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 Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 10:09 am
Great she is now comapring blood with rice wine He tought as he was recalibrating the aim of the machine a third time in a row. Looking at her, responded in his usual tone. "No you don't act different. You act different when you drink to the point of stupor THAT'S when you act different and only for a moment because either you puke on the floor or end up asleep out of the drinking excessively. One using moderation will never act different." He said being correct perhaps she used the wrong example to tell what she wanted.
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 10:28 am
"There is a wide spectrum of being intoxicated. What you described is extreme. There is a point between the slight feeling of a small amount of alcohol and having drank to such excess that you become violently ill in which you are yourself but you are different. That is what I felt." she said softly, knowing he would likely not care of this explanation. Today, it seemed, he held nothing but anger in his heart.
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 11:12 am
That's understanable showed that you had control over it anyways. But if that was what you felt then so be it, i will not judge you for your actions. You know what you did your conciense will tell you if what you did was right or wrong, But, frankly theres many things you could have done with it than just use everyone as a slurpee. *He tought* She doesnt get what im saying better divert the subject *As finally could get the calculations in order he relaxed back as the machine beep monotously a bit before becoming silent. Still Silmeria's words rang in his head. For someone that one says that has young pubcesent mind she sure acted at times as the age she look. mostly convienient rang in his mind still* What brings to this humble place. *He said with a smile trying to avert her from the current subject*
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 11:44 am
"I was hungry .." she said softly, curling up a bit, thinking more about what he was saying and feeling bad now.
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 12:01 pm
He smiled and poked her nose gently trying to get her out of that gloom face she had*
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 2:06 pm
She looked to him with apologetic eyes, showing him a small smile. "My apologies for upsetting you. Truly it was not my intention." she said softly, again lowering her head. "You are changing your .. mech?" she asked cheerfully, looking to him again with another small smile.
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 7:51 pm
It was bound to happen. No worries there, though, what you should really be apolgizing is if you tought what you was wrong to your eyes if at this moment in time you look back and say "Dang i did bad" Or "I should have done better, Im better person it would not happen again" Now that's what you have to be apologizing. The hardest apology is the one you have to do to yourself never forget that.
Kaede once said "To lose sight oneself in the heat of the moment you lack devotion" What it means no matter in what state you are you always have a choice that can make control.
*He was done lecturing and blinked as he tought of her next question and, decided to play a joke*
Oh! Well, this is the Z-gundam and no i was doing an exaustive tune-up to it. Calibtating the positronic auto-aim system, initializing the vernier output, modulating the proton-fusion core engine, installing the new OS into its mainframe HDD, calibration its bio-sensor and its special equiment that if i told i would have to kill you. *whispers* Is top secert stuff *talking normally* Well you got that?
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 8:20 pm
She bowed her head a bit again, trying to be relaxed but still listening, not wanting to offend im further. Before replying, thinking of what to say, he continued on. Watching and listening with wide eyes, she took every word he said seriously. "You may keep the secrets! I only wish for Seisuke-ona to be happy!" she said in an excited tone, clapping her hands over her mouth a moment later, showing she wanted to keep secrets and not see them shared.
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 8:32 pm
Her set of words confused him a lot and poked her nose once more playfully "Silly i was just joking on the last part. But what i have said first did you got it? " He said litsening eagerly for her reply
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 8:35 pm
"Aye, I understand and I have no regret. Ali said I could have known much more .. perhaps if I am able to try again, we will make sure I have eaten first." she said with a giggle. "I must admit, Yawgmoth tasted nice."
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 8:43 pm
ugghhh! *he said with a shudder* I tasted like crap i suppose even with all the magic in me. ugggh! *he shuddered once more that she loved to eat blood*
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 8:45 pm
"I did not say that! Yawgmoth is very warm and .. well I am not going to continue, you do not understand." she said softly, bowing her head again, curling her knees up against herself.
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 8:49 pm
Make me understand because i dont get the hype with the blood. If you want to take this face of disbelief you gotta make me understand *He said softly if he had a point wrong then this is her chance to prove it*
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 8:56 pm
She remained quiet for a moment before looking to him. "I do not like blood normally .. however I could not think of anything else to wish to eat or drink and I was so very famished. Think to yourself .. what is something you would never consume normally and yet you suddenly are finding that you have lost all desire for everything but that one thing. That is what it was like for me." she said softly, looking to him with a pleading expression, clearly hoping he would understand what she was saying.
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 9:26 pm
You make a good point all first-timers think blood is the only thing that they could eat to survive. I understand that very well and i know that for a fact. But that wasnt my point at all. It was that you treat it afterwards as something normal when is not, blood is not food.
Thats what made me go ugggh! and you reminded me something silmeria said about if you drank the blood of feld or brom rds would be doomed could you tell me why?*he said calmy after this he will go off the subject permanently*
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