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 Posted: Tue Aug 15, 2017 9:44 am
【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】
There was no denying the men he'd been with before his time with Micha. There were some he cared about more than others. Then there were some he cared not for at all. Above them all though, Micha stood out. His love and devotion to him was like no other. Samuel couldn't dream of being with another person, he didn't even want to try. After giving his answer, Samuel stuffed his mouth with food. Micha could say whatever he pleased, but he was feeling a bit shy now to answer. He did his best to ignoring the beaming man beside him. When he teased him, he groaned. "Don't remind me." he said through a mouthful of food. Samuel chewed what was left in his mouth and swallowed. He then wiped the corner of his mouth with his palm. "Though if memory serves correctly you only have yourself to blame for that." he teased back, flashing the male his winning smile. "When we first started hanging out, you never wanted to pay any attention to me. Like that first time we went out to eat! You didn't want to talk, you wouldn't tell me about yourself, and hell by the time I could get you to talk, it was barely in English." Samuel playfully nudged the male as he continued to tease him. Thinking back on their early days felt so far away even though it was only close to two years ago. So much wasted time in the year they lost.
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Posted: Wed Aug 16, 2017 3:00 pm
Out of all the men he had been with, only Samuel knew him the most. He didn’t like being vulnerable. Micha found that if someone knew everything about him, then there would be nothing left to know. He didn’t like the idea of sharing everything, some things were better left to unknown. Micha watched as Samuel returned to eating his food, as he became shy by his words. He couldn’t help but tease him however. Micha knew in the beginning he had been hard to get to know, but he had practically laid out everything Samuel wanted to know all he had to do was ask. Listening as Samuel spoke, he knew there were some things he had kept private but he hadn’t been that bad. He pretended to scoff, as Samuel nudged him while he teased. ”Yeah, sure...I was never that bad as compared to when we first ate in your office...and you got mad at me because I told you I wouldn’t give you a blow job.” Micha teased back, as it was something he remember because he hadn’t been mad at Samuel, more like far from it. He had also told Samuel when he come to his house the first time while they were playing their little game of pool that he would have given him a blow job in his office only if he had asked.
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Wed Aug 16, 2017 3:30 pm
【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】
Being vulnerable was inevitable. If they had never opened up to each other, he knew they would not be sitting here, chatting now. Samuel's wasn't that fond of opening up to others either, but he liked to think he was a bit more of an open book compared to Micha. In the beginning he'd been very open about his wishes and just how far their relationship could go since he had been engaged. He remembered how pissed Micha was when he told him initially. He thought they might break-up right then and there. Yet somehow they managed to power through. Little by little he had gotten to know the male and really come to love him. Samuel chuckled as Micha pretended to be offended. He smirked as the male teased back, retelling one of their earliest shenanigans. "You so were that bad. Especially when you were mad!" he replied. As the male continued, he tried to recall what he was talking about. It sounded familiar but he had so many memories and even more firsts that it was hard to keep track of them. "I don't remember that. But I'm not doubting you.......Okay do you remember the first time you told me you loved me? That was also in German...ich bin...no um....ich -ich something something and then you walked off like it was no big deal." Picking up his can of soda, Samuel smiled as he took a sip. He remembered the male being made when he had said that. They had been fighting, again. Then just out of the blue Micha had said it. It had floored him in the moment but eventually he'd gone after him to say it back.
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Posted: Wed Aug 16, 2017 3:37 pm
Paying for their groceries didn’t bother him. He knew Alaine would return the money eventually. Liam wasn’t bothered by it. After he had suggested breakfast, so he figured he would pay for what he was making. As he finished paying, he stuffed his wallet back into his pocket. Before he could grab the receipt, he watched as Alaine grabbed it. Liam didn’t complain however as it let it be. He grabbed a few bags for himself, then waited for Alaine to grab the rest. Liam felt Alaine take his hand, as he walked with him back outside toward the parking lot.
When they got to the car, he released Alaine’s hand so he could get his keys. Liam waited for him to open the trunk, and put his own bags inside. He moved putting his own bags in the back as Alaine finished. Liam went toward the passenger side as Alaine closed the trunk. He opened the door slipping inside as he moved to buckle himself in.
