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 Posted: Sun Dec 05, 2010 8:09 pm
 Aurora ████████████ ████████████ ████████████ Little black butterflies flutter about as I drift cross the night sky like a wondering spirit of the moon...  [I padded down a small revine, lightly steeping through the Nightclan terrain, I sensed a familiar cat..a young one I should say. Of course..the curious and loveable Jinglepaw. My black pelt ruffled softly in the nightly wind, my sivler eyes gazed across the night sky. It was all so beautiful.] Silver pools of opal dance on glittering stars in the cold moonlight of the night sky...   NῘɠhtCʅan♦ WarrῘor ♦ Gentle and LovῘng
۩۞۩~Dovesong~۩۞۩
What would it take for things to be quiet? Quiet, like the snow... And I know this isn't much but, I know I could I could be better...
 ♥[I stared with amazement as my apprentice easily caught the plump piece of prey, I smiled and gave her a lick to the shoulder, picking up her mouse I mewed softly.] "Good job! Up for the training back at camp? I have some fighting moves to teach you!" [I started back to camp happily, my apprentice Scorchpaw was learning fast, she will be made a great warrior.] Find your way into my heart. All stars could be brighter... All hearts could be warmer.... What would it take for things to be quiet?
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Posted: Mon Dec 06, 2010 1:41 pm
JINGLEPAW Hush, little baby, don't say a word.
Papa's gonna buy you a mockingbird
And if that mockingbird won't sing,
Papa's gonna buy you a diamond ring
And if that diamond ring turns brass,
Papa's gonna buy you a looking glass _______ [Jinglepaw gave up on looking for his mentor Jingles, and walked up to the frozen river, to look at himself.]"Whats that black thing on my nose? It tickles!"[He took another look, and saw that it was a spider.]"Eek! Spiiideerrr! Get it off, get it off!"[The white apprentice swung his paw at the spider, hoping to hit it. He looked around him, and saw Aurora. He ran to her.]"Aurora, Aurora! Get this spider off of my face, please?" _______ And if that looking glass gets broke,
Papa's gonna buy you a billy goat
And if that billy goat won't pull,
Papa's gonna buy you a cart and bull
And if that cart and bull fall down,
You'll still be the sweetest little baby in town
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Winged Timberwolf Captain
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Posted: Mon Dec 06, 2010 6:04 pm
Memories in the Mist H a u n t e d h e a r t
[Hauntedhert glanced up at the sound of Purepaw's voice. She watched the she-cat closely, her eyes moving as the apprentice did. Something seemed off, but what? Was Purepaw's hiding something? The medicine cat took a few steps toward the apprentice and tilted her head.] "Purepaw, what's wrong? Did something happen? If I'm to help you, I need to know," Hauntedheart mewed calmly.
and the comfort in your eyes I've known...  ❁ Purepaw ❁If you die, I'm all alone
despite the souls that fill my home
o o o
The only thing I need is you
but if I tell, what will you do?
I cannot help you
I will not leave you
You cannot hear me
You will not love...═══════════════════════
[I peered up into the medicine cat's eyes, feeling the same urge to tell.
Should I tell? What if she becomes too involved? It could be dangerous..!
Yet, somehow, I could see the strong medecine cat fighting off a crazed demon imposter and then going out for a nice hunt after battling him.
I swallowed, feeling fearful butterflies in my stomach.]
"Well," I whispered, "something...something happened to me. I...I can't remember what. It's like there's a mask over my mind, but...it feels...so strange."
A maddened look came into my eyes and I laughed harshly before continuing in a soft voice, "There was darkness, and a chill that seeped into my bones...and then the fire in my belly. That's all I remember..."
[I swallowed, and the crazy glint in my eyes lifted. I peered up at the tall medecine cat once more and felt a flush of embarrassment.]
"ButI'msureit'snothing," I said quickly, suddenly panicking. Why?! Why did I tell?! She must think I'm crazy! What if she tells mommy? What if my brother gets involved? What if the Clan gets involved?! This is a task I alone have braved- to help Forsaken! I don't want anyone else getting hurt...! This is too much! Nobody can know about Forsaken- NOBODY!
