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Conny started to quiten down a little, he wiped his eyes and shook his head "no, im fine, thank you all the same though" he said as he kept hold of his father.

Ly turned to the hybrid and smiled and nodded softly before turning to his mate "im fine, just feel like I got hit by ten truckes 5 busses and 3 cars" he said tiredly and weakly.

Tama walked over and wrapped his arms around his brother, kissing his forehead. "Im glad you are alright Ly" he said as he nuzzled him a little, deciding to let Conny have his father for a little bit.

"The only thing that hurts is the places where I had the operation at the moment, I guess wait till the anesthesia has completely worn off and I might hurt more. Right now though, I am fine for the most part I think" he said to the unicorn, softly yawning and laying back in bed, thinking about hving a nap soon as he was still tired.

"I cant, even if I wanted to" he said to the others "I feel like I have been asleep for ten years as it is, the anesthesia is awfully strong stuff. I will sleep soon, I want to try having something to eat and drink if that is allowed" he said to the others, feeling rather hungry.

Muraki sighed softly "that was because you came in here thinking you could take over the doctors patient, I think he is allowed to tell you to stop touching him" he said as he looked at Ly and smiled softly.

Ly looked and Akash and smiled softly "lets just wait till the doctor ISNT around before you play healer ok Akash? I dont want to upset anyone here." He said to the other as he looked from Akash to his son and took the water "thank you" he said as he opened it and took a sip from the bottle.

"I will be back shortly, I will go pick up pizza for us all" he said as he lent over and huged his brother gently once more. "also, Ly, Kuri and Marius are in the hospital also, right across the room from you actually" he said as he pointed before teleporting away to get food for everyone.

Ly watched his brother leave and then put his bottle on the bedside table and and looked over at the other two beds in the room. Color left his face, he pulled the wires and what not from his body and climbed out of bed, ignoring the pain.

"Dad, dont, you have to rest! Get back in bed" Conny said as he watched his father.

Ly said nothing, he started to walk over to the others, collapsing on the floor after a few steps as the pain was a little to much but he kept going. Ly climbed back onto his feet and walked over to Kuri and his son as best he could before collapsing once more by Kuris bed.

Ly lent over and hugged his friend, blaming himself silently for getting his friend into this mess in the first place. After a few minutes Ly kissed his friends forehead and moved over to his son, wrapping his arms around him and just held him, ignoring all pain and basically anything else.

Ly looked up just as Noah settled back into bed, did I upset him in some way? he thought to himself, he didnt mean to ignore his mate or upset him, he would see him next but Ly knew his mate would be alright unlike Kuri. Ly knew nothing of how Kuri was and how did he know he would live? Ly loved his mate greatly but Kuri...Kuri was different. Kuri was ill, he was near dead for all Ly knew so he had to see the ones that were sick more then his mate didnt he?

Besides which, Ly never even knew his mate HAD been in hospital, he thought Noah was just going to stay with him while he was in hospital as to Ly he looked fine. How was Ly meant to know he had been ill also? Unlike Tamaska and their father, Lycurgus couldnt read minds.

It might be selfish or betrayal and it might not have been but either way he would explain to his mate shortly "Please, leave me be" he said to Akash as he kissed his sons forhead and got up. Ly didnt want to be treated yet if at all, he didnt care right now but just wanted to see his mate, he walked over to his mates bed, collapsing every now and again but made it to his mate with much effort.

"Noah, sweetheart, im sorry if I upset you, I didnt mean to" he said softly, wanting to be with his mate more then anyone else, it which was another reason he didnt see his mate soon as he got up. If he got comfy with his mate he would not want to go see the others, Ly now was wanting to be held by Noah and noone else.

Sure Conny was nice and all but he just wanted his mate to hold him more then anyone. "I swear I didnt mean to" he said as he reached out, stroaking his mates hair as a couple of silent tears fell from his eye.

Ly wiped it away and carried on "Can I please explain?" He asked his mate, trying hard not to cry more so. Ly wanted to be held by his mate which is upsetting enough without the stress of being in here and the pain which was more so. Ly leant over and kissed his mates head, wanting just to curl up in his arms and sleep.

He didnt care what the doctor would say or not, he just wanted to be held by his mate more then anything else right now.

Ly climbed up and sat on the bed as carefully as he could and pulled his mate into his arms dispite the pain. "You are NOT responsable, you never, ever will be, if anyone is responsable it is that fox. You are the best thing to happen to me" he said as he lent down and kissed his mates head and then just kept looking at him.

"I went to Kuri first because I saw you were alright, I thought you were in hospital to keep me company, I dont know if you have been hurt or not, I cant read minds." He said to his mate as he held the other wolf close "Kuri is laying in bed and for all I know he is near dead, I dont know what is wrong with him so I went to see him first.

Of course I am concerned about you, of course I want to know you are alright but looking at you, compared to Kuri, one would say Kuri was in a worse state then you. For all I know Kuri could have died when I was seeing you, I didnt want to say goodbye to one of my best friends when he was now dead.

I also went to see him first and made my way around to you because I wanted to be held by you, I would of had to move in five minutes TO get to see the others if I saw you first." He said to his mate, his own tears now silently falling from his eyes "I didnt want to be interupted when I was finally comfotable in your arms, I dont know how long I have with you till the doctor tells me to get back to bed.

It appears the doctor will be away for a little while yet so I can spend a bit more time with you, I just want to be with you right now, I dont want to be anywhere else. I apologise for upsetting you sweetheart, I never meant to, not when I love you like I do" he said softly as he kept tight hold of his mate.

"I know I have put you through some terrible things, I know I couldnt exactly say I am the worlds greatest mate but I do care about you greatly. I am the one who feels responsable for hurting you, I never wanted to hurt you like this, I never wanted to ever see you cry again as it tears me up terribly.

