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 Posted: Wed Jan 06, 2010 2:22 pm
My mom was recently diagnosed with Lyme Disease. She's going on and on and on about symptons I've had my whole life due to Scleroderma. I'm really tempted to whack her on the head with a hammer like in a cartoon. stare
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Posted: Wed Jan 06, 2010 11:04 pm
I have the most messed up non-existent love life ever. x3x
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Posted: Thu Jan 07, 2010 4:52 am
As much as it hurts to fall over on the ice outisde (which I've done A LOT now D: ), it's so funny watching people walk like penguins on the ice XD
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Posted: Thu Jan 07, 2010 5:38 am
I sold my Kiki and my Coco to get my North Kitten Star...now I'm trying to get them back. One down! whee Now where the hell am I going to find 500k...
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Posted: Thu Jan 07, 2010 11:11 am
I entered and wrote stuff for that z!CB writing contest to practice my creative writing skills, since I haven't done any creative writing in at least 8 years. My last writing project was about prenatal cocaine exposure on working memory in preschoolers, for crying out loud - I don't know how to write fiction anymore. I don't even know how to write humanities-style essays or nonfiction. I'm used to science writing, in which you're supposed to have no complicated sentence structures and to use the same words over and over again, avoiding synonyms, unnecessary adjectives, and non-vital description. I feel like I did well in the last round, and maybe that I'm starting to get the hang of writing fiction again, even if it is only 100 words of fiction. I'm a bit pissed that no one else even gave that round a shot, so there's nothing to compare it to. It's a childish thing to get aggravated about, I suppose, but there's nothing for it.
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Posted: Thu Jan 07, 2010 12:11 pm
My Grandma died a week ago. And the thing is... I'm not sad at all. Well, maybe a little, but not worth crying or anything...
I barely had a relationship, due to my father being an a**, and there was court involved and everything.
But I do feel bad that I'm not sad. Then again, I can't *make* myself feel something if I don't. Gah. x.x
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Posted: Thu Jan 07, 2010 3:57 pm
I really want to puke. Chemo sucks.
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Posted: Thu Jan 07, 2010 4:48 pm
zOMG! rant inside.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRGGGHHH. *headdesk* So...I really, really, really hate buffs where you have to target yourself to use it on yourself. In the olden days, I only used the buffs that didn't fall into this category, which at the time included Pot Lid, Turtle (anyone remember Turtle...? *sigh*), and...I don't remember, but there were others. And I was fine with it. But then when they eliminated the whole self-only concept, they made it so that you had to target yourself to use them. So I stopped using buffs, except for those few that hadn't been changed. Then they made it so that ALL buffs were AoE, and even though I think most people were pissed about that, I was practically crying with relief and joy. And now it's been reverted, except there are NO buffs I can use without targeting myself. And I HATE having to target myself. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. mad gonk crying I might withdraw from the game altogether until/unless it changes back. Because there's nothing I can really do without buffs (I'm not a strong player, okay?!), and I refuse to use them the way they are. neutral And no, I don't care how easy it is to target oneself, because I still happen to find it annoying as hell.
I'm so ******** pissed.
I'M SO ******** PISSED!!
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Posted: Fri Jan 08, 2010 11:08 am
ohay haven't been here in a while
Good Secret: bitches don't know 'bout my boyfriend's scouts ninja /Evony humor
WARNING: Following secret is a giant wall-o-text, containing foul language, large amounts of mucus, rage, a lot of caps lock and some kind of fuzzy toe sock which may or may not have a thick, juicy orange inside, ripe for beating those upon which I shall focus aforementioned rage.
Bad Secret: I've been badly sick with influenza for the past 2 weeks. All my boyfriend could do was complain about me not being able to talk to him on the phone (SCUSE ME, my throat is so swollen and sore that I can't even say "yes/no" without extreme pain >8c) and then be emo about it >.<
My mom was doing her best to take care of me but all the chores she had to do, added on with having to take care of my invalid and bedridden older half-brother all by herself, has just put her farther into her grave v.v Now that I can actually BREATHE, I'm trying to regain my housemaid position but it's really hard since I'm still coughing and all mucus-y ._. and if my brother OR my mom gets sick, it WILL kill them.
My dipshit brother in Auburn (different brother than the one above ^) has yet again pulled himself out of a 3 year prison sentence by being such a fluent liar -.- please go die in a hole, please, I hate you so much and I want you to DIE! JUST DIE ALREADY! Mom can't HANDLE your crap anymore, hell, YOU'RE ONE OF THE PEOPLE WHO HAS HELPED TO WEAKEN HER. I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU. Not for what you did to ME for years. No. For what you've done to this family. You wrecked our house beyond repair when we left it in your care. You nearly bankrupted us with your bullshit. You've treated every girlfriend you've ever had with spite and disrespect, you cheating a*****e. Kim doesn't deserve you. I wish she'd left the 3rd KNOWN time you slept with some ugly whore. KEEP YOUR GODDAMNED d**k IN YOUR SHITTY PANTS. I SWEAR TO GOD IF YOU GIVE KIM AN STD I WILL PERSONALLY SLAP-CHOP YOUR p***s INTO OBLIVION (you're gonna love my nuts) scream scream scream
As for you, my half-sister. I'M STARTING TO HATE YOU JUST AS MUCH AS OUR ******** DIPSHIT BROTHER. scream All mom wanted to do was write a blog. Put down some of her life experiences so she could just GET IT OUT. And you had to make a ******** SHITSTORM because YOUR DAD RAPED HER!!! TWICE!!! AND ******** ADMITTED IT TO YOU and she wanted to write about it. SO ******** YOU. God DAMN IT you piss me OFF sometimes scream You twist the truth, anything we say to you is twisted. That's why I refuse to talk to you on the phone or even give you a half-civil email. -.-
As for my once-beloved church... A hearty GTFO YOU ROTTEN ******** CARPETBAGGERS to about half the people there. Priest is included. Find a new job you ******** social climber.