"Youknowmystomach'sfeelingbetter," I chattered quickly, jumping to my feet. "Muchbetter. So,uh,I'llcomebackandtalktoyouifitgetsworseokay?"
[With that I quickly dipped my head in what seemed like more of a frenzy shake of my head, and pelted out of the den. I jumped into a new hole in the fortified wall of thick reeds and dead, knotted brambles that surrounded the camp. The hole was directly behind the apprentice's den, where no cat would wander on their own without reason. I had forced a path recently into it. It was a short, jagged path that was only a few cat-lengths long that led into a thick part of the bramble thicket. There, I had carved out a circle to sit and think. A normal-sized warrior would have only enough space to lay down flat on the ground for one and a half cat-lengths before benigs stabbed by brambles. I had worked on it when I was fatter immediately after returning home from the twoleg-place, so it was a bit wider for me now and easily accessible, though I was mysteriously gaining weight again. Being the tiny cat I was, I fit perfectly in this secret cove barely out of camp. It had taken me forever to complete, and I had just finished it a few days ago.
I plopped myself down here, my heart beating from the fear of getting others involved in the madness I had willingly jumped in to. Geez...I wonder what Hauntedheart thought of that, I thought a bit meekly.
Sitting there, I began to ponder Forsaken's return. I had already felt the familiar painful ache at his leaving that had accompanied me ever since that...strange night I had been kidnapped by the fake Forsaken.
I wonder if you'll keep your word this time... I thought silently.]
(( Nobody find her prease. D: It's supposed to be a secretplace yup.
Note that the hole is directly behind the apprentice den, meaning that it's not a hole in the den walls, it's a hole outside the den walls; NOT VISIBLE FROM DA INSIDE OF DA DEN. YAH.
Also, Memories, purepaw will definitely come back for another talk. C: Once she convinces herself she needs it. : o
btw, this does not encourage digging holes in your Clan's defences, friends. .-. I don't plan to use it for good or evil, just for a temporary secluded place for the duration of this Demons of Nature Book series...after the foxes are vanquished, she will abandon this temporary hideout and return to wandering the moors like an idiot, and the brambles will grow back. : I )) ═══════════════════════ ...my belly is on fire
because some liar
told me he loved me
and I thought he was you.
Let me keep one thing near;
the heart that bonds us, my dear
o o o
For if I sleep at end of day
I find your shadow fades away ...I cannot sleep in fear of how
the darkness holds two shadows now.
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Posted: Mon Dec 06, 2010 6:23 pm
Not even you...  If I die before you wake
don't you cry don't you ache
nothings ever yours to keep
close your eyes and go to sleep  Forsaken //Shadow Spirit // Cursed Demon // Bio ▄︻┻┳═一 -─═┳︻ ┻┳═一 ┻┳═一 -─═┳︻ ┻┳═一 -─═┳═一 -─═┳︻ ┻┳═一 -─═┳═一
[The demon's sharp eyes caught the movement of a cat straying away from the rest. Cautiously it slinked closer to get a better look. Once the cat was recognized as Purepaw the demon smiled.] "Purepaw, its me, Forsaken. Im back like i promised." [Forsaken said in a low, almost whisper. of a voice.] "You still look alittle upset? Was i gone too long? Im sorry my dear." the demon said in a voice that sounded sweet, without it's usual mocking tone hidden within it.]
▄︻┻┳═一 -─═┳︻ ┻┳═一 ┻┳═一 -─═┳︻ ┻┳═一 -─═┳═一 -─═┳︻ ┻┳═一 -─═┳═一┻┳═一 -─═┳︻ ┻┳═一 ┻┳═一 -─═┳︻  ...can cure me of this curse.
