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 Posted: Tue Sep 18, 2007 7:54 pm
gundamwarrior13 "Deciet has so many forms. Can you ever truely be ready for all of its faces? Or can you only hope that if the need to recognize such facades ever again arrises you can step up to the situation. But then what if you start to see deciet everywhere around you?" Sapphire snorts. "I already do. Some I see less in than others, but everyone has their own bit of deceit. It is quite unnerving." Sapphire looks up again, trying to find her bearings within the forest.
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Posted: Tue Sep 18, 2007 7:59 pm
"Surely there is at least one in your life with whom there is no deciet? Perhaps your perception of their actions has made you believe otherwise, but their actions are not what they appear to be?" *Torret wanted to say more, but couldnt. Somehow he knew this to be true for more reasons than he could explain, but at the same time knew it changed nothing.*
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Posted: Tue Sep 18, 2007 8:04 pm
gundamwarrior13 "Surely there is at least one in your life with whom there is no deciet? Perhaps your perception of their actions has made you believe otherwise, but their actions are not what they appear to be?" *Torret wanted to say more, but couldnt. Somehow he knew this to be true for more reasons than he could explain, but at the same time knew it changed nothing.* "My father maybe even my mother. Although my father has deceit too. He deceived my mother before they were married. He caused her more problems than was needed. Although maybe his deceit is not directed at me." Sapphire sighs stopping where she was. She was hopelessly lost and knew it.
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Posted: Tue Sep 18, 2007 8:08 pm
"But your mother and father are no longer large influences in your life. You are beyond their worlds now, into your own. Surely there are some in your life now with whom you can set aside your mistrust.
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Posted: Tue Sep 18, 2007 8:10 pm
gundamwarrior13 "But your mother and father are no longer large influences in your life. You are beyond their worlds now, into your own. Surely there are some in your life now with whom you can set aside your mistrust. "There is one, who causes me to open my mind and my tongue more than I would desire, but even he has he moments of deceit." Sapphire says thinking of Aitrus, then her thoughts work to Kaen. "Maybe another, but I have not seen her as of late and I do not know how our lives still stand. She is busy with another's."
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Posted: Tue Sep 18, 2007 8:16 pm
"Then perhaps you are in need of a new person in your life. Someone with whom to start anew?" *The voice seemed to transfer from being everywhere at once around her to coming from just off to her right side where a young man of about 18 years old was walking softly next to her, matching her stride as if he had been there this whole time. He had golden blond hair with black stripes, and was walking with his eyes closed.*
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Posted: Tue Sep 18, 2007 8:19 pm
gundamwarrior13 "Then perhaps you are in need of a new person in your life. Someone with whom to start anew?" *The voice seemed to transfer from being everywhere at once around her to coming from just off to her right side where a young man of about 18 years old was walking softly next to her, matching her stride as if he had been there this whole time. He had golden blond hair with black stripes, and was walking with his eyes closed.* Sapphire jumps back startled, backing herself into a tree. "I . . . you . .. " Words were momentarily failing her. "You are a real person. I've been talking to a real person this entire time. Oh no!" Sapphire cries putting her face in her hands and beginning to sob gently. "This can't be."
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Posted: Tue Sep 18, 2007 8:23 pm
*The body disappears entirely as quickly as it had appeared, as if it had never been there.* "I am sorry. I did not mean to frighten you. I thought you knew that you were not alone."
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Posted: Tue Sep 18, 2007 8:27 pm
gundamwarrior13 *The body disappears entirely as quickly as it had appeared, as if it had never been there.* "I am sorry. I did not mean to frighten you. I thought you knew that you were not alone." Sapphire sinks slowly to the ground her head still in her hands. "You have not frightened me. You have done nothing, it is myself that is to blame. I have humiliated myself. Talking to my conscious, what a good one, next I'll have good and evil sprites whispering what I should do, while standing right beside me." Sapphire says giving a light laugh through the tears
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Posted: Tue Sep 18, 2007 8:31 pm
"I would never presume to tell you what to do or not to do. Is it not a good thing that you have come to some resolve in the matters that weigh upon your heart so heavily?
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Posted: Tue Sep 18, 2007 8:34 pm
gundamwarrior13 "I would never presume to tell you what to do or not to do. Is it not a good thing that you have come to some resolve in the matters that weigh upon your heart so heavily? "Resolve? You think that I've resolved the matters." Sapphire shakes her head lightly. "No, this is only the surface of the matters that I am dealing with. Lost trust has caused a world of more complications than it should have. Aside from my lack of being truly myself." Sapphire says thinking about her singing and music, which she hasn't touched in almost 4 months or more. It was such a major part of her life, yet she needs to shut it away or be consumed by it.
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Posted: Tue Sep 18, 2007 8:38 pm
"Why would you not be true to yourself? It is no wonder you cannot trust those around you, you cannot even trust yourself. But what could drive you to such mistrust of your own heart?"
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Posted: Tue Sep 18, 2007 8:41 pm
gundamwarrior13 "Why would you not be true to yourself? It is no wonder you cannot trust those around you, you cannot even trust yourself. But what could drive you to such mistrust of your own heart?" "It is not a lack of trust in myself that I have, if you must know, since you know so much already. It's a lacking in abilities that I have. Music in all forms has controlled and dictated most of my life. Consumed it, drove it, now the music is shut away. Not to be returned unless control comes with it." Sapphire says her voice filling with anger at herself and lack of control.
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Posted: Tue Sep 18, 2007 8:45 pm
"Music..." *The word lingers in the air after spoken for several moments before he speaks again.* "It is the purest expresion of one's being. Their very soul bourne before them in the sound of their voice and the melody of their words. The truth of their being brought out for all who know how to look to truely see."
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Posted: Tue Sep 18, 2007 8:47 pm
gundamwarrior13 "Music..." *The word lingers in the air after spoken for several moments before he speaks again.* "It is the purest expresion of one's being. Their very soul bourne before them in the sound of their voice and the melody of their words. The truth of their being brought out for all who know how to look to truely see." Sapphire smiles a sour smile. "Yes, but denied to me, as much as the trust I thought I had has been denied to me." Sapphire says lifting her head and wiping her eyes, she would not cry over her loss of music. She'd done that already, she wouldn't do so any more.
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