It didn’t take long for them to get back to Alaine’s place, as traffic was rather light. As they pulled into the garage, he moved to unbuckle his belt. Liam opened the door, and closed it. He walked back toward the trunk. Liam waited for Alaine to open it, before grabbing a few bags and closing it. He followed Alaine back toward the door. LIam waited as he turned off the alarm before following him inside.
Kicking off his shoes, he followed Alaine to the kitchen. Liam set the bags down on the counter as he started to take everything out of the bag. He glanced toward Alaine as he finished unloading his own bags and came to stand by him. Liam smiled at him, ”Think you can find me some bowls and large spoons to work with?” He asked, as he wasn’t even sure where to start looking for the items in Alanie’s kitchen.
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Aug 16, 2017 4:12 pm
In the beginning he had every right to be mad at Samuel for being engaged. However the more he learned about how it truly was, how he really wasn’t involved it was all his families idea. Micha soon saw it as something he didn’t need to worry about. He knew that Samuel didn’t love the girl, and was only engaged because his family wanted him to be. The idea of marriage had never interested him, perhaps in the beginning. Being tied down to someone forever didn’t thrill him. Micha hated to admit it, and probably never would. He had thought about marrying Samuel, not something big just something between the two of them. Micha was never a person who liked to be owned after all it scared him, but he was sure he would never get the option of ever thinking about it again, or at least any time soon.
He listened as Samuel spoke, knowing how bad he could be. There were probably days he had gone without speaking to Samuel because he was mad at him. Micha never let it last to long however, as he couldn’t really keep his distance from him for too long. He laughed softly as Samuel claimed not to remember that time in his office. Micha wasn’t too surprised, it had been more than a year ago and only in the beginning of their relationship.
As Samuel continued to speak, he couldn’t help but smile a little as he tried to say ‘I love you’ in German. Micha laughed softly, ”Ich Liebe Dich...Only because I wasn’t expecting you to say it back.” He spoke grabbing his other slice of forgotten pizza. Micha started in on it. At that time he had been mad at Samuel for leaving him and taking off, it was also the night his father showed up and visited him at his studio.
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Posted: Wed Aug 16, 2017 4:24 pm
 
While unloading his own bags of groceries, he had heard the male take off his shoes and ruffling through his own bags. Alaine neatly bunched the items together and put away the plastic bags. When he finished, he walked the short distance to stand beside Liam for further directions. He watched the male smile at him and nodded as he was given orders. "Oui, mon capitaine!" he replied. Pushing off the counter, Alaine went over to the correct cabinets. He easily found one large and one medium sized clear glass bowl. Taking them both out, he then plucked two wooden spoons from the vase on the counter. Going back to Liam, he set them down on the counter beside him. Alaine then went back to close the cabinets and opened one of the drawers. There he pulled out of couple of measure cups and spoon, figuring the male might need those as well. Coming back, he laid them beside the bowls and hopped up on the counter. Reaching over, he pulled the pan that was sitting in the dry rack. It was cleaned the other day and not used since. But he didn't see that there was anything wrong with it. Alaine handed that over to Liam and waited for his next set of instructions.
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Wed Aug 16, 2017 4:52 pm
【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】
Before they broke up Samuel often wondered if they would ever get married. In theory it was a nice idea. He'd told Micha how he wanted to come out and really be with him. His naive self believed that after his trip he could just come out, they could live together a bit, and everything might naturally fall into place. Boy, how stupid he had been. Now he wasn't sure if it would ever happen. Right now they were getting along splendidly, but if they were going to get back together they needed time. Time to reconnect, time to be a couple once more, and really figure out what the other one wanted out of this. Samuel didn't want to rush, they had all of the time in the world to figure it out if they were going to get back together.
Samuel couldn't always place the blame on Micha and he wouldn't. He knew half of their fights were due to his own insecurities and jumping to conclusions. Honestly, it was amazing to think that Micha had tolerated him for as long as he did. Let alone be able to come to love him. He said nothing while the male laughed at him. But when he tried to recall the correct pronunciation in his head of how to say 'I love you', he was glad the male interjected. Samuel smiled as the male corrected him. "Sounds better coming out of you." he mumbled. He had to admit, he was a bit jealous how flawlessly the male spoke it. It sounded far better than the stumbling ball of word vomit that continued to grace his lips whenever he tried to speak it back. As the male continued, he laughed at his excuse. "That is a terrible excuse. Besides, you didn't even wait long enough for me to say anything. You my dear, just assumed because we were arguing at the time." he replied a little smugly. Turning back to his own food, Samuel drained what was left of his soda and went to eat his last slice. Samuel remembered that night very well. They fought the previous night for some really dumb reason. Maybe it was just being together too often or something but Micha was annoying him. He kind of lost of temper and left him in Queens. The next day he went over and tried all day to get in touch with him to apologize. It wasn't until later that he found out what a monster Micha's father was. At the same time though, Samuel had been angry that Micha didn't call him after the fact to ask him for help.......It was probably somewhere around that same time they started to grow a little distant despite their new romantic development.