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Winged Timberwolf Captain
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Posted: Mon Dec 06, 2010 6:29 pm
Despite how much love I've shown
and the comfort in your eyes I've known... ❁ Purepaw ❁If you die, I'm all alone
despite the souls that fill my home
o o o
The only thing I need is you
but if I tell, what will you do?
I cannot help you
I will not leave you
You cannot hear me
You will not love...═══════════════════════
[I jumped as a voice startled me from my thoughts, and stepped on a sharp thorn. It didn't sink deep into my pad, but I still flinched and yanked my paw away.
Licking the small scrape on my strangely tender pads, I peered into the darkness at the looming figure. My heart caught, but I began to panic.
I left the seed-thing back at the den! I thought wildly. Dangit!! How do I know...?
I swallowed a bit, but smiled cautiously. Only Forsaken could phase through the wall of thorns so easily...but then again, the Fake Forsaken had me completely fooled, so who knew?]
"Hullo, Forsaken," I greeted a bit cautiously. "I don't have that pebble thinger with me...but do you remember what you said it really was? What was that pebble thinger?"
[I tried to ask our code question, but wasn't sure if it would work without the pebble thinger.
Geez, I'm such a mouse-brain..I wish I could glue that thing to my fur or something.]
((|3
Purepaw is getting increasingly fun to roleplay, as usual. <3333 )) ═══════════════════════ ...my belly is on fire
because some liar
told me he loved me
and I thought he was you.
Let me keep one thing near;
the heart that bonds us, my dear
o o o
For if I sleep at end of day
I find your shadow fades away ...I cannot sleep in fear of how
the darkness holds two shadows now.
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Posted: Mon Dec 06, 2010 7:30 pm
Not even you... If I die before you wake
don't you cry don't you ache
nothings ever yours to keep
close your eyes and go to sleep Forsaken //Shadow Spirit // Cursed Demon // Bio ▄︻┻┳═一 -─═┳︻ ┻┳═一 ┻┳═一 -─═┳︻ ┻┳═一 -─═┳═一 -─═┳︻ ┻┳═一 -─═┳═一
[laughed to itself at her clumsiness. It was please that she remembered to ask the necessary question to identify it.] "kekekekekek you mean the seed? Good, very good. I was hoping you would ask that question. I was afraid for a moment you had forgotten." [A low and eerie rumble could be heard deep within the demon's throat as it approached her slowly. Once again Forsaken fell into a peacefully calm state in her presence, a feeling it could only feel around her.] "Are you feeling any better?" [The demon felt the urge to reach out and embrace her soft form. Forsaken stepped back however, fearful of making a connection. These emotions were so foreign and new to the demon, so unnatural, yet this time it didnt run.]
▄︻┻┳═一 -─═┳︻ ┻┳═一 ┻┳═一 -─═┳︻ ┻┳═一 -─═┳═一 -─═┳︻ ┻┳═一 -─═┳═一┻┳═一 -─═┳︻ ┻┳═一 ┻┳═一 -─═┳︻ ...can cure me of this curse.
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Winged Timberwolf Captain
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Posted: Tue Dec 07, 2010 1:31 pm
Despite how much love I've shown
and the comfort in your eyes I've known... ❁ Purepaw ❁If you die, I'm all alone
despite the souls that fill my home
o o o
The only thing I need is you
but if I tell, what will you do?
I cannot help you
I will not leave you
You cannot hear me
You will not love...═══════════════════════
[I smiled in relief as he called the pebble mabobber by its true name. Good... I thought. For some reason, the thought of meeting the fake Forsaken again set the fire in my belly blazing even harsher in fear.
I swallowed, blinking up at Forsaken. The familiar rumble that was his odd purr could be heard. I asked myself, since when did Forsaken purr? and a small voice inside me replied, since he met you.
The thought made me all warm and fuzzy.
But then it reminded me of the night that I was taken by the fake Forsaken. How happy I had felt. And it had all been a lie. It almost made me shudder to feel that way again, for what if this was a lie too?
When he asked me how I was feeling, however, I looked away.]
"Yes," I lied in response simply, smiling contentedly.
