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Yes KB I do know you are emo rofl Now if anything confuses you at all feel free to PM me or something since my pain isn't working well even without booze to blame this time. Also my posts my be delayed at time since I am trying to find some music to listen to at the moment.

Wow overaction to a joke much? KB needs less beer and more vodka! Or possibly some vault with that beer... both would be good. Besides that KB I think we should now go in search of those pills that they use to make called Happy Camper pills or something cause we both need em at the moment.

No, I have no clue for what you just said is about the craziest s**t I have heard in the past 12 years and 9 months of my life... I thought I was weird when I was either awake for 24+ hours, drunk, or some other induced thing-a-ma-bob sweatdrop

KB I am in just as bad as of a position as you if not worse, though I can't really say if it is worse or not cause I really don't know all to much about you. I smoke cigs, I drink, I lie, I steal though it is to help others, I've gotten arrested and had to do service hours, been hospitalized 3 or 4 times, and been kicked out of 2 schools within the same year and same grade. So yeah I know what it is like to feel horrible and in the lows since I am still in that range myself...

Dude I don't bother with love anymore so I think I'm already heading down your path. My first girl I went out with I loved to death and damn I found out she was gonna dump me and my life went to hell in a hand basket. I tried to keep my emotions out of my life and like it the way I like it and not the way others want me to and it hasn't gotten me anywhere. Hell in fact both ways never get me anywhere except on pills, pills, and more pills, cause if I listen then they force me on some pills and if I don't listen they, yet again, force me on pills. I noticed this entire time I've been on my time off from my school without meds and all I been a better overall dude except my temper tends to flare up with my step-dad though I control it... Now I think we completely went off subject and should like chill out with this stuff before it gets out of hand or we say something to get us in trouble. So how bout we get on with the RPing and leave this stuff for later? Along with that no more cutting too... ninja

Dude everyone I know is afraid of me since they since what I can do if I put my mind to it and my anger mixs with it then it doesn't become something pretty. My mom keeps everything I ******** up at school and do wrong in my house and with the rest of my life away from my step-dad cause she knows how much an effect on me he has. I hate my step-dad with a passion and it already lead to the point I want to harm him to get him or me out of one of our lives. I already tried getting myself out of my house through ODing and I tried to take my life before because people were afraid of the monster I have become. Dude you may be afraid to take your life cause of the pain, but I'm not since I already tried it before. My life since I can remember was either of people being afraid of me cause I was too violent and got in lots of fights, or me being yelled at or screamed at cause I either ******** up or their is something wrong with. I know what it is like to do drugs cause I use to smoke weed to make the sadness go away and the good feelings come out, I know what it is like the drink and get smashed just to make life go away, and I deffiently know what it is like to cut yourself and do other things to get your mind of the mental pain and onto the physical pain.