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Posted: Wed Aug 16, 2017 5:28 pm
Organizing everything on the counter, he glanced toward Alaine as he spoke. Liam laughed softly at his words. He watched as Alaine went about looking for what he needed. Liam waited as he needed the items he asked for before starting. He thanked him as Alaine pulled out two bowls of different sizes, spoons, and measuring cups. Liam watched as Alaine went to sit on the counter beside him. He went about opening up the bag of flour, as he grabbed the measuring cup. Liam measured out about two cups, dumping the flour into the bowl. He glanced toward Alaine as he was handed a pan. Liam thanked him as he set it on the stove. He would need it after he mixed up the pancake batter. Liam looked over at Alaine, ”Wanna cook up the bacon, while I finish mixing up the batter?” He asked figuring he would need some of the grease for the pancakes.
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Aug 16, 2017 5:37 pm
In a way they were both to blame, they both had their own insecurities which kept them from speaking at times, or admitting the truth. Micha knew that if they wanted to start over they both would have to get over that little fact. They couldn’t continue to hide from each other, as if telling the truth was going to ruin something. He laughed softly as Samuel spoke, knowing that it was easy for him to say. Micha had grown up in Germany, in all fairness, he could outspeak Samuel in Germany any day. He listened as Samuel spoke, accusing him of giving an excuse. Micha smiled a little, ”Sure, says the man who practically sprouted words of I love you everytime we fought in the beginning how was I supposed to know the one time I said it first you would say it back?” He teased, however he was serious. In the beginning, Samuel was constantly saying he loved him, he didn’t know when and if to believe him any time he said it.
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Posted: Wed Aug 16, 2017 6:08 pm
【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】
True, they were both to blame. Out of the entire time they had been together they spent far more time arguing over the stupidest stuff and making up. Instead of getting to know each other, going on dates, and pretty much everything else normal couples would do. Samuel acknowledged his own fault and took it in to consideration for the failing of their relationship. They were definitely going to need to fix that if they didn't want to end up repeating their same mistakes. Samuel continued to eat the last of his pizza. He laughed when the male replied not long after he spoke. Chewing his food and swallowing he turned to the male. "Like," he corrected. "I always told you I liked you. Because I was too afraid to tell you I loved you when I first realized it. I didn't tell you I loved you until after you said it first." he replied, sticking his tongue out at the male. Samuel went back to finish the last few bites of his pizza. Throwing the third crust on the plate, he picked up his napkin to wipe his hands and mouth. He crumpled that up and set it beside his plate. "But if you really wanna feel high and mighty, I was definitely strongly hinting that I loved you before you said anything."
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Aug 16, 2017 6:37 pm
Finished with his slices of pizza, he grabbed his napkin. He wiped off his mouth and hands. MIcha moved slipping off the seat as he went around the island to grab a few more slices. He opted for standing as he went to stand across from Samuel as he picked up another slice and started to eat. MIcha listened as Samuel spoke and couldn’t help but roll his eyes. He found it amusing, how easily Samuel had forgotten. It didn’t surprise him, a year was a long time, it was even longer than when everything happened. Micha watched as Samuel stuck his tongue out at him. He stood there as he munched on his pizza. Micha listened as Samuel as he spoke. He smirked lightly, ”High and mighty, be glad I said it then or you never would have heard it.” Micha teased him, as he went back to eating. He grabbed his soda finishing it off.