[I had almost forgotten how much comfort a lie could hold. Even a lie filled with fake goodness. Because maybe, if you could just pretend everything was all right...for a few, precious, fleeting moments, they were.
I felt a similar rumble start up in my own throat. It less thick and somehow a lighter tone than Forsaken's purr, but it was a happy one nonetheless.
I noticed him step back, and (somewhat instinctively) I immediately stepped forward. I hesitated, not sure why I did that, but then took another step and another until I was at the feet of the demon.
I plopped down on my side, my back facing him, and stared out into the twisting brambles. I unsheathed my claws, watching them press into the earth with apathy.]
"Forsaken," I said, my high voice floating into the air, "what happened to me?"
[The fire in my belly twinged, but I ignored it. I rolled onto my back and faced him, my hazel eyes wide and scared. I pulled my forelegs up so that the wrists of my paws rested on my chest. My belly was a bit swollen and throbbed with pain. My little tail twitchd and my curled ears shifted. If I had straight ears like every other normal cat, they would have been flat.]
"You're a medicine cat, right?" I whispered, fear clogging my throat but courage holding my voice steady.
"What happened to me?" I repeated, my eyes trailing down to peek at my swollen belly that bulged gently to the sides of my nose.
(( "to the sides of my nose" is just the perspective; her eyes are looking down her face, which means she can see her nose. Her belly is swollen to the point where she can see it on both sides of her cheeks. Lay on your back and look down without moving your head and you'll see what I'm talking about lol. .3.
Her belly is NOT so big that it can touch her nose, lol, that's NOT what I'm saying. Dx )) ═══════════════════════ ...my belly is on fire
because some liar
told me he loved me
and I thought he was you.
Let me keep one thing near;
the heart that bonds us, my dear
o o o
For if I sleep at end of day
I find your shadow fades away ...I cannot sleep in fear of how
the darkness holds two shadows now.
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Posted: Tue Dec 07, 2010 2:23 pm
Not even you... If I die before you wake
don't you cry don't you ache
nothings ever yours to keep
close your eyes and go to sleep Forsaken //Shadow Spirit // Cursed Demon // Bio ▄︻┻┳═一 -─═┳︻ ┻┳═一 ┻┳═一 -─═┳︻ ┻┳═一 -─═┳═一 -─═┳︻ ┻┳═一 -─═┳═一
[Forsaken felt it's cold heart sink when it saw the fear in her eyes as she asked it her question, of her well being, of that night. It was enough to want to make the demon frown, which it rarely did. Forsaken tried to keep it's smile, evil as it was, to comfort her. Forsaken looked down at her swelling belly and gently probed it with it's nose. Forsaken could feel the presence of other souls in their company. These unwelcome trespassers made the demon's red eyes shoot open with pure shock! Forsaken flinched back with a surprised and horrified look on its face.]
WHAT DID YOU DO TO HER BLOOD!? WHY!? WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME!?
[Forsaken began to shiver, terrified that the news would shatter Purepaw's once peaceful mind worse then it had shattered it's.]
"Purepaw.... i... he..."
[Overwhelmed with hate, rage, regret, sadness, and a mix of other intense emotions the demon outstretched it's claws to hold Purepaw in it's cold embrace, it's body shaking violently. Forsaken wasn't sure if it was with rage or grief, it didn't matter any more.] I WILL haunt you Blood. I WILL haunt you, make you suffer...
".... Purepaw,
you are going to have kits....."
▄︻┻┳═一 -─═┳︻ ┻┳═一 ┻┳═一 -─═┳︻ ┻┳═一 -─═┳═一 -─═┳︻ ┻┳═一 -─═┳═一┻┳═一 -─═┳︻ ┻┳═一 ┻┳═一 -─═┳︻ ...can cure me of this curse.
