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Bubmlebee siad ntohing as Prowl left but hearing .. THAT phrase made him shudder depsite himself. Why did those words have to affet him so much anyway? He hated it!
They made him feel.. just feel. He hated feelign now days. Feeling always resluted in remebering things one didn't want to remeber and that always made one hurt even more.

"It woudln't be intentional." rodimus attemtped to reassure Optimus. "The Kid knows how to move aroudn a battlefield now more than he used to but hurt someone like that .. woudln't fit him evne for these days. It woudln't be intentional to hurt Prowl .. but he might accidnelty. You might want to tell Prowl that."

"Well, all you cna do is let it happen. Bad advice I know but .. hey what can you do these days?" Rodimuss aid while shrugging somewhat and leanign back in the chair to get confrontable. "You know your chair's comfrotnable. Better than mine." He commented while looking up at the cealing sense ... there was hardly anythign else to do anyway.

"Hey my chair has yet to do that.. althoguh now that you've mentioned it it's probably going to happen. Thanks for jinxing me." Rodimus whinned slightly but not turley. "I take it your acutally night of recharge made you feel all the more better? You look better less stressed anyway if you don't mind me sayng." He commented while glancing at him for a moemtn from the corner of his optic than returned to the cealing once again.

Two Weeks Later

Bubmlebee hadn't spoken or gone to Prowl sense their fight two weeks earlier. He saw no reason to and he had made no attemptt ot even go to him to say anythign at all. He was busy taking care of hs memory surges, his mental brekadowns as small as they were and he was concitrating on his work.
Work was genually his patrols and that was that.

Airazor didn't mind being partnered wiht Prowl. Due to her own Autobot lineage and coding she was by all standards and Autobot though she associated with Decptons which caused a few bots to wonder at times.
Thoguh she culdnt' care less. She was Autobot and she knew therefore that was all that mattered.

Bumblebee still refused to even talk to Prowl. Perhapes it was a form of pride he didn't want to ackoldge that he had. If he did than well .. he wodln't be a happy little scout than. At least that was what he kept telling himslef anyway.
Patrols were dnagerous but let him let out steam when he got the chance to smash a Depctions' spark chamber open.

Bubmlebee was in is own room while just reading soemhting he foudn to distract himslef from the small memory surge he was enduring. Nornllly mentally distracitng himslef as well as phycially could do wonders for him.
Thoug this time it wans't and it was beginning to make him panic somehwat.
The memroy wasn't horrible compared to some he had though it was still .. painful nonetheless. His mind kept replaying one incidnet where Shockwave had not had been restrianed but had let him be fully moblile and that was what made it so bad.
".. Stop...." He whimpered out suddnely while bringing his arms up and around himslef in orderto hodl himslef up. He was sitting at his deks just hodling himself while trying to force the memory surge from erupting compelty.
Reflexes kicked in and he was suddenly on the floor and was huddled in on himslef whiel whimpering over and over again. "stop.."

"Stop ... stop ... stop .. stop ..." He kept muttering but it was getting slowly louder each timer he said it. He didn't even seem to notice that Prowl was hodling him and rubbing his back. His whole body was tembling by this point and he was muttering louder and louder. "Stop it... stop it.. stop! Get off!" He began shackingeven harder by this point as the surge got further and worse.