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SinnerShadow Vice Captain
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 Posted: Mon Apr 26, 2010 8:24 pm
Bubmlebee wans't sure what he was hearing or seeing anymore. He was seeing the memory but at the sametime he knew soemone else was there.
He knew that was someone was Prowl though. But he didn't understnad why he was still clinging to him so tightly.
He didn't even know what he was grabbign ahodlof anymore he just reached forward and his hands gripped and locked onto Prowl. He immedlayt clung for dear life to him as he contuied whimpering and fightening off the urge to suddenly brea down comeplty.
He latched onto Prowl with his arms locked firmly aorund his upper chest while he burried hismelf intot he ninja's chest and he was plastering himslef all but into his body whiel he trembled violently.
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Posted: Mon Apr 26, 2010 8:42 pm
Prowl let Bumblebee cling to him, he knew that it would be better for him to have someone to cling to. He held bumblebee and did what ever he could to shelter him "Im here Bumblebee, your safe" he said as he jest stayed there with Bumblebee, if he did have a brake down he would be there as well for him to reashure him that there was someone here to help him, he dident need to be alone anymore and he dident want bumblebee to be alone anymore.
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SinnerShadow Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Apr 26, 2010 8:45 pm
Bubmlebeeheld on tighter as hte surge got worse and worse. He curled his whole body into a shakcing ball that was still tightly wrapped aorund Prowl as he shocke vioently and contuied to mutter pitifully for whatever was happening in his midn to stop and get off.
His vocalizer was crackigns lightly but e still faught to keep himslef from brekaing down etheir from his own vague sense that he wna'st where he thaught he was or that he wast trying to not show emtiion to whoever was in the surge he didn't know.
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Posted: Mon Apr 26, 2010 8:56 pm
Prowl help him a little tighter, though Bumblebee could still get away if he wanted to. The only thing he could do was let Bumblebee ride this out and be there after it was over for him. "im here, im here, your safe now. Im here" he kept reashuring him. This was all he could do for the moment. He rubed his back in a comfurting way to help him get threw the serge. "Its jest a memory, your not there anymore"
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SinnerShadow Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Apr 26, 2010 9:03 pm
For twenty minutes this went on. Bubmelbe ehuttled up ina ball lingling to Prowl for dear life while begging for whatever was happening to him to stop.
He was grippign the ninja so hard chances where that there were going to be small indents in his armor though chances were that they wouldnt evn be ntoiced. Slowly the begging stopped but the shackign contuied for another five minutes until it finally stopped.
His mind fianlly seemed to clear the dark fog that it had fallen into again and it took him severle moemnts to register where he was and what was happening. He felt strange he noticed, strange that he felt .. safe almost.
But nowhere was safe. not anymore so why did he feel it?
It was than he realzied where he was and who he was with. The hand he felt on hsi back was oddly soothing, confoting even and he vagually remembered ... this was how he used to feel all the time aorudn Prowl.
"What are you doing?" He asked ina quite strained voice fianlly.
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Posted: Mon Apr 26, 2010 9:13 pm
Prowl gave bumblebee a small reashuring smile "you were having a serge, so i though this might help a little bit, atleast after it passes" he said as he kept the comforting motions up in rubbing Bumblebees back. He dident mind how heard Bumblebee clung to him, he seemed to need to do it so it was fine with him. "why wouldent i be doing anything i can to help you, you seemed to need this so im here for you always"
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SinnerShadow Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Apr 26, 2010 9:17 pm
"You weren't supposed to see that." Bubmlebee muttered whiel leaning against Prowl andnot pulling away. Normally he wouldnt let anyone get close enough to touch him these days Prowl however had very special privlages.
The feelign of beign safe was strange to him now days but he remembered what it was and he was feeling it now. He also remembered doing this with him soemtimes like when he had nithgtmares and couldnt sleep.
Or just when he wanted to sleep next to him Prowl would let him no quishtons asked and without qusihton.
"You weren't supposed to see it." He repeated again more to himslef this time though.
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Posted: Mon Apr 26, 2010 9:27 pm
"Bumblebee its allright" Prowl told him softly since he did not mind doing this at all, Bumblebee probely needed it acctuly since it helps him deal with things "I dont mind, and i dont hold it agest you. You cant help it" he kept Bumblebee close jest to make sure he would be allright, and because it had jest been so long since he was able to hold him this way. "you know im here to help you, any way i can, I love you so it dont mind at all"
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SinnerShadow Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Apr 26, 2010 9:32 pm
Bubmelbee didn't understnad how Prowl could say that so easily givne everything that happened, he could still say it. Bubmlebe etha brifley remmbered .. he never once said it to Prowl. Mianly becuase he was scared ... he still was....
"How can you say that?" He asked him wondering how he could. He couldnt' understnad or even begin to wrap his mind aorund how Prowl coudl so eaisly say it evne after all this time. Givne how much he changed and he still said it.
He still clung to him tightly wihtout daring to let go. He woudlnt' be letting go for some time mainly beucase he felt safe and he was, despite himslef, enjoying the cloensess even though it scared him.
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Posted: Mon Apr 26, 2010 9:42 pm
Prowl smiled kindley at Bumblebee "I never stopped Bumblebee" he said, after all these years, even though Bumblebee had changed he still did care alot about him. "your the first bot i ever truely loved. so i can still say it, and allways will say it" he told him. He gently started tu rubbed the bace of his head with his thumb. He would stay there as long as he needed to.
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SinnerShadow Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Apr 26, 2010 9:46 pm
Bumblebee didn't understand, or at least that washow it always was anyway. He tensed breifly when he felt Prowl movehis hand up and than remained tense for a few secodns before calming once he felt the lightly ciruclar mtion of prowls' thumb on the back of his helmet. "i'll never ... understnad how and why you cna say that to me..." He muttered out while relaxing somewhat and just leanign into Prowl.
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Posted: Mon Apr 26, 2010 9:51 pm
"Whats there to understand" Prowl asked softly, Bumblebee dident need to understand it he jest needed to know that he still felt this way about him "your smart, strong, and loyle, pluse your fun to be around, ill do anything i can to make your life easer for you, you do deserve that much and more" he did belive that to. With what Bumblebee had to go threw, and that he couldent have been there to help for years he had to make it right "will you give me the chance to jest help you, even jest a little"
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SinnerShadow Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Apr 26, 2010 9:56 pm
He still didn't understnad. But he supposed and accepted perhapes he never would. He thaught it over carefully could he let Prowl help him? Or even risk letting him close or anyone close again after everything?
He wans't sure. Everything that he was now said not to. That it will only end in him being hurt and abused again. That he shouldn't even consider doing this.
"Just alittle." He repeated outloud to himslef whiel thinking it over carefully. "... I ... guess .. alitlte coudn't .. hurt to much ..." He said quitly.
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Posted: Tue Apr 27, 2010 9:41 am
Prowl was very glad to hear that Bumblebee was wiling to let him help him a little, this was the first step. "Thank you Bumblebee" he said softly and he stayed jest ware he was and let Bumblebee hold onto him. "I will do what ever i can, i promice" he wanted to give Bumblebee a kis but he knew that would be to much even if it is jest one on the head, he couldent risk it jest yet.
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SinnerShadow Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Apr 27, 2010 10:55 am
Bubmlebee stayed where he was surpisingly enjoying himslef. He wanted to back off and get away bu the also wanted to stay sense the sensations were relaxing and confrotning somehting he hand't felt in years.
He had acutlaly forgotten what this felt like.
"... Dont make a big deal out of it." He mummlbed out while his face was burried in Prowl's chest.
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