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Posted: Tue Dec 07, 2010 3:02 pm
(No fancyness yet.) Auorapaw The cat's small jay figure padded out of the brush and onto the snowy bank by the frozen river, witnessing Auora and Jinglepaw. She couldn't help but giggle as Jinglepaw flailed about with the spider on his nose. A blue butterfly materialized in thin air and decided to reenact his dilemma. As soon as the blue spiritual insect landed on her nose she crossed her eyes. Her legs crisscrossed as she stumbled about, " Aahhh! what's this blluuee thing? get it offfff!! Heellpp!" She teased him, though before she could even finish she slipped on some of the powder with her tangled legs, face planting her black muzzle into the snow.
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Posted: Tue Dec 07, 2010 4:38 pm
xXAnachronIsmEpsIceXx | Cinderwing |
NightClan || Warrior || Quiet, Loyal, And Something Else That Escapes Me Now...
[Cinderwing snorted.] "Well, that makes two of us, kid," [he sighed. He blinked. The trees were growing to be more and more familiar. Alarm shot through him. They were nearing camp!
Cinderwing turned to Guardiankit, forgetting the second question immediately.] "Okay, we'll say that foxes got him and carried his body away," [he whispered quickly. A worried thought shot through him though. What if they didn't believe him? After all, he bared no wounds.
He sighed, looking at his paws for a second.] "I need wounds," [he whispered, looking at Guardiankit expectantly.]
And
Oh.
My.
Holy.
StarClan!
Blood got Purepaw knocked up! x0 What an interesting turn of events! Only more of the reason to be intrigued by Blood as a character.
And by the way, that was honestly the first thought I had when she kept talking about how she didn't remember what happened. No joke. Poor Purepaw. )':| Mudnose |NightClan || Warrior || Wily, Independant, And Bold
[Mudnose smiled as she heard Foxfur agree with her, but her ears twitched at something else. She couldn't make out the last part of what he said. After a few minutes of silence, she gave up, looking back up at the sky. Her ice-blue eyes glinted in the calm moonlight.
A gust of air cut through Mudnose, plastering her fur to her body. She winced ever so slightly, even though she didn't feel pain. Or couldn't, rather. The wind reminded her to blink. Her eyes felt oddly dry, as if she hadn't blinked in ages. She probably hadn't. She couldn't feel the pain of dryness.]
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Posted: Tue Dec 07, 2010 8:08 pm
   NῘɠhtCʅan♦ ApprentῘce ♦ CurῘous and Stubborn Scorchpaw [Scorchpaw beamed at her mentor happily] "Of course!" [she purred] As they walked, a breeze rustled the trees and leaves shed onto their fur. [Scorchpaw shook the leaves from her fur and batted playfully at a one drifting to the forest floor] "The leaves are pretty, aren't they Dovesong?" [Scorchpaw asked absentmindedly]Thex Celestial xRedx Light that Shines... Of Roses...
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Posted: Tue Dec 07, 2010 9:23 pm
Aurora ████████████ ████████████ ████████████ Little black butterflies flutter about as I drift cross the night sky like a wondering spirit of the moon... [Aurora sighed as she watched her precious elven helpers foolishly act with such little creatures, she blinked and stood infront of Jinglepaw, carefully removing the spider with her jet black tail.] "Jinglepaw dear, please be careful, don't harm the creatures." [Aurora mewed as she placed the small spider onto a unfrozen bush, it quickly scurried away up the bark. Aurora turned her silver gaze to Aurorapaw, a small mew escaped her mouth, almost a hiss.] "My dear, you know better then to mess around...there is a cat around here I must watch...this cat is young and special." [Aurora flicked her tail to beckon Aurorapaw, her loving apprentice to follow her, and telling Jinglepaw to find Jingles.] ((Aurora sounds like a hippie owo OMG I made a pretty card for ur X-mas present Ruki! At school ppl are like "Neko you look lost without Ruki.")) Silver pools of opal dance on glittering stars in the cold moonlight of the night sky... NῘɠhtCʅan♦ WarrῘor ♦ Gentle and LovῘng
۩۞۩~Dovesong~۩۞۩
What would it take for things to be quiet? Quiet, like the snow... And I know this isn't much but, I know I could I could be better...