I am sorry for putting you through this sweetheart, im sorry im not the mate you probably would have wished for and I would promise things would get better from here on out but I cant. Eclipse is back and I cant really tell you things will get better when he is persistant in having me all to himself.

I want nothing to do with him, you know this, I just want to be with you but that means putting up with Eclipse also which...which..." Ly sighed but cried harder, knowing what he was going to say was going to be hard but it had to be said.

"...I....I will understand if you want to leave me, I know that you never wanted to come into this relationship with me how I was or due to other circumstances. I also know that if you stay with me I cant promise you I wont be hurt again or you wont be or our children, I would rather see you leave me then be hurt anymore by me or that fox.

I love you Noah, more then anything else in this world but I dont want to see you hurt, I dont want to be the one or at least be partly the one who hurts you anymore. I want you to be happy, I dont care about me, I just want you to be alright, I dont want to come home some day to see you or our sons hurt."

He said as he lent down and cried into his mate, hurting like hell emotionally and physically but ignored it "Im sorry Nova for everything but I do love you so much and god knows I dont want to see you go. But still, seeing you go would be alot nicer then seeing the one I love get hurt" he said in a whisper, one only he could hear and just held his mate close.

Ly sighed "if you honestly think I went willingly with Eclipse then you dont know me at all" he said getting up and moving from the bed. "You honestly think I wanted to go with him when I KNEW that I would end up like this? Do you think I have a death wish or something? If you really want to know what happened then listen to my father."

He said as he looked at his father "dad, read my mind, my mate might believe someone who actually can read minds" he said as he forced himself to stand.

Tala sighed, not wanting to get mixed up in their conflicts but decided to anyway. He looked at his son stright in the eyes and started reading his mind "from what I am getting, Ly was about to get into the car to go out and pick up something to eat and to get a gift for you Noah when Eclipse drove up.

They spoke, Ly decline the offer time and time again and wanted nothing to do with him and so he started to walk away but Eclipse made an 'offer' Ly couldnt refuse. Eclipse finally 'talked him into it' by walking along side of him, trying to talk him into it more so and after the 100th refusal Eclipse placed a gun agiesnt his head.

Eclipse said that if he didnt go with him he would be shot dead and that after he was dead his 'ugly mate' and children would be dead soon after....

Apparently, from what Eclipse said, noone could have Ly if the fox couldnt and so he would makse sure that the family was dead along with their father and mate so he didnt have to look at any of you ever again.

Ly had no choice BUT to unwillingly go with the fox, nothing much he could do." He said as he stood back, looked at them both...

"Noah, I dont know if I should say anything here but believe me, Ly loves you and the children more then anything, Ly didnt want to go with Eclipse, he was FORCED to. It is true Ly went to Eclipse's once before without talking to you but you and he had talked it over and had never stepped foot near Eclipse or his house again.

Lycurgus loves you, more then words can possibly say, he was planning on having a nice romantic night in with you, a small surprise for you, please dont blame this on Ly when Eclipse would of had this completely planned out." he said to the wolf as he walked out of the room, going to call Tamaska about something.

Ly looked at his mate still crying "it is EXACTLY what happened, I never wanted to go with him, I just wanted to spend a night alone with you. I had everything planned out, the dinner, the gifts, the small secluded spot on the beach where we could watch the stars, everything was just going to be perfect for us...then this happened and...well as you can see our plans were cut short." He said as Murakis cellphone rang.

Muraki pulled his phone out and noticed he had a text message for Ly "Ly, why are people calling my cellphone?"

That would probably be the restraunt I had decided to take Noah, I gave them your number because I wanted this to be a surprise for Noah. Can I have a look please?" He asked as he walked over, taking the phone and read the message. "The booking was changed, just like I asked to 8pm instead of 7pm, but I guess that doesnt matter anymore since it seems I will be losing a mate."

He said as he stuffed the phone back into Murakis hand and started out the door of the hospital room, knowing he said he would be happy to have Noah leave him instead of him getting hurt. In reality those words killed him and he knew if he lost Noah he would go back to his room and not come out again as it was Noah who actually gave him reason TO step out of his room, no-one else.

Ly turned around as he reached the door and collapsed due to the pain and stress he was putting on himself "Noah, never believe that I would rather be with that fox then with you. All I wanted when I was stuck in that house was you and the children, I didnt want to be there, I just wanted to be in your arms and away from that fox.

Eclipse never gave me dinner, he never intended to, as soon as I was inside he drank from me and then draged me into some room when I was a little weak and tortured me. See these two little holes in my neck?..." he asked pulling his hair away to show him the two teeth marks "THAT, amongst other things, is what Eclipse did to me.

I was allowed to be let go IF I told him that I would be his and that I pretty much had nothing more to do with you. I wasnt going to tell him, even if it was part of some plan, that I would be with him. The thought of it makes me sick to my stomach, I sat on that chair getting tortured for god knows how long because all I wanted, in all the time I was there, was you and the children and noone else."

He said as he started to cry harder once more and climbed back up to his feet "I have never loved anyone like I love you and the thought of losing you is killing me inside." He said as he lent agiesnt the door way once he was on his feet again "im sorry for all this happening, it is my fault completely, I wish I could promise you that this isnt going to happen again but I cant.

I just wanted to be the perfect mate for you but instead I have made your life a misery, im so sorry Noah, I hope some day you can forgive me" he said as he left the room, going to ask the nurse for another one.

Conny picked up the Shang plushie and cuddled it as he started to cry softly and silently again, scared that his family were going to end up breaking up and that was something he never wanted to happen.