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 Posted: Mon Sep 05, 2005 9:21 pm
Arrow looks at Fox. "Hey. I'm sorry... I just... this is weird for me, ok?" he says, then stands up and walks out of the room, grabbing his cigarettes along the way.
He gets outside and lights one, inhaling deeply. He knows it's bad but... whenever he's stressed, smoking always calms him. And currently, he is really stressed.
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Posted: Mon Sep 05, 2005 9:26 pm
Fox gets back out of bed once Arrow leaves and changes into his thin night clothes. It's not like it isn't a bit weird for him too, but he's not acting totally weird. A little weird, but he's been feelign like he wasn't quite acting himself since before Silvermoon showed up. Once he's changed, he sits on the edge of the bed, waiting for his boyfriend to return.
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Posted: Mon Sep 05, 2005 9:29 pm
Arrow comes back in, a few minutes later. He slides into bed next to Fox but hesitates before taking the other man into his arms. They don't seem to be getting along the best and he really doesn't want to push things. He does hold Fox loosely though, and SilverMoon's words come crashing back into his head...
"I missed you..."
"Be careful...."
Arrow doesn't like the fact that Fox is being warned against him. He'd never hurt fox intentionally, ever. He loves Fox more than he thought he could love someone... they aren't lifebonded but still... He sighs, trying to think up a way to broach the subject.
"Silvermoon seems to care for you alot..." he says gently, trying not to sound too angry, or jealous.
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Posted: Mon Sep 05, 2005 9:32 pm
Fox can't think of anyway to explain it without broachign the truth, which he'd been avoiding a bit because of the way the scout had been acting. It seems easier to just say it now though, especically since it seems like Arrow might all ready suspect. He's a little worried about how his boyfriend will react though, "Silvey, he... used to be my lover."
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Posted: Mon Sep 05, 2005 9:34 pm
I knew it!!! aRROW'S MIND SCREAMED. ((in caplock)) He tries not to show anything though, because he doesnt want Fox upset with him. "Oh." he says simply. That makes him staying here even worse... "Why did you two... you know?"
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Posted: Mon Sep 05, 2005 9:37 pm
SnowFox bites his lip a little. He'd rather hoped that subject would come up, since it makes this all seem worse. If only Arrow knew that he'd never be unfaithful. He hesitates, and then very quietly replies, "Because I... I accepted the job here, and left White Gryphon."
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Posted: Mon Sep 05, 2005 9:40 pm
Arrow nods and his heart feels as if it's being ripped to shreds. He tries not to let any tears come to his eyes but fails miserably and buries his head into the pillow. He knows that Fox won't be unfaithful, he knows that, but there's no guaranteeing that Fox won't break up with arrow for silvermoon. He holds fox tighter and when his tears stop spilling over, he looks at the Adept. "I think it;s time to go to sleep now." he says.
NightArrow leans in close to Fox and gives him a light peck on the cheek. "I have alot of work to do tomorrow, so I won't be over till late." he says.
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Posted: Mon Sep 05, 2005 9:45 pm
He's so shocked by the nightscout suddenly starting to cry, that he can't even seem to say anything to try and comfort him. It doesn't help that he feels lower than a worm at the moment. After how much Arrow had comforted him and taken care of him when he was heart broken, and after how much the younger man doted on him while they were dating, and he hurts him like this. He hadn't even done anything with Silver! He almost felt like crying himself.
"Arrow?" His voice sounds raw to him, probably because he feels like the biggest jerk in the universe. It doesn't help that it just doesn't feel quite right when arrow gives him a simple peck on the cheek good night. Usually the scout would kiss him, on the lips, wouldn't he?
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Posted: Mon Sep 05, 2005 9:47 pm
Arrow mumbles something that sounds like a 'yes' but ins't... quite. zHe wants to be honest with Fox but he's not sure how... If only Fox would let him *show* him then... it might work. He holds Fox more tightly.
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Posted: Mon Sep 05, 2005 9:52 pm
The adept gulps a little, having trouble swallowing. He can't think of anything to say, nothing at all, but he can't just go to sleep feeling like this. So, even though it's not something he would normally do, he does the only think he can think of; he leans over and gives Arrow a kiss on the lips, and not just a little peck either.
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Posted: Mon Sep 05, 2005 9:57 pm
Arrow kisses back, very enthusiastically. He uses this kiss to show Fox how much he realyl does care about him. He's both tender and rough and altogether breath taking. He holds the Adept close, not really wanting to let him go at all. His cheeks are still wet, but he is beginning to feel a bit better about the whole situation. "Fox..." he says in a low, gutteral voice.
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Posted: Mon Sep 05, 2005 10:00 pm
Fox doesn't blush, for once, but he does have a moment of catching his breath afterwards. He buries his face in the crook of Arrow's neck, "Arrow... I'm sorry."
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Posted: Mon Sep 05, 2005 10:02 pm
At this, Arrow's heart breaks again. "Don't be sorry." he says. "You didn't do anything wrong. I just... don't like the idea of another person having touched you the way I want to..." he admits. "I'm just worried. that's all. I'll get over it." he admits. It does take a lot though, because Arrow knows he's wrong and shouldn't be feeling this way.
"I love you," he says. "It'll all be ok."
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Posted: Mon Sep 05, 2005 10:07 pm
"...Ok." Is all fox can think of to say. Except he doesn't feel Ok, and he still feels sorry, for things getting so mixed up. He wraps his arms around Arrow, clinging just a little, and tries to will himself to sleep, although he doesn't expect he'll suceed anytime soon.
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Posted: Mon Sep 05, 2005 10:09 pm
Arrow kisses Fox once more, before totally pretending he's fallen asleep, when really, he's lying away, obsessing and wishing he could be chain smoking.
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