing contently Samuel looked over to his brothers. Oliver was unrolling a can of biscuits while Benjamin was manning the stove. He could hear the sausage sizzle in the pan while he busied himself cracking eggs into a small mixing bowl. From his perspective it looked as though everything was under control for the moment and there was no reason for the fire extinguisher.....yet. He glanced towards the male, kind of wanting leave the kitchen so they could be alone with him. But even to Samuel, it was too early to be clingy. He'd have to wait it out.
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