And to my now deceased grandma: I hope you are paying for everything you did to my grandpa and half-brother. You know you're the reason he's bedridden and dying. I hate you. Burn in hell or rot in purgatory, idc as long as you answer for all the things you've done.
To most of my friends: Life could honestly be worse. Look at me for god's sake :/ So far below the poverty line that we buy the off-brand of the off-brand's mexican cousin in Taiwan brand. My only parent is dying of the things life has dealt her. My half-brother is dying in the same room. My other 2 siblings are off having a jolly good life, ignoring the struggle me, my mom and half-brother are going through every ******** day. I have no hope of going to a good college or even getting a decent job. There is literally no one to help us. We have no hope. SO STOP BEING SO ******** GODDAMNED EMO ABOUT SOME OTHER BULLSHIT. YES, IT'S HARD FOR YOU AT THIS POINT IN TIME BUT YOU'RE A ******** TEENAGER!!!! GET OVER IT GOD DAMN IT AND BE HAPPY WITH WHAT YOU HAVE!!! YOU MAKE ME SICK WITH YOUR IMMATURE BULLSHIT. But I understand that you are a selfcentered teenager with absolutely no idea of what real hardship is like. Next time you want to whine to me about your ******** life, I'm telling you to go ******** yourself. No lie. >8l I'm sick of your s**t.
And to everyone who understands why I never rant or even complain about my life: I'm sorry I don't rant about it, sorry I never open up or talk. I simply don't care anymore. My life sucks. Oh well. It'll end eventually, maybe good things will happen, just have to see how it turns out. If you honestly care, go ahead and ask. But it won't be pretty. -.-;
And lastly, to my boyfriend:
I still haven't forgiven you. I still hate you sometimes for what you did. But I understand WHY you did it. ... Why haven't you apologized for that? ._.
And to top it all off, a Dead Secret: The love of my life died last year on January 15th, on his way to see me... to propose to me. I wish I had told him just how much he meant to me. Just how much I really cared for him.
Sorry... had to put it where I knew the people I was talking about wouldn't see it... but where it would be for mostly all to see xD
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Posted: Fri Jan 08, 2010 2:15 pm
What I've felt
What I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown
Never be
Never see
Won't see what might have been
~ so i just think i broke my knuckle.
After my grandmother starting ana= argument about the weather and turning everuone against me once again i head off to my room to get away and j7st off an anger impulse punch straight though my lamp breaking thr cover, smashing through the bulb and making contact with the wall pushinng glass into my knuckles.
theres only 2 pieces from what i can see, my third finger is out of place on my hand and it stings like hell and i swear to god if i cant get a ride to the hospital, im about to tell them ******** you and walk there.
excuse the errors, typings hard with one hand. ~
What I've felt
What I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown
Never free
Never me
So I dub thee Unforgiven
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Posted: Fri Jan 08, 2010 2:35 pm
Kestin Sha zOMG! rant inside. AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRGGGHHH. *headdesk* So...I really, really, really hate buffs where you have to target yourself to use it on yourself. In the olden days, I only used the buffs that didn't fall into this category, which at the time included Pot Lid, Turtle (anyone remember Turtle...? *sigh*), and...I don't remember, but there were others. And I was fine with it. But then when they eliminated the whole self-only concept, they made it so that you had to target yourself to use them. So I stopped using buffs, except for those few that hadn't been changed. Then they made it so that ALL buffs were AoE, and even though I think most people were pissed about that, I was practically crying with relief and joy. And now it's been reverted, except there are NO buffs I can use without targeting myself. And I HATE having to target myself. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. mad gonk crying I might withdraw from the game altogether until/unless it changes back. Because there's nothing I can really do without buffs (I'm not a strong player, okay?!), and I refuse to use them the way they are. neutral And no, I don't care how easy it is to target oneself, because I still happen to find it annoying as hell.
I'm so ******** pissed.
I'M SO ******** PISSED!!You're not the only one, Kestin. I think everyone is ticked at the current system - it just doesn't make sense to have to target when everything is a whole-screen AOE anyways.
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Posted: Fri Jan 08, 2010 4:41 pm
I'm going to kill her. I'm going to kill her going to kill her going to kill her kill her kill her kill kill kill. Going to kill her.
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Posted: Fri Jan 08, 2010 4:43 pm
Kestin Sha I'm going to kill her. I'm going to kill her going to kill her going to kill her kill her kill her kill kill kill. Going to kill her. Now that I think about it, I can't really help. Killing 'her's is against my code. Unless it's in a game, they're faceless, and I have no other option.
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Posted: Fri Jan 08, 2010 4:45 pm
Divine_Malevolence Kestin Sha I'm going to kill her. I'm going to kill her going to kill her going to kill her kill her kill her kill kill kill. Going to kill her. Now that I think about it, I can't really help. Killing 'her's is against my code. Unless it's in a game, they're faceless, and I have no other option. She deserves it more than anyone ever did or ever will.
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Posted: Fri Jan 08, 2010 4:46 pm
Kestin Sha Divine_Malevolence Kestin Sha I'm going to kill her. I'm going to kill her going to kill her going to kill her kill her kill her kill kill kill. Going to kill her. Now that I think about it, I can't really help. Killing 'her's is against my code. Unless it's in a game, they're faceless, and I have no other option. She deserves it more than anyone ever did or ever will. Then the most I can do is imprison her within another dimension.
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