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Posted: Wed Aug 16, 2017 7:04 pm
【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】
He had tried to forget. That was his goal for this entire year. By Micha's standpoint it seemed he had actually achieved that goal. Funny how they could both recall the same event but remembered it so differently. He wondered if that was just his mind playing tricks on him since he wanted so badly to stop thinking about Micha. It may have been possible. The mind was a strange thing at times. Samuel watched as the male rose from his seat and went around to get more pizza. Since his back was turned he was unable to see his reaction. Judging by his body language though something he said must have amused him. As he came back, Samuel childishly stuck out his tongue and waited for an answer. He waited for Micha to swallow and watched him smirk before speaking. Now it was Samuel's turn to roll his eyes. "Wow, I'm glad all this is coming out now." he teased back. Rising from his own seat, Samuel tossed his napkins, soda can, and crusts into the trash. He then walked around to rinse off his plate, leaving it in the sink. Coming back around the island, he took his seat again. "Alright serious question, when did you first realize that you did love me?" he asked curiously.
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Wed Aug 16, 2017 7:49 pm
Alaine sat on the counter, watching the male curiously. It was funny how he was just as oddly specific as he was when it came to organizing the groceries on the counter. He watched him much like a child would watch a parent. Alaine was in terms a cook, but it was interesting to watch Liam prepare everything. A few minutes passed and it seemed his break time was over. He handed over the pan, then proceeded to jump off the counter. "Okay." he said smiling. Moving to one of the lower cabinets near the fridge, Alaine pulled out another pan. He also plucked a spatula from the vase on the counter and came back to the stove. Setting the pan on the right burner, he reached forward to turn on the burner to a medium setting. Alaine then walked around Liam to take the bacon package from his small pile. He pulled the easy open seal, pealing open the package. He took four strips from the pack and laid them out evenly in the bottom of the pack. "Is that enough? Or would you like more?" he asked, wanting to make sure before he put the rest in the fridge.
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Posted: Wed Aug 16, 2017 8:04 pm
Standing there he was starting to get full. He didn’t want to eat too much, or he knew his stomach would bother him from eating too much. Micha watched as Samuel rolled his eyes at him. He smiled as Samuel teased him. Micha knew he didn’t have to admit to anything. He had been truthful, when he said he loved Samuel. Micha hadn’t been throwing it around, just to see what would come of it. He had been wanting to say it a few times before than, but never found the courage. Micha knew that night if he had, then he never would. He watched as Samuel moved to stand up, throw away his trash and clean his plate. Micha finished off his last piece of pizza before moving to throw the crusts in the trash. He waited for Samuel to clean off his plate, then cleaned his own. Micha dried off his hands as he went to grab some ziploc bags to put the leftover pizza in. He put the pizza in the fridge, as he heard Samuel speak. Micha glanced toward him. He knew it would come up eventually. Micha wasn’t surprised, as he went to grab the pan and moved toward the sink to start washing it. ”When as stupid as it seems, when your brother’s came to visit that first time..After we had just gotten back from the grocery store..I had never seen you so scared...I had been pissed off after leaving and never expected you to come apologize.” He spoke as he continued to keep his back at Samuel as he washed the dishes.
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Wed Aug 16, 2017 8:33 pm
【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】
It wasn't surprising that Micha was getting full. After only three pieces, Samuel was feeling pretty full himself which is why he stopped. But Micha was stubborn so he said nothing. Their conversation continued and it was true that Micha didn't have to tell him anything. He could be standing here now and still be ignorant of his true feelings. Though if that was the case, he was sure that he might not be thinking of taking him back. As a friend yes, but a boyfriend that never said he loved him or felt anything stronger than a simple liking after being together an entire year. Definitely not. He was glad that Micha had said something. He'd been wanting to say something sooner as well. But he was scared and unsure if Micha wanted him for more than just an easy lay. Samuel remained seating while Micha cleaned up a bit. He didn't have to, but it seemed like the male was wanting some kind of distraction. Micha soon moved back to the sink and started to speak. Samuel blushed as he too remembered that night. He hated that night. He had no idea his brothers were coming over and had completely freaked out into panic mode. The rush of panic told him it was best to just have the male leave. Thinking back he could have easily allowed him to hind in his room or one of the many other rooms of the house. But he didn't. He acted like a coward and forced his boyfriend out like a teenage trying to hide a forbidden relationship. Currently the situation then, it was just that. Rising from his chair, Samuel walked around the island and came up behind the male. Slipping his arms around his waist, he rested chin on the males shoulder. "That has got to be the weirdest way to find out you love a person." he teased, smiling to himself. "Of all our memories together, why that moment? I came back after plenty of fights!" Leaning forward, Samuel pressed a kiss to his cheek.
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