sikh-91
@Blood -
Yeah, I did notice you went off on one D: ... But to be fair, I wasn't going to leave Maverick out and you did fill my spot xD Have you ever thought of going councelling or picking up a sport to let ouryour anger? Or even invest in a stress ball thing x)I didn't give the spot away, I said we had two more spaces and you said you were. Making a crew anyway >.< also I used to play football used to be fun and make me feel a bit better til I was taken out because I "might get hurt" I know that was a load of bull. (I use the tree in the backyard as my stressball)
@dy - as much as I want to believe that I still consider telling an unstable person to kill themselves when they look up to and care about you more than anyone my fault it's been a few years since this and the only major problem is the flashbacks.
@divine - I do let out my anger in what can be called small tremors. Some quick practice with an old hunting knife out back on the old dead tree in the back. Works quite well, but when that isn't accesible and bothers me. I fear I may do something drastic. Also I think her years of neglect and abuse are doing worse to me than my anger. My hate for her usually only flares when we have to be around each other for more than 5 minutes. I wish itwas that easy to just drop all my hate for her. But I don't think my hate for her is causing the most problems.
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