♥[Dovesong smiled as she brushed pelts with her apprentice, amusement masked her snowy face as they entered the training hollow, it was blanketed with frost.] "Yes, they are...especially with the frost glazing them like that, no for on topic things... ready for some training Scorchpaw?" [Dovesong challenged as she circled her apprentice swiftly.]] Find your way into my heart. All stars could be brighter... All hearts could be warmer.... What would it take for things to be quiet?
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Winged Timberwolf Captain
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Posted: Wed Dec 08, 2010 1:32 pm
Despite how much love I've shown
and the comfort in your eyes I've known... ❁ Purepaw ❁If you die, I'm all alone
despite the souls that fill my home
o o o
The only thing I need is you
but if I tell, what will you do?
I cannot help you
I will not leave you
You cannot hear me
You will not love...═══════════════════════
[I shivered a bit as his cold nose touched my warm belly. The fire blazed a bit fiercely at the touch, but settled down almost immediately to the demon's cold touch. In fact, it almost went away. And, as he stood up again, the fiery pain returned.
That was weird, I thought to myself.
However, I saw a look of shock come into his face and I hauled myself up, squinting at his expression curiously. He seemed really angry! But why?
However, I waited patiently for an answer. And then.
And then I got one.
My eyes simply widened.
I could only feel shock. There was no other emotion. Just shock.
And then, surprisingly, an immense wave of excitement.]
"I'm what?!" I squeaked in excitement, a hint of fear in my eyes.
"Are you serious? Are you sure? Really?! This is-! This is...oh StarClan, I don't know what this is!"
[I ran around in circles, unable to hold back my horrified excitement.]
"This is so great but it's so so bad, but I mean..."
[Suddenly I stopped, and looked down. I layed back down on the ground and exposed my belly. Prodding at it with a paw, I concentrated on what was behind the fiery flames of pain.
And I felt a small kick.]
"Whoah," was all I could say.
[But whose kits are they? a voice whispered at me.
Forsaken's.
But-
I don't care!! It doesn't...matter! I don't care what happened. I can't even remember how. But, but! Forsaken will be the father!]
"Oh, oh, great Star Clan," I squeaked again, "we're going to be parents!"
[I became hysterical. I laughed with joy, but it was a harsh laugh edged with pain and deep, deep sorrow. I began to have waves of these laughs. They sounded extremely happy, but almost overbearingly so. My jaw was wide as I let out mrrowls of laughter, but tears began to pool at my eyes as the truth of the situation finally hit me head-on.
My face twisted into a half-grin, half-snarl as the waves of laughter faded to hysterical giggling.
What now?] ═══════════════════════ ...my belly is on fire
because some liar
told me he loved me
and I thought he was you.
Let me keep one thing near;
the heart that bonds us, my dear
o o o
For if I sleep at end of day
I find your shadow fades away ...I cannot sleep in fear of how
the darkness holds two shadows now.
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Posted: Wed Dec 08, 2010 2:33 pm
Not even you... If I die before you wake
don't you cry don't you ache
nothings ever yours to keep
close your eyes and go to sleep Forsaken //Shadow Spirit // Cursed Demon // Bio ▄︻┻┳═一 -─═┳︻ ┻┳═一 ┻┳═一 -─═┳︻ ┻┳═一 -─═┳═一 -─═┳︻ ┻┳═一 -─═┳═一
[Forsaken watched in surprise when Purepaw laughed with a mix of joy and horror. NOT the reaction the demon was expecting at all, but then again, he knew who the father was really. The demon's eyes watched her in sorrow as she danced around it. Rage boiled deep up from within, Blood's words still haunting the demon's mind.]
She smiled for me, Did she ever smile for you Forsaken?
She was happy with me.
[Grief filled Forsaken's conscience.] Blood is the father, the one who deceived her. Dose... dose she not know, or is she pleased because she dose know? [Just the thought of those two together shot a current of pain through the demon's twisted soul. Forsaken calmly lifted it's cold, clawed hand and covered it's chest, as if to hide it's dieing heart form Purepaw. It looked up with a surprised look when she spoke of being a parent.]
"We are going to be parents?"
[Forsaken said, almost in a whisper. For the longest time all the demon could do was stare. At first the demon felt a feeling of hate. To raise the kittens of it's now hated rival Blood sounded like a worse punishment then the curse from starclan, but at the same time...]
Did she rally just say we are going to be parents?
[An odd feeling seeped over the demon, a mix of pain and... and.. what is that feeling? it was so odd! almost too odd.] "....Purepaw you really want to raise these kittens? If so i will do what i can."
▄︻┻┳═一 -─═┳︻ ┻┳═一 ┻┳═一 -─═┳︻ ┻┳═一 -─═┳═一 -─═┳︻ ┻┳═一 -─═┳═一┻┳═一 -─═┳︻ ┻┳═一 ┻┳═一 -─═┳︻ ...can cure me of this curse.
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Winged Timberwolf Captain
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Posted: Wed Dec 08, 2010 3:13 pm
Despite how much love I've shown
and the comfort in your eyes I've known... ❁ Purepaw ❁If you die, I'm all alone
despite the souls that fill my home
o o o
The only thing I need is you
but if I tell, what will you do?
I cannot help you
I will not leave you
You cannot hear me
You will not love...═══════════════════════
[I raised my head as he asked me a question.]
"Well, of course we're going to raise them," I said dubiously, not sure what other option we had. "We can't just let them die!"
[But then I realized what he must mean.
What would NightClan think of me and my kittens? They would think that I was...a traitor. I could never look my mother in the eye again.
And...they might hurt the kittens.
An instant fierce mothering instinct flew over me. They would not hurt my kittens!
But then what? What could I do? How could I explain what had happened to me that night? I didn't even know how I had gotten kittens!!
Was...was it possible to birth them in secret? No, Hauntedheart already knew about my belly hurting. And I was getting fatter again for no reason. How fat would I get with these kittens...?
The questions bounced around, but I suddenly realized what I had to do.]
"Forsaken," I said, turning. "I know...I know you hate your twin brother for whatever he did. But...but the kittens..."
My voice began to falter, but I pressed on, fear and panic rising in my eyes, "I don't know what fate they'd find in the Clans. I mean, if your brother's a demon or something like you, what would they even look like?"
[I looked down, blinking, then back up at him.]
"Is there any way you could care for them?" I whispered. "Take them somewhere safe...so they can be happy..."
[I swallowed, a lump rising in my throat. I knew trusting Forsaken was risky, especially with the animosity he was showing, but he was my only hope.]
"And then there's the thing of birthing," I sighed, sitting down again. "I have to birth in secret or something..."
[My eye twitched a bit. I was shoveling so much responsibility on him when it was all my fault for being a useless furbag. I began to shake, a single tear running down my face.]
"This is all my fault," I choked, finally crumbling.
[My head hung low and I trembled, shuddering. I had done such a bad thing to him, but I just couldn't explain to him why what had happened that night happened. I was too afraid. I wasn't ready yet...
The cold wind gently coarsed through my fluffy fur. I shook my head. It was useless. So useless...
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There's work to be done, work to be done... a whispery sound said over the wind. A strange scent filled the air and translucent crimson eyes glinted out at the scene, narrowed in thought. Purepaw did not notice the eyes and sat staring at her paws, but the eyes were not concentrated on her. The eyes trailed over to the shadowy demon, blinking at him curiously.
Be a dear, Forsaken, and take good care of my children, the whispery voice said, billowing the words past the demon's ear.] ═══════════════════════ ...my belly is on fire
because some liar
told me he loved me
and I thought he was you.
Let me keep one thing near;
the heart that bonds us, my dear
o o o
For if I sleep at end of day
I find your shadow fades away ...I cannot sleep in fear of how
the darkness holds two shadows now.
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